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amoryreign · 3 years

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Dear Reader,

I don’t know why but ever since I found out that I have 3 years left of high school and that I have to pick which subjects I want based on what I’ll become in college. A doctor was practically my go to option, well technically a gynecologist.

So I’ve been looking at posts on Pinterest on doctor/medical student aesthetic.

It just blows my mind, the fact that I’m going to college soon. Life really does go buy in a flash..

Yours truly,

A.R ~

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amoryreign · 3 years

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Dear Reader,

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️

Shining silver mini blade

hidden skin from pain unafraid

Scraping it once and then pushing deeper

No one needs to see the scars beneath her

Her skin around it puffs red like wine

Then blood comes out in a crimson line

For you it might hug but to her a release

From all the burdens that increase

Warned not to cut for her own pleasure

But how can she stop if it lessens the terror

Even if they knew they’d check her wrists and forget the thighs where she’s been cutting

By then it would be too late to save her from what she’s becoming

How can you help her when you can’t see

That the girl I’m talking about is really me

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💭 Thoughts?

📖 Story Time :

So my teacher asked us to post a poem for attendance and I decided to post the poem I wrote. So I did and then about an hour later she emails me saying that she needed me to join a meeting with her.

I did as told and she asked me if I was okay. She legit thought that I actually harmed myself. I told her I was fine but she still reported me to the counselor.

I appreciated her concern but looking back at it now.. I shouldn’t have posted the poem 😂

Yours truly,

A.R~

“A long sleeve & fake smile, that’s all you need to fool the world”

#poemsbyme #sad poem #possibly triggering #Spotify

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amoryreign · 3 years

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Dear Reader,

Super emotional day at school today.

It was the last day of the year and my last day in my school. I’m moving schools next year and I spent most of my day with my friends and saying good bye to my teachers.

Like I’m literally leaving the place I grew up in! I’ve been here ever since I was 6 & every teacher/staff member knows me.

I’m used to following an American curriculum but now I’m moving into a British one. I think it’s called IGCSE.

Do any of you guys study it?

Anyway. I’m not crying over something that can’t be changed so I didn’t shed any tears... yet.

I guess everything good has to come to an end eventually right? That’s just how the world is. But life goes on. And it doesn’t wait for anyone in the process.

I’ll think of this is a new challenge.

A new problem to tackle.

Your truly,

A.R~

“ She’s gonna forever say ‘I got this’ even with tears in her eyes”

Fall 7 times, stand up 8

#newschool #school #newstart #freshstart #Spotify

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