epxcureanist:

“E-Eh-”

Rem blinked, a light flush creeping onto his cheeks before he grinned something wolfish. ”What, you don’t like Hyungsik?" He teased, rocking Shawn a little further until he was practically twirling him. "Everyone calls me Rem, don’t you wanna call me something else?” Not that he had any suggestions, unfortunately. There was Hyung, of course, but that would make people think that Shawn was his younger brother, or something. Not that he wouldn’t make a cute one, but he was his boyfriend, and the distinction was important.  ”You’re special, after all. I’ll accept any name you give me.”

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      ❝ it's not that I don't like it but -- ❞

                    it was too difficult to say. he had messed it up                     several times before until rem had to cover his                     mouth and beg silence. he wasn't familiar with                     the tone either, being american, so such a                     name was rather new and what his tongue wasn't                     use to at all. still, he stood there, hugging him                     and smiling softly. to hear that he was special                     brought an even larger smile to his face, heart                     fluttering within it's tight little ribcage with                     several emotions he couldn't come to identify.

                                    they were just---- everywhere. his fingertips, his hand,                                     his cheeks and lips, all that he wanted to kiss whenever                                     they were this near, but was too shy to actually do it.

            holding his fingers tightly and feeling             him grinning, shawn thought;

                    rem was special too.

           ❝ you say that like I have a circle                 of friends to begin with, pshh.

                      ---- but yes; rem it is. I like it too. ❞

fractixns:

He chewed on the cheesecake with clear indifference.

          ❝Oh i never get sick off food. So quit yer worrying.                                                      Here, try some.❞

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        he fidgeted, unsure of how to act towards         the others offer. should he eat it? he could         pass... or perhaps, some wouldn't hurt...

          ❝ are you sure it won't              give me a stomache?? ❞

; * call out.

cruentuus:

   A small nod in response to his thanks. It was nothing, really. It was simple — at least for him — to accomplish quickly. Which was already obvious. For the past day or so, the boy had been keeping more to himself instead of wandering about. He hadn’t heard his name be uttered by anyone in a while. It was a bit uncomfortable — but easily gotten used to. The stranger seemed to be trustworthy. Something as simple, but important, as a name could be given. But nothing more.

  “It’s nice to meet you, Shawn.” No expression present on his face whatsoever.

                           ”Just wondering — what exactly was in that box?”

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       he was treating this like no big deal.

             whereas shawn was nervous and fidgety over              what else he could possible say or mention that              would not leave him feeling awkward all over.               he chided himself too for obvious reasons; this              S H O U L D N T have been a big deal at all, but              knowing himself, he knew paranoia always got               to him fast. 

                        ❝ …. uh, books. I think. the lady next          door is moving out, so she wanted me to help put these          away, donate them to a shop. are you... uhm, interested          in books? ❞

+ {4}

epxcureanist:

“Ah- no I didn’t mean to make you feel bad about it. Sorry, I was just being childish…                                                                         ….again….” Rem fumbled for the right words, cupping the back of the shorter male’s neck and slowly tilting his head up so that he could look him in the eyes. At the sight of Shawn’s face, though, Rem broke out into a dopey smile. There was a high that filled him whenever he saw the other’s face- it was what was so attractive about falling in love, it made him feel good. Then it’d fade, and he’d leave as well.  He didn’t feel bad, though. He’d never been anything but earnest in any of his courtships. No one had fallen for him either- he wasn’t the type to leave broken hearts behind.  They were always interested in someone else or no one at all, and maybe that was what had attracted him to them. They were so like- No. Shawn, however, was a different story. He was grounding, deep. He made him fly but also tethered him down with awkward smiles and red ears when he tried to hide his smiles; and though Rem had always fancied himself a free soul he found that he didn’t mind it at all. Far from it, in fact. He liked it. Being tied down- as long as it was to Shawn- didn’t sound bad at all. Maybe he was a masochist. ”What would you like me to call you? It’s only worth it if the name makes you happy when you hear it.”

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      ❝ npho, youf weren'th -- ❞

                    he mumbled against his chest, cheeks flush red and                     brows furrowed in a stubborn manner. with his arms                     looped firmly around rem's torso, and his scent right                     under his nose, it was easy for shawn to gradually                     calm his nerves that were ringing just a while ago.                     it was nice, he thought, to be able to hug someone                     like this now; whenever he desired and wherever                     he desired, so to say. he wasn't as nervous as he                     felt when he had first encountered this joker of a                     splendid boy, and had found to love his company. 

      looking up at rem, their noses almost brushing,       he huffed a little breath before letting his body       sway left in right in gentle motions with rem,       more playful than anything else. 

           ❝ you can call me whatever you want.                   as long as I get to call you rem!            and not your long, confusing real name.                                     d e a l ? ❞

brxghtsiide:

█ ▌—- ;; ♬ ▌ ’ no…? at least i did not have                                 the intention to. ' 

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        ❝ then it's decided, my hair does not              look like a bird's abandoned nest. ❞

; * bright side.

”Open world, closed wounds.” -Suicide Room

epxcureanist:

“You really think so? I thought it was cute.                    We’re together now so I thought it would be nice                    to have something special to call you. If you don’t                     like it I guess I can think of something else…” He says that but still looks a little sullen.

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        ❝ no! wait, ah-- that was rude of me.              I'm sorry. you can say whatever you              wish, rem. s-so, uh... ❞

                    lips curving into a fumbling pout, the smaller                     boy wounds his arms around the other nervously,                     right before he lets his head rest against his chest.

      if only he could be more demanding without       feeling bad afterwards; he had already grown        too much of a big heart towards rem. 

cruentuus:

   Once given the direction, he headed that way. “Uranai,” was his simple reply. The name probably — hopefully — didn’t mean much to the boy. If it did, then there’d be a problem. And then — down went the box, placed where the boy had asked him to. Wiping his heads on his pants, he looked at the stranger, his emerald eyes shining in the light of the sun.

        ——“Who exactly are you?”

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       this stranger.

                    there was something particularly odd about                     him but shawn hadn't managed to pin point                     it yet to an exact. there was something both                     unsettling and something soothing about his                     presence, with a tilt of his head he watched                     as he smoothly placed his box to where he                     had instructed him too. then his amber hues                     were met with emerald one's, a second of                     silence being exchanged before he spoke                     reluctantly. 

                        ❝ …. uranai. thank you for your help.                                          i'm shawn everett. ❞

+ {4}

fractixns:

He simply scoffed and defiantly loaded his plate with more cheesecake.

❝Nobody tells me how much to eat. Besides, I use my brain a lot. It’ll burn all the calories.❞

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        ❝ sure it hasn't already fried your                 brain? you'll get sick, man. ❞

; * call out.

I am finding quieter ways to love you.

unknown (via rllygay)

epxcureanist:

“It’s a term of endearment I learned since leaving the island!                                        “‘Bae’ means ‘before anyone else’ and it sounds like babe,                                           so in short you’re my ‘before anyone else’ babe!”

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        ❝ that's-- that's so stupid, Rem.              I don't know what to do with              you, honestly. How do you              even pronounce that... ❞

xdaunting:

Well shit. So much for being nonchalant about his little fall. Quickly, Kellin stood up, dusting himself off of any rocks or sand that may have stuck to his clothing and faked a large smile, maybe a smile that might have been too big.

"O-Oh! Don’t mind me! I’m perfectly fine! Hehe."  Liar. His back hurt like a motherfucker. 

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        he didn't make any attempts to help the         other boy. the thought didn't exactly strike         him right away, let alone, he was frightened         to get too near. he wasn't even sure what to         say that wouldn't sound completely dumb.

                                            still, he observed the boy; when                                             he stood, he had staggered.

         ❝ your back is hurt. the clinic's right around               the corner, you know. why did those guys               push you in the first place? ❞

; * electric.

kanonaitte:

—[水器] Turning around to face the person who had spoken behind her, Kanon saw in their hands her parcel of sweets she kept hidden in the sleeve of her yukata.

Blushing and holding her hand out for it, she sputtered out, “T-Thank you!”

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       he had never, never, seen anyone wear        something that resembled what she did.

                    what even was it? he blamed himself; always                     caged within his own room, lacking interactions                     outside---- despite being on the computer all the                     time, it wasn't something he possessed knowledge                     over, for which his curiosity sparked.

        ❝ n-no problem. uh, if you don't mind me asking...       what are you wearing? is it for a particular occasion? ❞

; * start.

currently sobbing because there are 101 of you following the biggest nerd in the world & oh my god. i seriously wasn’t expecting so many of you to take interest in her — let alone making it this far — and for that i just want to thank all of you. if i happen to miss anyone, just know that i love & appreciate all of you equally. just because you aren’t on this list doesn’t mean i think any less of you okay!!

( this is also my very first follow forever so please bare with me —— )

a mixture of people i admire & came to be my closest friends & whom i just really love seeing on my dash

acxdia | amberiv | athanatic | cirocchio | crowdedmindset | cruentuus | dreamretae | dxminance | electrovus | everxafter | fiercexhime | floremipsum | fractixns | fxrgiveme | haneeul | indifferenthums | indovinelli | kaotao | kingkipark | kumoriz | musesmanor | niko-dem | ninetailedasshole | ooshio-baka | otomeii | paperxskin | patientxpetals | punkedxlotus | radiant-starlight | satanthequeen | seasonalflxwer | shichifuyu | sirenitzin | tenmyoujii | unnui | viristellas | xdaunting | xmyosotis | yulechka-sokorov 

again, even if you are not on the list i still love you. & i might’ve missed you because i’m an idiot.

thank you for giving maddie & i so much love —— !!

fractixns:

❝Y’mean this cheesecake?❞

        Swallow. 

             ❝IT’S DELICIOUS.❞

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        ❝ ... ❞

          ; Stares, indecisive about what to say. 

               ❝ ---- maybe that should be the last                      one you take. too much sugar. ❞

; * call out.

And if this be our last conversation And if this be the last time that we speak for a while don’t lose hope, and don’t let go