i think it's time to call it finally </3 i think......johanna is going to the multi graveyard......

MY AURA HAS NEVER BEEN PINKER ! an independent and selective portrayal of TY LEE from ATLA : AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER. written by TAS. ©

MY OWN MOTHER THOUGHT I WAS A MONSTER ——— INDEPENDENT ﹠ PRIVATE AZULA YU OF THE ATLA FRANCHISE.

when I make my 4th blog and it’s an oc and you all love her what then

johanna the vixen….johanna the maneater….johanna the cataclysmic….

#mood

RILEY KEOUGH as DAISY JONES in DAISY JONES & THE SIX

Kate Baer, from And Yet: Poems; “And Yet”

[Text ID: “It is depressing to know a war is coming. / Worse to know the war will always be in you.”]

they treated it like a sanctuary, all of them, katniss, finnick, haymitch, even katniss’ “cousin” who had found himself in her good graces after barking at a district thirteen guard. she wondered if captivity had done a number on them. district thirteen wasn’t much different than the capitol. both had kept her under a tight watch, hawk-like eyes following her every movement like she was a bomb set to detonate. and maybe she was, maybe Johanna was simply a hair's breadth away from cracking. maybe all she wanted was a taste of true freedom. but at least she wasn’t like him.

strapped to a table like a science experiment gone wrong. it peaked her fury whenever she saw peeta. not necessarily in anger on his behalf but at the idea of the capitol being able to take a boy of gold and hope and break him so beyond repair. the capitol broke him and district thirteen couldn’t fix him, so like a fractured toy, they shoved him aside and out of everyone’s sight because he didn’t particularly fit their we-will-be-your-savior image. when he spoke johanna had almost forgotten how long she had been perched at the foot of his bed. her dark eyes met his overly bright ones and the chill of a memory ran down her spine. she remembers being dragged from her cell, kicking and screaming and raising all hell, and those same piercing blue eyes watching her, mourning for her.

“ i’ve been dead for a while, lover boy. ” she threw her head back and barked out a laugh. with her gaze still fixed on the ceiling she scowled. silence lapsed between the pair again and when johanna finally turned her attention back to him her face was unreadable. sorrow mixed with anger mixed with the heavy weight of fatigue. “ they can’t fix you, you know ? ” her words are harsh but her gaze is softer than usual. pitiful even. “ whatever the fuck they did to you, you’re gonna have to fix it yourself. you’re gonna have to live again, peeta. ” her jaw set and her voice hardened. “ you have to. ”

@70won liked for a random starter !

how long has it been that they've been rescued ? it's different than the capitol, the torture non - existent, but the walls look almost the same. he's still locked up, deemed a wild animal all because he tried to save them from her. katniss. the girl that did this to him, that caused so much pain and destruction was just somewhere behind his door causing more havoc. but he knew it was a different prison they were in because annie and johanna were free. they could roam and although they still seemed like shells to him, they were better to some degree. more than him. his interactions had been limited to hospital staff and the occasional annie or johanna. this was that such occasion.

he thinks she comes in when the noise becomes too much. their friendship, forged in the cells of the capitol and cemented with their screams, had become one of quietness. they didn't need to talk like he did with annie. he could just sit with johanna in a silence that would sometimes only be interrupted by prim or mrs. everdeen. but this time, it's he who breaks the silence of her visit. blue eyes stare at her, wild in thought before he opens his mouth. ❛ do you ever feel like you died ? back there. like you're not really here ? ❜

blogroll :

@70won : johanna mason (thg), main

@versawe : veronica sawyer (heathers), secondary

@huozaji : ty lee (atla), tertiary

how has it almost been 2 weeks since i wrote help me

She doesn't need to drink. She's a wreck.

Baby Becka, Bad Sisters, 1.04

thinking about that brief moment in cf when katniss and finnick get to be silly and that moment in cf when finnick just dunks johanna in the water and just the small glimpses of all of them being the children they actually are and the childhood they were robbed of!!!

¹     I  am  looking  back  to  when   I was  a  girl ;  now  my  body’s  a  flash  of  poison  on  the  floor .

INDEPENDENT     &     PRIVATE     portrayal  of  𝙴𝙻𝙻𝙴  𝚃𝙾𝙼𝙺𝙸𝙽𝚂  from  n.etflix's     THE  SOCIETY . . .      penned  by  reh  (  twenty2 ,  she / her  ) .

²     peach  pits  are  poisonous  and  this  is  not  a  mistake .  girlhood  is  growing  fruit  around  cyanide.  it will never be yours for swallowing .

anyways did I impulse buy yarn and crochet a whole pillow in a day instead of writing? why yes I did

despite however many lovers johanna has in her lifetime, at the end of the day they never last. johanna never has a lifelong partner and part of it is because she will purposely push away someone she’s gotten too close to. after systematically losing everyone who’s ever meant anything to her, the fear and trauma never truly heal. it leads to many rounds of heartbreak but johanna doesn’t take it as being lonely. she comes to terms that it’s better to have loved and lost than not to have ever loved and the platonic love surrounding her is enough to keep her cup full

when johanna is really mad at someone she’s vile. she picks at exactly what will hurt them and instead of just expressing her own distress and pain, she aims at making them hurt as much as she is. she wasn’t always like this. her anger was always quick and she’s always been prone to violence but after the games and the amount of injustice she faced, she takes things far more personally. hurt people hurt people, is the perfect way to describe it

one day im going to have a whole quote compilation of anytime johanna’s tried to comfort someone. so far i have:

you want some cheese?

i can sweep