Deep Within...

My heart hides so many wounds that never bleed, and sadly the tears are simply words the mouth can't say, nor can the heart bear...

"Behind every sweet smile, there is a bitter sadness that no one can ever see and feel..."

So, DreamerLucifer, huh? Are you his little bitch? Because it sure does seem like he's your keeper, doesn't he? What does he have on you?

Too cute IC + OOC some wholesome moments, some just FUN moments!!! I eat it all up, lol, keep doing it!

"UUUUUGGGGGHHH," he groaned loudly, throwing his head back. "Look, it's complicated okay?? When I fell I was kinda STUCK HERE without protection or anything and it turns out that most of the people here are really pissed about the whole extermination thing-"

He was gesturing wildly as he talked, pacing back and forth as he continued, "Long story short I agreed to be his bitch so I wouldn't end up being everyone else's bitch, got it??"

It's fine Adam a gold chain looks lovely on you and matches your eyes so well

AND THANK YOU <3 @dreamerlucifer will be pleased to see this as well XD

I know it's probably late as balls as I post this but I wanted to show this either way. Drawn by @dreamerlucifer (thank you so much), I wanted to display Lucifer's full demon form (mine anyway). This is just his quadruped form. I wanted an amalgamation of different creatures considering that Lucifer can shapeshift into different animals so him having aspects or little bits of each one just kinda made sense to me? I dunno. Enjoy either way!

Okay so…we’re kinda on dire terms here…we need about $2500 to keep us safely sheltered for the rest of the month so I’m gonna have to ask for help…

Currently we’re staying in our crowded van with our pets and everything we own, and hotels are only getting more and more costly. @dreamerlucifer’s family has been bouncing us from hotel to hotel trying to “save money” but nothing is getting done. The house doesn’t close until the 30th, so we’re just…kinda screwed…

I’m not asking for a huge sum at once, I just ask that someone can please help three disabled queer dudes and their pets by donating anything you can!! Even if we can’t get the shelter we still need food and stuff too so any little bit will help!! Please share if you can’t donate!!

Cash app is $jimmykult!! Chime is [email protected]!! Not to rush but we’re pretty desperate!!!

🌱Where does your soul rest?🌱

lost in a blooming orchard

if your body wasn't made of flesh and bones, your soul would find peace in a blooming orchard; it would admire how the grass becomes a pink carpet underneath cherry trees, it would get inebriated with the fruity scent of ripe peaches. like a seed that grows from the humid soil, you're someone who helps others grow- you're the sunlight, the rain, the oxygen. you help, you nurture, you care for your loved ones like mother earth cares for her green lungs. i feel like spring blooms beneath your skin, maybe magic runs in your veins as well. i think you give the best hugs and the best advices. if your soul had a color, it would be the prettiest minty blue, and it would smell like orange blossoms.

Tagging: @hellshoard @moxxietude @dreamerlucifer @cxncrie @fatass-angel-adam @static-overlord and anyone else who wants to play!

[Snatched the idea from seeing @moralpuppet doing this]

Keeping Loona around for my peeps I’ve got threads/plans with. So-

@the-delightful-temptation @hissing-head-honcho @radicheart @fatass-adam @dreamerlucifer

The woof is still here just side-shelved for now.

💚 @aesthetikhellhound 🩵

Anonymous asked: 💖 Anonymous asked: 💖💖💖💖

send a 💖and the mun will talk about a random mutual they love and appreciate!! || Accepting

I knew you menaces were gonna zoom in on me. 

Starting with @leftrib/@perditicn ;; My bestie, I would literally die for them you do NOT understand. I cannot stress enough how much this mf has been an impact on me and I cannot put into words how much I appreciate them. Before I properly got to talking to them, I was really discouraged about the idea of talking about plots and just discussing things in general out of fear of being shot down. However this little shit constantly encouraged me to share thoughts no matter how stupid or annoying I thought they were. They're a general joy to talk to, and god knows I shove a million plots at them. They may be a slow writer too but their stuff is always worth reading if you haven't gotten to write with them yet. 

@shadowzgather/@bxrningembers ;; Another REALLY close friend of mine, and I swear we've only come closer over time. I met them back when I joined the ducktales/dwd fandom and I haven't regretted it for a second. Just like Hound, they've been a very big encouragement on getting me to share my thoughts and ideas even with how silly they are sometimes. That's why my Main verse for Nimue is the way it is actually lmao. 10/10, genuinely a joy to talk to as well and would 100% recommend them.

@fatass-adam & @dreamerlucifer ;; These two are a package deal, if I'm gonna say a nice thing about one, i'm gonna say a nice thing about the other two. Both of them are absolute GIFTS and I've only known them for a little bit. Like maybe two or three weeks ?? but I would literally kill for them so y'know. I do not regret for a single second meeting them and I probably never will honestly, Jimmy's a riot and Lucifer is just an absolute sweetheart. 

@hellshoard ;; MOTHERFUCKIN' KENZI, I LOVE YOU BITCH { platonically }. I was actually kind of intimidated by them back when they followed my original multimuse before I moved to my HH one over here. So glad I FINALLY gripped them in DMs because it's been a spiral of chaos with their muses and I love it honestly. Wish I approached sooner because { chefs kiss } absolute gem to rp w/ and talk to oocly. Would kick ass for them too.

@holoharbinger/@etcrnalust/@creationtainted ;; SAI !! If you haven't checked them out I would 100% recommend checking them out because their writing and thoughts are just mmmmmmMMMMM GOOD SHIT. Bless their heart for being as patient with me as they are when I come in and drop 10 paragraphs of thoughts on them KJDFSHSDFH. I just !!! Absolute sweetheart !! amazing writer !!! { AGGRESSIVELY SHOVES POSITIVITY AT THEM BECAUSE THEY'RE COOL }

A soft art request: A shy Lucifer, holding a golden duck petting it and smiling. It looks like Charlie

Daddy Has You Always, Little Char Char ♥

Lilith....

*No matter how much you want the pieces back together, they always fall through your fingers like sand the more desperately you grasp at them...*

Blackened Feathers Falling down... You'll Wear Your Independence Like A Crown...

OOC - Just a lot of reflecting, family issues, and stress… So The Lucifer who lives rent free in my head and I were pouting… What can I say, we align too well on an emotional level, heh… -

Ho--- Do I really… REALLY???… Want to redo all this perspective to do a coloured Final piece…???? How much do I hate myself??..

and-- As always, still welcoming anyone 18+ to join our Hazbin Hotel Discord Server ♥ -

But super cereal, you can see the bags under my eyes from this piece so far DX This is the most torturous Vent art I've ever had the pleasure of working on. Art as a career was totally created for us Masochists, I swear.. Geeze I'm so tired… Damn you, Lucifer and your rent free living within the depths of my poor soul ><;; We can't both sulk every day for them!!! I mean, we have to go out and smile later, beat the feels back With a freaking stick if you have to!!!..

Gritting his teeth as he endures his punishment from @dreamerlucifer

"Th-this is bullshit!!"

Did you ever know that you’re my hero??

*looks to the side a bit, and laughs to himself at the absurdity coming from what he knows must be no one else aside from his Little Golden Boi, Adam ♥ but nonetheless, couldn't help himself from responding:*

♬ Because, Adam, you silly little duckling, you, ♬ Because YOU are the WIND, and so much more... Beneathe MY Wings..

♬ ....All three sets.. ♬ *He whispered afterwards*

*The smile on Lucifer's face unable to be hidden, he takes His embarrassed golden boi by surprise, Tackling him, and just, flopping onto him, affectionately...*

YOU SHOULD TOTALLY STOP PUNISHING ADAM AND LIKE...GIVE HIM SNACKS AND STUFF

totallynotfatassadamsittingnexttoyouandsendingthiswhileyou'renotpayingattentionoranyhtingnope

Ohh Adam... My little golden duck... You've truly made a mistake now... You shouldn't try and trick your master into giving you treats when you've been bad, now, should you?

*He smiles, yet his tongue slips out in a seductive way as he laps at the air a bit, then licking his lips sultry*

Sounds more to me like this is going to get you more punishment than reprieve!!

*Grabs you by the love handle, letting one finger trace around in a light, ticklish manor, his face so close to Adams, he whispers...*

But we both know that was your true goal with this ask, now, wasn't it??

*His long tail slowly starting to flick and twist wildly, Betraying a bit of his own excitement at the thought of his true lustful intentions*

have you considered an apple- themed ball gag for Adam?

Ohh.. yess..... Yes I have, actually... *he said with a coy smile, imagining the many things he would do to @fatass-angel-adam ...*

*His runway walk sauntering forward, towards the Fuckable Bad Boy, himself...* Ohh Adam, the suggestions are getting hotter... So tell me, what do you WANT?? and From WHOM do you WANT IT fromm??? Hmm?

*He gave a quick twirl to his cane... The apple mesmerizing as it came to a stop directly in front of the Golden one, Gently, he raised his cane until the apple itself lifted the Large Golden Boi's chin up, bringing Adam's Gaze to a direct Gaze from himself.... Lucifer's eyes blinked only once, slowly.. He may love the big lug before him... But he also lived to punish him for his.... carnal desires and.. sinnnsss!!*

Do you think your trembling, Demonic Body can handle it, Adam?? Or should I.. let you be?

What are your desires of me? My Golden Boi... Beg for what you want from me, I want to hear you gasping my name from here to eternity...

Soo I Made A Decal For My Van Sides!!!! Adamsapple!!

So, to you, Jimmerson aka @fatass-adam, I make half my Van yours by adding Adam to my side decals ♥♥ Here's our AdamsApple duo Logo - ♥♥

is just the sketch phase, it will be a lot nicer after I'm done ♥♥

ANYONE WHO WANTS A COPY OF THE ORIGINAL DECAL FINISHED AND VECTORED, please DM me for the PNG file, all I ask is that you state you got the finished decal off DreamerLucifer, which I go by on most all social medias ♥♥♥ that way others can grab one too ♥♥♥♥

Among the pages of an old book..

Dear DreamerLucifer:

If your body wasn't made of flesh and bones, your soul would live among the pages of an old book- perhaps your favorite, maybe lost in between shelves of a library, or just a forgotten one collecting dust on someone's bedside table. i think you're attached to the things you like, to your hobbies, and you can hardly focus on whatever surrounds you once your mind is busy daydreaming. you're such a soft, endearing creature; you make candy taste sweeter, you make a song sound better, you make colors look brighter. to someone, you feel like safety, like home, like that old soup that would bring your childhood memories back. if your soul had a color, it would be golden, like the hot, scorching grains of Oceanic sand, and it would smell like vanilla sugar...

Thank you ever so much for tagging me in this, my dear @forest-chosen it was fun ♥ I'll get to your ask ASAP too!!!! Also tagging The big, completely nude, Fallen Angel sitting here beside me as I struggle so desperately with this bad bout of Pneumonia @fatass-adam @fatass-angel-adam Thank you for remaining by my side, Adam.. No one else has ever stood beside me in the face of destruction, loss, threats of harm, and devastating robbery.. When IN ALL THE SEVEN RINGS OF HELL, did you suddenly start becoming such a man's Man?? Hmm??

Well...Anyway, Thank you for taking charge when I faltered!! For keeping me stable through all the adversities we face now.. For.. Giving up your own stability of living with your grandfather, to roam free, without direction, ALL in order to help me through this tough period of possible homelessness...ILU always, Adam dickmaster Jimmerson