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# ꕥ 𓂃 𑄻 ᜔ ۪۫ ࣪ ♡ ✧˚ · … 𝐝 𝐢 𝐬 𝐜 !

( 2018 - 2020 ) 2021

# 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟖 !

˗ˏˋ DEBUT SINGLE ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝟏 : 𝐋𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐋𝐀 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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on the 3rd of february 2018 CUBE ENT debuted their much anticipated new girl group VIVID ! the 5 made their mark in the industry with RUMPUMPUMPUM their debut track written and produced by members DAYNA and SORA under SODA the name of their production duo. it was the title track off of their debut single album ‘ PHASE 1 : LALALA ’ that contained DRIP their predebut track and BLOW YOUR MIND a b-side they promoted alongside RUMPUMPUMPUM for 4 weeks. the group and song garnered the girls a lot of attention as they had already had buzz around their name due to members already being known in the industry. their debut was a huge success with the girls getting their first win 3 weeks after debut.

˗ˏˋ 1st MINI ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝟐 : 𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐇 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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after just over 4 months the girls came back with the 2018 song of the summer LAST LOVE on the 25th of june 2018. with their already established CHIC GIRL CRUSH sound, LAST LOVE solidified them as the next big thing with them bagging 4 music show wins for the track. LAST LOVE was the title track off of their mini album PHASE 2 : FRESH which contained TIPPY TOES. TIPPY TOES was entirely choreographed by SISI and LEO which was a first. the track went viral because of how insane the choreography with SISI and LEO getting a lot of praise.

˗ˏˋ MINI ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝟑: 𝐆𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐗𝐘 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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LOVE DIVE was released on the 16th of november 2018 and was their first title track entirely choreographed by SISI and LEO. the pair would go on to choreograph all of their title tracks going forward. LOVE DIVE is dreamy and ethereal track that ended off their first year beautifully. their mini album PHASE 3: GALAXY was praised for its variety in sounds with b-sides like CANDY BOY and BUTTERFLIES which both got special stages.

# 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟗 !

˗ˏˋ SINGLE ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝟒 : 𝐄𝐗𝐈𝐓𝐔𝐒 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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on the 11th of march VIVID started off 2019 with a bang with their breakout track MY RHYTHM. the track samples BACH’s ‘Air On G String’, an iconic classical piece. but SODA once again highlights their production skills by manage to put their own unique spin on it whilst still allowing for the classical elements to shine through. MY RHYTHM was another smash hit for the group and peaked at #1 on the GAON chart which was a first for the group. with the track the girls got their first all kill managing to get a win on all music shows with a total of 7 wins !

the girls promoted their bside BLUE FLAME as a special stage on music shows. the track garnered the girls even more attention with SISI’s fancam going viral not only locally but also internationally. her split that she did during the choreography showed off her years of ballet training and her fancam has millions of views.

trying to keep up the momentum of their success VIVID went on to have mini promotional period for another bside off of PHASE 4 : EXITUS titled CRAZY that only lasted 10 days but was still incredibly successful garnering 2 music show wins . the track had its own music video and dance practice along with music show performances. the girls caught even more of the publics attention when a fancam of SORA went viral , her charisma and aura captivating new audiences. this would be her 3rd fancam to go viral after her debut fancam and her iconic LOVE DIVE fancam from MAMA 2018 which had all of twitter asking about “ the girl with blue hair”

because of the success of MY RHYTHM their single album PHASE 4 : EXITUS - the final installment of the phases series - sold over 1 million copies. to this day it is regarded as an iconic VIVID comeback as every aspect from makeup to styling to production by SODA to choreography by SISI and LEO all the way to the albums concept as a whole was absolutely amazing.

˗ˏˋ 1st FULL ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐔 𝐑 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐄 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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OH MY! is another crucial VIVID comeback but for different reasons. the girls were originally meant to return on the 1st of july but member YURI was suddenly put on hiatus for health reasons and their comeback was pushed back to the 22nd . the girls released the first installment of their ‘ U R MY ’ series with their first full album U R MY PARADISE. with the popularity garnered from their previous comeback as well as the announcement of their 1st full album U R MY PARADISE had 800k presales making it their highest yet. OH MY ! was a fun and bubbly summer title track that the girls promoted as 4 with their b-side PANDORA. despite the cheerful energy of the track the girls were notably unlike themselves and barely participated in any promotional activities with their appearance on WEEKLY IDOL even being cancelled.

˗ˏˋ REPACKAGE ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐔 𝐑 𝐌𝐘 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐈 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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their repackage U R MY CHÉRI was released 3 months later on the 1st of october with their title track FEARLESS. it was a fan favourite catching a lot of international attention with its bouncy bass and eye catching choreography. the girls once again promoted as 4 without YURI who also did not feature in the music video. their FEARLESS promotions were jarringly shorter than their previous ones with the girls only promoting for 2 weeks. for the first time the girls got no wins for their title track.

# 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 !

˗ˏˋ MINI ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐔 𝐑 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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fans were shocked when it was announced that VIVID would be making another 4 member comeback despite YURI become apart of recording the tracks on their newest mini album U R MY HEAVEN. the album contained a VIVID icon PSYCHO along with their b side SHOTGUN which they promoted on special stages alongside their title track. this era was more chic, dark and mature showing the beginnings of a shift in VIVID’s concept and sound. the music video was praised for its elegance and eery feeling as compared to the brighter aesthetics they had taken on prior. tracks like ESCAPE ROOM , KINGDOM COME , HOUSE OF CARDS and NO MANNERS highlight this shift with their more sensual feel. as a whole it is considered one of VIVID’s best albums to date.

˗ˏˋ FULL ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐔 𝐑 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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on the 29th of june , after almost a yearong hiatus YURI finally returned and the girls returned as 5 for their biggest comeback to date HIP ! it is a swaggering track that has a brassy take-down of response to the hate that the girls have gotten throughout their careers so far. HIP ! was the title track on the girls 2nd full album U R MINE the album is another one that is considered one of SODA’s best works with tracks like ILLUSION , DAHLIA , IT HURTS , E I E I O and NO ONE a fully thai track written by DAYNA. SODA also released their first official subunit track HAPPY NOW which they performed once as a special storage. throughout the era the girls promoted their track LUV U as a special stage alongside HIP ! and their intro track 24 HRS. the comeback was highly anticipated because of YURI’s return and once again the girls surpassed 1 MILLION presales and debuted at #1 on all korean streaming platforms. the girls also entered the BILLBOARD TOP 100 for the first time peaking at 51. the girls got 11 music show wins and were nominated for BEST FEMALE GROUP, BEST FEMALE PERFORMANCE , SONG OF THE YEAR and ALBUM OF THE YEAR at MAMA 2020.

˗ˏˋ REPACKAGE ALBUM ! ‘ 𝐔 𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐄 ’ ♡ ˚◞

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on the 7th of september 2020 VIVID released their repackage album U WERE MINE which contained another dark title track CRY 4 ME. the track is dark yet lively with its dark lyricism mixing with a stately chorale of synths and the girls melodies to drive the story along.the album aesthetics as well as the music video for CRY 4 ME had a slight horror element. the music video contained scenes of blood , implied violence and overall suspense which required CUBE to release 2 version of the music video a censored and uncensored version. the music video caught a lot of attention for its beautifully dark themes. the girls furthered their horror concept by making ‘ haunted ver. ’ of tracks IT HURTS and PSYCHO as well as a rock version of MY RHYTHM.

VIVID promoted CRY 4 ME for 3 weeks and got 4 music show wins with the track debuting at #1 on korean streaming platforms and repeatedly returning to the top 5 throughout promotions. as a whole the era is a fan favourite and opened doors for more horror and dark concepts in mainstream kpop groups.

WHICH ERA WAS YOUR FAV ? LET ME KNOW !

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━━ # # VIVID 2021 DISCOGRAPHY !!

january 12th 2021 DAYNA made her much anticipated solo debut with 거기 너! (HEY YOU!) and the mini album by the same name. she promoted the track alongside the intro for the album intro:ME! for 3 weeks. each song was written and produced by DAYNA alongside production partner SORA under their duo production name SODA. the comeback was so well received that DAYNA got a music show win after only 10 days on MCOUNTDOWN. it was recalled as one of the strongest solo debuts seen in a long time.

the subunit SODA made their subunit debut on april 29th with MONSTER the title track from their debut single album SODA POP! the debut was hugely popular with it captivating a wide audience not only locally but internationally. the comeback created a vital tik tok trend. the duo are social butterflies and had many fellow idols participate in the trend including many fellow ANGELICO artists. MONSTER was a smash hit and bagged the girls 4 music show wins.

VIVID had their first full group comeback on the 3rd of july 2021 with the digital single BETTER. the track was released as a pre-release for the girls upcoming full album. BETTER took on a different sound from their previous comebacks which proved to be a refreshing change. the girls got to show off their lighter sides during summer which they have not done in a while. the single was only promoted for 2 weeks and received 2 music show wins.

VIVID also released a special summer track called HOLIDAY! they released a special music video that showed fellow ANGELICO ent idols singing along and clips from the trip.

september 6th 2021 VIVID released their 3rd full album ROOM 302 the first installment of their HOUSE OF VIVID series. the girls promoted their title track FIRST along with their special stage for TOK TOK . SODA wrote and produced every track on the album with the help of fellow ANGELICO ent producer BLU on a few tracks. FIRST received 7 music show wins which is amongst their highest across their careers.

#disc reminders

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alwaysvivid · 17 days

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all the character plot predictions/planning and here I am trying to guess what songs vivid have released since addicted era

✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐚™ 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔

girl i’m so excited to do what they’ve been up to music wise cause oooooo it’s a beaut. i’m still properly sorting it out and definitively choosing the title tracks but i can guarantee that sora debuts and has a comeback , dayna has a comeback , they release their 4th full album and they end of the house of vivid series. some for sure title tracks rn is shooting star and queencard.

#✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐚™ 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 #i’m working on it and im excited

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𝐝 𝐮 𝐥 𝐜 𝐞 𝐭

sweet and soothing in all aspects especially in regards to a voice. delightfully pleasant.

PLOT chan is beyond sweet, he’s everything sora has ever wanted and more. she can feel herself falling for him but that was never part of the plan.

CHARACTERS lee sora ˒ bang chan & im changkyun

﹙ mentions kelsey @inter-stellar-jyp.⠀﹚

WORD COUNT 3.7k

GENRE angst ft some smut

PLAYLIST s o r a.

﹙ send in songs that remind you of sora.⠀﹚

a/n i haven’t written in literally 2+ years & it’s unedited so please PLEASE be nice to me. i’m proud to finally be writing again and trust there’s many more wips to come !

[ sept. ‘19 ]

sora needed a distraction and she needed it fast.

she hadn’t realised how far she had fallen until it was too late, until she found herself waking up in chans arms for the 9th consecutive morning. She had lived in chan’s dorm - and skin- for over a week , and yet she still wanted more. she could stay with him forever.

both vivid and stray kids were on vacation leaving chans dorm empty and sora available to keep him company. the vacant dorm allowed them to play house the full 2 weeks, ignoring the fact that they had barely even admitted having anything more than a sexual attraction to each other. within those walls they were soulmates who couldn’t be separated for even a second, she loved him and he loved her and they lived happily ever after.

they get to play pretend.

when it came to sora she had 1 golden rule that she made sure she never broke no matter what and that was don’t stay the night. waking up together was too intimate , that was how it started to get complicated. the domestic cuddles and sweet performing kisses always warped the boundaries of their relationship and sora did not have the energy for any of that. she just needed passion and attention then to be walked to the door and never spoken to until the next time she needed a warm body at night. she had become an expert in the game , and that was because she never broke her number 1 rule. but yet there she was day after day draped in one of chans oversized hoodies, hugging his back as he made her scrambled eggs just the way she liked them.

there werent words that could accurately explain how she felt about chan, the closest word she equated it to was obsessed, she was absolutely obsessed with every little detail about him. on the rare mornings that she woke up before him she found herself watching as the sun streamed through the miniscule gap between his curtains. she’d lie cramped into his bunk bed staring at him. she would watch the way his lashes fluttered ever so slightly against his soft pink cheeks. she should be embarrassed by how long she spent just looking at him, but to her own concern she did not care. she attempted to snuggle even closer to him as she connected every freckle on his face. his freckles were all faint and easily missed but sora noticed them early on. she would count every single one of his moles, they were only visible when she was this close to him. he had 7 scattered across his face. chan was a breath taking type of beauty, you don’t even realise you hadn’t taken a breath in 5 minutes until you’re passed out conveniently in his arms.

every time she’d sense him stirring beside her she’d act as if she had been asleep just like him, only to be ‘“woken up” by chans soft lips on her forehead and his rasp filled whisper of “good morning.”

every morning and every night she’d wait in anticipation for the gentle touches that always grew rougher , the sweet kisses that escalated until they were desperate and deep. she was obsessed with the way he’d look at her just before she came , like she was his absolute favourite thing to ever exist. her brain would fog as she begged for a kiss , his hands tightly gripping at the flesh of her thighs as he pulled her impossibly closer. He always whispered the prettiest words in that moment. sora sometimes felt like he kissed her like he actually was in love with her , like he was just as obsessed as she was

when people spoke about butterflies, sora never imagined them to be so overwhelming and nauseating. yet ,her heart never let her get up and leave thus stopping the weird stomach flutters. it all felt so real, she almost believed it too be real, almost. sora liked to believe she wasn’t delusional enough to think they actually were anything more than fuck buddies. but there she was lying awake almost every night hoping one day he’d roll over and say the words that scared her the most.

and that was delusional.

sora needed to feel grounded again, she had been floating for far too long she was losing herself. she had to get him off her mind and out of her system. she needed a distraction or maybe a reality check , whichever came first. bottom line was whatever she needed, she needed it immediately before her delusions lead to heartbreak and betrayal once again. which is all to explain how she found herself pressed against the door of a random club bathroom ,changkyun thrusting into her with the birthday dress he’d bought bunched at her waist.

the details of everything that lead to the current events hadnt yet registered in her brain. Somewhere between her tequila shots and martinis she found kelsey and asked for the tiny pill she knew she always had. honestly the details were lost in her brain but at least she wasn’t counting the moles on chan’s face.

“missed this. missed you.” changkyuns words came out choppy and muffled, his rambles almost incoherent due to his head being buried deep in her neck.his lips barely lifted from her skin as he spoke.but his words felt empty, he didn’t mean it and he didn’t bother trying to act like he did. at least chan felt genuine when he’d say the same thing , whether he actually was was a whole different story.

the bass boomed so loud that sora felt it against her back, the white wood doing very little to mute the music blasting on the other side nor was it any good muffling the obnoxious sound of skin slapping together. if anyone was within ear shot they knew exactly what was going on in the tiny-dirty- bathroom. it also didn’t help that changkyun decided to be particularly loud that day.

“you miss me too baby?” he lifted his head to make eye contact, his eyes dark and hooded. sora lifted a hand to brush the hairs sticking to his forehead to get a better look at him. he looked as good as she remembered. same sharp features she used to drool over, his stare just as hypnotizing as the last time, his dick filling her just the way it always did. there was a reason changkyun had sora under a spell for years, he was addictive.

sora nodded her head yes as her thumb dragged along his bottom lip pulling it down ever so slightly. changkyun had truthfully barely crossed her mind for the past 2 months but she agreed, hoping it would boost his ego and have him finish faster. changkyun chuckled as he nosed the strap of her dress until it fell off her shoulder, giving him just enough room to properly sink his teeth into her clavicle. “say it.” he demanded.

“missed you too.”

some twisted part of sora really did miss him. there really was something so familiar about the whole experience: the hollow feeling in her chest that she’d self medicate with alcohol and fickle relationships, the way every moment melted into each other as the bass of the speakers had her ears ringing, the way that changkyun looked at her and how their bodies moved together on the dance floor and the rushed kisses and movements against any surface they could find. even the emptiness of his words left some odd nostalgia in her.

she missed the way he would push her into the mattress till she felt like she disappeared, the shot of dopamine she’d get when he’d finally text her after disappearing for almost a month. changkyun kept her on her toes, had her wanting more every time. sora was never bored when it came to him, she never knew what to expect. the never ending excitement was also their downfall, the instability becoming all she knew.

sora wasn't stupid, she knew changkyun wasn’t good for her no matter how deeply in denial she was. she was aware it wasn't healthy to always leave his place feeling like a shell of herself, like it a piece of her was left behind . it left that ache in her chest that she grew accustomed to. but that was exactly what she needed, to be consumed by his meaningless touches, and let herself sink into the door. maybe then she’d wake up from the deluded dream she was living in with chan.

changkyun kissed up sora’s neck, pausing to bite into the flesh just under her jaw. chan usually sucked that spot. she couldn’t help but whimper ,slowly refocusing on the man in front of her. the tips of her long acrylic nails dug into his broad shoulders - chan was broader. she whimpered loudly as he started to suck on her neck harshly, definitely trying to leave a mark. he wanted everyone - chan - to know.

the words that changkyun whispered against the shell of soras ear didn’t register but she reacted by arching her back nonetheless. she used to fiend for moments where changkyun paid her this much attention but now all she could do was compare him. sora tried her hardest but she couldnt push away the sound of chans voice calling her pretty. she felt the ghost of his finger raking through her hair in the morning. she could feel him kissing her like he loved her. sora felt her eyes fill with tears as she forced them shut. trying to make the image of chan disappear. how did she let it get this far? why did she let anyone have this much of an effect on her. she hated it. she hated him and his stupid sweetness.

changkyun sped up at the sight of sora’s teary eyes , assuming it was his doing.

“feel that good baby ?”

sora didn’t reply just lulled her head back as the tears rolled down her cheeks taking her liner with it. it always smudged , it never lasted until the end of the evening.

she let out a small hum to appease him and it appeared to be exactly what he wanted.

“that’s right, better than that stupid boyfriend of yours?” he grumbled as he grabbed her jaw , his grip forcing her to face him. sora opened her eyes staring directly into his.

“i don’t have a boyfriend.”

her sentence came out short, her lack of breath abd already emotional state had her on edge. changkyun chuckled as his thumb pulled at her bottom lip jus as she had done earlier smudging her already messy lipstick. he pushed his thumb into her mouth slowly. “thought i lost you for a moment but you’re still mine. all mine.”

sora distracted him by sucking on his finger just as she’d always done. his eyes focused on her mouth as his thrusts sped up. she hated when changkyun said she was his. he’d go on and on about her being his but he was never hers. he made sure she knew that.

“i’ve never seen the point in exclusivity, no one keeps to it. someone always ends up lying to the other and cheating. just resentment and hatred everytime. why deal with all the rules and complications of relationships when you could just get what you want and leave.” the words once repeated to sora years ago rung loud in her ears as she tried willing away the tears.

changkyuns grip on her waist grew tighter as the strength that kept her up against the wall faltered slightly. “fuck, can i cum inside?”

“no.” she spoke quickly much to changkyuns surprise, she always let him cum inside.

sora tapped on his arm signaling for him to let her down. changkyuns face remained puzzled as he lowered her to her feet, the jelly state of her legs was the last thing on her mind. sora fell to her knees in the least elegant way possible, a bruise was sure to blossom in the morning. she tucked her hair behind her multi-pierced ear before opening her mouth slightly for changkyun to cum in. with a loud huff he tugged his fist up and down his shaft as he placed the salty tip on her tongue. his orgasm came in hot white spurts accompanied with changkyuns grunts. sora was thankful only a little bit got on her cheek, she really wasn’t in the mood for a full facial.

changkyun let out a soft sigh as he attempted to level his breathing. he watched as she crawled on the floor towards to roll of toilet paper, taking a bit and wiping at the sides of her mouth in an attempt to look presentable again. changkyun took note that she used to lick it up and open her mouth to prove she swallowed it all.

the tiny bathroom fell silent in a way that wasn't comfortable, it was agonizing. the sound of changkyuns zipper was all that could be heard in the small confines on the room. loud knocks filled the room as both their heads snon the door.

“just a minute.” sora yelled , surprised her voice wasn’t as horse as she thought it would be. she took a deep breath using one hand on the cool tiles of the wall and the other on the lid of the toilet for leverage to lift her up to her feet. despite being slightly unstable she managed to get up and look at herself in the grimey mirror.

sora looked at her reflection for far too long , she could feel changkyun staring at her in confusion. she couldn’t look away , the girl in front of her felt almost foreign. she hadn’t felt or looked like this in months and she didn’t like it yet she felt she deserved it. this is what girls like sora do. they don’t play house with sweet boys. they get get fucked in disgusting club bathrooms.

sora never felt like anything. she was just hollow and destructive. everything she touched felt like it was destined to fall apart.everytime anything felt good it would end leaving sora even more empty than she was before. a fun time until they get bored and move on to the next one. the constant rotation taking a piece of her until she had nothing left. the girl in the reflection looked hollow even with tears stains she looked devoid of emotion, devoid of a heart.

chan was good and kind and sora didn’t deserve all the good he had in him. she would ruin him just like she ruined everything else in her life. she didn’t want to ruin him but she couldn’t imagine leaving him. the come down was always more intense than the high and sora was feeling it. it was like withdrawals but from a person. she couldn’t breathe. fucking changkyun didn’t even work. she couldn’t escape him, her old ways weren’t working. there was no escaping anymore she was too deep in and her heart was doomed.

the knocks against the door were louder the second time pulling sora out of her haze. with a huff she swung the door open not even warning changkyun as she stood staring blankly, “oh my fucking god, here have the bathroom! fuck!” she pushed past the girl as they exchanged looks. sora could tell that she said something back but she didn’t care, she needed to get out of there. changkyun followed behind her as she walked off. fixing his hair as he wrapped an arm around her shoulder forcing her to stop in her tracks.

“we off to my place then?” sora kept walking as she felt his words like a weight on her chest. she couldn’t do it.

nothing. sora felt, heard, smelt and had nothing. the loud beating of her heart was the only thing reassuring her that she was, in fact, alive. she didn’t feel alive, she hadn’t for a long time.

taking deep breaths in through her nose sora tried to shut her brain up. she was spiraling she could feel it, but no matter what exercise she did that her new psychiatrist had taught her she couldn’t shut up her brain. her thoughts growing louder as her breathing became more labored.

“wait sora-“

before she even processed anything sora was walking. there were indistinct voices as she moved. it was as if they were screaming after her trying to get her to stop as she exited the club. she couldn’t tell who it was specifically,everything was blurred. she didn’t listen to them all she cared about was that she had to get out. the smoke filled room was suffocating her.

sora blinked slowly to adjust her eyes from the red neon lights to the dim street lamps along the road as she walked down it. she barely knew where she was going or what she was planning to do when she got there but she was moving and there was no stopping her. only after walking for some time did sora register that she didn’t have shoes on. they were definitely left in the bathroom but she didn’t care, at least she was out.

sora’s feet moved on their own accord,her mind still foggy. she couldn’t process where she was but it was familiar enough that even her overwhelmed and high mind was directing her somewhere.

her breath was still shaky and uneven as she stared at the same door she had walked out of just hours before. with whatever energy she had left she lifted her hand to hit her knuckles against the wood.

“sora?” the voice was soft yet strong. chan. she walked back to his dorm. she knew she hadn’t gone far when she left for the club. sora felt so embarrassed her stomach turned, why did she study the route from the club? she paid so much attention that even as fucked up as she was she still managed to somehow get herself back to the person she was running away from.

she didn’t reply, she couldn’t. his face was painted with concern yet he looked just as beautiful as she remembered. her beautiful boy. “come on let’s get you back inside where it’s warm and dry,” he spoke softly and slowly, not wanting to cause anymore damage than what was already done.

sora hadn’t even realized that it had been raining. her mind was too busy to notice that her body was soaking wet. she must’ve looked a mess , the tear stained look she had early barely compared to the state she was in now.

she tried to focus on his words and process what he was saying but the sound of her own heart beating in her ears drowned out anything and everything around her. the silence that filled the dorm was so loud sora thought she might scream. it felt like it was crushing her . why of all places was she there, with chan in his arms shaking. chan’s hands softly stroked her hair bringing her back to him. her breathing mimicked his as he attempted to help her as best as he could.

sora took a deep breath and allowed herself for the first time in months to feel at ease. she could feel him press his lips on her cheek like he always did when he tried to soothe her. it worked. she couldn’t understand why or how but chan never failed to make her feel at ease.

“you’re okay .” chan repeated in a whisper, continuously stroking her hair soothingly. sora forced herself to believe it even just for the night

in that moment chan didn’t care to ask where she had been or who she was with or where her shoes were or why she walked in the rain at 4am. he had to help her. he gently removed her makeup and changed her out of her soaked dress, his large sweatshirt engulfing her and surrounding her with his comforting scent again.

sora held him tightly that night, she pushed away the thoughts that she needed to leave, run away before the inevitable heartbreak. her heart was swelling and thumping the way she knew was dangerous,she was in love. and for the first time in years sora let herself feel everything. every nauseating butterfly, sickeningly soothing kiss to her face and headache inducing heartbeat; all of it. she wanted it all.

sora was in love and it was terrifying.

#<33

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I say cece revenge arc - like one way or another j****** gets a taste of his own medicine. maybe fans are starting to ship her and another co-worker to the point where they're seen as an "ideal couple"; they're paired together for modelling shoots/variety shows/ as the main couple in a drama so they eventually start to entertain that idea and unintentionally actually fall in love

best of all 'he' can't do anything but be jealous and watch on because sm has forced him into a fake relationship and now everyone is keeping an eye on him so he has to helplessly watch 'his' cece being taken away from him (hopefully for good)

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i agree cece needs a big fuck you moment and a way to get over him. i really want her to like get with an nct member for revenge but i also know cece isn’t like that. idk what will happen but all i know is she NEEDS TO BE SINGLE !!!!!! until she learns how to be by herself she’s gonna stay in these toxic relationships. the it couple thing could happen since @venusvity and i spoke about possibly making a fic we got married and cece would deffos fall in love with whoever she fake marries thus making jaehyun jealous.

#✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐚™ 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 #cece storyline is still up in the air but we do have a couple ideas at least

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⤙ ღ ⠀ 𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 : “ ⠀ sasaeng leaks ”⠀

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—— ♡ ˗ˏˋ 𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐃 STORYLINES 2022 ! ࿐ྂ

𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ? 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 ?

TW / death , ed , suicide attempts , self harm , toxic relationships , unstable family dynamics

𝐝 𝐚 𝐲 𝐧 𝐚

dayna has been an over achiever since she was a kid , excelling in almost all areas in school. since she was young she has been a perfectionist that holds herself to unrealistic standards which only exasperates her already low self image as she is not performing to the standard she expects from herself. so when she went to korea to become an idol and kept watching the people around her debut instead of her it took a huge toll on her mental health. this mixed with the pressure that she put on herself as the leader has made dayna often isolate herself , focus on work and never seek out relationships.

she met namjoon when she was on set of love yourself highlight reel and the 2 have been close ever since. it was clear they both had feelings for each other but never acted on them. she started dating jb of got7 june 2018 after he reached on expressing he was a huge fan. the 2 dated for just over a year. after yuri’s meltdown namjoon was there for dayna and the two ended up sleeping together. when telling jaebeom she’d cheated he still wanted to be with her but in the end dayna told both namjoon and jaebeom that she thinks a relationship is the last thing she could handle as she had to focus on her career and properly grieve her mothers death. work and vivid have been her focus ever since and she had hardly entertained anyone longer than 2 months - minus suho who she casually saw for 6 months in 2020 - until she started developing feelings for her long time friend sana of twice. she is still unsure if she has time for a relationship but her feelings for sana are too strong to ignore and she feels so comfortable around her. she helps her loosen up , have fun and live life for herself which is something she struggles with.

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𝐲 𝐮 𝐫 𝐢

since yuri was young she has had an unhealthy relationship with food and her own self image. a lot of her body issues stem from her relationship with her mother as when she was younger yuri was chubby and her mother often made comments about how she would be even prettier if she was thin. this mindset of “pretty=thin” has stuck with her ever since and caused her to develop severe body dysmorphia and disordered eating . when yuri became a trainee she lost a lot of weight and was constantly praised for her visuals and nothing else making her equate her worth to how pretty and small people thought she was. once she debuted she faced a lot of online hate because she was not at the same skill level as the other girls making people think that she bought her debut and she couldn’t escape the hate. she struggled dealing with it and her eating disorder only got worse as she tried to be “prettier” as a means to get people to like her. on the 30th of june 2019 yuri tried to take her own life. dayna found her and immediately she was put on indefinite hiatus and checked into an eating disorder and mental health clinic. they had to push back their comeback and promote as 4 for a year. she still feels a lot of guilt towards the members, especially dayna.

when it comes to romantic relationships yuri has never been in stable relationship until recently. her first major relationship was with yuto of pentagon who repeatedly cheated on her, they were on and off for just over 2.5 years. during their longest break, yuri started seeing kim taehyung of bts and the two really hit it off and were a thing for a couple of months. tae had genuine deep feelings for her but she was not over yuto yet so yuri broke up with him over text when yuto wanted to get back together. yuri has tried to talk to him since but he barely even greets her. yuri started dating yuta on the 14th of feb 2020 and they have been together ever since. yuta accidentally outed their relationship december 2020 and both companies confirmed their they were together and the 2 date openly. however as of recently they’ve both been feeling that there’s something missing and whilst yuri tries her best to fix it she cannot deny that the end is near. recently tae has been forced to interact with yuri more as they are both brand ambassadors for celine and have been sent on lots of trips together. despite his animosity towards her it’s clear that they still have chemistry and are both falling all over again.

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𝐬 𝐨 𝐫 𝐚

sora has always had an unconventional family ; her mother had her at 16 , she had no relationship with her father and she was an only child raised by her grandmother. her mother was barely home when she was growing up because she decided to focus on school in seoul while sora was left in busan with her grandmother. although now her mom is trying to fix their relationship sora still resents her even refusing to call her mom. they have family dinners twice a month with her mothers new family and even though they’re on their way to a better relationship it’s going to take a lot for sora to forgive her and heal her inner child that just wanted her mom around. she is however extremely close with her grandma and loves her more than anything.

sora struggles a lot with her mental health and is prone to impulsive and dangerous outbursts that makes her feel like she’s too much for anyone to be with. when she was a trainee she tried to take her own life but it was unsuccessful . she has only told a select few of this incident. sora has struggled with self harm since she was 13 and when people around her would show concern she would shut them down. but after yuri’s meltdown in 2019 she started seeking out proper help.

when it comes to relationships she had serious trust , abandonment and commitment issues that stem from her unstable family and relationships . it causes her to seek out validation through physical relationships and avoid anything deeper. after her friendship turned fwb relationship with kino dissolved almost overnight , her toxic relationship with changkyun and being forced to breakup with rose because dispatch was about to out them , she had given up on love because it never seemed to work out. she struggled with the concept of love and believed for the longest time that she is unlovable and no one would ever love her enough to never leave her. that was until her relationships with fin and chan. fin was her first real long term relationship but chan was the deepest and realest love she’d ever felt.

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𝐬 𝐢 𝐬 𝐢

ft. @se4sonz &. noah of @bluwavez

whilst cece was still a trainee under angelico entertainment she was harassed by a staff member who wanted to date her despite her being underage. when she debuted in se4sons that staff member became one of her managers and would keep trying to make advances on her. she would speak to her then boyfriend noah about it but due to his own trauma he would encourage her to entertain him to better career and so for sometime she did. until one day he told her that if she slept with him he’d make sure she’d be the breakout star of the group with all the screen time , lines and schedules outside of the group. cece declined and he graduated her from se4sons the next day. she was traumatized and wanted to leave music as a whole but noah , felix and chan helped her rediscover her passion and so she reauditioned and joined cube.

cece seeks validation through people , especially men as her entire life her looks have been the center of her existence. she believes so much in people to the point that she allows herself to get in bad relationships because she gives people the benefit of the doubt and doesn’t know her own self worth. she is so desperate to feel loved and wanted she takes it from anyone that is just a little too nice to her. cece has never really been single for long enough to figure out who she is on her own. she wants to be the perfect girl for them their own personal manic pixie dream girl and so she does anything to please them. cece doesn’t fully know herself so she often changes and morphs herself to be whatever her boyfriend wants and she loses herself in the process. she has only ever been in long term relationships since she was 13 with her high school boyfriend from australia for 2.5 years then noah of deep dive for almost 2 years , and jaehyun who she is confident is her soulmate despite their rocky relationship. secretly she also was seeing their choreographer jay who told her he was leaving his then girlfriend but was actually still with her and she was pregnant with their first child. all of her boyfriends have cheated on her repeatedly leaving her with a “if i was just enough for them they wouldn’t cheat” mentality that have made her deeply insecure. and despite better guys -yeonjun- showing interest in her and promising to treat her the way she deserves she can’t seem to let jaehyun go.

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𝐥 𝐞 𝐨

heeyoung is an only child and moved around a lot as a kid and never stayed anywhere long enough to form really strong friendships. that was until she was 10 and moved back to seoul where she met hwang hyunjin who quickly became her best friend. they grew up just 5 minutes away from each other and the two were inseparable their entire life which made heeyoung slightly possessive as they got older because she didn’t have as many friends as hyunjin , nor did she get as much romantic attention due to her tomboyish style. after he was her first kiss at 13 she developed feelings for hyunjin which unbeknownst to her he reciprocated . that was. until her 19th birthday when they kissed and realised they just weren’t actually into each other. they decided to just stay friends and to this day they are the most important person in the others lives.

on a random day when they were still trainees heeyoung was waiting for hyunjin and met han jisung who she clicked with immediately, only to find out hyunjin hated him. she pretended to hate jisung for a while before she had to admit that they got along and started hanging out a lot more. before she knew it they were doing everything together and became best friends. she doesn’t remember the exact moment it happened but by the end of 2018 she was in love with him. after getting drunk one night in 2019 the two kissed and that weekend was their conjoined surprise birthday with felix -the triplets- . the same party where she kissed hyunjin. jisung walked in on them and was heartbroken, the two didn’t speak for 2 months. heeyoung reached out and apologized explaining how she felt about jisung and they started dating. they are perfect together , everyone calls them soulmates and they truly think they are. on january 1st 2021 dispatch exposed their relationship and despite denying it to their companies heeyoungs account got hacked and photos of them were leaked. the two were forced to split and stayed separated for over a year where they both explored other connections namely jisung with eden and heeyoung with hwiyoung of sf9 . neither of them were over the other and they rekindled their relationship january 2022.

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#a lot of plot details here and i think imma follow them through

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can we get a yuri status update? i think the last we heard of her was the plan about 2yu falling out of love

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yup so i’ll reblog the post i made 2 years ago lmao but basically 2yu are falling out of love and it’s hard for either of them to accept that. also yuri is fighting with the fact that she’s developing feelings for her ex taehyung. they had a short fling. she dumped him over the phone cause she didn’t realise they were deep but tae thought they were and felt that was disrespectful . anyway he hated her for a while but they are ambassadors for the same brand and have been forced to be around each other and they’re falling for each other again. good old lovers to enemies to lovers again. sprinkle in some forced proximity and that’s yuri and takes plot. also had the idea of yuri relapsing which i put in the tiktok video (ill reblog it too). that’s basically it for yuri rn.

#✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐚™ 𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 #yuri loves yuta dearly but some loves aren’t forever sadly

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𝐝 𝐮 𝐥 𝐜 𝐞 𝐭

sweet and soothing in all aspects especially in regards to a voice. delightfully pleasant.

PLOT chan is beyond sweet, he’s everything sora has ever wanted and more. she can feel herself falling for him but that was never part of the plan.

CHARACTERS lee sora ˒ bang chan & im changkyun

﹙ mentions kelsey @inter-stellar-jyp.⠀﹚

WORD COUNT 3.7k

GENRE angst ft some smut

PLAYLIST s o r a.

﹙ send in songs that remind you of sora.⠀﹚

a/n i haven’t written in literally 2+ years & it’s unedited so please PLEASE be nice to me. i’m proud to finally be writing again and trust there’s many more wips to come !

[ sept. ‘19 ]

sora needed a distraction and she needed it fast.

they get to play pretend.

and that was delusional.

“missed you too.”

changkyun sped up at the sight of sora’s teary eyes , assuming it was his doing.

“feel that good baby ?”

sora didn’t reply just lulled her head back as the tears rolled down her cheeks taking her liner with it. it always smudged , it never lasted until the end of the evening.

she let out a small hum to appease him and it appeared to be exactly what he wanted.

“that’s right, better than that stupid boyfriend of yours?” he grumbled as he grabbed her jaw , his grip forcing her to face him. sora opened her eyes staring directly into his.

“i don’t have a boyfriend.”

changkyuns grip on her waist grew tighter as the strength that kept her up against the wall faltered slightly. “fuck, can i cum inside?”

“no.” she spoke quickly much to changkyuns surprise, she always let him cum inside.

“we off to my place then?” sora kept walking as she felt his words like a weight on her chest. she couldn’t do it.

nothing. sora felt, heard, smelt and had nothing. the loud beating of her heart was the only thing reassuring her that she was, in fact, alive. she didn’t feel alive, she hadn’t for a long time.

“wait sora-“

sora’s feet moved on their own accord,her mind still foggy. she couldn’t process where she was but it was familiar enough that even her overwhelmed and high mind was directing her somewhere.

“you’re okay .” chan repeated in a whisper, continuously stroking her hair soothingly. sora forced herself to believe it even just for the night

sora was in love and it was terrifying.

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