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000mingmak · 1 year

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Crisp Creek

October 13, 2022

please let the creek take over me. and the weeds.

I want to feel the dewy grass against my bare feet.

I want to step in the puddles of the cold, crisp water of the creek.

I’ll make patterns in the water.

I’ll hold a mirror up to these waves and project them into me.

I want to experience earth. natural. I just want to feel something real in its existence.

I need to feel alive again. I need to be free. I feel I am stuck in this bubble absorbing meaningless media & the things I yearn for. but I just don’t put in the effort to experience them.

I feel time is running out. I need to do this and that because it’s fall, and the leaves of all the trees are red and orange. I just can’t seem to grasp the fact that time is finite. and the leaves will be green again soon. I do love winter, it’s just not the same.

but I want to wear that white dress that’s see-through in the sun. I want to wade in the cold creek. I want to live this life I fantasize. here’s my description:

“a sunny day with the bugs and little critters next to the stream; sunlight streaming thru the trees and a white blouse, jewelry staining your skin green, the air is fresh… the water crisp…”

this is what I need. it would cleanse my body and soul; renewing me. I just need nature to swallow me whole. the flowers to consume me; whilst I become one with the earth. I want to lay down in a forest and fall asleep forever. to never awake.

I believe all my worries would disappear. the plants and vines will engrave their roots into my brain, so I won’t think about anything else at all ever. moss would fasten to my skeleton. I would deteriorate. there would be nothing else left but the crisp creek and dewy grass in it’s existence all by itself in a world not so small as I’d imagined it to be.

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000mingmak · 1 year

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