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I don't want to annoy people with my repetitive rants, so I'll just go here instead.
lately, I've been feeling a lot of emotions which I find it so hard to control and the cycle never ends.
my mental health isn't in a good condition right now and every day, I feel like the world is about to end for me.
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I have so many things to get out of my chest and I don't know where to start.
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everything is slowly crumbling right infront of my eyes
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life have been so fucking hard lately and I don't know if I should continue living
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The surroundings are getting darker, so I try to always find the light at the end of nothingness. tears constantly pouring from both eyes; I couldn't help but stop it from dripping on my pillow. In the crowd, I'm still alone. I could not feel their presence. I can’t feel real satisfaction in what they call home. I just don't want to live anymore because no one can hear me. Neither one, no one said hello. no one said goodbye when they left me. So I suddenly thought what else is the life lent to me for if I can only live in sorrow? when can I sail in the middle of the sea with a companion? when will i receive a big hug? when will I be able to feel and experience true happiness again?
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Paligid na unti-unting dumidilim,
kaya pilit kong hinahanap palagi ang liwanag sa dulo ng kawalan.
luha na patuloy na bumubuhos mula sa dalawang mata; wala akong magawa kung di pigilan nalang ito na pumatak sa aking unan.
Sa dami ng tao,
ako'y nag-iisa pa rin.
hindi ko maramdaman ang kanilang mga presensya.
hindi ko maramdaman ang tunay na kasiyahan sa tinatawag nilang tahanan.
ayoko nalang na mabuhay pa dahil wala namang nakakarinig saakin.
Ni isa, walang nangamusta.
walang nagpaalam nung ako'y iniwan nila.
kaya napaisip nalang ako bigla kung para saan pa ang buhay na ipinahiram saakin kung mabubuhay lang rin pala ako sa kalungkutan?
kailan ba ako makakalayag sa gitna ng dagat nang may kasama?
kailan ba ako makakatanggap ng mahigpit na yakap?
kailan ko ba mararamdaman at mararanasan ang tunay na kasiyahan?
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yung sinabihan ka ng magulang mo na di ka na niya kailangan hahahaha pota sana pinatay mo nalang ako
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