For the littles and bigs who finally finished school
For the littles and bigs who just started a degree
For the littles and bigs who don’t know what they’re doing with their life
You are doing a great job at succeeding in life. You may feel stressed or any other type of emotion. Just know that even tho I don’t know your situation, I am very proud of how far you have come. Continue doing such an amazing job and you will get farther in life. If the situation is causing your mental health to decline get out of there and start something new to get better ❤️🩹 do whatever your heart desires because it will be you who will be doing whatever is chosen, so might as well be happy with the decision 💗
I’m making a masterpost with all of my AI chatbots for anyone who needs it! I’ll link it in my pinned post as well. I'm working on more at the moment and I'm willing to take requests!
“Yep, one second honey!”, you call out to your tiny as you walk to the kitchen to grab their sippy cup. It looks really cute and your heart melts a little. You would’ve loved this as a child, though you would’ve probably been too small to remember.
You lovingly rinse it out and pick out your tiny’s favourite squash (compromise as it was near bedtime) and feel your heart full of love. You liked being a cg, looking after a small one that desperately needed it and looking after them while they were innocently in oblivion to the world around them. But there was something else you felt in your heart.
You couldn’t tell at first, but you realised that you’ve been finding and pushing this feeling away for a while now. It felt like an ache. There was love but there was this gap that you could almost feel, it was so present, so palpable. It was painful.
It was longing. When you cared and doted for your young one, your younger self watched ravenously. She took interest when you watched cartoons with your tiny and wanted to play with their toys and be sung to the way you did to her. She almost felt jealous but tried to choke it down as best as she could.
You did own childish stuff, you weren’t exactly a fully fledged adult. But you took responsibility for what needed to be done and it gave you a sense of purpose and accomplishment. perhaps, however, there was a there was something else that you needed.
After you put your little one to bed, you sat with your little one’s jungle of toys and noticed an unused paci from a new pack of two lying unused. You could always disinfect and boil it later. You mulled for a moment before popping it in your mouth. It felt strange… but nice.
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Hi everyone! I decided to write about something that I’ve not seen an awful lot of, which is accepting that cgs can be little ones too! I, myself, find this pressure to hide any regression of mine to keep this image of a “responsible and capable” cg, as though someone that is both loses some supposed reliability. I feel that we should break this idea and understand that just as we have our grown up and regressed self, one can have a grown up, regressed, and cg self!
For me, I’m not sure if I like the term flip. It sounds like a fluidity between the two states, whereas i find myself to behave in two solid different ways and no fluidity inbetween. No hate on the word though! It think it’s awesome that it exists!
I hope this helps any cgs out there feel less alone dealing with this. Maybe we can work together to make a space that feels safe for us too! Let me know what you think!