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Sasuke.
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apologies for the lack of attention here. real life has bit me on the bottom.
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Young Kurenai
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     A sense of, ‘maybe I shouldn’t have bothered her’ quickly drew his shoulders into a slump almost immediately after knocking. His sensei was still a very busy woman despite having put aside her duties as a kunoichi of Konoha, and having unexpected visitors would only add further stress onto her schedule.
     Too much time had been spent thinking about his mistake, however, and his chance to pretend as if some mischievous children knock and ran (ding-dong-ditch? Is that what they were calling it these days?) passed before the door was opened and he was greeted warmly by his teacher.
     Former teacher. That still didn’t feel right. Kurenai would forever be his sensei, regardless of if they were of the same rank or not.
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     “Ah… I apologize for the intrusion,” he practically muttered, still debating on whether or not he should pull a Kiba and make an excuse to leave. Shino certainly wasn’t avoiding speaking to Kurenai, he merely didn’t wan’t to impose when the timing could have been better. After all, it wasn’t as if he had planned to end up here during his walk.
     Shino quietly entered the residence, swiftly removing his shoes, just as he had countless times in the past when he and his team visited here, only to replace them with a pair of slippers Kurenai kept for her guests. He found himself fidgeting with a sense of awkwardness he wasn’t aware he was capable of feeling, hands wanting to find their way into pockets that didn’t exist in that particular coat.
     “I didn’t mean to come here without warning. The reason is because I was thinking about you during my walk, and my feet took me here on their own.”
MAROON EYES TAKE NOTE of every movement he made, something told her that he wasn’t very comfortable. That only made it a little harder to ask the question. She would be asking so much of her student, and she didn’t want to bare a burden on him. Especially a burden so big as raising a child without prior training. 
SHE WAS UNDERESTIMATING HIM, and she realized it quickly. He was a sensei now. Shino Aburame was taking care of multiple children all at once. He was perfect for taking care of Mirai. A deep breath is released, listening to the nervousness held within his voice. ‘ Take a seat, Shino. It’s fine, really. I was going to come and speak with you anyways. This is no intrusion, you’re always welcome in my home. ’ Kurenai responds, smile finding red lips.
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AS FEET TAKE THEM TO SIT DOWN, Kurenai begins to think over and over about what she needs to say. Eyes rise to meet with Shino’s eyewear, before taking a sip of tea. ‘ Shino, every shinobi faces death. ’ She begins, placing the cup back on her table. ‘ It’s going to happen to all of us. And I know it’ll happen to me. Soon. I don’t know when, but as you know, I grow older as time continues. I will die before Mirai.’
ANOTHER SHARP BREATH.  There’s a long pause before she places words to form a sentence. ‘ Would you please, be the one to take care of my daughter when I leave this world, Shino? ’
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{ 스포주의 }
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god bless my child.
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The Morning After Sentence Starters
"Get out, get out, get out, get out!"
"Do you remember anything from last night?"
"Why are you in my bed?"
"I'd offer you breakfast, but I think I'm too sore to move."
"So.. Was it good?"
"Who topped?"
"I thought you'd be gone by the time I woke up..."
"I should go."
"This didn't mean anything."
"We shouldn't have done this..."
"Of course I'm freaking out! You're my friend!"
"I'm guessing this was a one time thing?"
"Yeah, yeah, I know how this goes. I'll grab my clothes and get out of here."
"Good morning, hope you don't mind me borrowing your shirt.."
"I made you coffee, did you want some Aspirin?"
"This stays between us."
"Congratulations. You actually convinced me to sleep with you."
"Are you sneaking out on me?"
"So, how much for last night?"
"Holy shit! she's on her way over here right now, she/he CANNOT see you!"
"Don't answer it!"
"Do you have any idea how wrong this was?"
"We're cheaters. We're horrible people. Oh god my mother would be so ashamed of me right now."
"..Do you wanna do this again sometime, maybe?"
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Unless you hit me in the face with a brick that says “I’m flirting with you,” I’m most likely just gonna think you’re being nice.
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❝ I don’t know how to tell you what I feel. ❞
Assorted Sentences. / accepting. / @yaguraa
THAT WAS AN UNSETTLING FEELING, to know her child was keeping her feelings bottled up and couldn’t share them. To know Kurenai couldn’t help, it was the worst feeling. Her world revolved around Mirai. How could she have missed that something was going on. A soft sigh falls from exhausted lips, gaze meeting with her daughter’s. ‘ Try your hardest to explain it for me, Mirai. ’ please.
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SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING; anything to help her daughter out. That’s all she wants to do. Motherly instinct only places her heart on her sleeve. The most vulnerable spot in her life; her family. 
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❝ Scars are just another kind of memory. ❞
Assorted Sentences. / accepting. / @needlcs
WORDS HOLD A THICKNESS IN THE AIR. Gaze would fall to the ground, a soft hum serves as a reply. Genma was right. ‘ And memories are another kind of scar. ’ she whispers, pushing raven locks away from her face. 
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‘ Memories are the worst kind of scar. ’ previous statement is corrected, a weak smile finding red lips. ‘ Everyone falls vicitm to their own memories. ’
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❝ In order to do the unthinkable, do not think about it. ❞
Assorted Sentences. / accepting. / @kikaichv
A CHORTLE. Kurenai gives a shake of the head, logic not meeting with her own. How could she not think about doing the unthinkable? ‘ How do you make it sound so easy? Shino, You know me. I just want to --- GIVE.  I want to give everything to her. ’ To make her happy.
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A SIGH. A soft sigh, fingers graze the picture frame that held Asuma’s picture within it. ‘ He would stop me. Tell me not to make a princess out of our girl. She’s strong. ’ there’s a long pause and Kurenai takes a moment to contain herself.
‘ I wish Mirai could’ve met him. ’ tone is filled with a pain, one that would never stray from her heart. Asuma...What should I do? Fingers would place the picture back on the table, taking another minute to collect herself. 
‘ Sorry, Shino. ’
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❝ Give me one good reason why I should believe you. ❞
Assorted Sentences. / accepting. / @wornrevenge
A WAVE OF ANGER flashes as his resentment only gives Kurenai a bitter taste to her tongue. Eyebrows knit together, glaring at the younger male before her. ‘ I have never wronged you, Uchiha Sasuke. I have always been truthful, to you and your brother. And your clan. ’  the woman defends herself, gaze narrowing at the snippy quipped male.
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‘ There’s no reason not to trust me. ’
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         i mess up     s o m u c h                     { and i’m scared. }
                                  i’m  scared that,                                              one day you’ll                                  actually  realize,                                           who and what                          ||  i am,  what i cause…  ||
   i’mscared you’ll leave me….                                    i'm scared of loosing you.     i’m  scared of being a l o n e.          
i'm absolutely terrified. 
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My dash looks like this right now... I’m going back to bed...
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' Thank you for all you've done for my family, Shino. You don't understand how much you mean to me and Mirai. I don't think I could do this without you. We love you so much. '
     Stunned into silence, it took Shino entirely too long to process what his former Sensei had said to him.
     Were he a better shinobi he would have replied with a simple, ‘You’re welcome,’ but words seemed to escape him as his reality began to sink in. Kurenai could very easily be considered the reason that Shino had as many friends as he did; she had urged him to break free of his shell and open up to others. She was the reason that Team 8 had become as close as they were.
     Shino was unable to lie to himself and say that he didn’t consider Kurenai apart of his family, and that extended to her daughter. Mirai was just as much a light in his life as his teammates were, and despite the odd nicknames he had been given he loved her dearly. To know that love (for both of them) was reciprocated…
     He suddenly turned away from his sensei, shoulders quickly trembling just as his lower lip had been. It would be more than embarrassing to be caught getting so emotional over something others would consider benign.
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     “– I’m not crying. Because that would be foolish of me.”
// @aisurv
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Our hearts still beat below                        You can’t stand by forever                                              You’re a kid with a bullet soul
                                                                 Written by Seth
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◆ ◆   (   AN  ASSORTED  SENTENCE  STARTER  PACK. 
❝ Of course it hurts, it’s a spanking. How else would it work? ❞
❝ The only reason we die, is because we accept death as an inevitability. ❞
❝ If I knew what I was so anxious about, I wouldn’t be so anxious. ❞
❝ I am the excuse you give when you cannot follow the rules. ❞
❝ You are the shuckiest shuck faced shuck in the world! ❞
❝ I’m about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❞
❝ You and what army could possibly rescue her from my clutches? ❞
❝ You look better in my clothes than I do. ❞ 
❝ We’re searching for things we should be running from. ❞
❝ When it’s cold, I’d like to die. ❞
❝ The world is full of unrequited love. ❞
❝ Maybe love and pain are synonyms. ❞
❝ I would rather be strong at heart than strong at mind. ❞
❝ We are all just dead air. ❞
❝ Now you got us whammied with the curse of squirmy death.. ❞
❝ If it doesn’t sweat, jiggle, or pant, it’s not alive. ❞
❝ I love glitter, I’m not a quitter. ❞
❝ I have never met anyone who didn’t like gargoyles. ❞
❝ People who always arrive early aren’t worth waiting for. ❞
❝ Look up, always. Look back, never. ❞
❝ In order to do the unthinkable, do not think about it. ❞
❝ Funny how you’re dead, people starting listening. ❞
❝ I can’t save you unless you save me, too.. ❞
❝ Well, if there’s anything worse than a whore it’s a bore. ❞
❝ Nothing says work efficiency like panic mode. ❞
❝ Everything’s just fucking Disney with you. ❞
❝ I think you’re maybe reaching for something that doesn’t exist. ❞
❝ I’m so scared of commitment that I even hate stickers! ❞
❝ Kindness, motherfucker, kindness. ❞
❝ I haven’t even caught your name or your number. ❞
❝ Oh, the dilemmas of a teenage psychic. ❞
❝ Party at in my mind, you’re place sucks. ❞
❝ You want to kiss me, don’t you? ❞
❝ You could have had anything else in the world, and you asked for me. ❞
❝ Bloodthirsty little beasts. Never trust a duck. ❞
❝ I’m beginning to think I should make that the title of my autobiography. ❞
❝ Another thing I don’t want on my tombstone. ❞
❝ I’m going to try not to make an ass of myself. ❞
❝ You’re on fire. You do know that don’t you? ❞
❝ If you answered no, please exit the building. ❞
❝ You’re still mad, I can feel it through the phone. ❞
❝ If I had a dollar for every time you said that, I would be rich. ❞
❝ Murder is all around me, striking everyone except me. ❞
❝ Give me one good reason why I should believe you. ❞
❝ Since when does that mean you have to kiss my ass? ❞
❝ I’m not saying you shouldn’t have a fully loaded weapon next to you round the clock. ❞
❝ I think it’s time you flipped this little scenario in your head. ❞
❝ The road to Hell is paid with good intentions. ❞
❝ Trust starts with truth and ends with truth. ❞
❝ I will look for powdered donuts in the wilderness. ❞
❝ Love is not selective, just as the light of the sun is not selective. ❞
❝ I don’t know how to tell you what I feel. ❞
❝ I think the word for how you usually are is ‘reckless’. ❞
❝ Gratitude builds a bridge to abundance. ❞
❝ Scars are just another kind of memory. ❞
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