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My uncle
If I ever lied, I did it to myself
More towards my body less towards somebody
I never understood so I did all your drugs
Stole daddy’s money started from the coin jar
Saw his medication, it helped with his sleep
Youth never meant anything olds kept lying
Only through time only through my remission
Understood your pain why dad took medicine
More time will tell wish you had more as well
All’n together we three always kept it solid
Maybe we’d be together if it wasn’t for solubles
Addicts what’s the public would call us
Call us that then, I just want my uncle back
Heaven or hell I know you still ascending
And me and dad already patched things up
Now only if I could visit your graveyard
I miss you mama chani, you gave me my funny.
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Remember when they used to say this internet lifestyle was going to kill our generation ? They were right
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Flow-Jansh-er
app checking apps
insecurities awak kena respek
head down 20s pocketed for kings already mastered
I’m sorry if I couldn’t dj mustard
or release raps that I’ve muttered
inner voice gettin loud
anxiety is a rainy clout
face sunken from rip hugs to nugs cartridges then there’s rest in peace messages :/
flowers
yeah flowers
given more than smelling them matter of hours been there done with that
preach life with scuffled hands
I don’t make threats I just press your airways back *snap*
Michael Jackson’s leave me alone
twin smiling cured my timings
them other side jay-walking-z 2 pacced out he a b.i.g. but too small for the workings
golfing turf goldfish’s worth
jangan nak main dua alam
if I’m lying azab kubur telan kenyang-kenyang
a real legion a real legion
entendre changes classrooms
walk a fine line I don’t sell gossip information
I write about the “what ifs” & the “you shouldn’ts” based on the way yall treating me and I’m being a problem?
Astagfirullah on Isa a.s. and a Moses staff
Not a prophet but I brung flowers back
not a designer & I like wearing all black
businesses off white privileges
the only trace for my album is in my hard drives them decoys make a better Leroy might just Dunkirk yall n save a private lyin
yall got a lot of free throws spam
I got free smoke for ya nasty ass if you indulge in underage pork-in
keep it kosher keep yalls peace sign
Mother Earth issues planetary
father plant a tree in israel
palestine suns mold pastel & clay
the last days like the last rhyme: penitentiary
we are all humans what is differences if you grow an orchid n i feed the venus flytrap you do understand what I am saying
balanced the chequebook with fertiliser
kandang jual taik kambing
susu lembu racunkan jantina
manusia hanya dihina ketika berdoa
setiap bangsa dihina ketika berkorban
kotaku berbunga taik kewangan kewangian
orang utara dah halalkan ganja
lecek buah selatan kasi rojak anak buah
bahasaku basahkan wartawan wanita
juga boleh ilhamkan si jantan jalanan
dongeng ya main loceng bagai kucing ya
aku jaga kucingku bagai ibu dan anak buah
sama macam bapa tapi beza curang hanya curah rahmat anak haiwan ni penghuni syurga
masih ingat pesan tok wan
Siapalah aku kalau aku bukan jasmani mirip bapa perangai askar pijak yang x lagi belajar
bermisi rohani bagai ibuku jururawat bertakhta
haha hanya ku boleh berkata ku
aku dah melihat semuaku watakkan
awas bukan semua sayang ada yang wayang
awas bukan semua bunga halal ada yang haramkan fungsi hidung
I only say all this as long I can still smell the roses that’s the sayin ain’t it? ahaha top off the dome shawn carter flows, I’m homer? nah I’m a flower hustler mixed music plant mr burns trigga finger release the hounds whatever yall wanna think with that go ahead..hahahahaha im stupid. Some things never Fucking change.
my anxieties speak more than I do. - JJansher / Jans / JJJ
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Lovevol
u c I can only love you girl
I cannot love that you love me
u c I can only love you girl
maybe thats means I only 1
and means u can do more than 1 maybe you know more about me than I know myself ah but you simpan that shit and only say things to push us forward but funny la you found me only when we accomplished something and only after ah for you but I been believing to get through with you (all bullshit 2+2 ppl)
u c I can only love you girl
but I c your evol intentions tween sentences when it don’t go in your favour no more
U c I can only love you girl
U c I have evolved myself
U c I have sold your soul
U b in the bottom styx now
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Beyoncé
Photographed by Tyler Mitchell, Vogue, September 2018
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Pre-Meditation Prayer
I been cutting flesh they been cutting scams
scabs what stayed the con man only rents
what I’ve spent I cried over what I washed
whatever was the lost keep that to your thoughts
11 thousand profit never saw a cent only in talks
even in passing the dap up dumbed down
remedial, residual, red ribbon dialling
I walked away surviving never again smiling
so see me like the past you threw by the airport
rookies and dirty harries already tracked off
never claim to be gangster but ill pop off
don’t even talk to me about the pills
all the mushy rah-rah man just being facetious
brown skin yolk but acting like a white walker kinfolk
a mute when it came to talking business
oh it was a set up? look where yall end up
a conduit of broken friendship, a convict going back in, and the rest getting a cut snitching
learned to stitch myself back up in the ditch
climbed out by checking out of that apartment
everything was a lie just to see my demise
if I hear your name around my circle best believe 3 lines drawn against you
I’m hungry again but now I write and cut the cheque myself I know my self-worth
i still kiss my girl smelling like cigs and mints
but I never bring the smoke to her face
we were in love but you thinking we laced
you took money of a marked stray was the right way?
and you wonder why love left your ways?
motherfucker that’s why your girl claim she dead steered of the pathway’s highway
you finding your way? food for thought stay fast-stead
I can go on talking bout faith but what’s the use when you drugging german muslims for a confession tape to clear your name?
you twine your luck with the skills you steal and lace it with bleach and combinations of different pills
the cctv tapes already caught you planning your mistake
I loved the kitchen but I only baked marijuana cakes
made my connects cause they remember what’s happiness tastes
you mad g knew that dinner was a planned date?
guess she did not only not like you she thought a set up was taking place
so now im upfront with my payment for dinner reservations
expensive restaurants table for 1 reminded me about that one time the dinner buffet we threw for that rapists’s birthday
was that another set up? just to see how I’d react? congratulations you played yourself and I’m blessed having my cake and eating it by myself
the food now has taste when i say grace
so when I see you it’s innalillah
when I end you it’s alhamdulillah.
There’s More Coming, Best Believe; sUSpect
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unwrap my burger
unwrap my burger
see; she’s my passenger
“how are you my dear?”
we electrified, and I steering hand
Adultting,
she, can’t be summarised
smiles like a simile (i)
un-wrap my burger
‘you can’t eat turtles for dinner’
your momma a real one plus a savior
so don’t hit mission abort
be a passenger, you know I was
you drove me up the wall
but spider-pig had homer so don’t go mad
I know I’m just a metaphor
an idea of ‘what’ plus “if” sorry for the ‘all aboard!”
But what if you + me = the sea
unsure of currents but helding hands swimming.
Childish,
Controller’s on the shore getting my feet wet again
Found an arm handcuffed to a steering wheel
it has a wedding ring, see I’m the passenger
un rapped my burger
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das $ mai
:(): initial reaction 2nd reaction 3rd reaction chain reaction reality sets in:
& ipologise cause there’s now pain when you cry,
so-so sorry I know I couldn’t alleviate your eyes,
said I pressed play; presents I threw with your panties & your scent, past was perfect but no furniture for further future pre-sent tense,
you caught me playin contemplating conversating with myself,
i felt so empty started dancing but you thought someone else was there,
no one stuck around then seem like the kite was my only friend,
went out alone for once felt like the lead that left his set,
the highs of my lows middle starts to finish with every step,
but it pulled me up way too high like michael jacksons jet,
“i loved each day and hour like for me there’s no tomorrow” as i ascend;
i foresaw an interlude a blue turn 2oranges ‘‘twas so sad
on the low she was fucking his friend
on the high his friend rolled him 1 again
it was sad to see your trust & thrust end & beginning
table for 1 doesn’t sound so bad again
descended like a private
grounded like a private
motive like a pirate
living off of pirates;
but I hope now you smile when you see tears on your shirt
you gave me peace when i cut you off from us
the trust is thrown you need someone that’s grown
who calls you up and gives attention to ease alone
and talking bout that shirt i know it’s not in your size
cause it’s not your‘s it’s his but you’re still trying to make a smile :():
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history is written by the victors and re-written by their sons & bastards
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an ode to the beauty that hurt me:
i too inflict but never unto thee
birthed from the same dirt you & me
‘rain cleanses your roots but stains my imagery’
hold onto this when you are drained of energy;
For I am a dirty seed and you are what flowers from within
every decision I’ve made places you’ve been
every decision you take positions I’m in
For you are white rose and i merely a broken seed dead within
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Haikkktuui
you love putting cake on your face I wanna match by eatin it instead You now seen my stretch marks I see you stretching for a smile We died
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5 - 4 EVA
Even if the world ended today, it wouldn't hurt as much as you left yesterday, cause it makes me want to see tomorrow no more london bridges no more babylon rain no more all aboard the last train no more you may now kiss the bride, refrain Even if the universe explodes tomorrow, it wouldn't hurt as much as the world endured yesterday, cause it got you out of that hospital bed today sing, sing one last more dance, your beat to the worlds floor joy, what more could we ask for? Rain, gift them with love and not an ounce more Even if the galaxies opened up yesterday, it wouldn't hurt as much now more than ever, cause it got to this; to write about me, you & forever
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giff milky rain & a black sun, thx g
sunshine felt like felt rain. rain felt like sunshine. As I knelt to the ground one last time, this time bargaining with Him, Sin repent prayer, prayer repents a sin, trade Drought for rain, rain for pain. He gave paper o' so thin, We began but the words disappeared for some reason. I pleaded it be in Black & White He answered: Rain Shall Be Black No More! She, the body, OUR family " Now, chained to these dry walls " All, hope comes through a trap door Yours, your empowers bores within "My love, shine bright shine light again " The words disappeared again, As i sign on the dotted line, sunshine felt like rain. rain felt like sunshine.
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