im actually really suffering mentally from exhaustion. no motivation to do anything no more, im empty.

depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

help me find a reason to live.

damn I just did relapse lol

🤏🏻 this close to relapsing

🤏🏻 this close to relapsing

am i the only one that thinks I'm way hotter when I was deep in my depression phase? like I was prettier than ever when I was su1c1dal

I'm so severely fucked in the head and I always tell myself maybe I'll get better once I find out what exactly is wrong and why, or where it all went wrong but what if it doesn't, though?

what if I stay this mess for the rest of my life and there's no fixing it?

my depression consumes my soul and it takes over every thought in my brain

just cause I've been clean doesn't mean I'm not fighting the urge not to sh every single day.

I'm so ugly.

everyone around me seems to be doing their best while I'm just.. barely existing

about to relapse lol wyd

i used to have so much potential of being someone great until my mental health got fucked

why even bother to get out of bed when you feel disappointed in yourself every single day for not achieving more.

my thoughts devour me.

take me back to the time where I'd always stand a little bit too close to a passing train to feel the adrenaline in my body

'what if I just jumped right now'