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Maafkanlah Dirimu Sendiri
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, jika keputusanmu di masa lalu mengantarkanmu pada luka-luka yang kamu miliki saat ini.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, jika pilihanmu di masa lalu adalah pilihan yang membuatmu terjebak dalam ketidakbahagiaan.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, jika kepercayaanmu pada seseorang telah berubah menjadi pengkhianatan, karena keputusanmu untuk percaya kepadanya adalah hal yang membuatmu sangat terluka.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, atas hal-hal yang kamu lakukan sehingga membuat hidupmu seolah-olah tak ada pilihan lain selain melawan atau bertahan.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, jika apa yang kamu jalani menjadi beban bagi orang yang kamu sayangi.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, jika saat ini tidak bisa membuat pilihan karena ketakutan.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri.
Maafkanlah dirimu sendiri, beri maaf pada dirimu sendiri.
©kurniawangunadi
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I long for the day our hands and hearts will come together as one.
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Truthfully, once upon a time you were exactly what i needed. Exactly what i wanted. And even though things didn't turn out the way i envisioned them to, even though you didn't love me the way i wanted you to, you still made me happy. And i will never ever regret that..
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بِسْمِ ٱللَّٰهِ ٱلرَّحْمَٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
semangat, kamu bisa.
ada Allah bersama kamu.
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Mereka siapa coba? Orang tua bukan. Pasangan bukan. Sahabat bukan. Psikolog juga bukan. Punya pandangan bijak, juga belum tentu.
Tentu tak semua cerita bisa kita pendam sendiri. Ada waktu di mana kita perlu menumpahkan semuanya.
Jika perlu bantuan makhluk untuk mendengarmu, carilah yang benar-benar peduli padamu. Yang mendengarmu bukan cuma karena sungkan. Yang betul-betul tahu kalau kamu cuma perlu didengar. Dan yang gak mengada-adakan solusi hanya agar terlihat jadi teman curhat yang tahu segalanya.
Namun jika kamu hanya perlu didengar Allah, ini sudah sangat tepat. Bahkan jika kamu simpan di dalam hati, Allah sudah lebih dulu mendengarnya sebelum sempat kamu utarakan. Namun tetaplah berdoa, agar dihitung sebagai ibadah bagimu.
Apapun bentuknya luka, entah lebam atau luka menganga, selalu ada obatnya. Kompreslah lebam-lebam itu dengan dzikir, tilawah, dan ibadah harianmu. Dan perban lukamu dengan balutan tawakal yang sempurna.
Selebihnya, sembuh dari luka hanya soal waktu, bukan?
© Taufik Aulia 2020
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I thought you were my forever, but I was wrong
we talked about the future and planned to spend the rest of our lives together, but that didn’t happen. even though it was hard to say goodbye, I’m glad you showed me that love like that was possible. to the guy I thought was my forever, this is what I want you to know :
we were great for being together, but it just wasn’t meant to be the forever story that would carry us until the end. I want you to know that leaving you was hard, so hard. you were a promise I knew was real, but I think we both knew that it had to be this way.
you were the one of my dreams. you were a wish that came true too soon. a dream that turned to a nightmare.
I always wonder how you are, I hope you’re always doing well. I hope you’ve found someone who will be your forever, because you deserve the happy ending we once thought was us. even though our ending was heartbreaking, I’m happy we’ve finally gotten to a place where we’re both free and maybe happy once again.
I’ll never forget the days I walked with you by my side. and even though you’ve left a footprint of a broken love in my heart, I truly wish you the best for the rest of those steps you take without me.
just believe me when I say that I forgive you. I don’t hate you but I most definitely hate the way you let me go. and I’ll never understand how easily you did it. I’ll never understand how flawlessly you forgot about me. I forgive you because I really loved you. I forgive you because I believe that you’ll tell me you’re sorry about everything just one last time. that you’ll tell me how much you missed me. I’m letting go of me thinking that you’ll come back because it’s always been me. I’m letting you go. and it’s not because I don’t love you still.
I’m letting you go because you gave up. you gave up on me, you gave up on us, you gave up on love. and so I get it when you said you had nothing to fight for. I’m letting you go because loving you has no meaning if it only pains me. because I can’t tell what’s real anymore. I’m letting you go because slowly but surely you too, let me go.
Happy birthday to the person I thought would be my forever..
April, 12th 2020
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it's been a month since you left us. i miss you. i'm sorry i can't be there at that time. i know you've got the best place in heaven right now but i just can't deny that i really miss you, faiz.
March 15th 2020
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sebaik-baik manusia adalah yg berguna bagi sesama nya. 💙
8th March 2020
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“Find out what makes you kinder, what opens you up and brings out the most loving, generous, and unafraid version of you―and go after those things as if nothing else matters. Because, actually, nothing does.”
— George Saunders
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self-healing
setiap orang pasti pernah melakukan kesalahan. setiap orang "mungkin" berhak mendapatkan kesempatan kedua. namun sayangnya, tidak semua orang bisa menyadari dan memperbaiki kesalahan mereka.
kita tidak akan mungkin bisa mengubah pikiran orang lain untuk berpikiran positif terhadap kita, namun (meskipun sangat sulit) kita bisa melatih pikiran kita untuk senantiasa berpikir positif terhadap orang lain.
semoga setelah ini senantiasa diberikan hati yang ikhlas dan lapang menerima keadaan yang sudah digariskan olehNya, karena dendam mahal harganya.
2 january 2019
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"Istighfar"
"Jangan terlalu banyak memikirkan tapi banyak lah beristighfar kepada Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala. Dengan istighfar, Allah membuka pintu-pintu yang tak bisa terbuka dengan banyak berpikir."
ﻻ ﺗﻔﻜﺮ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﺑﻞ ﺍﺳﺘﻐﻔﺮ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﻑﺍﻟﻠﻪ ﻳﻔﺘﺢ ﺑﺎﻻﺳﺘﻐﻔﺎﺭ ﺍﺑﻮﺍﺑﺎ ﻻ ﺗُﻔﺘﺢ ﺑﺎﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ
Banyak masalah tak terselesaikan dengan kecerdasan otak, kuatnya fisik dan melimpahnya harta namun justru terselesaikan dengan lirih istighfar (memohon ampunan atas segala dosa).
Rasulullah Shalallahu 'alaihi wa sallam bersabda,
“مَنْ أَكْثَرَ مِنْ الِاسْتِغْفَارِ؛ جَعَلَ اللَّهُ لَهُ مِنْ كُلِّ هَمٍّ فَرَجًا، وَمِنْ كُلِّ ضِيقٍ مَخْرَجًا، وَرَزَقَهُ مِنْ حَيْثُ لَا يَحْتَسِبُ”
“Barang siapa memperbanyak istighfar; niscaya Allah memberikan jalan keluar bagi setiap kesedihannya, kelapangan untuk setiap kesempitannya dan rizki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangka” (HR. Ahmad dari Ibnu Abbas dan sanadnya dinilai shahih oleh al-Hakim serta Ahmad Syakir).
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i see you and i have 1000 tiny butterflies in my stomach. i'm falling in love and i dont want to fly i just want to love you. wow
time passes by, people grow, things change, you change, i change.
change is great. it's good. but? change for better or for worse?
i see you. i see you with love eyes. i have all of this love inside of me for you but today it feels different. no more butterflies. and you know what?
i dont want to fall in love anymore. i dont want to fly.
i want to be in love. i need some stability. i just want to be and not move.
but we can't because we have changed.
so you know what i do for all the love that i have inside of me for you?
i keep it. i keep it close to my heart and i keep it safe.
you can go. you can fall or fly.
i will be here with my love for you and one day, one day someone else will come and start it all over again.
but this time, with a different ending.
no, i can't just stop loving you even if you have left. love doesn't work that way. love likes to stay its people who are unstable and disturbed. confused.
where does the love go? nowhere.
love always stays.
care and respect could move out though and that changes a lot of things and your perspective towards your partner.
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