21/2/20

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Worked all day and now I’m at a friends 21st. It was a boring day, just worked and ate food all day. My friends are all making me laugh so much, and I’m loving life right now

18/2/20

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So I woke up this morning with one of my male friends saying that he’s now in an exclusive relationship, and we have to stop. But he still wants to be friends and hang out sometimes. This is why I don’t get my hopes up for some things, they just disappoint me in the end. I’m honestly so upset right now, you guys have no idea...

20/2/20

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So it’s been a minute since I’ve posted. I still have my job at the post office, and I have some male ‘friends’ who I see regularly. My life is finally going in the direction I want it to go.

I’m happy 😊

28/6/19 (bonus pic)

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I took my hair out finally. It was in Dutch braids so now I have nice waves at the front.

28/6/19

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So tonight I had my 21st birthday party. I don’t actually turn 21 for another four days but I had my party early. I had a few drinks but I don’t really feel anything.

26/6/19

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I had my debutante ball and it was soo much fun! I was really nervous but all the girls that were with me helped calm me down

13/6/19

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Sorry I haven’t updated for a few weeks, it’s been really difficult for me. I’ve had two friends of mine pass away from different car accident and my cat of 19 years also died. I couldn’t function too well, and it took a toll on my health. I’m getting better, but I’m far from being good again. I try putting a smile on my face for work and for people, but as soon as I’m alone, I’m emotionless.

4/5/19

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I had my first Saturday off in a month, spent the day with my mum and one of her friends. We had lunch together then did some shopping. I bought the Aquaman DVD and a slytherin notebook

30/4/19

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I really didn’t want to get out of bed this morning. It was so warm and comfortable. I still have about 5 hours at work left and then I have to play netball tonight. Not really looking forward to it though.

11/4/19

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I had a day off today, spent the afternoon with my mum. Then I walked to the library to return some books

10/4/19

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I really liked my hair today, it was nice and wavy. I had work again today, it was quite stressful but I have the day off tomorrow which is good.

Bonus pic

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My mother and I went to our local market, and I bought a curl-a-spud for lunch. It was really oily, but soo good.

8/4/19

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Had a long day at work today. Was told by my boss that I’m working a full 6 days this week, all I’m really thinking about it the money. I bought myself a pair of AirPods yesterday so I’m happy I’m working.

Send me an ask of what kinks you think I have.

5/4/19

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I know it’s been a while since I took a selfie, I haven’t been feeling myself. Lately, it’s been getting better. I’ve also moved out for a few weeks, I’m house sitting for a friend and they don’t get back for another month and 2 weeks. It’s very quiet and sort of lonely in the house by myself. Good thing I have Netflix and YouTube to busy myself with.

14/3/19

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Sorry I haven’t been posting the past few day, I haven’t really been feeling like myself and it’s scaring me a bit. I’ve been feeling like I’m a ghost watching my body do it’s everyday things. I don’t know what’s wrong.

But I went and saw Captain Marvel with a friend last night, and I slowly started to feel better, but when she left. Well, I went back to how I was before.

9/3/19

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I was called into work early this morning. I worked non stop all day. And now I’m exhausted.