different kinds of tired: 

1. all day at the beach sleepy. warm skin. wet hair. salt and sand and green apple-scented shampoo. bed sheet tides pulling up and down stomach flips into mermaid dreams.

2. milky tired. early nights. wondering if you are getting sick. medicine light bones. eyelids melting closed. dizzy, dizzy, spinning into sleep.

3. drowsy car rides. soft radio buzz. pillow on the window. pulling on your seatbelt. waking up and not knowing where you are.

“I feel really strong and really grateful that I’m not limping into the home stretch,” she tells Backstage. “I feel like we’re at the last stage of a marathon and I have a runner’s high right now.” Goldsberry is also thankful that in her two years of originating the role of Alexander Hamilton’s sister-in-law, she’s maintained vocal health. “Sleep is the apple a day, really, for singers,” she says. As a mother of two young children, Goldsberry has learned to survive eight draining shows a week by resting whenever she can. “I have to be able to take a nap. That’s a lifesaver for me. As long as it’s early enough in the day that I can wake my voice up, sleep is divine. “And you just have to know your body,” she advises. “I learned if I eat pizza too late at night, I might have a problem with my throat! Know what you can do—it might not be the same thing someone else can get away with.” That philosophy certainly helped Goldsberry book “Hamilton” in the first place. Although the initial casting breakdown for Angelica—“Nicki Minaj meets Desiree Armfeldt from ‘A Little Night Music’ ”—gave her pause (“I’m a huge fan of hers, but she has a very specific bravado that was different than what I was going to walk in the room with,” she laughs), hearing the character’s showstopping number made everything clear; Goldsberry knew how to deliver “Satisfied” in the audition room. “Any kind of reservations or questions didn’t really matter, just having heard that music,” she remembers. “I didn’t go in because I thought I was going to get the job as much as I just wanted to meet those guys.” Only an hour after performing “Satisfied” for creator Lin-Manuel Miranda, director Thomas Kail, and the rest of the team—“a really welcoming, awesome group of geniuses”—Goldsberry was invited to do the workshop. “That number in particular, even outside of the show, will be studied,” she says of “Satisfied.” “It’s such a perfect construction for musical theater in terms of storytelling, in terms of identifying and defining a character so succinctly and so beautifully.” The ballad, which stops and rewinds the story to reveal the inner workings of Angelica choosing her sister’s happiness over her own, boasts some of the quickest rap verses in the musical. How does an actor prepare for that? “I’ve written a couple raps in my day, in my own music career that people don’t know a lot about,” Goldsberry says with a smile. But the real preparation came from her foundation of classical training. “One hundred percent, all your Shakespeare training serves you in the work in musical theater today,” she says. “Specifically in modern musical theater, our soliloquies, and now what we call rap. It’s the reason it’s so easy to learn, because it’s verse, it’s rhyme! It just sticks in the soul very easily.” In fact, she adds, “Satisfied” is a Shakespearean soliloquy, a direct address in which Angelica takes off her mask for the audience. “It is stream of consciousness, but the consciousness of a brilliant woman who can make a million decisions in an instant. So time really has to stop for the audience, for anybody, to show you how fast this woman thinks.”

Renée Elise Goldsberry on How to Audition for ‘Hamilton’ (Backstage.com)

& what she thinks about what comes next…

(via thefederalistfreestyle)

Philip: You can write rhymes, but you can’t write mine!

Alexander: Son I’ve been dropping sick beats since before-

Eliza: *glares*

Alexander: *coughs* What!?

Out here doing gods work tbh

When you don’t understand something in class but everyone else does 

this is so me nd I hate it

literally hamilton is always there at the back of my mind like I can’t even hear someone start a sentence with “meanwhile” without interrupting them with “mADISON IS GRAPPLING WITH THE FACT THAT NOT EVERY ISSUE CAN BE SETTLED BY COMITTEE”

new aesthetic: man covered in cacti, surrounded by confused police

Someone reblog this with a rap written as if you were Drake rapping about Meredith Grey

imagine a swarm of 8 year olds, all wearing minecraft, angry birds and minion t shirts, running up to you and viscously beating the living shit out of you while chanting youtuber intros

Love yourself!

Very sad to report that Donald Trump, 69, remains in good health