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villamorregina · 4 years
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NATURE WRITING: “Like the Blossoming Flowers”
   Nature is very much filled with wonder and surprise. From the falling autumn leaves to trees standing tall, everything is just breathtakingly created. And from everything which nature offers, flowers mainly caught my attention. It works in complete magic capturing me by its comforting scent and beauty. It allows me to see the world in a brown fertilized soil from which beings grow and bloom to nurture the Earth. Of different shades, black enclosed in blue, bright yellows and confusion of pink with white, flowers dance gracefully as the wind tries to pay a visit and pass by. Commonly seen, either in tales of fantasy or stories made out of reality, flowers bring all sorts of emotions depending on what people feel and what people see. Having thick fleshy leaves and stems, flowers are being succulent. Each brings out a different color, a different vibe, a different emotion but holds radiance and charm in a story untold.
  Similar to what we people experience, flowers also are in need of something in order to grow and bloom in total beauty pleasing one’s aesthetic senses. From the soil in which they are settled, I must also be rooted from nourishment. From the water they needed to be fed, positivity must also shower me and literally water to keep me hydrated. The vitamins which sunshine bring from which primarily is the reason for flowers to grow, I myself should find and follow the light, the inspiration and purpose to live in order to avoid being lost and wither in pain and sadness. And most of all, last but definitely not the least, the amount of love and care I need as much as flowers require it, completes the whole cycle of growth which I should undergo.
  Just like how I admire Lea Salonga, just by the sight of those flowers blooming before my eyes. The voice of Lea, as well as the flowers’ scent quickly catches my focus and interest and I end up finding myself stunned by too much of the overwhelming admiration. When in times I feel lonely and unhappy, I just long to see those flowers colored in creativity just like the satisfaction I get by just seeing my well-loved icon supporting her even from afar.
  I did not imagine or envision how flowers would give me such great impact in how I see life as some kind and unimaginable proof of living paradise. It gives a good sensation both to the mind and soul resulting to fulfilment of one’s needs and pleasures. It brings me the gift of comfort and peace for it becomes my safe place reaching for my sweet and purely made intentions. 
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villamorregina · 4 years
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VALENTINE MEMOIR: “Heart Shattering Upon Her Loss”
No one knows how many times I have broken down and cried when she was gone. That feeling of complete sadness was something I have never felt before. I thought of everything as just some kind of dream, but it wasn’t. I never thought that it would happen this early. I was not prepared. Although, pain was already part of life which we can’t avoid of feeling or experiencing but to suffer in danger is already a choice, an option. Gladly, God eased my pain but still broke my heart, shattering it into millions of pieces. A thought simply crossed my mind in complete confusion thinking,
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What if my love saved her from death?
  What if love was enough for her to stay?
  I would truly miss her presence. She had those ears that are willing to listen, arms that are always ready to hold love that is never-ending, and a heart that is made of gold. There was an existing magic by the touch of her with the radiance of sunshine evident in her smiles. There was love in everything she did for us to make our lives worthwhile. Salty tears of sadness streamed down my cheeks flowing down into the steaming energy of pain that surrounded me as I hear my mother’s cry. I was alone in my room, overthinking about what could have happened, praying and asking God to help her heal in that kind of situation which is greatly hurting her. 
I can’t even look straight to her eyes because it breaks my heart to see her slowly losing life. In my whole year of existence, I have never felt this kind of sadness and pain. “Is this the feeling of having a broken heart?” With weak knees shaking, I went outside to see what happened as my tears continue dripping. Her time has come. I felt a certain tug in my heart seeing her dead body lying on the bed, but all I could do was sit down and stare blankly in the thin fine air. My grandmother, with no life in her once sparkling eyes, was lying in the soft bed, cold, and no longer breathing. I was given some time to say goodbye, but never felt long enough. The day was the last time I ever saw my grandmother, and it was not in the way I expected it to be. I cried so hard that time which makes my body grow in weakness. I saw how she tried to fight cancer which makes her slowly losing strength. God broke my heart to prove, that he only takes the best.
    To my grandma,
  I thought of you with love every day and think of you in silence. Your memories are my keepsake, with which I’ll never part. You might be gone from my sight, but you will never be gone in my heart. I may not be able to see your face, but I will always see your sweet smile. You are so wonderful to think of which it’s so hard to be without you until now. God has you to keep, I have you dear in my heart. Grandmas hold our tiny hands for just a little while, but our hearts forever. Pain gave us the courage to face battles in life that will lead us upon becoming a stronger person. I believed that the hardest part of feeling after you’ve lost someone you love is to recover that you went away from them.
 “Perhaps they are not stars in the sky, but rather openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy.” – Marianne Soucy
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villamorregina · 4 years
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Journal Entry #4
"All things work together for Good for those who love God" -Romans 8:28
Being in school is one of the memorable day in life. Having a particular activity is the best way to have some bond especially for us the Senior High students which is the graduation is coming and we need to say goodbye to each other. Even though we our drained by the school works, the entrepreneurship gave us so much time to bond and laugh to relieve the stress away.
"All things work together for good, for those who love God" -Romans 8:28
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villamorregina · 4 years
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Journal entry # 3
Laziness hits me so bad this week, I can’t even get up in my bed. Thanks God we didn’t do much in school. I don’t want to go to school but, I need to. Well this is life, if we are tend to achieve one thing we need to suffer for it. My body doesn’t have energy to study anymore but I need to keep reminding myself that I have a dream to achieve, that will bring happiness in my life.
"But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded."🌺 2 Chronicles 15:7
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villamorregina · 4 years
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Journal entry # 2
I choose to live with gratitude for the happiness that fills my heart because, I just did survived the examination week aka hell week. The peace that rest within my spirit, and voice of the hope that says am going to pass all the exams, well I really hope so. This week is a nightmare to every students.
2Timothy 4:17
But the Lord stood at my side and gave me STRENGTH.
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villamorregina · 4 years
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Memoir
"They said you only wasted money for only a 3 hours concert, but they didn't know that 3 hours concert gave you years worth of happiness"
"A Fangirl heart”
I can’t imagine myself watching her concert with a dozen shouting people. Being crushed of other fan who are just like me, an epileptic’s night. For the whole night, I just focused on her while she’s performing with an angelic voice that will melts the hearts of everyone who’s watching. Every song was played, you are just breathtakingly pure amazing that I will always choose to watch over and over again. This is the day I’ve waited for a long time, seeing my idol personally while performing on stage with my favorite song I’ve always used to listened every day. This is the opportunity that God’s gave me and I will never waste it.
Since then it’s my dream to watch her concert live even for a one time just to see her. Lea Salonga is my idol for 6 years. I’m always “team bahay” fangril because I lived in Masbate before. When I stay her in Manila, I used this opportunity to see her. I’m with my cousin when I watched her concert, let’s say that my parents won’t allowed me to watch alone and besides I have no friends in fandom, well I have, but she’s not going to attend because just like me before she lived in a province which is far. I can see a lot of familiar faces. I got jealous to others because they’ve a lot of friends and group of fandoms unlike me just my cousin. When we arrived at the PICC I buy immediately a merch which you will able to get a ticket for meet and great. I don’t know what I am going to feel when we’re just a few inch apart. My hands was really shaking while taking a picture. Finally, I took a picture with her even she’s not looking at the camera, she’s purely beautiful.
This fangirling leads me into a inspired person who thought me to never give up to your dreams because the right time will come as you wish. My wait is more than worth it. This is the best memory that I will always cherish and confidently tell to everyone that I am a fan of Lea Salonga who brought so much pride to our country. I will always support you even you’re clueless about my existence. Thank you for you so much happiness that you gave to your fans, your music will always be the best for me.
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villamorregina · 4 years
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Journal entry #1
“Here we go again typhoon, you are destroying my town.”
Thunder was loud
Trees are keep falling
The wave is getting bigger
I am so lucky that I didn’t experience those.
Seeing the people in bicol for being worried and sad again because the Bagyong tisoy is about to land and destroy their homes, home of the brave (oragon) people. The farmers looking at their plants for the last time that about to harvest for the next week. Suspension was declared because of the bad weather. My mind keep thinking critical questions that was about to happen. Dear Lord, please protect them specially those people who live near the sea. My heart got broke after seeing some pictures and videos of broken houses, crying people, dead animals and the rice field covered by the floods. How they will get up if the things that may get them up was already gone. I wish for my kababayan that God may help them to get up.
Creative mind was present
Powerful hand was there
Plus cooperation
Is equal to perfect
What a busy day after the suspension. Working the parol for only two days. My two eyes saw the cooperation and effort makes it easy to finish. Ending up with such a beautiful creation leads by the creative minds and powerful hands who made it.
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"Credits to the photographer"
“Cooperation is more powerful than competition”
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villamorregina · 4 years
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Autobiography
God send a blessing to a couple way back on March 1, 2002, with a cute little girl. A girl who grew with a simple family in the province of Batuan Masbate. My name is Regina Cañezal Villamor 17 years old and I have two siblings, Paul Mark the oldest and Samantha the youngest. My mother is Gina Cañezal Villamor a house wife and my Father is Renato Abaño Villamor who’s working for the family. I got my name from the combination of my parents name. My family used to call me Minmin, too far from Regina right? I’m currently studying here in Manila as a Senior High at San Sebastian College Recoletos. I love arts, doing painting, drawing and designing some staff just to make it colorful and beautiful. I’m not that really kind person but I can be kind because my parents raised me to be always good to others no matter what.
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Just like normal children who grew up spending their playtime on roads all day, my childhood is also the same as them. I'm one of those who doesn't care about the world as long as I felt the joy and contentment together with my childhood friends. I was the one who disobeyed my parents rules and got punished using hanger, slippers, walis tambo or even the walis tingting when I got home. I can still remember how dramatic I am when I experienced those punishments, until I realized that those were just their way to give me lessons to correct my mistakes. Remembering those times is such a heartwarming one. That was an awesome childhood memories that I'll surely never forget and will proudly tell to anyone. However, I grew up opposite now. If before, I was a kid who can easily be friend, now I became different, I develop trust issues. I became a person who don't easily trust anyone, if I don't like them, then no one can force me to be good to them. Maybe because of my past experiences, that most of the people nowadays are only at your side when they need your help, they will leave you in the dark after getting something that can only benefit them. So, through that bad experiences that I considered as a lesson, I learn to stand strong alone, no more depending into others, because I know that I can be more than anything else. We, all of us have our different goals, and I considered my bittersweet experiences as tests to fulfill what's mine. My goals are categorized into three, to graduate, get stable job, and give my family a good and convenient life. I want my family to experience a life that they couldn't experience before as a give back all their sacrifices for us. I am patiently waiting until that time happen, because I can no longer take seeing my family struggling just to provide everything that we need, knowing that they are my ups and also my down. But despite of everything, I make myself stronger and more determine, because I know that the negativities will only point me the wrong path.
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Therefore, along those bad or good memories and experiences, we should always look into the bright side. Instead of being stock in the middle of the darkness, we must try to open our eyes to find even just a little light of hope to stand, because there is nothing impossible when you're with God all the time.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.💖 -Philippians 4:13
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