I'm in this place right now.

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So my father is in jail awaiting prison. He won't be coming out any time soon... i don't know whether I would prefer him actually dying. Every time I speak to him a re-experience that all encompassing loss over and over again. The video/calls only last for 15 minutes... just long enough to get comfortable talking just to be ripped away from you too soon. There's never enough time to really talk. I cry every time. Its like I lose my dad over and over and over again. It sucks.

Losing a family member is always hard. Always. No matter how the loss happens. Especially when that family is your dad who loves and supports every thing you do. I know many of you may think its terrible for me to think this way. That I should be grateful he's still with me... but that same grief that others get to go through and move on from... never ends for me.

Been struggling lately, so I just need a place to vent a little.

So I'm 26 and my wife is 37. I'm very social and extroverted while she is not. She used to be this way in her 20s. I understand she's older and doesn't want to be that way anymore. I've been using the internet to find more friends and she gets very serious about it. She recently made me feel like I was silly for meeting people online and becoming friends with them. When she did the same thing but in public at bars. So it kinda rubbed me wrong to hear her say this. Idk. Just kind of a rant post. Any one else with age differences deal with the same stuff? Sometimes I think she forgets that I'm 10 years younger than her.

Living in a small, podunk town really sucks as a nonbinary, pansexual person. I grew up in a place where I didn't feel comfortable coming out as bisexual. I didn't even feel safe coming out to my family. In college, I finally got to be my truer self but still struggled with the body dysphoria. I finally came out to my family as gay two years ago. I have since been disowned by most of my family. They biggest hit to my heart was my mom disowning me. She still doesn't involve herself with me. A year ago I came out as nonbinary. Since then I have had huge amounts of discrimination within my workplace about being queer, nonbinary, and pagan. So thats fun!

This weekend I have taken time to process what has happened to me in the past week at my job.

I am a teacher at a small district in Arkansas. I am an openly queer nonbinary human. Im also very open about not being a Christian. Which is always hard when you live in the Bible belt. I've created a space in my classroom where most people (students included) feel safe. The few that are uncomfortable with me and how I present have made a fuss. I was confronted with a lot of accusations about influence the children and pushing the gay agenda onto them.

I was told that I needed to go to my classroom and strip my room and person of anything that could even potentially be offensive or influential to the kids. That includes the pins I have on my backpack and my pentacle necklace.

I am honestly so outraged that I have to be policed when others within the school have pictures of their personal life posted around their room. Crosses around their necks and scriptures on their shirts. Thanks everyone for letting me rant about all of this.

I am so tired of being polite. I'm queer!!! I'm nuerodivergent! And im not fucking cis. Today has been a hard day for being nonbinary. I wish people respected that.

I implemented a new classroom management procedure. If they do something bad, they draw a popsicle stick and do what it says. Some say call home, do sit ups, go out in the hallway, or a freebie. These are just a few. If no one draws a stick, then I will draw one at the end of class. They all asked when I pull call home whether I call my parents. Dad's not around and mom hates me now... because I'm queer... I had a big emotional set back. Its hard to come to terms with that.

Some userboxes bc working in customer service is fucking exhausting

Day 2 of my journey! I woke up, shaved my head. I decided to do some elevated meditation for inner peace. Didnt come to any conclusions yet, but its only day 2. I've been struggling quite bit today with my dysphoria. So enjoy one photo that encapsuled the enjoyment for most of the day. Been moving more stuff in and getting tasks done for a big first this week.

Hello everyone! My name is Kat. Im 24 (almost 25) and am on a journey of self-discovery and love. Im a pagan witch. Im pansexual. Im nonbinary and struggle with finding my place every day. I hope that I can be a somebody you can at least relate with a little.

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good afternoon and thank you to everyone who uses both sets of pronouns for people who have more than one

As a she/they, the cat in the hat screenshot make me happy. Its how I feel about people who say shit like that.

the gays will get it

original source: chebbyart on twitter

Harleen “I Have A PhD, Motherfucker” Quinzel

I would love to answer any questions!

I will accept witch/bitch. I am gender neutral.

Daily reminder that:

Chakras aren't what you think they are, they come from Hinduism, not Wicca or New Age, and you should learn about their actual meanings.

There are so many different ways people believe magic and witchcraft works. There isn't one correct answer.

There are so many open paths that there is no excuse to practice ones that are closed to you.

Witch is a gender neutral term.

It's okay to have doubts, it's normal and 100% valid.