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torubeth · 4 days
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as much as i want to drag someone to a bookstore w me, no one should actually tag along. cuz it’s torture no kidding.
i will choose a book, ask you for opinions, put it back while another book catches my attention, read thru that book, put it back on the shelf again, choose another one and go ‘yes this is the one’
and when i exit the shop, its a whole different book💀🤟🏼
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torubeth · 10 days
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i’m the only one who’s single in my friend group. until last week i had a pair but she found a green forest just 4-5 days back and went to explore. now imma 7th wheel everyone.
i’m living the life, can you tell??????
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torubeth · 19 days
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aren’t you going to write “degradation taken too far” but with satoru? 🫦😰😭
you asked for it babe; i didn’t wanna hurt yall gojo girlies (inc myself) but you want pain? ok. pain is what you get. warnings : (mature content 18+) smut, degradation, gojo being mean (yes it’s a warning), angst to comfort??and maybe have a tissue box or two????
‘look at the gorgeous mess that you are baby. never knew you’d fold this easy’ he remarks, lips trailing down your body, sucking violet coloured hickeys along the way.
‘satoru- i already told you that the last time, will be the last time! so why are you-!’ slowly but gently he slides in, a wave of contentment washing over you, immediately shutting you up.
‘hmm what was that? mind repeating it f’me sweetheart?’ he smirks.
you decided to stay quiet because what’s the use? you’re gonna end up with him on top you again. mostly tomorrow. and the day after that.
and that’s when you realise that the pace was starting to pick up and his hands were now on your clit, rubbing hard circles eliciting nothing but moans and whines from you.
‘satoru oh my god! shit, feel so good i feel like i’m gonna cum!’ you reach up to slither your arms around his shoulders, your breathy pants now right by ear.
‘toru agh! fuck fuck- i…i love you satoru, i love you so much! please, if you keep this up i might-’ suddenly with a roughness unknown to you, he pulls out.
‘wait wait wait, why’d you stop? i was so close-!’ you pant, leaning up on your elbows.
instantly, there was a shift in his aura.
‘love? you said love? what makes you think i will ever love someone like you? you’re just a hole to fuck. a passing cloud. something for me to do when i’m bored of my fucked up life. nothing more’ he erupts.
‘what?’ your voice was reduced to nothing but a whisper.
‘where in the wide wide vicinity of your fantasy land did you come up with ‘love’ ?’ he spat.
‘i mean seriously, you thought this was something-‘ he knew what he was saying was far from the truth.
why would he not love you? what is there not to love? if he knew what love meant, it’s because of you.
but you shouldn’t love him, but you do. why? why do you wanna be with him? why do you wanna be tied down to someone like him?
meanwhile your mind is racing with a million different thoughts, not knowing what or how to respond.
‘it’s best if you just leave’ he finishes.
you didn’t need to hear the entirety of his speech to know that you were…disposable? replaceable?
the dam breaks and tears stream down your cheeks, eyes red and body trembling. you gather of what’s left of your heart and face him ‘this really is the last time’ you whisper, meaning every word, clutching hard at the sheets for some kind of comfort, without breaking the eye contact.
that’s when his eyes look at you.
your eyes. god, your eyes. they were one of the reasons he fell in love with you. they were fierce, beautiful and always on him. but now they were broken, filled with pain and tears, still beautiful and held nothing but ache.
next was your lips he loved kissing so much. his personal favourite, was always ready to put him in his place and bring him to his knees. now they were trembling. in hate, or fear? he thinks he doesn’t really wanna know the reason behind that.
taking a deep breath, he steeled his nerves because there was no going back now. the cat and mouse chase ends here.
suddenly, a huge wave of warmth enveloped you and it took you mere two seconds to realise that he was hugging you, and hardly a second for you to come to the realisation that you would never push him away.
‘i want you to know that you mean so much to me. a while ago my world was nothing but dark, but you came painted it all, giving meaning to each and every little thing in it. i deserve to rot in hell cuz fuck, i didn’t mean a word of what came out of my mouth’ and that’s when you felt little drops on your neck.
never once has he cried in front of you, always going on about how ‘the strongest never cry’
‘you mean the world to me baby. when you told me you loved me, i was brain dead. never knew i was capable of being loved by someone like you. i mean, why would you love someone like me? all my versions are nothing but a wretched mess, so why would you-?’
pulling back to look at him, your eyes are stern when you tell him-
‘you are actually an idiot if you think i care about any of that’ wiping away this tears, your hands rest against his cheeks.
‘i want all your versions satoru. flaws and all. i want them to course through my veins. i want you in all my mornings and all my nights. i want you everywhere. and if you’re going down, i’m willing to go down with you. so please, please don’t push me away’ you said because loving him was as easy as breathing, your eyes once again starting to tear up.
and that was the confirmation he needed, as he leaned down ‘i love you, i love you so much. i fucking love you’ chanting over and over again. pressing kisses everywhere. your nose, lips, cheeks, forehead, everywhere.
‘i adore you and i promise to cherish you like you deserve till we’re old and wrinkly’ he bumps his nose against yours, earning a small laugh from you.
‘i know you will satoru’ you whisper, bumping his nose in return ‘i will love you till we’re old wrinkly too’
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torubeth · 20 days
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i’m new to your blog, so if you've already talked abt this, i’m sorry ‼️ but could you tell a little more about yourself? how old you are, your country, idk, whatever you're comfortable telling.. I love getting to know more about the people behind the pages
yessss ofc, it’s just that i’m never that active here. i post stuff and go mia for months lol so i never got the chance to formally introduce myself :p
so, i’m an 18 year old trying to finish her first year in uni cuz no one warned me abt the stress that will follow. originally never planned on writing like ever. i just made this acc cuz i got bored of wattpad long time ago😂 but here we are!!!!
i used to write for haikyuu but now it has slowly transitioned to jjk (pls pls pls for the love of god don’t scroll down and read them. i beg. idk who wrote them cuz it wasn’t me)
fun fact : i gen thought of quitting tumblr after september last year but i was like ‘i like writing, so why not continue?’
i’m the type of person to make up an excuse to cancel hanging out w my friends (i love them but still, i hate going out) to stay at home and just read.
you can catch me at 3am in the morning strumming my guitar to random ass chords (yours truly was in a band but that was in middle school :)
addicted to tats and piercings
i’m a barbie fan cuz who isn’t???????? (you’re a red flag otherwise……i kid)
omg this basically gives away my whole personality, i love arctic monkeys and taylor swift kinda raised me?????
andddddd that’s abt it, can’t think of anything more but hopefully this helped you a bit in knowing abt me??????
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torubeth · 20 days
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why can’t insomnia hit in the mornings?????? she’s so evil😔😔😔😔
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torubeth · 20 days
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Love that degradation taken too far with the jjk men dude 🥹🥹🥹 I NEED MOREEE
when i tell you my guts were going hay wire cuz i expected it to flop but it had the exact opposite effect omg. and thank you😚AND OFC I’LL TRY TO FEED YALL MORE!!! cuz my sem starts in a few weeks and i’ll disappear for the next 4 months or something lol
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torubeth · 23 days
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degradation taken too far (mature content 18+)
context/warnings : it’s smut, so kids shoo! hell of a lot of degradation. they’re so mean i hate them. (swearing, words used : slut and slutty) angst to i have no idea what. pls do lmk if i missed any tws. and as always, its not proofread :p gojo ver.
ryomen sukuna ‘is that all you can do? all your yapping earlier about ridin’ me was just talks? answer me’ his sudden shift in demeanour has you feeling really small. sure he is a rude ass prick but not to you. never to you.
‘no- i can take it. i really can ryo’ tears sting at your eyes as you struggle to take in his full length. his hands giving your waist a small squeeze.
‘yeah and that’s all you’ve been saying for the past goddamn fifteen minutes. either you take it like a good girl or i’ll just have to find someone who will. trust me, i can’ he eyes held no remorse of the words he just spewed and that’s when you break.
correction, you shatter.
somewhere in the back of your head you knew he’ll never leave you but him wording it out makes it seem like it’s bound to happen.
and so tears stroll down your cheeks, your hands and legs giving out on you, your body going limp against his and you whisper the same thing over and over again.
‘don’t leave me ryo. i’m sorry. didn’t mean to upset you. i’m so sorry. don’t leave’
quickly his arms wrap around your body protectively, your face between his shoulder blade and neck, wetting the area with fresh batch of tears.
‘i could never leave you. you’re-’ you’re it for me. ‘you’re always the one that keeps me sane. there’s no way i’ll ever leave you. i’m sorry baby, forgive me. i didn’t mean a word of what i said’ he says.
when he didn’t get a response from you ‘look at me’ he whispers. slowly you leave the comfort of his neck and meet his eyes.
‘i didn’t mean it. you could leave me on deathbed and i still wouldn’t mean it’
‘i can’t leave you ryo. i love you way too much’ you sniffle, new tears threatening to spill so you go back to huddle against his neck.
god. he knows you mean it. and that’s what makes him feel like a dickhead.
‘me too, i- i lo-’ he struggles, just as your palm reaches up to cover his mouth.
‘i know ryo, i know’ you whisper, placing your forehead against his, both of you basking in the quietness of the surrounding.
geto suguru ‘fuckin-! ah shit! some insane grip you have on me baby. can’t move if you clench and lock me up like that’ he smirks against your neck.
‘and a bit quiet today ain’t ya? you sure had a lot to say to satoru earlier heh’ he remarks.
‘we were just catching up suguru, nothing-! nothing more’ you whine.
‘catching up you say? does catching up require smiles and touches? do they angel baby?’ he raises his eyebrows.
‘no..’ you avert your eyes away from his.
‘that’s what i thought. so for that, now you pay’ he pulls out suddenly, and pushes all the way back in making you yelp out loud.
‘sugu! ah fuck, i don’t think i can go another round baby. s’too much!’ the pressure was starting to get to you and you were starting to lose stability.
‘hah, i know you can baby, this slutty pussy’s all you’re good for anyway. fuck, doesn’t matter whose it is, as long as you’re filled. am i right?’ his words pierced straight through your heart.
since when did he-?
out of reflex, your hands reach out to touch his face to make sure that this was a dream nightmare. otherwise there’s no way he-
‘don’t touch me with those filthy hands’ he spits but makes no effort to push your hand off.
‘do you really think that’s all i’m good for?’ your voice is soft, filled with pain, and suddenly it’s like he’s broken out of his trance.
what the fuck am i doing, he thought.
slowly he pulls out, all whilst holding your hand against his cheek.
‘absolutely not. no. fuck, did not mean it angel. i promise. i- i don’t know what came over me-! didn’t mean it. please i’m sorry. next time if i ever lose my shit with you, i want you to take the nearest sharp object and plunge it into my chest’ he heaves out a guttural sigh.
‘you were really mean you know..’ you wipe your eyes.
‘i know baby, fuck. i didn’t mean it. i did not mean it. i’ll never do it again princess, ever’ he repeats.
his face lands on your chest, thanking all the gods and the stars out there for giving him another chance.
he’ll never screw up again and that’s a promise.
nanami kento ‘you really couldn’t wait for a few hours? just had to go and think with your cunt, right? have you no- ugh! no shame?’ his thrusts were sloppy as his hands were placed around your hips.
‘kento- slow down baby, i- i don’t think i can last’ you whine, hands clutching at the sheets.
‘no. you asked for this you little slut. so shut. the. fuck. up. and take it!’ each syllable was accompanied by a harsh thrust.
the usually composed, sweet and calm nanami was nowhere to be found. he’s never once called you a ‘slut’ and what caused this? you rubbing him through his pants and riling him up at his office dinner earlier tonight.
he warned you off multiple times but did you listen? no.
‘why are you so quiet now? i thought this is what you wanted’ his voice comes out raspy and cold.
a quiet but audible whimper escaped your lips, making him halt his actions.
slowly he pulled out, gently laying you on your back as your body shook with each sob.
‘sweetheart…? why are you…’
you look up at him, eyes puffy and swolllen ‘i’m sorry kento, it’s just that, you’re never home these days and i missed you so much’ a cry that’s sure to crack his heart leaves your lips.
‘i just wanted you all to myself for tonight but i didn’t mean to be a bother-’
his warm body hovers over yours, ‘you’re never a bother baby. always know that. you will always be at the top of every and any list i make. there’s nothing more i want than coming home to you everyday after work. and i didn’t mean to lash out at you. you didn’t deserve that, i’m sorry’ he leans down to press a kiss to your forehead.
‘you will always have me sweetheart, never forget that. now let me make it up to you yeah?’
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torubeth · 24 days
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omfg the do me a favour lyrics?😭😭 love AM (& your jjk men drabble)
you’re such a queen for knowing that😩
and ahhhh thank you!!!!
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torubeth · 24 days
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hiii can i ask what spicy book you were reading when you made that gojo write?🙏🌚
you may absolutely ask🤭🤭🤭 and it is the pact by karina halle!!!! gojo was kinda inspired by linden in that one shot.
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torubeth · 1 month
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things you do that makes him go crazy (mature content! 18+)
just finished a spicy book and idk what came over me, suddenly wrote this w a high ass adrenaline. and yes it’s not proofread :p
gojo satoru maintaining eye contact with him while making out drives this man to the brink of salvation. he goes insane because of it. your arms locked around his neck, pulling him impossibly closer as you press your lips to his. ‘if i didn’t know any better, i’d say you’re asking for more knowing i wouldn’t deny it sweet girl’
geto suguru ride! his! abs! he loves to watch you fall apart just by riding his abs. the sounds and sighs that leave your lips, your eyes hazy and filled with adoration just for him, your fingers aching to hold onto something, preferably his hands. ‘just like that angel girl- just like that. move those hips for me yeah?’
nanami kento *sensitive neck alert!* don’t say i didn’t warn you. the second he walks in through the main door, you’re ready to pounce on the man. your hands immediately tug at his tie, pulling him close enough to place heated kisses against his neck which has him melting and moaning. ‘fuck baby, been needing this all day..’
toji fushiguro acting like a brat pisses him off yet has his dick reaching for the sky. we all know the man loves to be in control and that’s the finishing line. but you decide to go and act all high and mighty? he wasn’t having it, although he must admit, it was cute. ‘okay princess fun times done, now start behaving and bend over f’me’ his hands reach down to give your ass a little squeeze.
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torubeth · 2 months
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✩ geto suguru (mature content!)
the thought of locking legs behind geto’s neck as he eats you out to keep him in place while one of your hand clutches the bedsheets and the other tangled in his hair.
‘talk to me angel. lemme hear you’ his voice vibrates through your folds, sending shivers down your spine.
‘suguru! can’t- no more baby- i- fuck! slow down’ you whine, but it all falls on deaf ears. his tongue continues to lap at your cunt, hands pressing against your thighs.
‘just one more for me beautiful. you got this. i know you do’ he encourages.
nodding your head, you tighten your lock behind his neck, chanting his name like a prayer.
his fingers come up to rub at your clit, drawing moans after moans.
the knot in your stomach finally snaps as you gush around his face, legs trembling and heaving uncontrollable breadths.
‘good job princess. i’ll clean you up now so close those pretty eyes of yours and go to sleep. we’ll continue this tomorrow’ he whispered, leaning down to press a sweet kiss to your lips.
i’m rewatching jjk rn so ig i can say i finally found some motivation??????? p.s watch me go missing after this :p
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torubeth · 7 months
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thinking back to the time when smut was called lemon and it jus doesn’t feel right somehow..
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torubeth · 8 months
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i have to get up in 4 hours and my minds filled with thoughts of him and god!!! why is this man so fucking beautiful !??????
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torubeth · 8 months
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so it’s been a week since uni started and today the entire friend grp confessed they thought i was a bitch cuz i was glaring at everyone who breathed on the first day😭😭😭
apparently i have the ‘resting bitch face’ ????????
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torubeth · 8 months
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day 43798345099 of me trying to read a book while listening to music.
failed!!
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torubeth · 8 months
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one minute bakugou is yelling and screaming out all the profanities the dictionary has to offer. and the next ? he’s softly glaring straight at the board, his ‘calm as a breeze’ demeanor taking over.
why you ask ?
it’s because you’re holding his hand under the table with your fingers intertwined, tracing shapes and words on the back of his.
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torubeth · 9 months
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if you tell me you’ve never had a crush on this man, i’ll immediately assume you’re a pathological liar cuz girl- *inhales deeply*
(lol no i won’t.)
(jk i will)
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