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when I decided to live

oof I know

what a deep

and grabbing

title

but its true

I know exactly

when

I decided to

start living

again

here's my story

so, I was 17 years old, and I had a boyfriend. I won't go into that much, but he was an addict, and he was struggling too.

you'd probably hate me in real life at this point

did I take care of my boyfriend

for a while ofc

but the lying

the constant covering up

and all of it

it got to me

I was too young to support not only myself but someones addiction

and that was fine

but I cheated.

I know right. plot twist.

a man named D came into my life

did I want to have him, of course

was he available.

of course NOT

so fast forward

im in my hometown

enjoying the sun and with my friends

when a kid I know

basically

drops

dead

right there

from an overdose

soooo yeah

im there

kids passed out

ambulance is coming

it was awful

but

that is just another part to my story

also I think he is doing fine so good for him

but

it wasn't about his overdose, that is his story

its about who I saw after

okay so now im wanting to go back into town, and so are my friends

so is he

so we pack up, leave the little quarry, and then go home

to a parking lot lmao

why do kids like parking lots so much,,,, ill never know

and im 18 lmao

anyways

so, we drive back to Albert lea

hes in our car

hes flirting

doing his thing

whatever

we get back

one of his little exes is there

of course

someone ratted

small towns

not much else to expect to be honest

she's yelling, saying im dumb, I got a boyfriend, and I think she just was upset because he liked me. childish yes

she didnt accept what I had to say TO THIS DAY LMAO

im over it, silly lil trick

thats all for her though

she dont deserve my words lmao

anyways

she's yelling and bitching threatening to actually physically fight and jump me

and dont forget

besides the fiends with me, I was alone girlfriend

you think they wanted to back my dumb high ass

but they did

they told her to fuck off and get a life basically

and we left

so d or whatever

he stayed w us

even though he hugged his old bitch lmao

idk why I ignored literally any red flag this man gave

walking red flag fr

and so

my boyfriend

yes

we are together

d tries kissing me

and I guess you'll have to wait and see what's next.

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