#you all can just do whatever witht his post that you want.
cheater!eren is OUT. toxic lovesick obsessive!eren is IN......i dont know what it is about obsessive!eren but it's my absolute favorite version of him. just a clingy unbearable bastard who you won't be able to ditch. like.......ever.
cw ;; obsessive!eren, mention of babytrapping, 18+
i don't think eren would cheat like. not at all. the way he acts in s4 is a result of a lot of things but above all else he's an emotional and clingy, unbearable and toxic bastard.
and that's what i like about him so much. if you're gonna give me bastard eren, i want eren who fights people because they look at you too long! i want eren who all of your friends fucking hate and no one can figure out why you're with him! i want eren who tries to move in with you like...3 months into a relationship!
in my heart of hearts, i think eren is fucking lovesick and obsessive with you. you show him kindness all of three times and he is genuinely so in love with you he'd do just about anything for you but he's so fucking posessive and jealous. and you're you - normal and nice and you get along with all of his friends.
eren would never cheat on you, but he will drag you out of a party cause you and jean dance next to each other too long and he will get a tattoo for you because he thinks you're his twin flame and he will post so many fucking love songs to you because he is just that unbearable.
the thought of you being with anyone else makes him sick to his stomach and the thought of you loving anyone else brings him to his knees and he picks fights and argues with you because he just wants your attention, needs your eyes on him, needs you to be all his 24/7 - can't you just give him that?
eren yeager who fucks you in the back of your car, always in missionary so he can look you in your eyes when he fucks you - make sure you see how he loves you. tells you that he'll do whatever it takes, tells you he thinks about trapping you and how your kids will have his eyes and tells you he's thought about you since you first met.
you're gonna look me in my eyes and tell me the eren who fights so much and so hard would cheat on you instead of being obsessed witht you? not on my watch
When I was fifteen years old, I found out about Star Trek: The Original Series. Back then, Star Trek as I knew was only The Next Generation, and I was apathetic about that. I found out through simple curioaity, but I had nothing to better to do so I looked into it. It sounded kind of interesting, so I found the show on Hulu and decided to give it a shot. I quit midway through the third episode. I saw it as old, cheesy looking, and dumb. Why waste my time on something old? Over the years, the more I got involved in online fandom culture, the more I would see it pop up. The more I would ehar about how having PoC inr egular roles was revolutionary just because it showed that they existed. How the show enrained so many science fiction tropes and ideals into modern Americn media in the vein as Dotor Who has in Britian. Heck a review show I used to watch went over the comic adptations of the films, and came off as so passionate about the franchise that I remembered my previous stance. Remembered how I threw it aside as a relic of the past, despite me even thn seeing the value as I valued classical animaiton and children’s media very highly.
IDK what provoked it, but in January of this year, I decided to watch the entirety of Star Trek. Maybe it was quarentine rentine making me snap. Maybe it was me giving in at last to those urges that had been prodding at me for years. Regardless, I made the choice, and it only made sense to begin with the one that started it all. I am now 28 years old. I have grown far more patient and respectful with the things that came before my time. Media holds a great deal of value and whether I understood it or not, Star Trek was vital to popular media. I was ready to give it a second chance. I expected to go in with a greater appreciation, but otherwise not have many strong feelings abou it. I got through those three episodes again with my feelings better than before, but not too different. But I was determined to keep going. So for two months, I watched episode after episode and this weekend I ended it with the original films. Now here we all at the end of the journey. How do I feel?
I felt very regretful for throwing it aside the way that I did.
I greatly enjoyed TOS. Far more than I had ever expected. It is very much a product of the 60’s. There was a limited budget and it showed, though they made the most of it. There were many ridiculous plots, rampant sexism, and hammy acting that is utterly laughable. Some days I could go along with it, other days I just wanted them to get it over with. And yet, none of it kept me away. There were ideals revolutionary for the time like PoC standing equal to others, themes of all kinds such as anti-war and humanity, great science fiction concepts that may be standard today but don’t rob them of their enjoyability, and so much fun but also many moments that made you think. But most of ll, it had such lovely characters. For me to care about a show, I have to care about it’s chracters. I knew a few things via pop culture, butt hat’s not the same as understanding them as a viewer and media can frequently exaggerate the reality. And as I found out, there was far more to them than what mdia lead me to believe.
Kirk I only ever knew as a brave captain who made out with a lot of women. While that’s true, I can’t call him a reckless womanizing asshole. He was brave, optimistic, diplomatic, and charming. He could be light-herted, but also very much a devoted Starfleet Captain whose duty is his entire being. I was shocked at how much I grew to care about him. Seeing his triumphs, his failings, his strengths and flaws, even on an off day I cared about him. Even when William Shatner hammed it up too much, I enjoyed seeing him. Spock was who I knew the most about consideirng how popular he was and I wasn’t sure what to expect, but I also grew to love him. His logic, his struggle with his dual being as half Vulcan and half Human, his loyalty to Kirk and his dedicaiton to his duty. I could see why he meant so much to people, esecially witht he level of depth and work that Leonard Nimoy put into the character. There’s s amny little things that you begint o notce and it makes Spock feel all the more real. But by far the biggest appeciaiton I grew was for McCoy. He was the character I knew the least about aside form him being a doctor and remembering the first episode. But GOD I love his character so much. His crankiness, snarkiness, and his arguments with Spock were entertaining but seieng how compassionate, devoted, and caring that he is especially when I watched The Empath ahead of time and saw his sacrifice... damn. Not to mention DeForest Kelley’s perormance with him imo being the best peformer aside from Nimoy. He gave it hus all even during the dumbest episodes and that always earns my respect. I didn’t think I’d care about Bones that much, knowing him as that guy who’s more important than the rest but not even close to as much as Kirk and Spock, and he walked away as my absolute favorite character who I will continue to give the love and appreciate that he deserves.
The others were great too. Scotty was funny, great at his job, and the amount fo times he saved thm all via some miracle is to be admired. Sulu was significant for being an Asian man as a regular and in a high position, and I just loved having his prescence. Uhura being a Black woman treated as an equal by her white male peers and being a dedicated, sassy communicaitons officer as well as her lovely musical talents made her a delight. Chekov when he came along added a nice, youthful prescence without him getitg annoying and having a Russian as a hero at that time was also a big deal. While the show struggled BIG TIME with gender and feminism, it was major at the time for presenting PoC and those of other nationalities as equal to others, and the cast clearly did their best to make them feel like actual people. I respect that a great deal. We all should sot hat we can keep improving from there.
I didn’t expect to care. I expected to get the show over with and have something to occupy my time. And yet, I do care. I care about these characters. I care about the shenanigains that they get involed in. I worry when they get into distress even though I know that they’ll be fine. There were plenty of things I knew in advance like Spcok’s deaht in the movies... and I cried anyways. I knew that nothing long-term bad would happen in the series, yet I feared for the cast and their situaton anyways. I grew invested in them. In their relaitonships. The Kirk-Spock-McCoy dynamic was by far my favorite thing and it kept me wanting to keepw atching. Not to occupy my time, but because I genuienly wanted to see what they got into and how they got out of it. To see Kirk and Spock’s mutual respect and trust in each other. To see Spock and McCoy argue over logic and emotion and be wiling to defend the other, to see Kirk and Bones joke and be at ease with each other as the close longitme firends that the are, and just having the three together... it was such a perfect dynamic. Hell I didn’t expect to ship anything aside form maybe Spirk due to knowing it’s significance to fandom, slash,a nd the LGBT+ community. And I came away shipping all three dynamics...a nd veering on all three together, but IDK if I’m quite there yet. But whether shippy or platonic, their relaitonship together is perfect and I loved it.
Now, the journey is over. Oh I plan to go back and do it all over again. I plan to pay even more atteniton. I plan on giving each episode as good of an analysis as I can give. I plan to try and seek out things like the novels and the comics so that I can have more itme with them. I plan to watch the reboot films to see what happes in a different universe. I plan to watch TNG and hope that I enjoy those charactrs that I ignored my entire life just as much as I did these. But for now, it’s over. It is a ride that I am thankful to have taken. I came in indifferen, and am leaving a fan looking forward to whatever else awaits. Thank you Star Trek TOS for this amazing two month journey. Thank you tot he cast and crew who put so much into it despite everything working against them. Thank you to the fans who watched it and kept it alive for all of these decades. And to those who read tot his point and all of my watchthrogh posts, thank you for sitcking with me. It was, without doubt, an experience that I’m never going to forget.
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NFL is nearly a year-around sport. And when these NFL dads are not on the field, they are keeping busy with their multiple children. Here’s a look at some NFL players spending time with their kids.
Steve Smith, Wide Receiver, Baltimore Ravens
The Carolina Panthers stopped showing the love for Smith this past season when they released him. This is definitely not the case with his beautiful family.
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Jay Feely, Kicker, Arizona Cardinals
Here are some pictures of Feely’s personal army.
My girls all dressed up for the game.
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— Jay Feely (@jayfeely) July 1, 2014
Drew Brees, Quarterback, New Orleans Saints
Brees impresses on the field and has three sweet boys as well as a baby girl on the way.
Happy Father's Day from the Brees boys! pic.twitter.com/OVbv49vLpP
— Drew Brees (@drewbrees) June 15, 2014
During Bounce TV interview, @drewbrees says wife is 6mths pregnant with 4th child. Does as much as he can helping around house w/3 boys.
— Christine Sperow FOX 5 (@ChristineOnTV) June 2, 2014
Steve Weatherford, Punter, New York Giants
Weatherford keeps busy working out like an insane man. But besides that, he finds time to spend with his big family.
This melts my heart. Sweet baby RaRa with my Father's Day puppy present- Yoda. #TeamWeatherfordpic.twitter.com/wFa6lnZGoL
— Steve Weatherford (@Weatherford5) June 21, 2014
Antonio Cromartie, Cornerback, Arizona Cardinals
This is a serious case of kids going on here for Cromartie, and I’m not even sure how many baby mamas there are.
Not sure about that tall, heavy-set blond one in the left top corner, however, this should take care of the small over-population of Cromartie babies.
Nate Burleson Wide Receiver, Cleveland Browns
Burleson is one of my favorites to follow on Instagram and Facebook, because he posts the cutest pictures of his three kids. Agree?
Travis Henry, Former NFL Running Back
Geesh, Henry certainly has a lot of kids.
Shout out to Travis Henry's baby mommas. 9 kids with 9 moms
— Tyler Sikora (@tsikora12) May 12, 2013
Maybe this will help put a hault on the kid situation.
Tom Brady, Quarterback, New England Patriots
Brady has it all. The beautiful trophy wife and some cutie-pie little children to complete his Brady Bunch package.
Chad Johnson, Former NFL Wide Receiver
I need a pronunciation key for all of Chad Johnson's kids' names😕
— Camille Hayes (@KeepRealCamille) July 13, 2014
Philip Rivers, Quarterback, San Diego Chargers
I’ll give Rivers the credit of having the most kids traceable to the same mother with a total of seven.
Fun fact: Philip Rivers is a devout Catholic, married his junior high school sweetheart and has 7 kids.
— SportsBlogNewYork (@SportBlogNYC) January 5, 2014
Can’t quite seem to catch one of Rivers’ complete army, but you get the idea.
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How our experts predict the 2020 NFL season playing out
INDIANAPOLIS — Boy meets girl.
The boy, a year ahead of the girl and the son of a football coach, follows his dad to a different high school nearby. He blossoms into a star, heads off to college. The girl follows a year later, lives with the boy’s parents in his college town.
They get married after the boy’s freshman year.
The boy, Philip Rivers, is going to college and playing football. Sometimes he gets to sleep in, stay in the bed until 10 a.m. The girl, his wife Tiffany, is making the money, working at a day care, getting up early even after getting pregnant with their first child.
They decide they’re not going to put a number on how many kids they might have. Philip and Tiffany both come from families of three kids, but Philip’s family tree is full of big, heavy branches. Both his mom and his grandfather came from families of nine: seven girls, two boys.
© Kirby Lee, Kirby Lee-USA TODAY Sports Then with the Los Angeles Chargers, quarterback Philip Rivers kisses wife Tiffany during practice on Aug. 17,
“I think really, it was just whatever God’s will was,” Rivers said. “We were just open. Certainly didn’t have a number on it. Still don’t.”
The number, so far, is nine.
Seven girls. Two boys.
The boy, Philip, and the girl, Tiffany, happily have their house and their hands full.
“Our relationship is key, too, in raising a big family, because we were best friends first,” Rivers said. “My wife, she always says I’m the head and she’s the heart.”
Rivers has always believed the most important thing a parent can give their children is time.
There are two distinct seasons in the Rivers household: the offseason, when Rivers is home a lot, picking up the kids from school and coaching Little League teams, and the NFL season, when his job commands a lot of his attention and Tiffany’s remarkable strength and perspective amaze her husband even more than they normally do.
“It’s funny, because I don’t feel the stress, but mentally, physically, it can be wearing on the whole house, in general,” Rivers said. “I always go, ‘Football season’s here, it’s great!’ and Tiffany’s like, ‘It is great, you’re just in a different mode.’”
A mode that still includes the entire family.
Even as Rivers the quarterback is in his element — few people love the sport of football more than him, a 38-year-old who still seems as excited as a sixth-grader to get on the practice field — Rivers the father is still intent on giving his kids the most important thing. The Rivers family tries to eat together on Wednesdays and Thursdays during the season, around 6:30 or 7 p.m., and when he’s home, Rivers tries to be as present as possible: listening to their stories, reading a book to the younger ones, playing in the yard, finding time to be silly. He likes to talk things through with his kids, thoroughly explore their hearts.
Philip, the head, is the one who pushes his kids a little bit, who challenges them to overcome the obstacle. The one who teaches them to swim, to ride a bike, to attack the math worksheet and figure it out. The one who sees the ball bounce off his kid’s head in the yard and tries the old parent’s trick, telling them they’re OK, trying to teach them to overcome the setback and keep going.
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Tiffany, the heart, is the one more likely to comfort when it’s something a little more serious, when they can’t just bounce right back. She’s also the one who sees the world a little differently, who can bring a different perspective to her husband in the middle of the football season, who helps him see what’s happening on the field a different way.
“I think you need that balance,” Rivers said.
The boy, Philip, and the girl, Tiffany, teach certain principles, essential principles, to every one of their kids. A devout Catholic family, they’re raising their children to know, love and serve God, and to love others. To love their family. To lead their siblings, to look out for them.
But as every parent knows, each one of the kids has his or her own personality,own spark, own identity.
“One in college, one in high school, and then an eighth-grader, sixth-grader, fifth-grader, third-grader, first-grader, preschooler, the little baby, the dynamics are different with all of them,” Rivers said. “They’re all awesome in their own unique way.”
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The oldest, born while Rivers was still at North Carolina State, is 18 now, headed off to college and remarkably mature, a young woman who plays tennis, loves to sit and visit, to grab a cup of coffee and read.
Quiet and strong, a leader for the rest of the kids.
“She reminds me, big-time, of her mom, which is a big compliment,” Rivers said. “The biggest compliment I can probably give.”
Halle has always felt for others, feels the highs and lows of her father’s career more than anybody else. When she was 7 or 8, Rivers and the Chargers lost a divisional playoff game in Pittsburgh, and when he called home, Halle was inconsolable.
“’I know Dad wanted to go to the Super Bowl so bad,’” Rivers remembers Halle telling her mother. “So she kind of takes it in, takes on those emotions.”
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Rivers and his second-oldest see the world differently. They catch every oddity, every detail. If the family’s in the car, flying down the highway and a farmer’s off in a field half a mile away picking a strawberry, Caroline sees it with crystal clarity, then throws it back to her dad.
“We are a lot alike,” Rivers said.
Now that she’s in high school, it means her parents can’t get away with a stumble in the kitchen or wearing the wrong shirt. Her eyes catch everything.
“She doesn’t let anything slide,” Rivers said.
Always ready with a joke or a laugh, Caroline has the wit to make the barbs sting a little.
And when she wants something, she’s not about to let go of the idea easily.
“Caroline is very strong-willed, and I say that as a huge compliment,” Rivers said. “She’s kind of a go-getter in that regard.”
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They used to call her Combo.
Grace is like a blend of her mother and her father, capable of fitting in almost anywhere, ready for anything.
“She goes with the flow,” Rivers said.
A tennis player like her older sisters and a basketball player like Caroline, Grace is comfortable playing Wiffle Ball in the yard with the boys, comfortable heading off to shop with the girls, fully invested with the younger kids when they’re playing house and ready to stay up late with her dad watching a game.
“Grace, to me, is so versatile,” Rivers said.
He finds himself marveling at the way she’s grown up, the way she’s matured. The conversations Rivers can have with Grace — with all three of his oldest, really — are beyond her years, and he can see her following in her older sisters’ footsteps as a leader.
When Gunner was 6 or 7, his dad got up from the Colts game they were watching to go into the kitchen.
“He wouldn’t miss a play at that age, which is rare,” Rivers said.
All of a sudden, Gunner started hollering. Reggie Wayne had just run a sick post-corner. Rivers couldn’t believe a kid so young knew what that route looked like, but when he watched the replay, he had to admit his son knew his stuff.
The oldest Rivers son is still a mini-SportsCenter, capable of rattling off the NBA scores or the Padres’ record or the next golf major.
A quarterback with the same weird throwing motion as his dad, Gunner inherited his dad’s love of sports.
But he plays them all — just about every sport imaginable — with his mom’s temperament.
“He’s a lot more even-keel than I am,” Rivers said.
She landed smack-dab in the middle. The middle of all those Rivers children. Right between the two boys, in the middle of all of that physicality and energy.
Sarah can hold her own. If there’s a big group in the house, five or six members of the family sitting around and talking, Sarah’s going to be right in the middle of it, the life of the conversation.
“Sarah’s got a big personality, loves to talk,” Rivers said. “She is chatty, and I say that in a good way.”
Up until this summer, Sarah was the only member of the Rivers clan who hadn’t found a sport.
But she started swimming after the family moved to Indianapolis. Won first place in a meet.
“That was really big for her, confidence-wise,” Rivers said. “We were glad to see her find her thing.”
For an 8-year-old, Peter sure seems to be ahead of his time.
Peter will get up early, get himself dressed, take out the dog and sit down to eat some breakfast. When his dad’s trying to put together some furniture, Peter will be right there trying to help him out, and if he starts to tire out at the end of the day, he’s headed to bed.
“I always say Pete has an old soul,” Rivers said.
Like his older brother, Peter loves sports, but he loves them a little differently. Loves the patience of baseball and golf, likes the outdoors, loves hunting and fishing and throwing a slingshot in the yard.
Gunner’s always been a quarterback, and Peter can throw it, too, but he also likes being on the receiving end.
“He kind of reminds me of a little slot receiver,” Rivers said. “Kind of like a Wes Welker.”
She's all in on her father’s new team.
“’Hey, Daddy, we don’t like the Chargers anymore,’” Rebecca, or Becca for short, told her father. “Only the Colts.”
Rivers tried to pump the brakes a little bit, tried to tell his daughter she didn’t have to hate the Chargers. Either way, she loves wearing her Colts shirt.
As long as it’s on correctly. If something’s scratching her in her shirt or a sock’s crumpled up between the toes, Becca’s going to make sure it gets fixed and gets fixed soon.
In a family of nine kids, there are going to be some similarities, and Becca reminds her parents of Caroline. Very sweet, but strong-willed.
Not that it’s a problem.
“Sometimes that trait can be deemed a negative, but I think the strong-willed ones usually end up doing awesome things,” Rivers said.
Born on the same day as Becca, only two years later, Clare is dead set on following in her older sister’s footsteps, forming the start of another trio of siblings within the larger Rivers family.
“They use the term they’re 'birthday sisters',” Rivers said. “They enjoy having the same birthday right now. I don’t know if it will be the same when they’re 12 or 14.”
If Becca’s playing house, Clare’s playing house. If Becca’s playing in the yard, Clare’s close behind.
But Rivers has a sneaking suspicion that Clare has remarkable athleticism running through her veins. Clare has only done gymnastics to this point, but there might be some other sports in her future.
“When she runs, and her build, I don’t know if I’ve seen such fit calves and legs on a 4-year-old,” Rivers said. “When she runs, she runs with intensity.”
The baby of the family didn’t walk until she was 16 months old.
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Too many people in the house who wanted to hold her and carry her around. Now a year and a half old, Anna’s already so vibrant that it’s hard to resist the little one.
“She’s so spunky and has such a huge personality,” Rivers said. “Her facial expressions, the way she interacts with all of her siblings and us, she makes us laugh.”
Anna’s into books right now.
Deep into books. She’ll make her dad read “Good Night Moon” or “Brown Bear, Brown Bear, What Do You See” a half-dozen times in a row, soaking up the story and the cuddles.
Unless her sisters are on the move.
“If she hears the girls open the door to go outside, she’s reaching to get down and go run after them,” Rivers said.
What makes it all worth it
The boy has turned into a star now, a household name intent on taking the Colts to the mountaintop in the final seasons of his long, productive career.
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And there’s a moment in the football season that comes every couple of weeks, a moment he relishes.
Rivers gets off of the plane after a road game, and gets into his car, the wear and tear of the game still fresh, the familiar soreness setting into his body. Win or loss, Rivers heads for home, mind still churning, cycling both backward through the game and forward to the next opponent.
Then he turns onto his street and sees his house, the picture coming into his mind as he pulls into his driveway. Maybe Brett Young’s country song, “Lady,” is on the radio, the song that always reminds Rivers simultaneously of his daughters and his incredible wife, that vocalizes his hope that his daughters will turn out like the amazing woman he married.
Rivers sees chalk on the sidewalk, balls in the yard, scooters and bicycles strewn all over the place.
“I always just kind of smile,” Rivers said. “You know what? Everything’s going to be all right.”
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This article originally appeared on Indianapolis Star: Colts QB Philip Rivers on his nine children: 'All awesome in their own unique way'
I been so tired all week. Even though I haven't been working as hard as I normally did before physically, I'm just finding myself passing out right after work when I get home. It's harder to stay awake behind the wheel when I have the baby since I don't want to be smoking around him. I smoke outside of my car now when I can and other times while I'm at work, I go outside to the back of the docks by the maintenance building to smoke. I'm not sure if it's the stress of Ricky that's been draining my energy. Normally, the weather doesn't drain me. Having the baby only 2 days out of the weekday does save me a lot of losing sleep. Early in the morning, the baby woke me up crying 2-3x because he was hungry and I was so damn tired, I was afraid of passing out on the baby when he was still awake. Thankfully, my son falls asleep about 5am and slept for the remainder of the morning. Wendy drove back home up north after I left to work last Monday. I had so much fun playing Pokemon with her Sunday evening and all through Monday. It's nice to be able to enjoy gaming with somebody else for once. I been a gamer all my life and what kids don't love games? That's where Ricky seems to fall in short with the gaming. He either never got into it, or he's just very competitive & don't want to deal witht he frustration of being hooked on a game. What does it matter? I'm having fun and enjoying myself again rather than allowing somebody else to try to change me for who I am or telling me what I should do for Lim. On the Talking Parents chat program, Ricky is still trying to have control over me by trying to give me instructions on how often to feed the baby solid food, the time schedules & all that bullshit. Wendy showed Paul his messages and he said I don't need to follow his instructions for anything. I have the right to raise my child my way. It's not like I dunno how to feed the baby, but I go by how the baby is comfortable with the amount of intake of food he consumes. I notice Ricky is the one messaging me a lot on the chat just as if he's texting me normally. Wendy is the one who checks and responds to the messages for me because she knows I get anxiety when he contacts me. Anything that has to do with dealing with Ricky, I get anxiety now because I dunno what he plans to do next to try to get me in trouble or make me look bad. I completely don't have no trust for him. He's basically just a threat to me.
Wendy has to remind me not to post anything that relates to him or even speak of him because I wouldn't want him to be able to use anything against me. It's not like he has much on me that would be effective, but still have to play it safe until the court bullshit is done. Everyone thinks I'm raising him just fine. I don't need anybody watching over my shoulder every minute and complaining about what I'm doing wrong or what I should do differently. Ricky is the one with OCD. Everything he's accused me of such as having anger issues, being the insecure one, being the one cheating, no everything he's accusing and saying about me, it's all him doing. He can go fuck himself. He doesn't own my life. This was the one thing he over estimated about me. He tried to control me, but got pissed that he can't. He got pissed when I decided to stop tolerating his bullshit. He got pissed when I called him the 'abuser'. The idiot has no logic because any evidence presented to him doesn't matter that it proves he's guilty. In his mind, he's never guilty of anything.
There's a co worker name Steven, an older black guy that just walks around the work place trying to talk to younger chicks. He whines & complains about stupid shit and a lot of people don't like him. I remember when he would start yelling about not being at his assignment by my old supervisor Archie, and this is during the safety meetings. Everytime he opened his mouth, I just wanted to say shut the fuck up to him. When you argue with the guy, he doesn't want to shut up, he just keeps running his mouth & continues to yell. Well, for the first time last night, I had to deal with him trying to start a fight with me over printing label tags. I was busy working on sorting the insects inside APPS1 machine, & in that area theres 2 printers. A printer to print regular labels and one to print small tags for the sack of mails. I was busy printing tags for David, the Vietnamese guy working on the 300 rack. I figure since I'm there working, I may as well try to get that done while I was sorting. I remember hearing yelling out in the background, I turned around and didn't see anybody so I went back to working. Out of nowhere, then I hear yelling again and Steve walks up near my work area and starts asking me about how long I'm gonna be printing the tags and that the printer is jammed. Basically, the man was like rushing me to hurry up so that he can print. Annoyed, I went to reload the printer with new paper tags so that I can continue printing. 2nd time Steve walks up to me yelling at me again and asking why I'm printing more tags, I yelled back at him and told him not to talk to me like that. I told him to ask nicely, but he continues to try to talk over me and yell at me and shit. I told him I didn't hear him ask me how long i'm gonna take with all his yelling, then I just basically told him if he's gonna whine and complain, i'll stop printing so that his ass can print his damn tags, and I called him a big baby. He called me crazy and he just walked away. I stopped printing so his stupid ass can print and stop bitching, but the stupid mother fucker just left lol! I wasn't gonna tolerate anybody's bullshit at work because of what I had been going through with Ricky. I kept Steve's photo that I took 2 years ago because he's one of the people I don't like at work. So I decided to message my friend at work Shiela who's actually friends with him. I told her she needs to tell her friend Steve that if he doesn't get his act together and start treating people nicely, I'm gonna make sure I will curse him so bad that his health will deteriate early and he will be forced to retire early. I can make him suffer if I really want to, I just left him alone because he seem to have kept his mouth shut for quite a long while. No, he had to open his mouth. Somebody has to teach him a lesson and how him you can't just be doing whatever the hell you want and get away with it.
Star Vs: Lava Lake Beach or Happy Birthday, Marco Diaz
Tomtrospective is back baby! It’s been almost two months, which is better than last time but still not great. As you can probably tell if you check this space i’ve been busy with comissions (5 dollars an episode if you were curious and had another star vs episode you wanted me to check out or any animated series really), which now includes a sizeable project, regular coverage of ducktales every monday, loud house whenever it comes around becuase nick’s scheduling is a nightmare, and because I apparently didn’t have enough going on The Life and Times of Scrooge McDuck. Part 2 coming before the end of the month hopefully. So this project, which sadly dosen’t get a lot of eyeballs on it, kinda just slid on back. Thankfully though I have a second before I get back to my rather sizeable and mostly self inflicted to do list, so with that in mind, let’s take a trip to the beach in the dead of winter. This is Lava Lake Beach.
PREVIOUSLY ON STAR VS:
Yeah I skipped over Lint Catcher.. which is ironic given I just decided to cover the meteora and eclipsa centric episodes post monster bash.. but I have good reason for that. And it’s not just “This is my blog and unless i’m getting paid for it I can do what I want”. That’s a valid reason but it’s not THE reason. No it’s because Tom has a sizeable roll in the finale episodes for season 3, and thus the climax to Season 3′s arc overall, and honestly Divide and Conquer are just TOO good to simply skip over Star’s parts of them. I choose to switch to covering full episodes for this retrospective which means i’m doing it right. It means more work for me, but frankly this stuff’s too good to not to cover properly. So i’ll be mixing the meteora arc in with tom, like a finely blended cocktail, after this review and the next one.. which aired after monster party but takes place before so i’m doing it in time for christmas.
And I WILL be covering the two episodes I skipped over eventually, I just feel the first goes into another possible arc down the line, and the other is just really terrible. Not the worst episode of the series, that would be Marco Jr, but a close second or third for sure. But I will have to summarize them to get to this point so:
When last we left off Tom and Star were getting close again, but you might of noticed someone was conspciously absent. Marco went back to earth after his two weeks on Mewni, and as to what he was up to we found out LITERALLY the episode after “Demonicism”: Sophmore Slump. Marco basically spent the rest of his summer not shutting up about Mewni like an obnoxious jackass. Yeah Sophmore Slumb begins the character’s downward spiral and basically coming off like two diffrent characters: He’ll either be.. exactly what he was in the first two seasons, an awkard but well meaning voice of reason or a needy jackass pining after someone elses girlfriend and not caring about anyone else but himself and star. There.. there isn’t an inbetween.
So yeah it’s just 11 minutes of Marco being insufferable, and only snapping out of it in realizing he’s neglected his girlfriend Jackie. We do get a GENUINELy great scene when she breaks up with him, realizing that while Marco’s willing to try for her.. his heart’s just not in it and his head’s.. with someone else. He’s not even malicious about it: While he wore his cape, he had a cape, under his clothes he genuinely tried to make things work and go out with her. Conciously he genuinely loves her, subconciously he has feeling sfor someone else and it’s showring. While this isn’t hte best episode it’s not a TERRIBLE one on the grounds that this one end sequence makes it work. Marco then decides to go to mewni and become a knight, and everyone sees him off in a good moment. It’s an annoying episode, but not a bad one the more I think about it.
Lint Catcher is. Basically everyone’s a jackass but Tom and Eclipsa, which really sums up the last few seasons nicely. Not basically Marco dind’t you know, call star to vet any of this, and just expects to be welcomed back. Star, rather than you know admit her feelings for marco while she’s now dating tom, more on that in a moment, tries to shove him off on whoever. And it turns out River wasn’t serious with his offer of knighthood that marco came to take him up on, despite sounding serious and just gave marco a meat blanket because again, everyone’s a jackass.. except maybe moon who tries to make it work. It’s just an aggrivating 11 minutes and unlike the above none of it’s intentoinal.
But how does this relate to tom? and wait star’s dating tom? Well Tom shows up early on as Star is singing a burrito song, only for him to burst out of the bathroom and then warmly greet Marco before the guards show up. Star also later admits to Marco yup she and Tom are dating since last episode. Which i’m fine with: we don’t need to see everything and it was pretty obvious that’s where it was headed. At the time I was aggrivated because “another blockadef or starco reallY” but i’ve warmed up with time. So yeah I really didn’t need to bang my head into the door for 11 minutes and whatever hours it took to write this to tell you tom and marco have upgraded from kinda friends to best bros who want to make out with each other and Star and Tom are dating. I will probably cover both episodes eventually, but for now, I have enough to cover especially with my realizing I needded to cover the eclipsa and meteora stuff, without getting a head injury from stupdiity.
As for Marco’s knight status, he can’t start there, and Star eventualy realized that awkard sexual tension or not, he’s her best friend and made him her squire. So Marco’s now on mewni, Tom and star are together.
Let’s get at er. We open with tom summoning the flames of the dammned.. FOR MARSHMELLLOWWWWSSS. Star, Tom, Marco and Kelly are at the titular Lava Lake Beach roasting marshmellows and getting ready for the annual soulrise. Star likes the beach because it’s so spooky with Marco rightly pointing out.. insn’t that the underworld’s thing? Tom just casually shrugs it off as “Yeah i’ts pretty metal”. Which is both accurate and is part of why we’re here. This is our first, and really only, good look at the underworld. With Blood Moon Ball we just saw a bubble of it and it was entirely controlled by tom, if helping explain his control issues as he probably spent his whole life getting everything and never realizing being a possesive creep isn’t ag ood thing and people aren’t things you can own, but well.. people with their own wants and wills. When everyone around you does what you want, including your sweet well meaning parents, why would you understand someone saying no? And his parents aren’t bad people, they clearly have boundries, they just spoiled him a bit much. We’re not in Doofus Drake terriotiry where Tom’s a terrifying sociopath, he just had some very bad behaviors and when called on them by Marco, genuinely changed for the better and has been working on that since.
But this episode gives us a good reason of why the other toxic part of tom, his rage, was never reigned in. Here.. it’s just normal. One scene illustrates this well: A couple casually if rudely challenges marco to a fight when he just wants to find kelly, more on that in a minute. But when he walks away, they just say “he seemed nice. And not EVERYONE is like that.. but most of the demons seen this ep are agressive, competitive and combtiive but not without reason.
We get a great example of this after Smores, where Marco’s fell off, tom and star are cute, and kelly licked all of hers. And after Marco realizes Tom’s outfit is just one of his hoodies but customized.. which for tom means ripping off the sleeves because that’s how he rolls and offering to do the same for marco. Also Star is in an adorable sailor outfit. what i’m saying is I like their outfits this episode and Marco has a lot of copies of that hoodie so in terms of Star’s invasions of his privacy, this is low on the list.
Back on point, a couple challenges the group over their spot and mocks star for not having a third eye.... but the resolution is beach volleball, witht he scoring demon from “Mr Candle Cares’ making an apperance. This shows Underworld culture: their volatile, they can get overly agressive.. but their polite outside of it. It’s why Tom’s anger wasn’t really adressed: Here everyone’ds polite the rest of the time, why does it matter? But it idd because even by these standards his anger was a problem and one he’s .. genuinely dealing with. While he gets devensive of his girlfriend, notice how he jsut gets regular angry and not.. murdery angry. We see his anger wasn’t normal even by underworld standards.. but he’s genuinely trying and has changed almost complelely from the last time we visted this realm.
This is also.. about what we get for tom this episode. Yeah while this is part of the tomtrospective for the above, and for other reasons that we’ll get to, this is a Marco episode. And a Kelly episode, so Kelly, now the food to fill the void inside has run out, I can relate, is suddenly depressed and just.. walks off mid game. And given Star and Tom aren’t the most empathetic people, they really fail to notice with Tom only noticing how it effects him. Tom has grown.. but as we’ll see after “stump Day” with his next two episodes after that, he still has room to grow. But it is nice we get signs of that episodes before it happens. Excellent work.
So yeah I guess for those who forgot, and if so how dare, or those who never got this far int he series who Kelly is. Kelly was introduced in season 2 as a friend of star and ponyheads who, at the end of her episode, after not talking was revealed to not be a giant bush, but a bispeceled teenager who just has a lot of hammerspace when her hair is down, as her hair is massive and whose species has a symbiotic relation ship with their significant others, as her boyfriend tad was in her hair merged with her the whole time. They breifly showed up again in another episode but otherwise haven’t been all that fleshed out till this episode.
And what brings it about.. is their breakup. And they have before only to get back together but this time it’s for real, as Marco finds out when comforting her. He genuinely offers her to talk, but we’re interuppted by her good pal JORBY!. I freaking love Jorby and every second of his screentime here is magic. Sadly he’s only used like.. twice after this. He’s a giant talking wolf guy from Kelly’s dimension, only revealed by the finale, who thinks Marco is her new fighting partner and claims to have killed their mutual aquantince greg. Kelly just responds with an amazingly annoyed and sarcastic “You didn’t kill greg” which he didn’t, and when Marco tries to explain she’s falling apart, Jorby responds with “WE ALL ARE ALL THE TIME, EXESNTIAL WARCRY!”... the amount of great minor characters this series wasted I swear.
But Kelly can’t deal with this and runs off and Jorby.. genuinely apologizes. He didn’t realize his friend was that banged up emotionally, and only dosen’t help because his goose girlfriend needs him. Marco is fine with this though and goes to offer his help after a breif search and two Skelly’s who fall in love over having the same name. Awww.
Kelly and Marco finally talk and Kelly sobs into his arms in a genuinely moving bit, admitting after being with Tad so long she dosen’t know who she is anymore. It’s REALLY great stuff, and really helps us feel for a character we honestly barely knew: Sure we barely saw their relationship.. but it was good... and when a relationship ends that wound dosen’t close easily> Trust me.. I know.
Though the other issue is that Tad.. hasn’t moved out of her head. Literally, he’s still in there and won’t take a hint it’s really really over and he needs to move on. So Marco, being a gentleman.. at least for this episode, agrees to help. IT’s why I like marco when he’s acutally written well: he can be awkward and sometimes a bit too full of himself when it comes to knowing stuff, but he’s a good kid who just wants to help people and I genuinely missed that version most of this season. So marco climbs in and finds Tad munching on vega pizza and refusing to leave, clearly subscribing to the duck method of swallowing your sadness.
Marco tells him he needs to leave, and while Tad is in denial.. Marco gets it to sink in.. that putting himself around someone unavaliable is just going to keep hurting him agains and again and not help him move on. Tad.. .ends up agreeing.. and it’s then the episode has it’s best scene.... Tad says “marco is the expert on that”. Marco of course denies this.. until Tad eventually makes him see the truth: he’s hanging around star the same way tad’s clung to kelly and will sadly continue too as while he agrees to move out.. it takes a bit for it to stick as we’ll see next time. Tad gets him to think about it: He has dimensional sciessors. Anywhere in time and space.. and where doe she want to start? With his unavaliable crush, following her to what he thought would be a couples event with her boyfriend. I mean he didn’t KNOW Tad and Kelly were broken up, so far all he knew he was the fifth wheel. No one would willingly do that for no reason. He’s so obessed with her, he wants to be around her even though it’s never going to happen.. i’ve been there WAY too many times to call and had to eventually learn to let got for their sake and mine. You can still be around them, you just have to let go of romance for everyone’s sake and move on. And Marco hasn’t because he didn’t even realize it. It’s why I tolerate “Sophmore Slump” now.. because with this episode it goes from bad writing to his subconcious scremaing at him to go be with star, and him not listening because conciously he still wants his current girlfriend.. and really he loves both, he just didn’t deal with that or move past either, so he lost both.
Marco.. has a panic attack over it justifably and breaks down gradually, seeing all the happy couples and finally star and tom, sinking in that .. Tad was right. He’s in love with Star.. and it hurts. It hurts a LOTTTTTT. And he has NO idea how to deal with it. And as we’ll see how he tries to.. is pretty damn bad. But that’s for other episodes. Let’s get to the climax of this one.
Kelly finds Marco, like her earlier depressed and lost, and upon realizing this, and thanking him as Tad agreed to finally move out, says “kelly’s driving” and drags him. It’s in these last moments we get to see more of kelly’s personality: we’ve seen her be ssarcastic but now we get to see her be a bit off kilter and adorable, which is her standard mode and what makes me like the character so much and wish she got treated better. But we’ll get to that later in the retrospective as it happens to perfectly zig zag into Tom’s life. Point is we see more of her and find out why she came to see the Soulrise as she and Marco prepare to watch: she and tad used to see it every year.. and even if their broken up.. she dosen’t want that taken away from her. Even if their relationsihp is over.. pieces of it can still be hers to treasure and keep from now on. This can still be hers... and in this case Marcos as marco puts his jacket over her, and Kelly cuddles him. Awwww. If you were wondering, yup I do ship Markelly and Yup how it ends is really bad and we’ll get to it and there will be blood. But for now their just two lonely souls sharing a moment, with Kelly rebuffing getting Tom and Star “They don’t need this’ which is accurate and they have each other and some alone time. Their fine. Plus they you know, didn’t notice either of them are missing so ...
Thank you Jake. Rest in Peace my good friend who shares a name. So we get a nice romantic moment as they watch a bunch of eldtirch skeletial angels with wings rise from the depths of the black and white, and it’s also marco’s birthday! “Happy Birthday Marco Diaz”. And with that we’re out.
This is one of my faviorite Star Vs episodes, even with later bullshit, and for good reason. It frames Marco’s previous actions in a better light, has some REALLy stellar acting from Adam McArthur, and is in general just a really soulful ep that really touches on some good stuff and fleshes out Kelly from a background character to a fan faviorite and sets up a new romance for Marco that I genuinely love. IT’s one of the series best moments even if later episodes would tarnish it slightly..but on it’s own.. it’s fantstic.
Next time on tom:It’s the...
Christmas Special! Until then there’s always another rainbow and happy thanksgiving!
well this turned into a long post but thoughts on klaus and ben in season 2 below
klaus n the whole cult thing is believable and on par, and based on some interviews i read and the build up we were given in show, given that the whole setup is that all the family believes the other to be dead n gone, or at least that they would be stuck in that time forever till they died, klaus goes about swindling people with his powers (mostly the help of ben) to scrape by and it gets out of hand, but then it gets fun, and him not doing anything about it building to a level of a cult is also in character, he doesnt tend to want to solve things, he runs away. he runs away from the reality of his family being gone forever by basically intending to party his life away, just like he seeks out alcohol n drugs in season 1 doubly cause of his power (which he cant turn off but was never constructively taught to control it and was instead traumatized and learned to fear it cause reginald is an abusive asshole) n loss n trauma so the whole cult thing made sense, it was as ben said pretty entirely selfish n klaus never really cared... cause yeah he was just partying his life away and bonus points that he got to be the center of attention.
however i want to clarify that while its a believable course for klaus, am i on board with it? eh....
part of me wonders if it was his intention to fuck around until 1963 cause theres no way klaus never had dave on his mind given the year they were in, but the cult got out of hand?... who knows. either way an interesting case to see how klaus kind of slides back (not slides back so much as clearly aimless without his family which is cool that he grew to finally realize they gave him purpose and motivation to change and actually want to be something again) without something to drive him like his family or someone he loves deeply like dave. (and small out of order aside but i liked ben and klaus’ misunderstanding that ben thought klaus was being entirely selfish with trying to dissuade dave, even though he never saw how much it (literally) hurt him and that he never realized that klaus did it knowing theyd never be together if dave never joined... but this is kinda not explored... just like klaus finally understanding what its like to be a ghost since nothing he did to save dave mattered, as ben said in season 1 ‘you know what the worst part of being dead is? being stuck, nowhere to go, nowhere to change, watching people make the same mistakes over and over again’... not really explored...)
him and ben being a little more at odds is also very in line with their dynamic
them being annoyed with eachother more again in line and an interesting conflict....but
however what makes the least sense out of everything with these 2 in season 2... is bens entire presence with the rest of the family and nay in pretty much the entire show being erased by one throw away line klaus says.
ben effectively gets written out of any interactions with any of his family... which we were kinda promised at the end of season 1.
and it makes LESS sense that klaus was the one to do this... klaus who AUDIBLY voiced that a major gripe n source of sadness of his was that none of his family took him seriously, or believed him when talking about spirits, less so at the beginning of season 1 but later on when he notices he can start to do stuff when hes not high, and actually help... and be serious... something hes wanted... that he can use his power n be free of the trauma it was tied to cause of how reginald cursed him with fear and mistreatment. klaus was desperate for his family to believe him as the season went on, as they all found a new paradigm of belonging and love with eachother (free of their fathers pretenses). and then like he finally gets it when he shows all of them up at the end by manifesting ben, enough that it pretty much wins the entire battle against the commission and proves he was telling the truth the entire time. and THAT BEN IS PRESENT IN SOME WAY. and at the end of the season the team asks ben for his opinion, so its kind of implied that bens gonna have more of a presence on the team in whatever comes to follow.
so why would he dismiss ben? imply that he isnt here? even if they were annoyed with eachother? it would make more sense for klaus to reluctantly say yeah bens here, but refuse to translate what he says to the rest of the team if klaus is so strangely insistent on being an ass to ben specifically, you get the same communication annoyance dynamic with ben having to put up with klaus’ without writing the only other poc on the team out of the show, or out of interacting with his family in any significant and new way
it ends up doubly confusing because klaus hates not being taken seriously and we are once again back to the family dynamic of klaus being dismissed by the others when we a) know that is something he despises and b) worked all of season 1 to grow out of
and thats not even taking into account all the reading in you can do that klaus knows ben wants to at least say hi to the rest of the family again. and if we take into account the (added in at the last episode with no prior real build up besides again personal viewer reading in) klaus feeling guilty for thinking he kept ben tied to this world.... it makes no sense
the rest of the siblings knowing ben is here opens up ENTIRELY NEW DYNAMICS WE NEVER GOT TO SEE IN SEASON ONE, things the show was implying it wanted to explore in this season. you know how much more heartwarming, heartwrenching and straight up funny posessed!klaus would be if the whole team knew it was ben? but we just get one scene with ben!klaus and diego and thats literally all the interaction ben gets outside of klaus (which we already got their whole schtick in season 1 so its just retreading ground and its not entertaining and it teaches the audience nothing new about he characters) what wouldve have taught us more about the family and ben is him getting to interact with the family, seeing who besides klaus he was close to, what their dynamics were like
and then ghost ben is gone. in a really heartwarming and sad scene that made me cry. except the more i rewatch the more shallow it becomes, not the scene, but he fact that we had no good buildup, and even the aftermath of this is given one not even 4 minute conversation. now none of the team knows their ben is gone forever. or that they never really got to interface with him once more except for diego n vanya (which diego doesnt even know now that ben is gone no one does it makes sdlkjcndflk??? no sense)
and worse... klaus... who in season 1 we saw relied on ben just as much as ben relied on him, ben who helped him overcome panic attacks, n help him think, n to maybe learn to use his powers without tying it to fear, who was the one ghost klaus wasnt afraid of.... says nothing??? after the immidiate fallout... no confused/saddened/resigned ‘wheres ben?’ or prior to ben going into vanyas mind not even like a knowing look. its relegated to a small convo with vanya and we finally learn that klaus felt guilty for thinking he stopped ben from fully passing onto the afterlife... this didnt have alot of buildup... any if i recall correctly and it puts an interesting spin on some scenes in post but even then its not like this revelation was seemingly ever a thing in prior scenes.
and ive had friends say ‘well maybe they are just saving ben for season 3′. and then that falls into a whole other issue of writing a show on the premise of promising something else. you can watch a 2 hour long rant video about why that is in fact not good (thanks hbomb). and it makes less sense cause if we are to be jarred by emo ben, we the audience now have no basis for what our ben acts like with his family so emo ben being an ass has no context of basis for comparison and thus any gravity. and theres this little thing called having your cake and eating it too. if they wanted to save ben for a future season (which boo firstly for again shafting the only other poc team member and secondly for a really interesting character) they didnt have to shaft this seasons ben.... they couldve had him have more of a presence AND have emo ben be a thing next season.
and then theres the whole relapse thing... which... again in line with klaus’ behavior to find refuge in something when faced with adversity that hits way to hard n close to home (he doesnt like to solve problems). but it seems like the writers just fell back on season 1 klaus instead of having him gorw. and then theres the fact that other ppl besides ben KNEW he was sober and was trying to remain as such... it feels like a regression. he mentions his gripes in season 1, that he cant control his powers like he wants, no one takes him seriously and that he prefers not feeling anything in exchange for not feeling those things... but then he gets what he wants...and makes clear effort... to change... so this decision confused me.
i just dont know what the writing was trying to do with these 2 this season. and im upset cause i know they couldve done good things. how vanya got to interact witht he new family paradigm free of alot of the shit from her life in the past? great it treaded new ground! we got to see a vanya that got to be vanya free of twisted abuse, and how she interacted with her family in this new context and how others reacted to her not free of the past context, it was really interesting. and thats what they couldve done with ben....
i loved the overall intrigue plot, i loved diegos arc this season, loved vanyas... five meeting his past self was awesome and hilarious so just alot of confusion that so many characters had great arcs n stuff... but 2 fan favorites got regressed or just... stayed the same as their earlier season 1 selves. and im biased these 2 are my favorite but like... they are so interesting... and it feels like such a waste cause u can see all the better ways this couldve been done
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☁︎Reviewing/commenting on creations of your choiceTHIS GIFSET -Aw, gifsets always amaze me simply because differently than other kinds of creations they require a lot of attention ( ooking for good scenes, coloring, setting everything in place etc.) I do earnestly like this exact one, especially because it’s not completely bw and has that bluesih hue. I love the combination of dark and bright scenes and especially this exact gif, I’m simply in love with “object in background” gifs. I personally like a little slower gifs that that but it’s not too disturbing. Overall I’ll give it ★★★★/★ nevertheless. (4.5 stars)THIS GRAPHIC - AW YES! I don’t even need to look at it as I’m commenting simply because I remember it so well from the first time I saw it! I truly like it, especially because of the dirty rose color. You chose appealing textures for the background and I especially like the brush one for the bottom one. As for my favourite detail it would be something seemingly silly but the text bacgkround in the second graphic (pink kind of border or whatever) really gives me that aesthetic vibe. I’ll rate it a strong ★★★★★.THIS GRAPHIC -Aw, to be completely honest, this is one of my favourites. I haven’t seen the show itself so it’s hard to say if it’s character accurate but in terms of PS skills it’s an absolute masterpiece. My secret pleasure is this kind of graphics. They are so misc and aesthetic and just- simple at the same time, great job there. Also the font is honestly pretty, I can’t tell which one it is but it is often used in graphics and it gives me that look of completeness. A good choice for sure. I personally would have played around with this one but that’s just my inability to enjoy color hah. I do love this one A LOT. The fact that you made more than two and had inspo to make evn 6 and also A GIF is an absolute miracle uwu. LOVE IT! A big big ★★★★★.
*Answering an and all editing questions/consulting personally Q: How to erase background when making screencap graphics and add textures instead? A: First of all, let’s begin with what’s best for removing background and having only the characters visible. If you are lucky, by googling a characters name +the word png you’ll find some pretty pictures and will be able to use it for your graphics. And if you need a specific scene to cut, I recomment using the quick selection tool. It’s easy to use, simply select the object you wish, and if you want to deselect something click this and work around it the same way. When everything is selected, before cutting it out I recomment clicking here and playing around with the smoothness and edges when setting the background opacity to 0. It will give you a preview of what everything will look like. Then right click on the object and “layer via copy”. That’s it, delete the background layer and enjoy your png!Now, set the background color to whatever you wish it to be. Have your psd on top. Simply paste/add manually the texture/pattern you need and then play around witht the blending modes. Which one the texture requires to look a certain way can depend on what it is. For example a texture like this will likely look good with darker color, multiply, darken as it empahises the dark spots of the image. The opposite with the ones that have light patterns then use lighten, screen, soft light etc. It’s a game, play around, there is no rule! And that’s it, feel free to ask more if it’s still unclear ♡
alright, it’s time for the movie night post - which i should have posted last night but i was so exhausted, i couldn’t wrap my head around it. anyway, the movie of choice last night was sorry to bother you. boy howdy i hope i can talk about this movie without my head collapsing into itself from the sheer frustration. there’s going to be huge spoilers below and i’m going to be talking as if whoever is reading this has seen it so if you actually want to watch the movie or want to understand what the hell im talking about - just go watch it. because despite it’s thin nonsense plot and fake woke bullshit, it’s worth a watch. once.
as usual, i’m sorry if none of this makes much sense. i usually just write these as a stream of consciousness and are just a long ramble because i wanna get all my thoughts out before moving on to whatever’s next. this isn’t really meant to be like a professional Official (TM) review or anything, just my thoughts after having watched the movie. if you want me to clarify anything, u can always just send me an ask or a dm.
under a cut for length as usual
firstly - i want to say that i had really high hopes for this movie. someone had recommended it to me cause i said i liked get out and when i saw the trailer, i was pretty hype to watch it. i thought the concept was interesting and original and was interested in seeing what was going to happen. well, as everyone in the comments section of the trailer on youtube says, “nothing can prepare you for this movie”. they are so right, it physically pains me to think about.
let me also just say that i have one really strong belief of about “thought provoking” type movies. y’know what i mean, movies that claim they want the audience to leave the movie wondering what the meaning behind it all was. like, what as the message? when i complain about them, people always hit me with the “it’s supposed to leave you confused. it’s supposed to leave you wondering”. which that in of itself isn’t much of an issue. my one core problem with that is when those directors/writers then go along and sit for an interview and tell everyone what the meaning was.
if it was supposed to leave me thinking then why are you telling me what it means? is it because you did such an awful job expanding on a good idea that you dug yourself into a hole? it’s the mark of a bad writer. someone who knows their work can’t speak for itself so they need to sit and spoonfeed us what the meaning was. i had the same problem with mother! when i finished it. let us draw our own conclusions.
that aside, i understood the references but that doesn’t mean that i agree with them or think they were in any way clever.
i got that the whole equisapien thing was supposed to be an analogy for horses being an animal of “labor” or whatever. i’m a person from a third world country. my family in cuba makes their livelihood from their animals, especially their horses as they help with a lot of the manual labor. they rely on these animals and if anything happens to these animals, they could lose everything. a lot of people who use horses for work have a deep understanding that this creature is not something that can be easily replaced. a lot of these people love and value and respect their animals. they provide them a healthy amount of food, protect them from predators, provide shelter and medical care and love. it’s a symbiotic relationship. they both benefit from it.
trying to make some sort of comparison to that and working class people, who have a parasitic relationship with the corporations leeching off of them is completely off-base and wrong. i didn’t get it and it genuinely made me angry. if corporations see us as animals, then they should have found a better way to frame that - not in the literal sense of genetically creating a horse-human cross breed. the concept takes you so fucking out of it. in the interview riley said he needed something extreme to happen to cassius to really stun him so he used the equisapiens to do that. he apparently didn’t have the audience’s suspension of disbelief in mind when he made such a stupid stupid decision.
you can’t take extremely important social issues and make them into a fucking joke. he pulled it so far out of the realm of reality that it was incredulous. we had to pause the movie because we were in shock. it was meant to be funny, this is why he gave them huge horse cocks. are we supposed to fucking sympathize with them or not? he talks so much about how the working class are so underrepresented in media but then proceeded to make this ..... whatever the fuck. it’s just so fucking annoying and stupid and it really disappointed me because i thought this was going to be a satire dark humor movie about capitalism and corporations taking advantage of the working class.
it’s even more frustrating cause they really did such a phenomenal job witht he first half of this film. the introduction of the equisapiens is where they completely dropped the ball on it. it was the biggest mistake for this movie. just ... garbage. and i mean that in the rudest more hyper-critical nonironic kind of way. like if boots riley read this, i hope it hurts his feelings and he does fucking better next time.
if up to me, i would have taken the idea of literally viewing the working class as animals and ran with that. so, as he rises in the ranks he starts to actually see his friends, his family and girlfriend as literal animals. THIS could be the shock for him he needs to make the turning point in the movie. he starts realizing that this is how he’s been viewed up until the moment he became a power caller. that everyone else in the telemarketing gig was just being viewed as a bunch of like barking, clucking whatever animals on the phone by their superiors and that the better they do, the more human they begin to look to them. this could have retained that like weird fantasy element riley was obviously looking for without introducing this completely separate fucking insane plot/storyline only THIRTY MINUTES OR SO BEFORE THE MOVIE FUCKING ENDED.
my main point is just that the first half of the movie was amazingly scripted and writthen. the pacing was great and it really had my attention all throughout. when we got a little over halfway through, i was completely lost. i wanted to only finish the movie just to see how things would wrap up. just asking myself “how the fuck are they gonna figure an end out to this clusterfuck” (the answer is: poorly). i no longer viewed the characters as real people, only as characters in a movie. i no longer viewed the plot as thought provoking or meaningful, only as absurdist and pandering.
anyway, to start wrapping things up here are just some random notes
while the movie’s obvious message is hard to miss, it’s so superficial with no other underlying or interesting messages or even a SOLUTION that it’s delivery is about as tactful as me writing this review. just make a cool sign that says “CAPITALISM BAD, UNION GOOD” and post it on tumblr for likes and reblogs. riley was clearly only interested in capturing the attention of this website’s core userbase in hopes that they would feel like woke activists for sitting through this two hour shit fest.
what was the point of tessa thompson’s character’s earrings? like what was that? why did they keep showing them off? quirky girl things? it was annoying and i kept wondering what kind of meaning they’d have in the long run but ?? were they thinking about launching a jewelry line inspired by the movie? im? lol? they meant nothing? ok
tessa thompson’s character was one of the most annoying just like UWU IM COOL AND QUIRKY LET ME HIT THAT BLUNT IM COOL IM ONE OF THE BOYS IM WOKE GUYS I’M DIFFERENT LOOK AT MY EARRINGS. she was so irritating and annoying and just one dimensional that i can’t even remember her name. i just could not stand her and every time a scene of genuine intimacy devolved into something horny i couldn’t help but roll my eyes and wonder when we were gonna get back to the plot.
tessa thompson’s character’s art show performance was obviously a dumbed down, boring version of marina abramovic’s rhythm 0. please do not ever fucking do this to marina abramovic’s art ever again. how fucking dare you even try? i will beat boots riley to death with my fucking fists.
why the hell did tessa’s character end up hooking up with squeeze while she and cassius were on a break? what did this contribute to the story? aside from making her look like a cunt and him like a snake? completely devaluing all the bullshit they spout about being respectful of each other, especially friends. it doesn’t matter if her character and cassius were broken up. fucking his friend a day after the break-up is just a fucked up thing to do and she’s a bitch for that and fuck squeeze too!
i know by now it genuinely seems like i hate this movie. that’s not the case at all. i enjoyed sitting and watching it. it doesn’t have rewatch value so i probably wont ever see it again but i did have fun with friends watching it. everything i’ve written is from my perspective as also a content creator, not just as a person sitting and watching a movie on a fun movie night with friends.
anyway, so as a closer here are some things i enjoyed about the movie
the cinematography, editing and soundtrack in this movie was great. everything was so well shot, i love the transitions and every time a song came on i went absolutely feral. i looked up the whole track list when i woke up this morning.
the movie was well-acted for the most part. i thought everyone did a pretty good job with what they were given (which, in reference to the side characters in specific, wasn’t much). i think the lower management in regal view and the psycho dude that played the main antagonist all did fucking phenomenal job playing that like fantasious sociopath character. super extreme but without taking it too far.
the one scene where cassius is forced to rap and just says the n word over and over to appeal to his white coworkers is one of the fucking funniest and most amazing scenes in cinema history. i loved it so much.
alright, that’s all! i’ll add to this if i remember more shit. 3 movies down this year so far! 49 more to go.
stay with me in 2017
isnt that cute my title kind of rhymes but hello it is me again and this is more or less my (unofficial) 2nd appreciation post bc its a new year and i thought why not also pls ignore my lack of banner i decided to do this on a whim and i honestly cant wait for my photoshop to start up so (and this is in no order at all):
@hwangsae: my dude no need to worry about ur hermitting we understand and we are a ok just as long as you dont completely forget about us. thank you for helping 2016 be less shitty than it was and i treasure our shits n giggles in form time and english. youre always a riot to be with and its literally never boring with you and thanks for always making cheesecake with me; lets hope there are many more cheesecakes in the future (maybe even one where we use an actual cake tin), im sorry for encouraging a certain someone to talk to you to sort his shit out but no worries if he does anything else imma kick his skinny ass for u. i adore your art (bUT IM STILL RGHWJKDF U DIDNT LET ME KNOW I WAS ONLY THE 89TH AND 90TH NOTE) and i will continue to support you in your art and also whatever you decide to do in the future but i do really hope you join me in classics next year. i cant believe how lucky i am that i met you and we’ve maintained our friendship to this point and its gonnA BE SO FRICKIN GREAT WHEN WE GO TO BALL THIS YEAR IM SO HYPED and im so glad we can share moments like that together. i hope youre not too gutted about your math score bc u can always resit and at least you didnt fail which is always good. i have literally so many things i could say about u n our friendship like ur dispatch level photos of me and youre tendency to eat messily especially sushi but i have other ppl to write about too so i will keep this short and let u kno i appreciate u and love u very very much. youre my best friend and here’s to another (hopefully) great fucking year.
@gooseapartment: even tho u have dubbed me with less than ideal nicknames i am nevertheless grateful for your friendship (s/n: i typed out grateful as greatful at first and i stared at it like this isnt right and i had to stare at it for 5 minutes before i understood). even tho i FUCKING HATED AS MATHS ARUHRGJWUGHI you made it more bearable and easier to understand with your chinese lessons. im sososo happy you have gotten into kpop this year as i have yet another friend i can yell with. even though your jokes are lame and i never laugh at your puns, i still appreciate you so so much and idk how id survive in chem without you next to me (especially considering the people we sit with aside from sophia). our conversations are diverse and never really boring and i love hearing about your sunflowers and other plants and your art and drawings and plans for a yt channel and your art blog that u havent posted on and your different jisoos (how is that going btw). i honestly wouldnt have survived in china without you and thank you so much for keeping in contact with me n using wechat bc china hates google n fb. you are such an incredibly strong and inspiring person and i hope you have the best time on camp (even tho u have less than ideal ppl to do it with LOL). i really really hope you come to ball this year because it wouldnt be the same without :((( thanks for being a part of my life for the past 3 years and lets make it a great 4th
@yixmg: its amazing how we have become so close in such a short amount of time and i am so grateful to have met you and gotten the chance to talk to you and realise that no u r quite different from what i thought but in a good way and thank you for putting up with me for basically the whole year last year with me n serena constantly coming over and thank you for listening to me n my problems n my bitching abt certain people. youre hilarious and one of my favourite people to hang around and i frickin love your vines so much i am sad for you that vine closed down :(((( i hope you dont stop making vines even tho u said u might or take up something like filmography or smth idk but you are so talented and i am jealous. its sad we wont be in the same classics class but i wish you luck with your subjects next year (as is a bitch). ur constant love and support for yixing is so cute and admirable (especially bc i am a slut who changes ults every other day) and i love how rapline is rapline and also (current) exom. it makes me happy how whenever we hang out it always involves food and i hope we can go to sura again and study @ the library and hopefully find a spot this time. i am in a constant state of jealousy at the amount of boys u get dang i wish i couldve walked under cherry blossoms w jshaw :((( i love how hardworking you are and im sososo lucky that i got to be one of your friends. i also used ur pen u gave me for math mocks in my eoy exams and ya girl got an a in english so i also have that to thank you for. lets hope we have many more food outings this year along w korean n chinese movies. thanks for being a part of my life and for making 2016 less shitty for me bay-hope :))))
@pixelatedphysiognomy: hoe thanks for all the hoe posts this past year and extra thanks for the dog posts they are one of the few constants in my sad life and i appreciate them very much. i love how i can tell u abt things that made me angry and you will also get angry. i forgot how the whole hoe things started but i am glad it happened because i dont think we really had the awkward first stages of friendship (but correct me if im wrong lol ) i enjoy talking to u about cartoons and the conversations where we exchange “hoe” for days is something i hold dear to my heart. even tho juniors are annoying u are one of the few (ie 3) that i wouldnt mind being friends with. maybe this year ill join the chess club and become chess grandmaster n if i really wanted to get into the role i know a guy to get some of the good shit. thank you for being a part of my 2016 and i hope you stay for the future years for more than just my licence. also i hope 2017 is the year u come to terms with your hoeing.
@yueu: i didnt know which one to tag so i am tagging the newest one. you are one of the cutest people i know and i love ur out of nowhere questions without any context. thank you for being my awkward bean friend this year and i hope we can become closer in the coming year. i love your art so much and you are so talented and i hope you never stop making art and become famous so i can be Famous By Association. you, much like my only other y10 friends, have become such a big and important part of my life considering the short amount of time we’ve known each other and im so grateful to have a friend like you in my life. i hope we can have a great 2017 together and u get all the bread in the world
@seokjinhoney: i havent talked to u in aaaages omg and i know you are on hiatus but thank you so much for being a part of my life. it was so cool to meet someone like you online and its crazy to find out we’re in the same country and meeting you was so frickin cool. youre such a lovely person and i hope we have more time to talk this year
@hmuhansol: rylee u r one of the coolest people i have met this year. even tho its only been like a few months since we started talking we’re already p close considering we were strangers before. i think its so cool how interest you are in maths n science and i hope everything with your school goes well and u get your job witht he fancy name i have 0 capability of remembering bc i am Dumb As Heck. i hope my package arrives soon and i hope you like it even tho it isnt much but i hope we get closer in 2017 and we can laugh even more abt the memeability of svt
ofc there are more people and im sorry if ive forgotten anyone ive also gotten close to this year but these r my top picks n bffs also excuse me for being sappy n my bad grammar and spelling
i hope everyone has the best 2017 and also for trump to be impeached