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wintersearose · 3 days

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I just realised something...

#amor sucre #my candy love #my candy love new gen #new gen #mcl new gen #mcl #sweet amoris #mcl jason

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wintersearose · 1 month

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Wow... I'm sincerely sorry. (Like, really, genuinely.)

Despite being a victim of abuse too, I didn't see it that way, for some reason I just thought people thought Astarion's scars were "pretty" and "aesthetic"

I'm kind of ashamed for my stupidity... Because I actually also want to get tattoos that are "based on" fictional characters' traumas. (I don't know if this is the right way to put it. – English is not my first languages, but I hope I can communicate well what I mean.) So I'm really confused why I didn't think of the fact that people are getting this tattoo to symbolize their own trauma or experience, or just simply because they relate to Astarion.

Now I realize this is just like when people get medusa or semicolon tattoos, or similar ones...

I'm sorry, I didn't understand that when I wrote that post. Thank you for telling me your point of view on why people get Astarion's tattoos tattooed on themselves!

Astarion fans tattooing Astarion's scars on themselves give off the same vibes as Christians who wear crosses

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wintersearose · 2 months

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Astarion fans tattooing Astarion's scars on themselves give off the same vibes as Christians who wear crosses

#or when Christians decorate their homes with crosses #or when they have cross tattoos #and anything similar to that #like don't get me wrong #Astarion's scars are pretty cool #but he got them from BEING TORTURED #y'all wth #He didn't get them cuz he thought they looked cool #and y'all make it an aesthetic #lmao #again I'm NOT blaming y'all cuz those scars really do look badass #but damn #bg3 #astarion #astarion bg3 #bg3 astarion #vampire #vampires

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wintersearose · 2 months

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Sometimes I feel like I'm too much but nowadays I often get the "You're so quiet!" so I'm confused

#someone help

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wintersearose · 3 months

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I finished watching 'the office' and tbh it had a pretty good ending.

Whenever I finish watching a show I always get sad or I just simply think it had a stupid ending.

But the office had a good ending and I wasn't even sad that I finished it.

However, I pretty soon found a series that is kinda similar to the office. I mean, the similarity is the way the characters treat the cameramen.

The series is called 'What We Do In The Shadows'

It's basically a group of silly, kinda gay (?) vampires that live together in the modern world being recorded for a documentary, as far as I understand it.

I only watched the first episode, but I had to quickly post this here cuz I thought "Maybe someone does feel sad because they finished the office and don't know what to watch next..."

So yeah... Enjoy!

#The Office #wwdits #comedy shows #vampires #vampire series

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wintersearose · 3 months

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Does anyone else have these moments where you're failing at doing something right and so you think to yourself "If I'm unable to do this, then what's the point of my existence?"

And at the same time you've been wanting to order something for yourself, but now you're thinking "Why even bother? If I kill myself, then I won't be able to use it. Anf if I don't order anything, my family would be wealthier with the money I leave them."

OR WORSE

When christmas or your birthday is coming up and your parents ask you what you want, but you're not even sure if you'll have the chance to use your gift, because of your suicidal thoughts and the urge to just end it all

Anyone else? It's not just me... Right?

#I am often suicidal #but I've never felt like I could ever actually act on it #because #i would leave my dogs and my cat behind🥺🥺#and my family would be sad #ughh #i just want to be successful in life #you know that thing people say “Money isn't everything” well ofc it ain't #but isn't it better to suffer in a mansion than on the cold street????#although even if i was rich i wouldn't buy a mansion #they're useless #I'm fine with less space #i just need nice clothes #a good pc #a guitar #and my own separate house #cuz i wanna be able to be as loud as i want without having to worry that i bother my neighbours

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wintersearose · 4 months

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I MADE A BRACELET WITH THE COLORS OF THE PANSEXUAL FLAG

Isn't it adorable?🥰🥰 I love it.

#pansexual #lgbtq #bracelet #bead bracelet

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wintersearose · 4 months

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I met the love of my life a girl who's really cute at a party and I'll probably never see her again

First of all, she's (K) a close friend of my best friend's (A) close friend (D). So I will likely not meet her again unless A invites both me and D, and D invites K. 😭

Also she lives like 4 hours away from me, which is pretty far away, but I think we could make it work tbh.

Also she's bi or lesbian (she's unsure, but she said she's probably bi, but it doesn't matter cuz she's attracted to girls either way)

She likes reading fantasy novels.

She's shy and rather introverted, but we had such nice conversations.

I fr imagined taking her out on a date, but aghh I don't have that much courage...

I already thought she was gay before she told me, so atleast I can confirm that my gay-dar is not as bad as I thought it was.

OH AND ALSO

She's got long, curly, dark brown hair and glasses. If that isn't one of the cutests looks idk what is. I mean... Even straight girlies love it.

She's so smart too. She wants to become a doctor. I think she can totally do it.

Anyway i need to go

Byee😘🥰

#I FORGOT THE BEST PART #SHE GAVE ME THE BEST COMPLIMENT SOMEONE COULE EVER GIVE ME #AAAA #SHE SAID MY PIERCINGS ARE LIKE A FANTASY CHARACTER'S PIERCINGS #SHE SAID THEY'RE PRETTY COOL #i'm dead #🥺🥺🥺#ugh marry me #sapphic #lesbian #crush

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wintersearose · 4 months

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I love this so much

Songs that remind me of Astarion

Never love an anchor ~ The Crane Wives I am selfish, I am broken, I am cruel | I am all the things they might have said to you

We’ll never have sex ~ Leith Ross Oh, you kissed me just to kiss me | Not to make me cry

I never loved myself like I loved you ~ Dead Poet Society 'Cause I hate myself too much | No, I can't, I was never made to | I never loved myself like I loved you

Tongues and Teeth ~ The Crane Wives And when you come in quick to steal a kiss | My teeth will only cut your lips, my dear

Daylight - Cinematic ~ David Kushner Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight

I want to live ~ Borislav Slavov It's not my fault | I'm not to blame | These ain't my sins | I broke my chains

Inkpot Gods ~ The Amazing Devil And I can hear him break | And he doesn't understand | And I wish that I could take his hand

Meet me in the woods ~ Lord Huron Don't look back, them days are gone | Follow me into the endless night [...] Show me yours and I'll show you mine | Meet me in the woods tonight

Francesca ~ Hozier How could you think, darling, I'd scare so easily? | Now that it's done | There's not one thing that I would change

The moon will sing ~ The Crane Wives I loved you like the sun | Bore the shadows that you made | With no light of my own | I shine only with the light you gave me

LOVE’S THE DEATH OF PEACE OF MIND ~ Bad Omens When the curtains call the time| Will we both go home alive? | It wasn't hard to realize | Love's the death of peace of mind

Find them on my Spotify Image credit : @astarionposting

#thank you for the playlist <333

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wintersearose · 4 months

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that moment when you can't tell the latest gossip to your bestie, because the guys you wanna gossip about are on both social media apps where you could text your bestie

#I'll just send her a pigeon i guess #okay if i can't tell her then I'll tell you #the guy i slept with almost half a year ago just texted me and he hasn't even texted me anything else since half a year ago #wtf #i mean he just said “Merry Christmas🤠🌲”#BUT STILL #WTH #and the other guys is actually not someone i wanted to mention to my friend #but he's someone i wanna avoid replying to sooo #so i have to avoid that app too

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wintersearose · 5 months

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#oops forgot to post this #i made this about a few weeks ago #since then i bought bg3 #but then it turned out my pc cannot handle the game #cuz my pc is like 8 or more years old #and i still only had windows 7 on it #lmao #so yeah i tried to get windows 10 #thinking I could finally play with bg3 #but unfortunately #while i could download windows 10 #my pc kept on crashing when i tried to update my drivers or idk what those were #tbh i got help from my brother #tb more h my brother did everything while also trying to explain to my senile ass what he's doing and what needs to be done #anyway #my brother's not an experts #so my mother talked with one of her coworkers about my pc #and that coworker said “P'ah! I can fix it! You don't need to bring it to a professional! I can fix it!”#he couldn't fix it #so #my mom and brother brought my pc to a professional and told him just about everything #turns out some kind of fan was a bit broken so it didn't keep something cool and that thing overheated and broke #soooo #uhh #I'm a whole new computer #the only thing that's not going to be replaced is the video card #ahhh #I'm so excited to see what my new computer case is going to look like #i hope it'll go well with my room

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wintersearose · 5 months

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men who refer to themselves as "sigma men" are the worsttt💀💀

#first of all #do y'all not notice how cringe y'all are???#lmaoo #second of all #ew #no

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wintersearose · 5 months

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I was today years old when I found out there's a thing called "forbidden rice" and it's basically just black rice from the looks of it.

#but why is it called “forbidden”#forbidden rice #sounds like something I'd serve in a restaurant in a fantasy world #mildly interesting

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wintersearose · 5 months

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Lmaooo I'm not trynna sound like a misandrist

Buuuuuttt

Men are the best at giving unsolicited advice.

I don't really have any problems with my uncle. He has some anger issues and often – if not always – thinks he's right, but he's actually a pretty nice man and very useful. (He's good at a lot of stuff.)

He likes to do and watch sports. Running and cycling are his biggest hobbies. So, of course, he knows everything about every sport, especially his favourites. (Did you catch my sarcasm?)

Anyways, my mother came into my room and told me that my uncle (her brother) said that sport bras with zippers on the front are bad, because they scratch the skin between the breasts.

BOY ... ... ... ...what?

First of all

How in hell would you even know that?? Do you also wear them?? Did you ever? Will you–

Second of all

No... they... they do not.

Not for me atleast. I have pretty big boobs and the zipper does not even so much as see the space between them. lmao

But yeahh, these type of sports bras are not uncomfortable, scratchy or annoying in any type of way for me.

So... Thanks, but no thanks.

#men and their audacity lmao #I'm not mad at him #I just thought he was smarter than that #but fr now #how would he know what it feels like to weat a sports bra?

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wintersearose · 6 months

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Omg men are soooo delusional

This is the conversation I had a man in his 40's via text:

*I'm just chilling and reading, then I get a text from him*

👨🏼: "Heyy"

👨🏼: "What's up? How are you?"

👩🏻‍🦰: "Hii"

*I tell him about my day and what I've been up to lately.*

👩🏻‍🦰: "How about you? What was your day like?"

*He responds to what I've been doing these days, but doesn't answer my damn questions.*

*Since he doesn't answer my questions and doesn't ask anything, I go back to reading.*

*26 minutes later I get a new message from him*

👨🏼: "🙂"

👨🏼: "We got stuck 🙂" (with this he meant "the conversation died")

*I think to myself: "Bruh. Just tell me about you frikkin day then!"*

👩🏻‍🦰: "How was your day?🙂"

*he finally answers*

And I thought I was a bad texter.

#not a dry texter calling me out about my dry texts when I actually for once in my goddamn life didn't text too dryly🙄🙄#old men

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wintersearose · 6 months

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istg we would be such a cute couple but we're both too emotionally unavailable and oblivious

#i miss you M😭😭😭#like we could be such a power couple #we both play guitar #we both have the same hair color and similar shade of the same eye color #we both have beautiful long hair #we would look so badass together #we both are socially awkward #we both have that out-of-body stare #that no-thoughts stare #we both went through trauma because of the opposite sex #we both have family trauma #but we still love them #both of us #love me #💀#chile anyways #crush #I'm in love with a musician help

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wintersearose · 6 months

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I need a playlist where all the songs are cutesy, girly and shit, for example Barbie girl by aqua, but they're all metal or rock covers

#that would be such a nice workout playlist #I'd listen to it in church #cuz i go to a christian school so we have a mandatory mass every monday in the second period

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