My prom is tmrw but I don’t want to go and I feel guilty and I’m going to go (it’s expensive) and I know I’ll prob have a good time but. Uuuuugh I feel so anxious and I just don’t know if I’ll have the energy to do that kind of socialization

Had a whole mini crisis over an album release date being longer ago than I thought but I just read the date wrong .💥

I need to stop thinking of the pimp Randall video I keep quoting it to myself and if anyone heard me I’m afraid they’d thimk im crazy

I never knew how to end conversations I feel so bad just leaving people hanging but also sometimes idk how to respond and I cant tell when a conversation is naturally over sometimes

More au stuff I’m thinking of. Uh. Idk how I’m gonna write (young) Randall with Targent. Cause on one hand they did kidnap him and Theodore in this but on the other. It’s kinda exactly what he’s passionate about. And he’s used to having people (especially adults) shoot down his interests and insist he can make nothing of them and he ought to pursue a more normal career. If the people there (likely Leon, considering Randall’s only there in the first place due to Theo) make it sound good and Not Like A Terrorism Cult. Hm

WAIT LOOK AT THE sticker my friend got me

When I put the random periods in my messages I actually do talk like that. Btw. It’s kinda had my my speech irl is. Weird. Sometimes. I never rly notice it but. Yeah. Yeah.

I think I can learn Dutch over the summer I think that’s doable

Looking at old photos TBH my shorter hair kinda slayed . I kinda had a point

On this note falling out of comfort with your given name only to start really liking it again is so funny but weird.like what was that about. I know I hated it for that good 2 year period and now im just normal again? Now I find it cute and me? What?

Am I bi gender . I wonder . I am boy and girl but I’m also everything else I think

Am I bi gender . I wonder . I am boy and girl but I’m also everything else I think

I think it’s funny when ppl compare my car to the laytonmobile . Biggest compliment I can receive

It’s so humid in here . Help

Very excited to write Leon in my thing but I’m also not sure how to go about it . Me when I complain abt a characters writing and then have to write them myself

It’s around when he first met Emmy and only a little after Rachel died , he hadn’t completely lost it yet …. He’s still evil, but just. A little less so. I think. Kinda. I’m not sure. But I think he’s less bad and is mainly motivated by finding des and Hershel at this point

started again today i think i can . do this

i forgot abt this assignment for the entire semester so now i have like 1 week to go through all of it but we ball we ball we ball

I still can’t believe I’m sick again I like never get sick too . And yet here I am being sick twice within the last month or so

got like 10% done in 2 hrs maybe im not totally cooked. i can do this.

i forgot abt this assignment for the entire semester so now i have like 1 week to go through all of it but we ball we ball we ball