shorty

is like a melody... in my head... 

I don’t post a lot on tumblr, but I’ve had my own run ins with this person. They disguised themself as a friend/canonmate when i was seventeen (theyre 25, this was the beginning of this year) and got me to open up about my trauma, and then they continued to use that trauma against me. because i didnt tell them about my relationship with ANOTHER MINOR (which was none of their business), and because i said ‘aw man, i wish you wouldnt have said that thing to this specific person bc  i didnt want to hurt their feelings,” they manipulated and convinced me i was an evil person by using their ‘trauma’ as an excuse to constantly lash out at me. literally they lashed out at me because i kinned spinel when his (now thankfully ex) partner (my friend who directed me here) did and because i mentioned shipping spinel and volley, apparently, that ship was a trigger’ for them or something?? when i had NO idea it was. I was in a VERY emotionally vulnerable state, recovering from recent trauma, and they used that against me as much as they could. I have countless friends who can attest to the mental manipulation i was under just in the few months I was their ‘friend’. this person is a PREDATOR. They tried to convince EVERYONE in that friend group to hate me, just because i said one or two things they didnt like. i apologized for EVERYTHING and owned up. I opened up to them about my trauma and how sometimes i cant tell the difference between when im being bad and good due to past abuse, and they used that against me COMPLETELY when i was vulnerable. this is a genuine PIECE OF SHIT human being, and i will never forgive them for what they did to me and my close friends. stay away from this person for real. 

oh cool little warning by the way if you ever meet a person who goes by the names kaz/phoenix/phe/arcjec/steven/artemis etc. who’s 25 (as of july 2020), for your mental health do not befriend or date them. i didn’t speak up before because i thought it was an isolated incident with my own friends but apparently they’ve gone and done it to someone else as well! so i’m warning others before it happens again. for background this a fully grown white adult, and they have:

NEVER MIND HE’S A FUCKING DEMON. FUCK THE CLINICAL VOICE. (doc unfinished)

https://docs.google.com/document/d/16p066yxNZwR6wVHps0pCOpSbKi5DwjLAH_t23uB4vPg/edit?usp=sharing

-emotionally manipulated his partners (including using rage/misery as a way to manipulate you into falling back in line and using mutual friends to back him up) if it means anything to you he’s the sort of person who turns his icon black when he gets in a fight.

-fetishised poc (especially asian people) {also sorry to be NSFW but they literally have “interracial” listed on a website as one of their “favorite” fet**shes.}

-referred to my (at the time) 16 year old friend as a “sociopath” unprovoked because he was constantly jealous of their friendship with me (despite them being a child and basically my sibling) and believed that they somehow knew about my “secret” (discovering im aromantic). and he mistreated/manipulated another minor (again, mostly over kinnie bullshit!)

-connecting the relationship to “yandere” things despite my discomfort with it because apparently its “coping”

-repeatedly brought up kin timelines involving sexual abuse/assault despite other people being uncomfortable with it. has a bunch of these for some reason.

-tried to pressure us to kin certain characters as wish fulfillment for his shipping/self shipping. essentially he used real actual humans for his self shipping while behaving like he was interested in dating the actual person.

-constantly getting into shit with other people over minor things and generally talking shit about other people with very little reason to (shipping rps, me not wanting to watch a playthrough of a game,)

-used a japanese name as a white person (kaz is short for kazuichi, as in the danganronpa guy)

So in short: horny racism, treating other living people like they’re fictional and exist for his entertainment, mistreatment of minors 8 years younger than him, and a general disregard for others.

as for the discourse! shit from his card

note: he’s also against pedo/incest shipping. so not a proshipper. but claiming that calling someone out for making child porn is harassment and abuse is. a lot. being mean to someone online is worse than that someone making CP i guess.

you can probably imagine why he’s afraid of callout culture! 

and the sort of shit you’re in for if you deal with him!

note: this fight started because i didn’t want to watch a cuphead playthrough or do danganronpa and it snowballed in probably an hour or two until it lead to a breakup. previously he said it was fine that i was aromantic and acted like it was all ok, then dropped this.

knows damn well what yandere is.

yeah. they’re animatedhumorist on here if u wanna block em lol. would like to believe that he could be better later but hes 25 with no signs of improvement. they mostly run in the homestuck, danganronpa, fortuna (cosmosdex), and steven universe fandoms. which is a bullet point on its own. but you might also find him in witch/pagan/tarot circles

Doodles

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More Doodle!

My brain, when I should be writing: .....................

My brain, at 3am, when I should be sleeping: hey so here’s some random dialogue for that one story you’re writing that if you don’t write down now will probably never come to you again! Oh, and also I thought of a very complex backstory for that one background character, and a-

a true fact about spiders is they can’t run for extended periods of time because they have asthma. all spiders are nerds. even tarantulas. have you ever seen a spider dating a hot babe? i doubt it. spider flashing his cash in the club? nope. spider pulling up beside you at the lights in a lamborghini? never happened. they’ve got so many eyes because they love reading. nerds. all of them.

when people are like “this villain is a bad person” and i have to be like “that’s the entire point of a villain”

Why do you hate the pig so much??

his house is RIGHT in the middle of the path surrounding my mansion, see

also he’s ugly and a little fucking asshole so i want him dead

warren: it was a good day

kendra: warren you broke your arm

warren: yeah! but that’s it! no acid poured on me, not stabbed, nothing too serious

kendra: i’m very concerned about how much you get hurt

warren: you aren’t alone in that

Warren: *gets hurt again*

Mull:

warren: where's my fucking phone?

stan: for once could you phrase something in a nice way?

warren: may i ascertain the whereabouts of my fucking phone?

seth: when straight people assume i'm one of them i feel like a gay secret agent.

elise: lesbionage

kendra: bi spy

tanu: it's an ace case

mara: secret gaygent

bracken: pan with a plan

warren: today, i'm gonna teach you how to face your fears! now the first step to facing your fears is-

toaster: *pops*

warren: (screams)

stingbulbs? impersonating your sister?! it’s more likely than you think!

Vanessa [looking into the first aid kit]: Why the fuck would you fill this with Cheetos?

Warren [bleeding out]: I thought it would be funny at the time…