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ticklishsubbyjamie · 6 days
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um…yeah…
also, certified lover boy is out…
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 6 days
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 6 days
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Lees: reblog if you’d like to be tickled
Lers: if a lee reblogs this and later is too flustered to admit they want tickles, you can send them their reblog as proof 😈
Simple as that!
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 8 days
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TRIGGER WARNING - CONTAINS VERY PERSONAL AND VERY SENSITIVE TOPICS SUCH AS SEVERE DEPRESSION AND TRAUMA, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
This is the real me, these are my true everyday thoughts.
The last thing I ever want to do is trauma dump anyone, but I need to release my pent up emotions somewhere. Please take the warning above seriously if this type of stuff makes you uncomfortable. I'm going on a sad and angry rant purely about local people i know in real life, NOT about anyone i talk to on tumblr, I genuinely love you. There will be very aggresive language. I'm posting this because this blog is my safe space and frankly i need somewhere to say what i'm about to say without paying for therapy.
I'm trying my best. I really am. It may not look it but i am. Me eating even 100 calories in a day, or waking up in the morning, is the best i have to give right now.
I am so far gone i don't even understand what's happening. I'm so fucking tired of life and don't know how much i can take anymore.
Tired of life-or-death level family trauma. I love them with all my heart and eternally grateful for the good they've provided to me, but can't ignore the bad either. They have ripped me apart, between being the golden child who's supposed to become a doctor and save the family, to the marriage counsellor/therapist for my parents, the lighting rod for my older brothers countless reckless idiotic actions, the suicide threats from family and friends and tearing myself apart trying to keep them alive, I can't take it anymore.
Tired of feeling hopeless, tired of feeling insecure about being 23 and still not having any sexual experience whatsoever because my attention was on my family and grades instead of living my life. Tired of watching the girls i fall so deeply in love in end up dating my closest friends it's fucking torture. It's pure fucking torture. I'm tired of telling people how i feel about still being single and told that being single is the best as if it isn't the most invalidating thing they could possibly say. Try never having any experience for your whole life, including never having your first kiss and tell me how you feel watching all your friends talk about their love lives, or having to watch it everyday knowing that it's something you'll never have.
Tired of walking around dead inside, tired of wearing a fake smike until i come home and crumble apart and pick myself back up the next morning to make it through the day, tired of losing interest in activities i used to be passionate about, tired of pretending like everything is ok, tired of constant doubt, tired of feeling the most depressed on christmas, new years, my birthday, pretty much any day that should be celebratory. Tired of the fact that everything i try to be happy doesn't work. I tried to gym consistently for 4 months, healthy diet, full time job, take care of myself, i can't anymore.
Graduating college very soon and all i can think about is how i became a shell of myself in those 4 years when i always dreamed about how college would be the place where i'd become the most happy and free. Instead it was disappointment and constant heart break over and over, from a straight A student aspiring to become a doctor to just trying to stay alive wondering what's the point...
I'm still trying my best
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 9 days
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small-dck-energy
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 9 days
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🥰
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 12 days
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 13 days
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I should start a company that provides a service where people that are stressed from daily life can go either get tied and tickle tortured if they are a Lee, or tickle torture someone if they are a Ler.
I would even offer plans and options. Do you enjoy being torture spread eagle and naked? Right this way! Do you want to have your clit tortured until you can't even pronounce your name anymore? Right here, ma'am.
Hell, I would even work with medical insurance to see if they cover it under mental health.
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 17 days
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🙋‍♂️ pls :3
reblog if you would let a 5’2” girl put you on a collar and a leash and dominate you
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 22 days
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HOLY SHIT
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New model Aries - and my new machine tickling worked wonderfully !
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 23 days
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 23 days
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Too real
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ultimately I just end up with another kink
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 24 days
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Makeout sesh where we're so mutually desperate for eachother that we can't keep our hands off of eachother, we dont even necessarily need to have sex, we just need to touch eachother - hands on eachothers jaw, neck, chest, shoulders, hips, anywhere we can grab.
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 24 days
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 25 days
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my mutuals can and should objectify me
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 25 days
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Reblog if you’re very, very ticklish
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ticklishsubbyjamie · 25 days
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Thinking about tying him to bed with his arms up, lying on the top of him, pulling him into a slow passionate kiss and starting to caress and tickle his armpits gently. Making a small pause to whisper “I’m gonna stop kissing you if you break the kiss.” Then just enjoying how he whimpers like a little puppy into my lips, because he wants to be kissed so much, but the tickles are still hard to handle🥺
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