i feel like the only cure is going back 2 hard drugs, specifically opioids
but since i dont have the money 4 that n the few ppl that actually (at least somewhat) care abt me know how 2 recognize it, im jus gonna self medicate legally n masturbate. closest thing 2 a proper drug i have
(im totally fine tho!!! :D dont worry abt me <3)
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ya boi is suffering from depression鈥硷笍馃憣馃徑馃挴馃槀
thankfully aside from drinking heavily n fantasizing in great detail abt my own death (generally via suicide) i have kratom, listening 2 music, n constantly jacking off 馃槀馃ぃ馃槀馃ぃ
thankfully aside from drinking heavily n fantasizing in great detail abt my own death (generally via suicide) i have kratom, listening 2 music, n constantly jacking off 馃槀馃ぃ馃槀馃ぃ
i am so down bad 4 a beautiful hot sexy older woman w giant tits that id let her ruin me over and over and over w the orgasms getting more desperate n painful each time even if i had a giant beautiful rock hard cis guy dick cumming super hard n shooting ropes every time i cum even tho its ruined n painful jus 2 be that close 2 her giant tiddies but not able 2 touch them w my dick while she laughs at me almost evilly 4 being that desperate n pathetic, n jus does that 2 me over n over n OVER until im crying. n i would still thank her
that hypersexual yet dysphoric straight trans guy feel of i need 2 fuck a girl so bad that it hurts
like literally hurts, it gets so hard that its actually painful
i wish so hard i had a dick that was as massive as mine feels when its rock hard so i could rub it all over every soft part of a womans body while its painfully hard n cum all over her despite barely getting any friction b/c its jus barely rubbing on her so the orgasm is basically ruined n also painful but at least its a big dick n at least i am grateful enough 2 be able 2 rub it all over her big beautiful tits or butt or squishy tummy or pretty feet n unload my cum onto her while she laughs at how pitiful i am, maybe even pulling away right as it starts cumming, ruining it even more n making it even more painful but it still feels so good b/c she's so pretty n im so close 2 her tits but i cant touch them n im so close 2 cumming but im still cumming even tho nothings touching it but i cant make it stop so it just hurts really bad while shes laughing at me which just makes it cum harder which just makes it hurt worse
that hypersexual yet dysphoric straight trans guy feel of i need 2 fuck a girl so bad that it hurts
is it normal 2 get so horny that it makes u sad? idk how else 2 describe it but i feel like im breaking the law by looking at vanilla straight porn n touching myself, wishing i was the guy
obviously the answer is jack off, but i almost feel inherent shame abt it. esp if im looking at pretty naked women, makes me feel like a little kid thats doing smth inherently rly fucking wrong n that im gonna get in trouble 4 it
idk if its from childhood trauma or if its from being trans or if its a mixture of both (which it honestly most likely is) but every time i get this horny--usually a result of my shot--i get rly emotional n confused n dont know what 2 do
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