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Backup: @tropicalyssđPls don't report međŚRecovery comes with relapsesđ I try to give a honest insight into my life with depression, anxiety, ptsd & anorexia. đźI talk about weight, calories, my traumas, my triggers & my past with selfharm. đ˘If any of these things is triggering to you please take care of yourself and don't follow međľLet's talk if you are not a creepđ´ đž23, Vegan, Europeđ
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Blue Seed, episode 1: âPrincess Kushinadaâ
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Omg stop asking me to send pictures to you. Like hell no I am not here to please anyone. I am not a good damn painting. Well... I actually wish you guys looked at me like one bc 100% sure you guys are nasty af
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Older screenshot lel
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No Better Place
(original photo by Simon Rees)
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I am motherfucking depressed
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nobody asked but..
i love this <33
#moon#moon posts#books & libraries#dark academia#dark aesthetic#dead poets society#light acadamia aesthetic#light academia#poetry
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its all i wantâŚâŚ
#cottagecore#personal#spring academia#plantcore#light academia#yearning#studyblr#spring cottagecore#bookblr#academia aesthetic#green aesthetic#dark academia
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40 Level Up Concepts I Learned Before My 20s
I started my account when I was 19! Since Iâm nearing my 20s, I am reinventing my personal image instead of benefiting off of a naĂŻve, cute girl persona that older men were visibly afraid to approach.
1. First, the cuter you look, the more cautious MEN will be. I used to say âguysâ generally since guys will look at anything pretty with legs. By cute, the more juvenile you look, the more inappropriate itâll be for men to look unless theyâre total dogs. Men seek out maturely dressed young women who look like they know what they want. Juvenile appearing women look like they want everything that sparkles.
2. Middle class men arenât bad. I learned suburban men are more accessible. For men who arenât window shopping for pretty women, they respond to designer looking pieces that donât say itâs $300, maybe $79.99-$129.99. Dressing too expensively in middle class neighborhoods scares middle class men away because you look like youâll be displeased by them covering your âcommonâ expense.
3. I have to work much harder in nicer communities. Itâs not about wearing nicely structured clothes, anyone can buy that. Your aura is what men see when theyâre not looking.
4. Overly bright and elaborate makeup is what makeup influencers wear. Unless I care about what employees at Sephora or Ulta say, Iâm not going to look clownish. It detracts from my features and Iâm not trying to advertise a palette to you.
5. Appearing comfortable plays a MAJOR role in being luxurious. Itâs common for people to have tight shoulders and loose abdomen muscles because theyâre UNCOMFORTABLE.
6. Being cheap is expensive. Being expensive is cheap. You use less of an expensive product than you do a cheap product. Be expensive.
7. Be girly + expensive. Be luxurious + expensive. Add + expensive to your personas so you donât look like you enjoy a certain niche as a hobby.
8. Donât grin. Donât appear too warm either. Overly warm women are common. Serious women are uncommon. Women who look serious while walking, talking to others, window shopping, etc. are approached by men.
9. No real names!! Your name is Reina when youâre out, not Aisha. I can make a post of names if you find it difficult to lie. Giving out your real name will bite you in the back. It will be even better if you have your alternative name as your party name. Practice your alternative name at the coffee shop!
10. You only know expensive. Save your money by eating less expensive meals at home (not fast food or cheap takeout) and ordering expensive when youâre out. You donât need to order a porterhouse steak if you enjoy a ribeye, but no sirloins.
11. Make sure your skin GLOWS. Wear sunscreen, lotion and a moisturizing body oil.
12. Practice hand and ankle massages regularly. Wobbly ankles show that youâre sedentary and arenât out and about like expensive women are. Tense hands show you think youâre not good enough to be at nicer places.
13. Leave the soft drinks at home!! Pretty please donât look at the fountain drink menu at nice places. We know those refills are free. It shows you canât be away from sugary drinks, youâre scrimping up change to go out and youâre an outsider.
14. Premium drinks are an acquired taste. Cherry lemonades, ginger refreshers and virgin mai taiâs, until youâre old enough. If you happen to sit in front of a bar, look up bottles that are on shelves to find out their average cost & taste.
15. You need to take time to do your makeup. Rushed makeup does not always follow your anatomy.
16. If you follow the rules, youâll still be standing behind the velvet rope. Childrenâs books taught us being nice is the golden standard & mean people are the villains. The mean people are the same ones who published those books to push out to the masses to stay out of their communities.
17. Acquire an intentionally selective pair of eyes. Gloss over people who donât deserve your eyes on them.
18. Most âcheapâ lipsticks are better than $20+ lipsticks. My matte $3 lipstick is more comfortable than a $20 one that dried like paint on my lips. Luckily I moisturized my lips well beforehand or else it wouldâve left my lips raw.
19. You donât need to worry about buying high end makeup if you canât afford the price. Iâd buy makeup palettes that have the classic colors you want in those palettes but for much cheaper. Many Maybelline palettes have high end colors.
20. Do not let men know how cheap you are. He doesnât need to know you do your grocery shopping at Dollar General.
21. Stretch very well before you wear heels for a long time. Heels are as common as sneakers and flip flops. Visit a cobbler or shoe adjustment store to make your heels more comfortable.
22. You really have to jump through hoops to become noticed in nice communities. You REALLY have to jump through hoops to become noticed in nice communities. You REALLY have to jump through hoops to become noticed in nice communities.
23. Spoiled women are the norm. You can tell how they position themselves, how their eyes gloss over you as if you didnât exist and they window shop because they can definitely afford to pay for what they want or have someone on speed dial who can.
24. You have to believe youâre worth it. Insecure culture only hurts you when you allow yourself to dig a deeper hole.
25. How your lips look are important. Double cleanse your lips, exfoliate them and use a strong lip balm.
26. Condition yourself before you go anywhere. Itâs an acquired experience visiting places in a different tax bracket without being intimidated.
27. Have your head on a swivel. Obsessed people are crazy. Make sure you arenât being followed or surveyed, bring protection and donât talk to just anybody. Stalkers are female too.
28. Your friendliness is a privilege. Youâll try to be haggled for free under the guise of friendship. Any man cannot talk to you.
29. Having straight hair doesnât automatically make it styled. Define your curls, moisturize your hair and at least wear rollers overnight.
30. Deeply analyze what men tell you. It can be a tactic to tell you what you want to hear so you can be broken down. A sentence with a lot of âyouâsâ should be taken with caution.
31. Youâre not easy. Make up your backstory, your finances are classified and you grew up as the main character.
32. Your total honesty is not valued. Youâll become a doormat for telling heartfelt stories every time.
33. Your money is not their play or mess up money. Youâre not walking him to his door, are you?
34. Youâll approach situations on a case by case basis. Being overly rude to an emotionally poor man can cause you to have to pay for yourself when being overly rude to a man comfortably in his masculine will entice him into paying for you.
35. Youâre building unforgettable experiences that others wish they had. Othersâ vacations will be frequent visits to you and your visits to luxury stores will be like grocery store visits.
36. Freestyling doesnât need to be planned. If you know youâre visiting a car dealership, wear cute outfits so you can be ready for anything.
37. Demonstrate airs. Treating yourself as if youâre all that is demonized, so donât honor that belief.
38. Act like old fashioned royalty. Treat yourself like youâve never done worse and how you expect not to be disappointed. Act like youâve never left that type of community.
39. Change out your signature perfume if youâre well known in your community. Your chance of being recognized will lessen.
40. Your level up can motivate the most unsuspecting people. If women in your family who grew up in their masculine have bouts of announcing they wish they could have their expenses covered when theyâre under tons of stress and they examine you, you could inspire them into investing in their future, no matter their age.
#femininity#high maintenance#expensive taste#pretty privilege#high standards#black women in luxury#black women in femininity#black femininity#luxury black women#femininity tips#level up#spoiled black women#princesskhalyiah#hypergamous lifestyle#levelup#leveling up#elegance#elegant#luxeliving#luxury
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Does it really matter how you live your life?
#dark academia#literature#movies#photography#travel#museums#architecture#home lifestyle#culture#education#scenery#health fitness#design#landscapes#geology#workout#history
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Hey is there reason we shouldnât eat below our basal rate ? Xx
Hey there, yes there are multiple reasons why you shouldn't eat below your basal rate.
I guess the one reason that (sadly) will be the most interesting for most of you guys is that eating below that basal rate will slow down your metabolism. As I tried to explain before your basal rate is the number of calories you need to simply exist. Like not moving at all. Just laying in the same position all day, not even talking. That means this is the number of calories required to keep your organs working. So in conclusion eating less than that will cause your organs to struggle in the long run. Failing organs mean a slow metabolism aka the begin of a vicious circle. You are trying to eat even less. Your organs will fail even more. You will have a hard time losing weight.
The other reason -obviously- is that your organs may not recover from the damage. If you keep eating less than your basal rate you can experience problems even later in life, when you are recovered. For example problems with your kidneys, your hormones (needing medication, languno hair, not being able to get pregnant, stop growth, stop of body development), your nails, your hair, your heart (high risk for strokes), problems with your bones (high risk of osteoporosis), high risk for infections, cognitive problems, problems with breathing....the list goes on.
Eating less than your basal rate just fucks with your metabolism.
Never eat less than
Basal rate+ burned calories
for long term and maximum weightloss.
#me#mine#personal#diary#mental health#weightloss#tip#basal rate#tw#may be triggering#triggerwarning#ed truths#trigger warning#possibly triggering
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What hobbies do you have? I feel like I don't know much about you outside of your recovery journey! <3
Omg I love that question, it's so lovely.
I am actually into drawing. Just got an ipad recently to start digital art too.
And I also like to do earrings/necklaces and stuff. Mostly y2k-inspired stuff.
I also go to the gym... but it's more like forcing myself to be active lol.
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Hey! Are u ok?? You haven't posted in a while, so just checking. Take care <333
Awee that's so cute. I have just been struggling with life lately. Like having a lot to do with university and work. I am also still heart brokenover my ex boyfriend. Like let's manifest that we can get back together please. I hope you are doing wellâĄ
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You guys are crazy. I reached 1 k and I wasn't even active lol. Thank you
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