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kokoroisbleeding · 1 year

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#the mandela catalogue #the mandela catalogue fanart #the mandela catalogue gabriel #mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue fanart #mandela catalogue gabriel #tmc #tmc fanart #tmc gabriel #alternate gabriel #alternates #alt gabriel #alt!gabriel #alternate #fanart #digital art #digitalart #you werent supposed to see that #kokoroisbleeding

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artisthedgehog · 17 days

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i honestly think ppl should stop making fun of new/beginner artists the amount of times i saw someone posting a drawing and a lot of ppl commenting shit with the intent of making a joke out of it is heartbreaking especially cuz most of the ppl who post the drawings have so much potential and seeing others sayng things that can really discourage them from practicing and improving is just. yeah

#also like. art isnt supposed to be good anyway #at least for me the reason why i make art is to have fun even if i dont like the final product #and seeing ppl make fun of others who are just trying to enjoy themselves annoys me a little (and by that i mean a lot)#and what annoys me even more is when its a bigger and “better” artist thats making fun of the “”“”“worst”“”“” one #especially THOSE should know better #you werent born with artistic talent. no one was.#if u probably had to practice so much to get where you are right now why would you make fun of someone going through the same journey?#you should SUPPORT them. not make fun of their art #ive been wanting to rant abt this for a while LMAO #but yeah #u get my point #art things #artists on tumblr #art

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roryintheir90s · 2 months

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*sigh*

#Thinking about the au idea where Jimmy wins the 3rd life but at a cost #watchers werent happy with him about it #bc of his winning they went to spite him #erasing everyones memories of previous life series and blaming jimmy for it #“do you see what happened. its all your fault”#no one remembers Jimmy won 3rd life... and they never will. to them Jimmy is weak. such an easy target #but it wasnt like that before #not before he won #the watchers made him a canary after his won #it was a curse to jimmy #you will always die first bc you won a game you werent supposed to #but Jimmy remembers everything #every single game #every single time #his closes allies becoming his enemies #his enemies becoming allies #there was no one that was static for him #so he dissasociated. if he couldnt have those he cares for close. all he has to do is get rid of any feelings he might have had for them #Au's thoughts #.txtpst

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pespillo · 1 year

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the problem of wittebane fans is that much like philip did they focus on every action of philip´s childhood and young adulthood and forget the elephant in the room of a gap of 400 years of things he personally pushed upon almost, everyone, around him ,grimwalker demon and collector alike , like sometimes grief is utterly unsatisfying and leaves you without closure and everyone gets literally sick of you and then they stomp you to death because youre still wondering if theres a human out there whos gonna pity your ass , and then theres nobody. the world isnt gonna stop for you.

#also . sorry but a bias towards white tragedy is literally inevitable. it is ingrained in everyone to have a pang of pity at people like hi #him*#because hes fascinating and so many ppl see traits of themselves in him. perfectionist and overachieving #but youre missing out on literally everyone elses stories n how. similar they are to his in the first place #and you just dont talk abt it because you thought the wittebanes were going to be The Big Deal #but they werent what they chalked up to be. they leave you with some sort of taste in your mouth. like you been wronged #but you werent really. you really werent . you can project many messed up traumas n complexes on everyone else #youre just kind of scared of doing so because they are supposed to be the Better Guys #but they are as tragic. messy. strange and complicated.#edit: unrebloggable because im too paranoid i already had ppl jumping on me for neutral responses

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rozugold · 7 months

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#HI HELLO UH YOU WERENT SUPPOSED TO SEE THAT #YKNOW THE SMALL OUT OF CONTEXT ANIMATION BASED OFF BLOCK MEN #SORRY I DIDNT LINK YOUR SONG IN THE FIRST PLACE… I WAS GOING TO ONCE I UH FINISHED THE WHOLE ANIMATION #i feel a tad mortified rn #you dont just TAG the whole ass artist on aN INCOMPLETE ANIMATION ABOUT BLOCK MENN #ITS INCOMPLETE THATS THE WORST PART ITS NOT READY TO SHOW MASS AUDIENCES LET ALONE THE NARCISSIT COO #buries myself #rozu thoughts #i feel like I just walked into the kitchen in my pajamas and there sits one of my favorite songs writers just browsin through my sketchbook

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borderlinegerard · 1 month

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i hope i die, you broke my heart

#personal #my posts #so fucking tired oh my god #just yelled at my sister so loud that my throat is sore over a piece of fuciing plastic #sometimes ecerytbinf feels so bad and its like. what do i even do #like ok i relapse and i need a break from someone and they loose their fucking shit on me #taljing about how you always deal with my shit and youre tired of how i see you as the worst in the group #as if i didnt literally repeat to you over and over again that i love you and that i always will even when you kept denying it #all of the times youve left all the servers and the gc and all that and i was there to comfort you #theres a reason im always the person you go to #byt yeah . im neverrrr there for you #like is it just that im not there for you in the Same Way that youre there forme ??#does it need to be completely equal to be fair #and idk. i know hes struggling too but its so fucking stupid because ive been struggling for months and i dont treat u like tjat #im tired of feeling like i have to do two times more than everyone else ro be worthy of their love #like sorry man but im fucking sick and tired #i know ill be fine without you but like youre so sick right now that i dont know what youll do without all of us #idk im just like. you used to be so kind but now youre writing your name in mu blood #and sometimes i feel bad because i didnt mean evedytbinf i said to you but lets be honest #you didnt mean everyrbinf you said either #and i dont know if you were ever the right person because a lot of the time i think we are just two chemicals that werent meant to mix #but ill always remember you when i hear that one song and im making it sound like this is some kind if goodbye but it Really isnt #but like there was a time when i would tear myself apart for you. mot even because i liked you that much #i guess i just wanted someone that liked me as much as you did???#and when j say that it isnt even about one soecific oerson. its an amalgamation of ecery person tgat has ever loved me #a little more than they were supposed to #i think i hate ahen people love me Too Much because i dont want to be adored like that it scares me #iknow what thats like and i dont want to be someone fp Its so scary #okay if im being honest i dont know whbat the fuck im saying right mow #byt like. idk. im tired and i think im done. tbh

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gayassdbz · 2 months

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God I have people who consistently like my posts here now which means I can't say shit I shouldn't huh

#this was about me wanting to make my bi monthly what if i die post #However i dont wanna trigger or worry oeople now like. i gotta sstop becauze people check in on me?.#which. hm .#maybe 16 year old me COULD have used that but 23 year old me feel awkward like #oh noooooo you werent supposed to see that im suicidal and i just laugh it off #anyway #personal

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itadorey · 4 months

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on the train back home 🤩

#grrrr #this weekend was…#have yall ever seen something you werent supposed to #and then heavily debated telling someone #but feel like no one would believe you #bc everyone else was too inebriated to see it #so i might sound crazy #if i tell someone #and i doubt anyone would believe me #NOTHING BAD #but like something silly that can potentially alter the friend group #i was dd 🧍‍♀️

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2-kamikou-1 · 4 months

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sometimes the slightest of things set off the most sickeningly nostalgic feelings in me

#feeling dry hands or a raised bump on my skin #how you told me that song you liked and I listened to it on loop until my tablet died #hearing about and watching zelda and pikmin get popular #roleplay or sitting in a colorful room in a weird position just reading things off on my chromebook #even if we may never see each other again #the smell of the library and all its books with elaborate covers #knowing by muscle memory where I'd go. and where you'd go. and where we'd sit across the table from one another #the library where we whispered in line when we werent supposed to be talking #the library where we'd go to learn Spanish #and you sat next to me and told me your favorite word was suéter and I told you mine was rapida #remembering the computer lab where we'd play on your brother's scratch account until the class ended #how we'd laugh at each other's handwriting #how you would talk me through it when I'd break down because of the bullying and say i wanted to disappear even though we were so young #saying I didn't understand and I didn't feel like there was a reason i should be alive and you told me I'd find it eventually #how we'd race across the playground to get in line when recess ended #how you told me that song you liked and i listened to it on my tablet til it died #how you broke your arm and i brought a sharpie to school the next day only to find you were in a sling not a cast #and we laughed and you said i should draw a mustache on our other friend instead #you trying to expose her diabolical plan to kiss the wall and we laughed at the lunch table til our stomachs hurt #you stood next to me in line so that he would quit hitting me #I've had many dreams about you #waking up very disappointed #i hope you're doing as well as you were in those dreams #even if you don't remember me #not a day goes by where i don't think of you #and not a second goes by where i don't miss you

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sophiehatterp · 1 year

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has anyone realized that "tonight im gonna dance / for all that we've been through / but i dont wanna dance / if im not dancing with you / tonight im gonna dance / like you were in this room / but i dont wanna dance / if im not dancing with you" is literally nina after matthias died?

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faerociousbeast · 1 year

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homophobia sucks

#ughhhhhh the world is in so many crises all the time and all i can do is feel really sad #this is so. this is so lame what do we even have left #climates changing medias censoring police murdering technology advertising companies selling #theres no fucking escape and im really really tired #go outside... where. where. where can you go anymore.#the forest behind our backyard isnt a forest anymore its literally like three trees thick #bc they fucking cut half of it down to make new houses #and now all we see from our backyard are those other houses that werent there before #so many people will never see the sky full of stars #animals are going extinct but nothings being done bc theyre not Useful or give Profit #the very same kids you say youre protecting by banning so many things are being shot in the very place you said they were safe #no matter where you go your data is being sold there is no such thing as privacy #there is STILL A FUCKING PANDEMIC #and we are just supposed to. be used to it. immune. desensitized. is that not worse #the idea that ignoring it is all we can do bc caring wont even do shit #bc its bc people who dont care about anything other than themselves made all the decisionsn #and now everythings a fucking shithole #and all i can do about it is get upset in fucking tumblr tags

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sirompp · 11 months

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did you know lego has a "pick a brick" thing on their site whee you can pick individual bricks to buy. unrelated but did you know ive never shopped online for anything before.

#im still not done...#ive had this tab open for days.#n*njago friends you will be real soon.#<-censored so it doesnt show up in searches. youre welcome random people ill never see who are just trying to find fandom content <3 #im getting extra of some pieces bc i want to paint them.......#i literally have just minifigure pieces in here btw.#i used to be (and still am) obsessed with making minifigures #more than building sets anyway #bc. like. sets you get to make once. but lego OCs? you can unmake and remake them foreveerrrrrrrr #like they have so many normal lego pieces on here too but how am i supposed to know what pieces ill need for a build.#i dont even know what im going to build!!#i wish there was a site or a program where you could like. make your own lego builds with whatever pieces you like #and then itd tell you what pieces and how many youd need to make it irl so i could order them on the site...#in an ideal world id be playing with legos So Much but sadly i dont have very many legos.#ive literally only made 2 lego builds that Werent straight from an instruction manual and that was. this month.#only one of them is a real build the other was just a set piece for photos for a silly storyline i was doing in my discord server #the van doesnt look great. the windshield comes off So Easily and also Doesnt Even Align With The Rest Of The Van Theres Like This Weird Ga #and the other thing is just a wall with 3 chairs and a Very Bad Looking Mirror/Window and the walls made with ROOF PIECES.#and i mean. theres this old saying. limitation breeds creativity.#idk if its an old saying tbh i remember seeing it one time #and its definitely true. my builds look Kind Of Stupid but theyre charming and theyre MINE.#if i had access to every single piece in the world the hair salon set piece might not have had pink and white striped walls #which are only striped bc i had to put flat white tiles between the roof pieces cause i didnt have enough of them #and the van. um. ok im struggling to think of a good thing to say about the van i just like it man even if it looks a bit shit #i used the horse stable doors as actual openable car doors which is something ive always wanted from a lego car #actually if i had all the pieces in the world i wouldnt have made the hair salon setpiece thing anyway cause i only made it bc #i lost the hair piece of one of my minifigures and Could Not Find It At All and thought itd be funny if i made the guy go to the hair salon #AND if i had all the pieces in the world that minifigure wouldnt even exist!!!! i would never have made n*injago friends bc i would have.#just had the normal n*njago minifigures. no need to White Womanify them because like every lego friends piece is a white woman piece #and the Cole With Gun bit wouldnt exist bc my friend would have never thought he was holding a gun instead of an axe

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sonknuxadow · 2 years

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"haha tails is gay for sonic" killing and biting and scrathcing and maiming and stabbing and

#ive seen so many people make weird jokes like this ever since the second movie came out and like.#theyre brothers you sick fucks. killing you #and i know a lot of the people making these sorts of jokes dont know much about sonic but its still gross and i hate seeing it #ALSO the way a lot of the people who make these jokes dont know about the age gap between sonic and tails??#like i can understand someone only watching the movies or a few episodes of sonic boom or something #and not knowing that sonic and tails are supposed to be brothers. thats understandable. but how can you not notice the age gap???#tails is clearly a little kid and sonic is clearly much older than him. if you didnt realize that you werent paying attentoin #sorry for complaining about so much stuff today i just feel like being a hater right now i guess

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httpiastri · 8 months

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as happy as i am for lissie and marcus (even though I knew they were already together because I literally watched them make out with my own two eyes) it was honestly my last straw. I’m so tired of seeing everybody on my social feeds happy and in relationships when I’ve just had the worst week of my life and have basically given up on falling in love because if I can’t even drive how am I going to go to places where I’ll meet people?!?!? i have spent every Valentine’s Day alone while my friends go on elaborate dates and I’m just so so tired

not the make out sesh 😩 oh to see them with my own two eyes irl... what a pretty sight it would be

this got quite personal and hit a little too close to home so im putting a lil keep reading thing

love :(( i’m truly sorry you feel this way... but god i felt this ask so much... first of all, i'm really sorry about you having a bad week. it's completely fine to feel the way you're feeling, it must really suck, but i'm sure you'll get the license and you'll be driving shortly!! i am keeping my fingers crossed for you ❤️

i’ve always been very calm about relationships and love, very much “i’m not in a rush” and “it’ll come when it’s time”. i’ve always been a hopeless romantic but i haven’t been stressed about it – i’ve always been so busy that i haven’t really had time for love, and i've been okay with hearing about friends and their great love lives while i've spent pretty much every weekend and holiday alone at home. but… eventually, it becomes exhausting, you know? when falling in love for real just seems so far away and like something so hard to achieve in some way....

i also kind of feel you on the driving part... i decided not to get my license for a bunch of reasons, and idk how i'll get around without driving... but also as i am still living with my parents, it just seems impossible to meet someone, because where would i bring them? home to meet my snooping parents?? no way

i think we just gotta hold on to the hope that when it is the right time, it will happen. i don't believe in the whole "don't rush it" thing, i think that we're all allowed to seek and chase love if we want to, but i also think it's okay to take a step back and just breathe and be okay with the situation. unfortunately, our current day society is so formed around relationships, soft launches and hard launches and dinner date pics on insta and public proposal videos, that i feel like the pressure easily gets overwhelming. there's also something in the way that people think other people's love lives is any of their business, like friends and relatives asking me why i don't have a boyfriend, as if a partner is something i need to live my life? surely it would make it better, but i don't need to be reminded and hurt yet again over the fact that i'm alone, when i'm just trying to move on in life...

i'm trying to stay patient, open to any opportunity, and remembering that social media is merely a highlight reel and not reality. i hope you too can find peace in remembering that things will get better, we just have to work through this first. we will get through it and come out stronger on the other side. darling, if you ever need something from me, want to rant, or anything else, know that my messages and inbox are always open 💗

#ive really liked seeing drivers and their partners recently #but i think that in some way it's just like a coping mechanism to cope with the fact that im so very alone #i think it originates in the wish of being one of them even though i do feel very realistic and dont actually believe that it could happen #but i mean honestly #if we werent even the tiniest bit delusional #would we be here writing and reading the self insert fics??#like sure i dont do it just for that reason #i love writing and i love fiction no matter what kind and blah blah #but we could've all been reading random scifi or romance fics instead and yet so many people get stuck on celebs x reader #housing is really expensive in my city so not a lot of people move out early (like pretty much none of my friends have moved out)#and i just dont get how they manage to have partners and still live at home? are their parents not crazy like mine??#i am supposed to be moving out soon though but rn idk how that would change my situation #still have to deal with social anxiety and shit #this ask hurt so much #ive been hitting a pretty rough patch recently aswell and im kind of thinking that i need to break down fully to be able to build myself up #but its so goddamn scary #idk why im oversharing and ranting so much shfkdjf i apologize #i really hope you find happiness and a great love #i truly admire you for working through this despite how hard it all is #why does it all have to be so exhausting?#asks!

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murcielagatito · 1 year

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barbara and gerald are so queerplatonic like just look at them they love eachother so much and have kids together and live together and eat cute lil lunches together that is a gay husband and his lesbian wife and they love eachother so much. like ugh <3

#if anybody knows of a good workwives fic with queerplatonic howards please let me know #wanna see them love eachother wholly and genuinely #barbara howard #gerald howard #ESPECIALLY WITH THEM BEING OLDER QUEERS TOO #and ESPECIALLY with them being religious older queers #like imagine loving who you werent supposed to and then finding a man that feels the exact same way and just ugh #u know how it goes #they marry out of convenience and have kids be theyre supposed to #but they just dont love eachother that way #they try for a really long time and it just doesnt work out that way #they knew it never would but they try #and theyre so used to eachother and do genuinely love eachother that #they decide its easier for everyone to simply live together #and then eventually after all that they become besties #gay married besties that have kids together <3 #the howards <3 #<- their queerplatonic ship name that imma use on here #abbott elementary

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turntechgodbeheaded · 9 months

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JUST KILL ME

#YOU WERENT SUPPOSED TO SEE ME LIKE THIS

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