Hello, mother. Have I made you proud?

* ´ ‧ ｡  :   ❧     ◟ @tryalsyn◝        ⚜   ━  ,      ❝    I   HAD   A   NIGHTMARE .

                    *  ◜  ♰   𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄 , 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆

     between       rivers         *&        mountain           tops            sits          their         kingdom       :     𝐚𝐬𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝  ,           𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠  ,     𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐝     𝐢𝐧      𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐬      *&       𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧        𝐢𝐧        𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞    .      ,        ;          however.             a           certain     𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧         𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞         is         not        sleeping  .          two       of       them ,    exactly .    ,          ..      because         one         can’t          know          without          the           other ,          of       course .         a       queen          *&.        her            next    -    in   -     line    .              ahead          of         yourself ,       meddling        majesty       !        𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘       𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄          𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋           𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋  .              /              for          now  ,          halted        in          trek          to            shared           chambers ,               frigga         meets          the             𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧           𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐜𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞          so             unexpectedly         in           midnight’s             hushed            corridors .         brows        rise.                       𝙱𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙺𝚂           𝙾𝙽𝙴.                 𝚃𝚆𝙸𝙲𝙴.               ❝      𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐄    ?       what          brings        you          to           the           𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒          .    .    .    why ,        it’s          the         middle          of         the        night    !     ❞             𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚜        𝚜𝚑𝚎       𝚔𝚗𝚎𝚠      𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢 .        though ,       the          question           still          fell ,         echoed            against            high           ceilings  .           *&.         the          response          echoed            𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃         𝙼𝚄𝙲𝙷           louder.              :        nightmare .          ..            /              frigga            bares          silences        for          fleeting ,        ticking       seconds .  

    𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧        𝐧𝐨𝐝𝐬       𝐡𝐞𝐫      𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐨𝐧  .        ❝      COME    IN.        if          you’d          like.    ❞      she        steps         aside.           it’s           a           ghost         story  ,          the        women         that        precede         frigga.           𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝      𝐭𝐡𝐞     𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞      𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲  .       —   -      ,           decorated        in       divans ,        love      seats,        𝚊𝚕𝚕        𝚐𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍         𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑        𝚐𝚘𝚕𝚍          *&.          𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕 .         unopened         champagnes  ,            flowers ,         curtains .                fit        for      a      queen .               ❝      a       lady’s         boudoir      !        where        she’ll       be       𝐔𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃  ,     𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐌 .       .     .     .       or  ,        of        course ,              certain        visitors         may          be ,         as         well .          ﹙          𝙻𝙰𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙴𝚁   !         ﹚              you        know ,           a    younger   loki  ,          ;         hardly           taller          than          your         laces  ,         made         a        habit        of        visiting ,        wandering         off          from        a         much      unruly     thor ,         𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝        𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡       𝐡𝐢𝐬        𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐫       𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬        to          keep         company         of         me .      .     ——   -     —     ❞          *&.        like        a        switch  ,             :      smile     falters     .      ,       ;          sauntering          / .    . ,    wandering          off          just         like         𝐚         𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫        𝐥𝐨𝐤𝐢 .             𝚏𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚛𝚋𝚘𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚜        𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚎          𝚑𝚎𝚛      ,             setting         attentions        there ,        as        if       she        may          stare           stories          down           where         a          stranger         calls         himself       loki  .        ❝     𝐢    𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡            .    .   .          𝐢         𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡         𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐝         𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧         𝐡𝐢𝐦       𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧   .              though ,        perhaps           i         could        use         new         company .               ﹙            𝚂𝙼𝙸𝙻𝙴           𝙵𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳          𝙾𝙽𝙲𝙴           𝙼𝙾𝚁𝙴   .          ﹚             

                      SIT.       .  .  .             is           that           what          troubles        you        ?          𝚝𝚑𝚎       𝚝𝚛𝚒��𝚕      ?                 ,             new           york         ?      ❞ 

𝑨𝑺𝑺𝑶𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑳𝒀𝑹𝑰𝑪𝑺 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺  !    featuring various lyrics i like from songs i’ve been listening to a lot lately. mostly good for angsty / shippy things. feel free to change pronouns, diction, etc. to make them fit better!

“  i want you to know that you couldn’t have loved me better.  ” “  everything is fine when you hand’s resting next to mine.  ” “  you know i held on too much.  ” “  now she’s in my every thought.  ” “  i just need a rest.  ” “  i’ll give you everything i am.  ” “  i’ve been getting used to waking up with you.  ” “  pull me out of this, i can’t breathe.  ” “  you’re everything i need and more.  ” “  we were never meant for do or die.  ” “  i think i’m addicted to your light.  ” “  we made a deal for no surprises.  ” “  my heart never stops beating for you.  ” “  when i die alone, i’ll be on time.  ” “  i’ll lie, cheat, i’ll beg and bribe to make you well.  ” “  i’m already gone.  ” “  i didn’t want us to burn out.  ” “  i’ll be at your door tonight if you need help.  ” “  i was late for this, late for that, late for the love of my life.  ” “  sometimes even right is wrong.  ” “  come home.  ” “  give me reasons to believe you’d do the same for me.  ” “  maybe i’m just dreaming out loud.  ” “  no, i’m not ready to lose everything i know.  ” “  how long can we keep this up ?  ” “  remember all the things we wanted ?  ” “  i think they could be the better half of me.  ” “  i’ll love you long after you’re gone.  ” “  we’ve tried everything under the sun.  ” “  who will love you ?  ” “  i found love where it wasn’t supposed to be.  ” “  there’s someone i’ve been missing.  ” “  they’re in the wrong place just trying to make it right.  ” “  all that shit’s behind us.  ” “  it doesn’t matter where we take this road; someone’s gotta go.  ” “  tell me what you need.  ” “  that’s why i need you here.  ” “  now all the memories, they’re haunted.  ” “  we were always meant to say goodbye.  ” “  don’t drag me through this again.  ” “  you know you’re my saving grace.  ” “  do you feel the way i do right now ?  ” “  i wouldn’t have it any other way.  ” “  you never have to ask.  ” “  i’m trying to make up for it.  ” “  i’m not moving on.  ” “  you keep waiting to save what we had.  ” “  now all your love was wasted.  ” “  i know that you’ll find another who doesn’t always make you wanna cry.  ” “  i keep waiting for you to take me.  ” “  how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine ?  ” “  no more questions, and no more lies.  ” “  i swore i’d never fall again.  ” “  i’ve been in a state of disaster since the last time i left you.  ” “  i didn’t come here to hurt you, but now i can’t stop.  ” “  it cost nearly everything i’m not ready to lose today.  ” “  the fight for you is all i’ve ever known.  ” “  i’m holding my breath for you.  ” “  perfect couldn’t keep this love alive.  ” “  how could i have been so blind ?  ” “  don’t you leave now.  ” “  i want you to move on.  ” “  you’re miles away, but i still feel you.  ” “  i’ll make sure to keep my distance.  ” “  you’re not yourself. i know you better than you.  ” “  now, i think that i could love you back  .” “  then who the hell was i ?  ” “  i’ll always feel you in my blood.  ” “  i don’t feel anything at all.  ” “  i missed you more than i thought i would.  ” “  you’ve always done the same for me.  ” “  anywhere i go, there you are.  ” “  one day, we’re gonna get out.  ” “  i must admit that i’d marry you in an instant.  ” “  you’ve been on my mind like a drug.  ” “  i don’t know what i’m supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you.  ” “  everything i can’t be is everything you should be.  ” “  heaven help the fool who falls in love.  ” “  take me back to the night we met.  ” “  looking at you makes it harder.  ”

angst starters:

❝ i didn’t mean to ruin your life . ❞ ❝ stay .  please ? ❞ ❝ why do you sacrifice so much for me ? ❞ ❝ i’m sick of running . ❞ ❝ you don’t understand . ❞ ❝ don’t you know who i am ? ❞ ❝ i know i made a mistake ! you don’t need to rub it in ! ❞ ❝ some days i just want to disappear. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to talk about it . ❞ ❝ it’s your fault we’re living like this ! ❞ ❝ you’re not as empty as you lead others to believe . ❞ ❝ i’ve moved on . ❞ ❝ i had a nightmare . ❞ ❝ shh ,  i’m here … ❞ ❝ do you know how much that meant to me ? ❞ ❝ i can’t just … you can’t expect me to answer something like that so easily ! ❞ ❝ i’m trying my best !  doesn’t that matter ?! ❞ ❝ i wish we never met . ❞ ❝ were you happier with them ? ❞ ❝ did you ever care about me ? ❞ ❝ can you forgive me ? ❞ ❝ stop acting like you’re happy .  i know you’re not . ❞ ❝ i’m not lying to you ! believe me ! ❞ ❝ i miss them . ❞ ❝ let’s go home .  please .  go home with us . ❞ ❝ go to hell . ❞ ❝ i’m not a hero so stop saying i am one . ❞ ❝ it’s okay to break . ❞ ❝ can we just … talk for a while ? can we do that ? ❞ ❝ go away . ❞ ❝ of all lives ,  you had to butt in on mine . ❞ ❝ I’M selfish ? ❞ ❝ i moved heaven and earth to save you . ❞ ❝ i don’t feel okay . i’ve never felt okay . ❞ ❝ you were gone . ❞ ❝ are we living a lie … ? ❞ ❝ don’t lock me out .  please . ❞ ❝ you failed . ❞ ❝ did i make you proud ?  did i ever make you proud ? ❞ ❝ i’m so tired . ❞ ❝ we can still go back . ❞

I’m not supposed to be like everyone else, am I?

❤