And it’s the flood of MEMORIES that spark fear
throughout the man of seventeen years, more than the
actual presence itself. It was the knowledge of every
tribulation given out with barely a slight of hand that
made Stiles wish for the sun to gleam with the HARSHNESS
of a summer gaze, if only to rid him the sight of
this SHADOW, this parasitic creature, so v o i d in
all but the need to cause CHAOS and STRIFE to
feedfeedfeed an insatiable desire for other’s PAIN.
It’s the memories of his MOTHER that come rushing
the hardest, full break-neck speed to every vulnerability
in his mind they could find. It’s a [ crippling ] thing but one
that breathes such an easy familiarity —- why wouldn’t it?
Stiles now lives with her memories with
every movement,
every thought,
with every sight of his father’s eyes,
so worried,
so scared,
so CAUTIOUS.
There’s a foreign curse rushing through him, his very
life-blood. It’s the KILLER to his mother’s death, a
constant reminder of the fact that he’s not like his friends,
not a good person, not a protector, not anything but a BURDEN.
[ So what would he want with SKINNY, DEFENSELESS Stiles? ]
”In your future and in your past
I come and go so senseless and fast
My purpose is unknown to all
Remembrance seems to drift then fall
I travel by night and fade by day
Because that is my common way”
It’s with a whispered chant that he begins their DANCE
but it’s not for the other. Though he feels RIDDLES should
almost disgust him, now, Stiles can’t help but find a certain…
comfort in their mysteries.
❝ Reciting a riddle for me, hm?
How truly creative, Stiles. ❞
The words are hummed by a shadowy figure that stands
with his hands clasped so tight behind his back that his
arms nearly SHAKE. He calmly leans back on his heels
and as he looks at the boy before him, he feels rage
spark within his body. It’s a FLAME and it is growing as
if it were being fed by the air — it is growing STRONGER
and STRONGER and BRIGHTER and BRIGHTER and
as he takes a step closer, his eyes narrow dangerously.
❝ The answer to that is DREAMS…
They’re such interesting things, aren’t they?
Sometimes they may be real and other
times they are not — they could even come
true within time. They could become true
after years and years of waiting until you
don’t even remember having them.
You can also dream about people
you have never met before and
the next thing you know is you’re
finding them on the street.
You can dream about MONSTERS
and sometimes they really are there.
And sometimes they can even be YOU. ❞
He allows his arms to fall to his sides as his lips press
together into a thin line.
❝ How have you been feeling, Stiles?
How have you been dealing with everything?
The PAIN How have you been
The GUILT handling the magick
Your FRIENDS that has finally been
Your FATHER released from your inner
Your MAGICK cage? ❞
The creature saunters ever closer, his hands extended
toward Stiles and he looks as though he is lion that is
hunting down its wounded prey — the prey that is now
laying down and resting - out of energy. His smooth tail
flicking impatiently behind him as he stalks forward —-
he is ready to pounce and tear into his prey’s pretty,
tender flesh. He licks his lips and tilts his head to the
side. His gaze shows nothing but HUNGER.
❝ You can even die in your dreams..
Are we in a dream, Stiles? ❞
…maybe
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