This bitch was the scrubbiest of all scrubs he made me the other woman and slapped me in the damn face during sex I was NOT into it

This isn’t over I knew it it’s not gonna be over anytime soon and idk how long I can hide it from people

He dumped me via text because I wasn’t 21 so I couldn’t go to bars he was a SCRUB

I think I love him and im fucking terrified

Update: l m a o fuck him I don’t need shit.

Riques great and everyone else is a scrub there’s a lotta angst here but I felt this shit so the blog STAYS

Don’t get me wrong I love him and im disappointed that we had to end like this, and part of me hopes that we end up together in the long run, but I’m okay without him. Im a good person I have a good life I love myself and im stronger than I used to be. Him not wanting to be with me doesn’t change any of that. idk im just really proud of myself for realizing this all on my own.

This isn’t over I knew it it’s not gonna be over anytime soon and idk how long I can hide it from people

Do you ever get drunk and fuck the guy that you thought you had feelings for in his car but you both discover that you both hate being alive and both start crying because you both keep using sex to fill a void left by shitty fathers BECAUSE APPARENTLY THATS A THING THAT HAPPENS TO ME I CANT WAIT TO BE DEAD LOL

Why do I still think about you

Yeah idk I'm a human disaster and I can't wait to die

Nothing is hotter than when a guy whispers "do you want me to fuck you"

I'm sick of waiting I'm sick of guessing I just can't do this anymore

I hate this.

How fucking backwards is it that I'm gonna have to call it off with him because I think I'm starting to actually like him

Hi I just had the best sex of my life bye

I can get you out of my head. But soon I won't be. And that's when I'm gonna have to end it. All I wanted was sex.

all i wanted was sex

I never asked for anything but sex That’s where my consent ended I never wanted to be assaulted by the way your voice sounds in the morning Or the way your laugh fills a room I never wanted to be thinking of your lips on mine or your fingers through my hair at 2am when I’m alone I never said it was okay for you to fill my thoughts Because right now the pleasure outweighs the pain But one day fucking won’t be enough One day I’m going to want you to care And I never asked for that

I've been waiting to have sex for like 2 weeks and now he can and I have my period I'm so angry i have to wait until Wednesday now I hate everything this is a petty complaint see ya next time when I inevitably feel like killing myself

Why can't this just be easy

This is so dumb. I'm so dumb. I just want to see you but I refuse to ask. I will not be seen as clingy. I hate myself. This is so dumb.

And today I started thinking of us ending horribly because would I be me if I didn't