So the leaks were real

HUH

Cyrus “falls asleep during basketball” Goodman

So I watched the episode and recorded a few clips!

Here’s the three scenes that TJ are in, if you wanna watch early!

Lmk if you have trouble accessing it, or you wanna my thoughts on it! I won’t be posting spoilers until after the episode airs live on Friday

The truth

I just really really want to die

“I loved you so much I put pieces of myself into you. You took them away with you when you left. And now I am incomplete.”

— I need you so I can be whole again

“It hurts having you in my life, it hurts not having you in my life. I can’t win.”

— My thoughts, my pain.

“I didn’t cry because it was a stereotypical breakup cry. I cried because my best friend left me. I cried because he no longer wished to be in my life and didn’t want me in his either. I cried because I couldn’t understand what was real and what was fake: were the “I love you’s” lies and the “I’m tired and done,” the truth? I cried because I couldn’t imagine living without him, and I didn’t want to have to enter such a world. I cried because the next day, we were to be strangers again. I cried because it didn’t feel real and I didn’t want it to be real. I cried because he meant the world to me and I truly believed him when he said that he wouldn’t leave me. So, don’t think so little of my emotions. I didn’t cry because I lost “a boyfriend.” I cried because I lost my loved one. My best friend. My comfort. My safe place. My warmth. My home. My reason.”

— yet somehow you can’t understand that.

“False hope. That’s what killed me the most. Not the fact that you broke promises, but the fact that you made them in the first place when you couldn’t even keep them. One minute it was “I love you more than anything,” the next it was “I don’t know if I want us anymore.” I wanted myself to so badly believe that you were better than him, but in doing so, I cut myself short. You never made time for me, only found time. You never meant what you said, only words not supported by any action. You never loved me, only wished you did.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

” The worst thing you can do to someone is to take advantage of their feelings for you. You will treat them like shit knowing damn well they will stay with you just because they love you. How can you be so heartless? ”

- that’s what he did to me

“I loved you so much that even when you hurt me more than anyone else ever has, I still only blamed myself. I felt like I hurt myself because I cared too much about you, because I trusted you too much. I blamed myself for not being good enough for you, for somehow screwing up in our last moments together.”

— fuck you, i was good enough.

It’s crazy how wrong you can be about a person. You think you know someone, you open up to them & give them everything you have. But the whole time they’ve just been pretending…

Source: Twitter

YOU ARE TOXIC.

Why did you act like you loved me if you didn’t love me?

— I really thought you did // a.m.m, 5:27am