haven’t been in school for a while and it’s my first day back and i’m already r3lapsing lmaoooooo gonna do it better this time i swear 🙏 (<- lying)
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srrryyy i’ve been so dead lmaoaoaoao my parents hid the scale and i got put in an iop program (not because of my 3d tho…im still too fat for that </3) anyways luv you guys and you got this 🩷🩷
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i’m so fucking fat. i know ana coaches are gross but like. i would do anything to just have somebody who can make sure i don’t eat a single thing. i am fat and ugly.
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I suck at this disorder
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december will be my month ₊˚。⋆❆⋆。˚₊
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-i eat under 500 cals/fast for two days
-i get hungry and sad
-“i don’t even care anymore! i love my body and beauty standards are bullshit!”
-i binge
-“i am so sick. help me. i am suffering the worst indigestion of my life. fuck.”
-mental anguish from binging
-eat like a pig for two days
-sees pretty thinspo
-“that could be me if i try a little harder!”
-repeat
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i love fruit but fuckkk it makes me so sick when i eat it 😭 i get enticed by the fact that “omg one blueberry is less than a calorie!!” and end up eating 30 and feeling like i’m going to pukee
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PLEASE 🙏🙏 i wasn’t here for this phase of edblr but i need ana irls
We should bring back the red bracelets. I think it’s time the symbol comes out of retirement.
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I SET UP A TV IN FRONT OF MY ELLIPTICAL SO IM GOING TO GO RUNNING WHILE WATCHING THE ENTIRE REPUTATION TOUR. I’M SO SMART.
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relapsing cus my mom bought a scale finally and ughhh i missed this feeling =]
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popular opinion but i genuinely think if there was more positive representation of my body in the media i wouldn’t have a eating disorder. like when looking up pictures of just people in general, in media, there is nothing that shows up until i search up “beer belly in girls”. (im trans afab so yk)
oh look, the only time (/srs) i have ever seen a body that looks like mine! except for the fact that the caption is “fat belly woman with a beer in her hand”. i have never touched alcohol in my life.
yes, i’ve been depressed and unmotivated for many years which has caused me to be slightly unhealthy and probably aided this. but i know for a fact im not the only one. yes, i know that once i do get the motivation and dont feel su1c1dal every time i work out ill be able to work on this, but if there was at least some representation of people like me i wouldn’t have gotten an eating disorder. it makes me fucking annoyed as hell.
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The amount of emo th!n$p0 I have saved is wild.
And we’re gonna ignore how a lot of it is Chris Motionless
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Dropping little hints about my d!s0rder but making it sound like I’m being h34lthy
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