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changing-mylife-now · 1 year

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"I could blame us breaking up on being too young and being too dumb

And being too caught up on past traumas

But the truth is we just weren't right, we planned a whole life

When we both know we should've just ended on the first night"

Gone ~ NF feat Julia Michaels

#gone #nf #julia michaels #its over #heartbreak #missing you #you're gone

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prince-tulip · 4 months

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It never mattered if i wasn't okay, it never mattered if i needed help, it never mattered that i was the one that had to fight for acceptance all the time, it never mattered if i was hurt or needed to just be understood better, it never mattered if it ended up being me. If i didn't seem like i met a certain criteria then i was practically nothing, if i messed up just once, i became easy to leave, even though i clearly tried so hard to make it work.

Anytime you've left me, i was the one that would still have to say sorry, i would have to look like an idiot time and time again. I was never fought for, i was never reached out for, i was always the one to do that, i was just met with silence for months always while your filled a void with someone else while i couldn't even move on, only to reach out for you and by chance, when you just happen to feel rather lonely and decide to take me back, i instantly am there for you. Like a dog.

After a hand full of times of this happening now, especially feeling so used for sex and getting just thrown away, seemingly for someone else within a weeks time frame, which i get you dont want to be alone but how could you let me in like that, make me feel as vulnerable as possible and as fully loved as possible, after 7 years and you do that, it hurt like nothing else has and of course im guilty of so many things but ive neve done that..i fully understood you, i know you wholeheartedly and i want you to be happy, despite feelings of indifference, disappointment and confusion.

I've finally realized i never mattered to you as much as you mattered to me. I know you loved me and i know i loved you but our intentions weren't the same, our understandings weren't the same.

I never mattered in the way you mattered to me and thats okay.

I'll try to find acceptance in that.

I hope you find acceptance and understanding in the end as well.

#it never ends #it never stops #im losing my mind #im so fucking tired #i need to move on #i need to let go #im lost #you're gone #self healing #mental health #i wish you peace

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hereslookingatyousquid · 5 months

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Henry Kissinger won't see the mean things you're saying about war criminals*

But your friends and followers who have committed war crimes will

#Thinkbeforeyoupost. #Choosekindness

🙏🙏

*cause he's currently rotting in hell

#henry kissinger #lol #ding dong #you're gone

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pettycomesinmanycolors · 7 months

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We always want what we can't have.

#it's been a year #you'd think id get it by now #somehow it hasn't sunk in yet #you're gone #alive but just gone

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alchimium · 1 year

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#sad rn #d3pression #kinda depressing #tw depressing thoughts #aestethic #i'm sad #grunge #love #feelings #my heart #my love #you're gone

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helpmepleaseimlosingit · 2 years

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I’m sorry

I’m sorry I’m such a terrible friend who hasn’t been kind or okay. I haven’t been listening and hearing you in your efforts to help me. All I’ve done is shoot you down and complain some more.

And you broke.

As you should.

Push me away to create healthy boundaries because this time I’m the horrible person pushing and disrespecting you in the first place. If I was a better friend to you all this time, maybe we could have lasted longer.

But I’m sick.

And the sickness is infectious.

And I can’t do this alone,

But I also can’t drag you down with me.

And I am so, so sorry that’s what happened. Our relationship turning into therapist and client, as I dump and dump my emotions and trauma with no regard for you. I needed to be a better friend and a better person and even now I can’t show you my feelings and my regret- that would just be more dumping.

More you telling me, “it’s okay, we’re okay, I’m sorry to hurt you.”

It wasn’t your doing, man, it’s all me.

I just need to listen and shut up this time. I need to respect you. Even if this makes me sob, and I hate myself even more than I already did.

Because I finally did it. I pushed someone away so far that they left me, as I deserve.

But this is just more sickness. Everything I do is layered in it. This is my actions having consequences. If I had just listened and heard you we wouldn’t be in this mess. I wouldn’t be in this mess. This mess of you telling me that you’re done wasting your time trying to save me. And me sobbing on my floor, finally broken, writing silly, so-called “poetry” into the notes app on my phone. If I had just taken your advice, I would have been just as sad and broken, but I would have had you by my side.

I could still take it back. Tell you, “I’ll get the help I need. I’ll admit that I’m sick and broken and I need help!” Tell you, “I’ll heal, talk to a therapist or a counselor, get healthy!” but even sobbing on my floor, having lost someone I love, I don’t think I have the strength. I’m too stubborn to accept help. I have to do it alone to “prove” to myself I can. That I’m capable. Stay my own enabler.

My first words back to you were that I was proud of you for pushing me away.

Why am I so sick? Why do I make it worse on myself?

Why? Why, why, why, why, why, why!

I’m yelling at myself for my own choices, my decision to push you till you actually left. I could stop you- you’re kind like that, you’d come back if I texted you right now. I can’t let myself do that to you. I am so sorry for what I’ve become. You don’t even know I’m feeling these emotions, you don’t understand how important to me you are. To you, your text was a few words and now you’re playing video games again.

And I’m on my bedroom floor, broken, writing a poem.

And I can’t tell you

Because then I’d be an even worse friend.

#depressing post #im sorry #depressing poem #I finally did it #you're gone #because of me

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timetotalkbeauty · 4 months

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Sometimes, I like to be alone.

#life #alone #fall apart #you're gone

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justmeforever · 10 months

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Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

You were bigger than the whole sky...

You were more than just a short time...

And I've got a lot to pine about

I've got a lot to live without

I'm never gonna meet, what could've been, would've been

What should've been you, what could've been, would've been you

#bigger than the whole sky #heartbreak #you're gone #i miss you #taylor swift #this song>>>#goodbye goodbye goodbye #music is medicine #this hurts #swifties #i love you taylor #i love taylor swift #Spotify

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vriesxelle · 1 year

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I'm so sad I can't breathe

23-05-02

#you're gone

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blackpebbletoad · 1 year

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He said, "Now hush love, here's your gown."

"There's the bed, lantern's down."

But I don't want to go to sleep; in all my dreams, I drown

- Jessica Lowndes

#nightmares #you're gone

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ruubesz-draws · 4 days

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Godzilla but it's GTA

Poor Tiamat... they did her dirty :(

It's okay Tiamat! I'll make your gijinka look beautiful!

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petricorah · 1 month

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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #zukka fic rec #myart #yall. yall. dani. this FIC #first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec #it is SO GOOD #your prose? amazing #your insights on grief? life changing #THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust #'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT #i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were #the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so #cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD #i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy #also #'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN #seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer #the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece

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charlietheepicwriter7 · 4 months

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One of Jonathan Crane's last patients before he began his experiments with fear gas was a young boy, barely out of his toddler years, who'd wake up every night screaming from intense nightmares.

Jonathan could still recognize that boy over a decade later as the boy was wheeled into Arkham Asylum, strapped to a gurney. Danny Fenton shot him a tired grin. "Hey, Doc! You mind if we start holding sessions again? I got a lot more tangible fears I need to work through this time."

#dc x dp #dp x dc #dcxdp #dpxdc #dc crossover #dp crossover #c: jonathan crane #c: danny fenton #arkham asylum #everyone and their mother can tell that danny isn't criminally insane enough to be at arkham #but danny managed to fake it enough to get sent there instead of blackgate #bc the GIW are on his behind and you can't disappear someone from arkham #escape? easily #but break in and disappear a whole person?#unless you're insane work there or batman breaking in is a nightmare #and headcount is too often; he'd be noticed as gone in 4 hours tops #plus his old psychologist is there and if he DOES disappear batman will at least investigate #jonathan is bluescreening right now; has so much time really passed?#jon's going to have a midlife crisis now

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fedoraspooky · 8 months

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Just saw some posts about how all the recent irritating changes at tumblr were made for the purpose of chasing growth.

And all i can say is, there's something kinda beautifully ironic about the possibility of tumblr's eventual downfall being due to their endless need for Biggering driving the natural wildlife away.

#its like we've gone full circle in a way!#and yes this is about them pushing tumblr live by making the snooze effectively useless on mobile #seriously does anyone even use tumblr live that ain't trashy bots?#man...#tumblr im still trying to root for you here because you're still slightly more tolerable than anywhere else #but you're really making this increasingly difficult for me here #tumblr update #tumblr updates #tumblr live #ONCELER FANDOM RISE FROM UR GRAVE UR TIME HAS COME ONCE AGAIN

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drawsmaddy · 5 months

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[ID: A digital line drawing of Caleb Widogast and Vax'ildan from Critical Role. Caleb is drawn with wrinkles and he's saying "Okay babe I'm getting old, time for you to move on." Text underneath what Caleb says reads (Essek does not want to move on while Caleb is still ALIVE). Vax'ildan is drawn with the raven skull mask he wears as the Champion of the Matron of Ravens and he is holding his left hand up in a peace sign. Text above him reads "been dead for 30 years and still sending ravens" and below that (Keyleth can't move on) is written. End description.]

They both suck at this (affectionate)

#caleb widogast #vax'ildan #my art #critical role #critical role fanart #what end of the 'i'm gonna die before my partner' scale are you? are you trying to make them let go before you're even gone #or are you holding onto them long after you're dead?#shout out to will for crushing the dead husband game

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bruciemilf · 1 year

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I wonder how many times Clark and the batkids + Alfred revived Bruce with the Lazarus Pit and just never told him abt it

#he pieces it together later but i mean. its so hard for him to miss now that hes looking back at it #like why is he always always always cold with a turtleneck on and heating blasting #why is his appetite so scarce? how come his sleep deprived body withstands hours - sometimes DAYS - of patrol #and functions perfectly? how come time passes by but he stays the same? why wont clark and dick stop giving gim #*him looks of loving grief?#why does harley slam her fists on her head when she sees him? ' no no no you're gone. you're GONE. I KNOW you are!'#why does selina smile at him with such heavy pity ' sorry bruce. i don't do ghosts'#bruce wayne #dc #dc comics #batman #batfamily #clark kent #dick grayson #jason todd #bc they def exclude the cloning. they dont want another bruce. they want THEIR bruce. tim #like can you imagine jason getting up in tim's face and just ' if you're not gonna stand by us then stay out of our way'#dark bruce? tired. dark BATKIDS? sign me the FUCK up #batdad #text

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