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xicanseethestarsx · 6 years
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Sweet Little Peach | Toru Yamashita
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Pairing: Toru x Reader
Trigger Warning: None :)
Genre: Angst/Fluff
“Tell me, Toru.” You begged, staring into his deep, warm brown eyes. He had a sad and worried look on his face, one you had never witnessed before. You placed a gentle hand against his cheeks. “Please, I need to know how you feel.” He sat silent, staring down at the space between an intake of breath from him cutting through the silence. You sighed and got up from his lap. “I’m going to sleep.” You said defeated. 
You left the living room and entered your shared bedroom. You crashed onto the bed and rolled to the side furthest away from the door. You cuddled the black and white patterned duvet feeling more unloved and lonely than ever. ‘why could he never return your expression of love? Why couldn’t he tell you what you’ve been telling him for months upon months?’ Before long you fell into a deep sleep, tear tracks running down your cheeks.
- The Next Morning -
“Y/n? Wake up my love.” Your blonde boyfriend whispered. Shaking your shoulder to disturb your sleep. You sat up rubbing your eyes and Toru handed you a tray full with food. There was a plate of heart shaped pancakes, drizzled with syrup and covered in strawberries, accompanied with a milky cup of coffee and a note. You sat cross legged in front of each other, the tray resting on the bed between you. You looked up questioning to Toru but he smiled and nodded at the note with his handwriting saying: 
y/n,
I know that what ever i tell you will never truly express how i feel for you. You’re the kindest, sweetest, most caring person in the whole universe. You are far too good for this world and i promise every second i have on this earth i want to spend loving you. I’m sorry for how bad i am at showing you it, but i sincerely mean it. 
will you marry me?
Your heart stood still. Your jaw dropped at those words and Toru giggled at your expression, rocking backwards to let it out. You blinked a few times to dismiss the tears in your eyes and to check that you actually read what you believed. Maybe it was a cruel illusions your eyes were playing on you, but when you looked up to see Toru, the sparkle in his eyes said otherwise. Taking a soft, sharp intake of breath, you stared back at him. You said nothing, your body dead in shock but your head began nodding up and down by a fraction. A grin surfaced onto the guitarists face, his eyes morphing into crescents. He took your hand lightly placing it to cup his cheek. “Y/n, my sweet little peach, I love you.”
“I love you too...”
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Sweetheart | Toru Yamashita
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Pairing: Toru and y/n 
Trigger Warning: Suicide 
Genre : Angst, Fluff 
The words echoed through the phone and all Toru could do was think about you.
Why would you do this?
You were the only girl for him, he loved you with all of his heart but the guitarist couldn't help but feel like he could have stopped this. It was his duty as your boyfriend to support you and made sure you were safe and happy. But how could this have been slipped through his fingers. Toru loved you, you knew he loved you. He did everything he could to show you that he loved you. He would cuddle you on the sofa and smother you in kisses just because you were a little upset the supermarket didn't have your favourite flavour of ice cream. What was going through your mind that made you jump off that busy Tokyo bridge?
 Toru slowly grabbed his car keys and left the house. He knew you were safe and sound at the hospital and rushing would only be dangerous. He needed a little time to think anyway. He opened the door before hearing that familiar clap of the car door after he was inside. Toru saw his reflection in the mirror, he was wearing a loosely fitted white t-shirt and a pair of tight black skinny jeans. His hair was a mess under the hood of his hoodie but you always said you liked it like that. 
The drive to the hospital didn’t take very long as Toru was in a bit of a daze from shock. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to show how grateful he was to the people that pulled you out of the water alive. If they hadn’t been there, her fate could have been very different. The thought sent a shiver down his spine once he parked his car. It wasn’t particularly sunny nor rainy today, just a cold, grey drizzle. 
Toru knew he had to be strong for you so he sucked up his tears and entered the institution. He politely told the receptionist he was here for you and she showed him into a quiet lonely hospital room. You were wearing a pale blue hospital gown and was resting on the bed. You turned your face to see who had entered. The guitarist noticed instantly you had tear tracks running down your cheeks and swollen eyes.
"You're okay sweetheart. I'm here now. “ Toru said walking over and pulling you into a loving hug. You tucked your head into his neck and cried.
“I love you Toru.” You choked out, hiccuping every time you started a new word. 
“I know baby, I know.”
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Toruka Masterpost | ONE OK ROCK
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Toruka’s Daughter
!!!! Don’t know how much I’ll write for this and it might have trigger warnings !!!!
Protect Me
*more to come soon*
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Protect Me | Toruka
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Taka was always a sensitive one. Many things hurt him, but he only showed it to the man dearest to him. 
Toru
Even just thinking of his name got Taka all flustered. It sent butterflies to his stomach and a curl at the side of his soft, plump lips. Toru protected Taka, like a mother would to her child. Toru made sure nothing and no one could ever hurt his loving boyfriend, and little did he know he was just about to prove it. 
Toru was on his way home from shopping with Ryota. He had bought dinner for tonight and a nice button-up shirt for Taka. The guitarist loved spoiling Taka, nothing makes him happier than see his small, cuddly boyfriend jumping up and down with a face full of glee. 
He neared the last corner to their shared Tokyo apartment before getting out his hand to press in the code for his home. Luckily the lift wasn’t broken as usual and Toru walked through the modernly decorated hallway and entered the elevator. Toru took the usual elevator stance and waited for the doors to open, now on the floor of his flat.
In no time Toru opened his front door to a silent apartment. “Taka?” He called, entering his home whilst taking his shoes off. He placed his stone grey trainers by the door and searched for his short-haired companion. “Sweetheart, where are you?” He interrupted himself once he saw Taka spread out on the sofa, sleeping. A hushed awe left his mouth and he quietly dropped his backpack, walking over. He keeled down by his head and stroked his hair away from his face. The short brown strands were soft and silk and Taka purred a little, shuffling into the affection. Toru continued until Taka’s large round eyes opened. 
“Toru?” He asked in a small, cute voice. 
“Yes gorgeous, it’s me.”
“When did you get home?” He asked sitting up and rubbing his eyes from sleep. His t-shirt was lifted slightly and Toru could the the older’s tanned, mochi tummy. 
“Just a few minutes ago. I’m going to start dinner, do you want to help?” 
“Sure.” The brunette smiled, standing up and following the younger. On the way to the kitchen Toru picked up his backpack and set it on the kitchen counter. He began unpacking the things. 
“Why are you sad, baby?” Toru asked, searching for all the utensils he would need to prepare tonight’s meal. “I found you sleeping in the middle of the day, that only happens when somethings bothering you.”
“It’s nothing, don’t worry.” He lied trying to get his boyfriend off the subject. Toru left everything on the kitchen counter and wrapped his toned arms around Taka’s waist.
“I thought we promised to be honest with each other.” The blonde said cheekily.
“I know but-” Taka started.
“But what?” A sigh left the vocalist and he confessed.
“Not that long ago I was talking to a friend from a band like ours and he said that people were being really invasive and harassing him in public and it’s bothering me.” A worried look plastered his face and made Toru’s heart ache. He took he elders hands and pulled them into his chest.
“Baby, listen to me. I promise you no one is ever gonna hurt you, i won’t allow it. You mean so much to me. I’ll protect you.” Taka pulled hands away and instead wrapped them around the guitarist’s middle. He then buried his head lovingly into Toru’s neck as the younger returned his hug.
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Ailing | Crossfaith’s Hiro
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Pairing: Hiro x y/n
Trigger Warning: None
Genre: Angst
Her two little feet paddled into the room that her father and Ken were doing an interview. Hiro would be away on tour over the next month so decided to make the most of his time with his family and take them backstage at a festival with him.
The little half-Japanese girl was around average height for her age and had a good heart to match. But the worrisome look on her face gave Hiro the chills. “What is it y/d/n?” 
“Mummy. She looks poorly.” She spoke in broken English and Japanese as she switched between them frequently. 
Hiro had a hunch. And apologised to the man holding the interview to check on his wife. She hadn’t been feeling well these past weeks and had been resting a lot. He picked up his beloved daughter and carried her into the room which he had last see her and his wife in.
Before Hiro could get through the door he had seen y/n collapsed on the carpet. She didn’t look comfortable so immediately the blue haired man assumed she had passed out. 
Hiro carefully dropped y/d/n on the sofa near by and peeled off his jumper to place underneath y/n’s head. He tapped her cheek to wake her up but was left with no response. He sternly told y/d/n to stay where she is whilst he dashed into another room to call an ambulance. Once he had left the room Kazu and Ken followed, noticing the distress on his face and in his voice. 
Hiro dashed to y/n’s side again as he rang 999. Ken took the initiative to pick up y/d/n as she seemed worried at the sight going on in front of her. He stroked her back and told her everything was okay as Kazu answered the questions from the paramedics. Hiro stroked his wife’s hair and held her hand.
“Is she breathing?” Kazu asked from a standing point to Hiro. The bassist keeled his ear towards her nose and listened carefully. 
“No.” He panicked. 
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Takahiro Moriuchi Masterpost
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Dating Takahiro Moriuchi Would Include
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Dating Takahiro Moriuchi Would Include
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- he'd sing for you on demand
- like whenever you can't sleep he'd just hold you tight and sing/ hum in your ear
- cutest ball of fluff ever omg
- loads of back hugs
- so fucking rough during sex
- but would never hurt you
- neck kisses all day every day
- watching movies together whenever you have the chance
- watching from backstage at every show
- you're his rock and he never wants to lose you
- hugs where he pulls your head into his neck
- goes down on you every time
- just because he loves your reaction
- you'd do the cooking, but he would try to help at every opportunity
- always made sure you knew that he appreciated you
- he always buys you clothes (even lingerie ;) )
- would be so affectionate in public and would make other people feel jealous of you both
- spoils you rotten with food, makeup and jewellery because he wants to treat you right
- teases you 24/7 but never goes too far to make you actually upset
- taka is just a cheeky fucking romantic tbh
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Kenta Koie Masterpost
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Dating Kenta Koie would include 
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Dating Kenta Koie would include
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- Slaps your ass whenever he can
- even if people are around
- wants to watch movie with you every night
- lazy as fuck but it's fine because you think it's cute
- so fucking protective
- like even if somebody looks at you for more than 3 seconds he make sure they know that you two are dating
- doesn't really like holding hands, but loves putting an arm around you shoulder
- he does cheesy smiles for you to make you smile when you're upset
- is so fucking caring, like he treats yo like a child
- but you like it because it makes you feel safe
- you always wait in bed for him to come and sleep
- and he loves playing with your fingers when your trying to sleep
- 'for fucks sake ken, if you move my fingers one more time i will shove them down your throat'
- he just laughed and played with them more
- his beard tickles you every time you kiss
- and you love his hugs because he's so squishy
- loves it when you suck him off ;)
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Kazuki Takemura Masterpost
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Dating Kazuki Takemura would include
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Dating Tatsuya Amano would include
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- he doesn't like it when people squish his cheeks but he makes an exception for you
- likes doing everything with you
- a little bit clingy but you don't mind because you're just the same
- tracing his abs all the time
- teasing each other because of your height
- annoying him because he's cute when he's mad
- share all of your problems with each other
- you tickle each other every day
- everybody thinks he's pure and innocent and only you know his rough side
- but he is very caring when you're upset
- loves your attention
- and get's upset when you give others more attention than him
- passionate kisses
- as soon as he comes back from tour he's horny as fuck
- he likes playing with your boobs
- romantic as fuck
- but a complete fucking tease in the bedroom
- groaning during sex
- he's very handsy
- and he leaves finger dents of your body every time
- cuddling under blankets and watching films every night
- feeding him food like the cute couple you are
- being super close with the other members of Crossfaith
- but only when Tatsu's around because he get's jealous
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Dating Kazuki Takemura would include
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- catching him staring at you 24/7 and him blushing when you look at him - falling asleep on him EVERY night - watching him play guitar for hours - holding his face in your hands because it's just so cute - he fancies you for ages before asking you out but he was too shy to say anything - him promising to not come back to late from parties - Hiro being the 3rd person in your relationship - like watching him ask you out and chanting 'kiss, kiss, kiss!' - 'seriously Hiro, Fuck off' - loads of giggling - playful sex with lots of kisses and sometimes a little bitting - holding hands when nobody's looking - him giving lots of shy cheek kisses - SO much teasing - that cute little fucking giggle of his - he would be romantic as fuck - brushing his hair all the time because it's so soft and beautiful - giving you his coat when it's cold - because he is such a fucking gentleman - him buying you small gifts, like chocolate and flowers - him cooking for you every day - like breakfast in bed with loads of cuddles - him being your first kiss and vice versa
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Tatsuya Amano Masterpost
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Dating Tatsuya Amano would include
Fever [Short] - You look after Tatsu when he’s sick // fluff
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Dating Toru Yamashita would include
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- the best hugs ever - watching movies and spending time with all the boys from ONE OK ROCK - him putting things on high shelves just to watch you struggle - apologising with cuddles and kisses - lots of hand holding because he thinks he's going to lose you - random hugs - 'you're so small' - 'no you're just a giant' - forehead kisses - hand holding during sex - 'stop playing guitar and get in to bed with me' - him writing songs for you 24/7 - going to every award show with him - Taka walking in on you having sex - and Toru hiding from him for weeks from embarrassment - him treating you like a baby - Toru ALWAYS being the big spoon - he doesn't get jealous very often, but he is protective - he would spoil you - very affectionate in bed - but a little shy in public - stealing his clothes all the time but him saying it's fine because you look cute - him always showing you new music first because he knows you have good judgement - whenever he needs to complain he always comes to you - falling asleep on your chest as you comb his hair with your fingers
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Dating Hiroki Ikegawa would include
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- hugging him whilst he practiced on his bass even though it was a nuisance - having long passionate kisses every time he has to leave from tour - even though you always flight out to see him as you miss each other too much - staring at him as he read because you loved you watch his eyes follow the lines - stealing his glasses because they're cute - 'give them back, I can't read without them' - making up loads of nicknames for each other - 'I love you so much' sex - the longest cuddles ever - being best friends with the rest of Crossfaith especially Tatsu - trying to cook for you but failing every time - and you still eating it even when it tastes like shit just because you like seeing the smile on his face - braiding his hair - traveling the world with him - showering together - tons of inside jokes that don't even make sense - getting drunk together and finding videos of social media the next day - dancing together 24/7 - Ken complaining that you kiss each other too much - back hugs - Hiro sometimes being the little spoon when you sleep - being in a relationship with Hiro would be really playful and crazy.
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Little Body | Crossfaith’s Hiro
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> In which you argue over who your daughter gets their cute looks from
Trigger Warning : None
Paring : Hiro and y/n
"She's so cute I can't!" Hiro cried out, holding a hand to his heart as if it was in pain. You held in a giggle and you couldn't help but agree with what he was saying about your 2 month old daughter. She was wriggling on her back with her arms bent and hands in a fist. You leant over the crib and ran your fingers softly through the thin amount of hair on her head.
"Her eyes are so pretty." He gushed, kissing her on the forehead.
"She has your adorable little mouse nose." You laughed and tapped him on the nose before he went to pick her up.
"No she doesn't, she has a beautiful squishy nose, like you." He defended. You raised an eyebrow and Hiro rocked her back and forth. "Thank you y/n, I love her so much."
"Why are you thanking me?" You smiled and tucked one of his dreadlocks behind his ear.
"Because you gave birth to her, and that's really brave. I'm proud of you." He kissed you on the cheek and put an arm round you pulling you closer to him and the baby.
Once you daughter had calmed down, Hiro placed her back in the crib and you left the room. You had fed her early so all you had to do now was feed yourselves. You started to prepare pasta and you and Hiro were messing around in the kitchen before you accidentally burnt yourself.
"Ahh shit!" Fell from your lips and Hiro sprinted over to see what was going on.
"Are you okay?" He panicked. You inspected the burn before Hiro pulled you over to the sink to run it under cold water. Whilst he held your hand under the tap he began giving you a lecture. "You're a fucking idiot." He giggled.
You offered a shocked face and told him that as he was a dad now and he couldn't use bad language. After putting a plaster over the burn, he bent over and picked you up in a fireman's lift. He took you over to the sofa and dropped you onto it. You scoffed. "I'm going go cook now."
"When I was pregnant, you would have never thrown me down like that." You pouted.
"Well good thing you're not pregnant." He laughed in a slight melody and began exciting the room.
"Except I am." You sung back. He stopped in his tracks and swung round.
"What?" He said in a small voice. You gave a cheeky smile and he came back over. "Holy shit, already?" You nodded and you tackled you onto your back. "Woah!" He laughed.
"I know. I really think you need to get better at remember to put condoms on." You laughed.
"Can we get takeaway food I'm 99% sure that the pasta is definitely burnt."
"Sure." You smiled giving him a kiss.
"I love you y/n. Also can we name the baby after alcohol?"
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xicanseethestarsx · 7 years
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Hours In Hell | ONE OK ROCK’s Toru
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>This one is about being stuck in a lift with Toru, please enjoy! <333
This afternoon you got up lazily from your sofa covered in Dorito dust and began getting ready for a meeting at work. You through on some 'smart' clothes and grabbed a coffee from the coffee shop downstairs. Today was New Year's Eve, meaning a new year would start tomorrow and you wouldn't have to think about all the terrible things that have happened in 2016.
Instead of most women in your workplace, you decide to wear casual pumps. Unlike those 3 inch stilts of death (high heeled shoes). Which came a lot in handy when you needed to run to catch the closing door of an elevator.
A tall, kind gentleman inside held to closing doors as you made your entrance. Forget, kind. He wasn't kind.
It was Toru Yamashita.
The boy who had been a huge dick to you throughout all of your school days, and now happened to be signed at your record label. An annoyed groan fell from your lips as the silver doors closed and you both began travelling up. You stood towards the back so that you could stare him down and he couldn't. He was wearing a casual white t-shirt and tight black skinny jeans with a thin chain hung around his neck.
Toru had pressed the button for the 17th floor, unlike you who was only going to a measly 6th. The room seems to had travel only a floor or so until it stopped. A confused squeak left the guitarist and he pushed the floor number again.
"Move over." A sigh fell from your lips as you pushed him to the side to try yourself.
You breathing was beginning to quicken and the blood felt like it was rushing to your head. You took deep breaths to calm yourself down and hold in the anxious tears. You were a very claustrophobic person. You stood back and Toru began to give up. The light stayed on and you looked briefly in the mirror on the wall to wipe your teary eyes. You sat down onto the floor of the elevator and Toru soon followed after getting no response from the emergency button. You tucked your legs in and hid your head in your knees, focussing on your breathing.
"Can you stop staring at me?" You asked pissed off at the guy in front of you.
"You're having a panic attack I can't help it." He said like a lost puppy. You groaned and got up, pacing the tiny room. You checked the time.
17:38
Your meeting was supposed to start in five minutes. You jammed on the buttons, praying for something to make the lift start. You rang the emergency button for at least 40 minutes until someone replied.
"Hello? Are you the one stuck in the lift?" A woman asked on the other side of the line.
"Yes we are, please get us out." You cried.
"Were trying our best Ms, the fire department are very busy on New Year's Eve, with everyone setting of fireworks and your case isn't seen as an emergency. I'm very sorry but you'll just have to wait."
"Okay." You sighed. Toru was listening in but not paying much attention to what she had said.
"Could you tell me your names?"
"Toru Yamashita and Y/F/N." you replied. She thanked you and said goodbye before hanging up. You waited silently and on edge for something to happen, someone to help you. "We'll be out soon, we'll be out soon." You repeated to yourself quietly.
"Look you need to calm down." He said from his spot on the floor.
"Calm down? How do you suppose I calm down?!" You shouted at the blonde.
"I really don't know why you hate me so much." He mumbled under his breath.
"Seriously, you don't fucking know? Maybe it was when you stole my stuff and threw it off the school building," you paused for a moment to watch his reaction, he stayed frozen. "Or when you and your friends locked me in the cupboard, causing me to have a panic attack. Then teasing me for me shouting and crying for help. Ever think of that?" You rambled on getting frustrated in this situation.
"Y/n, I'm sorry." He said ashamed. "I really didn't mean to do all that stuff."
"I don't believe you."
"No really, I'm sorry. It's just everyone treated you horrible so I just kinda joined in." He said sadly. "I thought it might make me stop having a crush on you." He said very quietly and turning his head.
"What?" You asked in a weak voice.
You waited there silently for a reply, staring at the back of Toru's head. In the blink of an eyes there were arms wrapped around and and your head was buried in someone's chest.
"Believe me, I'm so, so, sorry." He said planting a kiss on the top of your head. You stood frozen as the boy rocks you back and forth in his arms, cooing your anxieties. The tears you've been holding in for nearly an hour spilled out and Toru was there to catch every one of them. "Shhh, are you cold?" He asked after noticing your shivering body.
You nodded slightly and Toru looked over his body finding there was nothing he could wrap around you. He gave up and took a seat on the floor. Toru pulled you hand gently and you followed. He put you between his legs and wrapped his arms tightly around your body, nestling his face into your neck to warm you up.
The light above you flickered and you both looked up, shocked. You heart rate increased and you were beginning to have a panic attack.
"It's okay, I'll look after you." He brushed your hair with his fingers, trying to relax you. He pressed a small kissed to you temple before speaking again.
"I promise."
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