how the fuck did i ever developed a crush for this man in the first place?...

Currently using the idea of "he will be proud of me" to study

some of u need to calm down w ur usernames … wdym daddysbigcock liked my post 😭

it can’t get more girlier than getting out of a shower, opening your laptop, and blogging about a man that couldn’t ethically love you

after school I just come home and lay in bed thinking about him

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me after i see my tc helping a girl thats much prettier than me (it’s his job to help his students)

im so scared that he knows, what if he thinks im pathetic or something 💀

doomed to be forever alone because i only ever get attracted to teachers twice my age

the world is so unfair. i have to die.

trying not to smile when he laughs so its not obvious i have the biggest crush on him …

I just need to feel special to him.

Just one look my way, one look that's for me and me only. Full of want, full of need. I need just a drop of attention from him that's just for me. For me to know exactly what his gaze means, and to feel the same way. For no one else to matter in that moment, just us two.

But that's never going to happen. He's a teacher and I'm just a dumb teen.

when he spends more time with another student i swear i become insufferable

If only I was just a bit older……