abbisfazbear
Abbi S. Fazbear
Hi I'm Abbi. I mainly post one shots/drafts. I’m part of an endo system. Ableists, homophobes, anti shippers, Boucher, Dottore stans or fans, and anti endos DNI. I don’t need your negativity in my life.
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Somehow I wanted to draw the boys cuddling in their sleep. Did they drink ? Did they play TCG ? Were Cyno’s jokes that bad that they all became exhausted ??
No one knows…
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re-make of my self-indulgent howl pendragon stimboard featuring mechanical, calligraphy, tea, crow, and gold stims! I might remake some of my other stimboards as well! We'll see :]
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bubby (hlvrai) stimboard for anonˎˊ˗
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Eons ago I was crying because Sai ate this image and refused to give it back. It acted like this picture just did not exist and I spent hours trying to recover it. SOMEHOW when I transferred my folders from my laptop to my PC, the image magically and miraculously reappeared and I found it today and I am ECSTATIC for y'all to finally see it! Merman Roman in all his pretty glory. I’m so happy TTwTT <3
If you like it, please reblog it! <3
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My verit dyed his hair a neon green and I’m like omg that looks horrible. So i’m like ‘hey why’d you dye your hair?’ And he’s like: ‘bc I can’. SMH.
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I’m gonna tell you guys how i made it to the void state - it was so fucking easy
First Here is the list of pick a card reading i watched that helped me get closer to my angels and the universe
- I just close my eyes think about the title of the video and then open my eyes and it’s the one my eyes fall on first or is drawn too
1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5 , 6 , 7 , 8 , 9, - The first 5 are kinda of a must in my opinion but watch anything by avalon intuitive and esotarot that catches your eye.. they are always accurate and they are the only channels i watch at the moment.. The ones about Manifesting and your path and your angels and your soul or messages are the best videos
Here are three videos i watched that change my perspective on manifesting.. 1 and 2 - i feel like watching these videos are a must because you won’t have to look at other ones or read any books lol i’m lazy :)
Now here’s how i got there…
I’ve been trying for about 2-3 months and didn’t get any symptoms or anything like that so i kinda gave up but then i watched those video and it basically told me to ask my guides for help…
yesterday, So when i was laying down, I talked to my guides/myself lol. in my head and basically talked about the reasons i wanted to change certain things about myself and things that happened to me that caused trauma… I also said at the end that i’m ready to give that past up and move on and i asked for their help and thanked them for giving everything i needed so far then i went to bed.. towards the end of my dream i said this is weird.. like this dream can’t be real next thing you know i’m in my room but it weird because it’s like i walked past my tv but i physically can’t in real life because my tv is too close to my bed… so i thought i am still dream so i said, i am in the void state take me there but then things started to slow down and i woke up [ the date today is June 22,2022 ]
then i laid there on my stomach and thought, hmm what if i try to get to the void state… now i’m not gonna do y’all like how these other pages do.. i think their advice is nice but they talk about how they got to the void state, they build up the story and then just say that they just did it, Or just do it
I will not do that to y’all… this is what happened… when i started saying my affirmations, i said wait let me get relaxed first… At first my brain went off track and thought of other things/ Saying i can’t make it to the void state but then i said subconscious thank you for trying to protected me and help me but now i need to move on from that past I am not the nini that was afraid of manifesting and the void state.. So then i closed my eyes and started saying, i am over and over again and then this old 2000s song came in my head but instead of pulling away from it or trying to make it go away… i let it play in my head and kept saying i am and then i felt the middle of my torso move away from my bed but the rest of my body didn’t and then it stopped but then i told myself I am ready let’s go and started saying i am again then my whole body started lifting up and up and as soon as it got to the second part of the chorus, it went silent… I couldn’t hear my fan and i couldn’t hear my brother who was watching tv loud in the living room… i got so excited that i didn’t ground myself there so i got pulled out but i will try again tonight …
I wouldn’t lie to y’all i’ve cried because of not getting to the void state because i’m currently poor with only 3 dollars in my bank account so i need to manifest… but i hope that helps
You can do it and you can send me any questions .. you have
[ manifest: but i’m not poor, i’m actually rich asf lol ]
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❛ ❛ Daydream terms + [ source ]para terms. ❜ ❜
Some paras [ daydream characters ] can be 'original characters', some may have a fictional source, be based off someone in thisverse, or be a combination of the three. This terms can also apply to paracosms as [ source ]paracosm.
Primpara from primum [ latin. 'originally' ] + para [ daydream character]
A primpara is a para that is original, like an original character.
Fictpara from fictional + para [ daydream character ]
A fictpara is a para that is based off or is a preexisting piece of media, like fictkin and fictive.
Factpara from factual + para [ daydream character ]
A factpara is a para that is based off or is a person from thisverse, this person could be someone the daydreamer knows personally, knows of (such as a historical figure or celebrity), or has a parasocial relationship with (such as a celebrity or crush), like factkin or factive.
Verisipara from verisimilitude [ similar to the truth ] + para [ daydream character ]
A verisipara is a mix of a fictpara and factpara. A verisipara may be, but isn't limited to, inspired by a character from a biopic or another type of fictional retelling of an actual living person or event, inspired by both fictional and factual information of a person, and/or a mix of a person(s) and fictional character(s) otherwise not related; see also: fuck/fck/faitive.
Allepara from allegory [ * ] + para [ daydream character ]
An allepara is a mix of factpara + primpara. An allepara may be, but isn't limited do, inspired by a daydreamer's interpretation of a living person [ such as with parasocial relationships, erotomania, limerence, or an otherwise idealization of a person the daydreamer partially knows or may not really know at all ] or a mix of a living person and an original charcter that are otherwise unrelated; see also: fogtive.
allegory: a story, poem, or picture that can be interpreted to reveal a hidden meaning, typically a moral or political one.
Fantapara from fantastical + para [ daydream character ]
A fantapara is a mix of a fictpara and a primpara. A fantapara may be, but isn't limited to, an original character that's inspired by a fictional character, a fictional character that has been reimagined to such degree they may as well be an original character, or a mix of an original character and fictional character that otherwise aren't related; see also: fuzztive.
Compara from prefix comm- + para [ daydream character ]
A compara is a mix of fictpara + factpara + primpara. In truth, most paras tend to be comparas, as daydreamers tend to draw upon inspiration from all around them, including the people around them, the fiction and information they consume, and the original ideas they have in their daydreams. Creativity does not exist within a vacuum. Remember, no one has to use compara if they don't wish to, 'para' works just fine.
primpara + fictpara coined by: @spherearc
para flag base by: @burn0ut-starz
middle stripe for the primpara + fictpara flags taken from the original para flags by: @funkyidentities
middle stripe for the verisipara flag taken from the faitive flag by: @faitivepride
the middle stripe for the allepara and fantapara flags taken from the fogtive and fuzztive flags respectively by: @quoipunk
Tagging: @acircusfullofdemons
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you’re in my dms but he’s in my paracosm we are not the same
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yes. Also church
fun way to speed run family gatherings: ✨dissociate✨
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me
“Social battery used up, I’m off to a world inside my own head”
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maladaptive daydreaming is insane bro. how am i supposed to explain no, i haven’t done any of my work in three weeks, sorry bro. was too busy walking around in circles for a minimum of four hours a day. i’ll get back to you on that one though, once i finish this week’s novel worth of story lines in my head.
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Oscar Wilde, De Profundis // @i-wrotethisforme // Jorge Louis Berges // @smokeinsilence //@viridianmasquerade //Jorge Louis Berges // @honeytuesday // Kaveh Akbar // F. Scott Fitzgerald // AKR //Olivie Blake, from “Alone With You in the Ether” // Kaveh Akbar, Pilgrimage
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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
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