Happy Birthday Wishes | Pucktana

This was the day that her mind had relived over and over again in the past two years (well, not that those two years had actually passed now). The day that everything had changed and the way that she’d planned her life out as she’d known it had come crashing down around her. Because, the first sophomore year through her so called best friend had informed her that she was pregnant, not only that but she was carrying a baby who’d been conceived with her own boyfriend. The memory of that day alone made her question wanting to get out of bed. This time was different, she just had to remind herself of that. There’d been no Puck and Quinn, she’d made sure of that. There was nothing she actually had to worry about this time. As she reminded herself of that she finally popped her eyes open, the dawning of the day pressing in through her blinds making her squint for a moment and swat at her dresser till her glasses were located. Why did the change of light always have to be so brutal? Slipped the lenses over her eyes she laid there motionless, comfortable with the morning with the slightest air of nerves around her regarding the day. Motionless would have been her pick to continue the morning if there hadn’t been a loud bang followed by a ‘If your boyfriend’s in there can you two at least be decent this time?” in reaction to his voice she picked up her pillow, heaving it at the door in annoyance as he apparently got the message of her no words and opened it. “You’re sleeping alone? I was starting to think you two were attached.” Opening a sleepy eye she pulled her blanket up over her head, “fuck you” she mumbled out already reaching for her phone to check for messages. Of course there were a couple there already, fake friends who probably only did it because facebook told them to do it. “Happy birthday peanut” groaning again from the warmth under the blanket she reached her hand out of the warm comforter, palm up in impatient.  “Gimmie”  her voice was still laced with sleep but she was almost positive that she could still get straight up and drive if he decided not to be stubborn and to actually hand her her keys, keys to the car that she’d missed in this whole being fifteen again thing. Perhaps that was the only actually bad thing about this whole do over until now. It only took a couple of seconds before the cool metal was in her hand, the key she’d missed oh so much finally in her position. “Now I know the keychain isn’t exactly something you would have picked out but…” she’d forgotten about this, about this whole speech the first time about how she was his little girl and how just because he’d made his accidents and his mistakes she wasn’t one of them. It was a moment she’d forgotten from the first time, something so masked and covered over by the pain and grief from the day it’s self. Running her fingers over the pink butterfly keychain in her hand she kept herself from looking at him, knowing that her eyes would gloss over if she did. It was strange now, thinking about what the butterfly symbolized strength and renewal… two things that she’d been handed and two things she was leaning on for everything she could. Sitting up in her bed she let her eyes flick over to him finally, for once not giving him her typical eye roll, or telling him to stop being a sap. “I love you daddy” she said quietly, her fingers still rubbing at the tattoo. It was his turn then, to roll his eyes as he stood up, done with the emotions that filtered through the room.  “Shut up and go see your boyfriend” She wasn’t going to complain with that one. Instead, forgetting that it was the beginning of October and that the air would have a slight chill to it she got out of bed and headed out of her room, short shorts and Titans tee shirt on as she slipped into flip flops and headed down the master staircase and outside, cringing at the temperature for a moment before rushing off to the sleek car she’d missed so much the past couple of weeks. “Been awhile” she mumbled under her breath, unlocking the car as she got in and jammed the key into the ignition. She’d worry about coming home and changing into her cheerios uniform later, she’d made that mistake the first time. Of allowing herself to be more concerned with going to school and bossing everyone around instead of heading to his place to see him, because the first time she’d put everything before him. The car ride took all of thirty seconds and part of her wanted to continue driving around aimlessly just to remind herself that her car was once again hers. Yet, forcing herself to park it she shut off the car. It was almost a run to get out of the cold as she made her way to the door, slipping the hide a key out from under the welcome mat and twisting the handle till it popped open. She’d made a mental note to go back and say good morning to his mother. For the moment though, she couldn’t stop herself from twisting the doorknob to his room and letting herself in, not the least bit nervous of what she’d find when she did so. 

After a long week

A night in sounds perfect, then maybe some more birthday celebrating this weekend? 

Until The End Of Time - Justin Timberlake

Try being the one to have to take it Berry. Least you didn't have to do that part. Okay, that was to much, try a little less enthusiasm.

I believe birthday wishes are in order.

Bout damn time he gave me the keys. 2009 BMW series 1 coup, it's black Don't worry babe, your truck is still perfect for the summers. Think of how many memories that truck bed has already.

Little more than a week till my 16th birthday

Daddy bought you a new car? What kind? 

Sure. Just promise me the truck won’t get retired.

Oh come on Berry, you did me a favor, be proud of yourself. Well thank you, i can't say that I have any complaints about the day. Got everything and more. Can't say that I have any complaints about the day. 

I believe birthday wishes are in order.

Although I can’t say that I’m not still mad at you. Happy Birthday, Santana! I’m sorry that my birthday wishes are not on time as they should have been, but I was unable to get in contact with you yesterday. I hope your day was everything you could have hoped for!

I normally do, between the father and the boyfriend what can I say? I have the best. Everything couldn't be better, no Quinn no beth, it's all good.

Happy Birthday Santana

That’s great, I’m happy for you and I’m glad you had a fun birthday. No question I’m sure.  Everything still good with him?

I guess you get to a certain age and it always feels like that.

Oh I did, can't say I have any complaints what so ever. Thanks. Better than the first time, that's for damn sure.  feels like i've done it all before. 

Happy Birthday Santana

Hope you got everything you wanted. Everything like it should be, I’m guessing?

How does it feel to be 19 18 16?

In my new car?

Little more than a week till my 16th birthday

Birthday sex?

Little more than a week till my 16th birthday

I feel like i've done this before... So who's getting me what? 

Songs like Sweet Caroline and Only The Good Die Young, yeah I know. I'm just saying. I'm not worried about you and her or her crushing on you. It's Fabray that might have to watch out. Seems like she's got a thing for Hudson though. Just talk to Schue about it, we need more people Artie says.

Good, better get used to it because like I said, you're stuck with me. She's Berry, she's harmless. Besides if need be i'm sure I could tear her to pieces if she got any stupid ideas stuck in her head about you and her anyway. Just don't sing her any jewish love songs.

Yeah I do, got a problem with that babe? So come and take the top spot from Finn, you can do that, it won't be the first time you've done so. 

I like being one of the things that matters most to you. So give any thought to Glee...

Text to Abrams

Artie: I'm glad you think so.

Artie: How's Puck? I'm kinda getting worried that he hasn't joined the club yet. It was around this time that he joined before, any sign of him wavering?

Tana: You don't know what it's like to lose both your boyfriend and your father because of your own stupid choices. To be completely alone. When you feel any of that then we can talk about how this whole change is the wrong thing.

Tana: I'll get him there, he's stubborn as can be but he'll fold to it.

Well it sounds like in that case tomorrow mornings shower song better be put a ring on it, get babe ready for all of that. Kurt and football, sounds interesting

So this day off was the right choice

Nah, not really.  Mr. Schue’s still trying to come up with ways to attract new club members.  And I may be crazy, but I thought I heard Finn say something about Kurt trying out for the football team.