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newtkive · 3 months

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shift shenanigans - s1 social media au

note: jus for fun ! may or may not do more parts.

warnings: crude humor, slightly offensive jokes from richie sry

part two

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chefboyardee: my friends! i love my friends! the two on the right more than the left (i’m joking i promise) 😁😁😁😁

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syd_adamu: brave of you to call him your friend y/n

↳ chefboyardee: boss man carmy save me

↳ syd_adamu: oh.. :///

marcus.brooks11: you did me so dirty, friend.

↳ chefboyardee: love you marcus you look spectacular

↳ marcus.brooks11: don’t start

richietheking: Where am I?

↳ chefboyardee: ya motha

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richietheking: Getting sh$!t done.

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marcus.brooks11: This is coolllddd.

↳ richietheking: You already know it man.

syd_adamu: this is actually crazy

carmyberzatto: can you show this on instagram? i think you should delete this.

↳ richietheking: Delete your life.

chefboyardee: come down to the beef for a number 6 the occy way 💯 the safest joint on the block 🤑💯we are 🔛🔝

↳ richietheking: Eyyy I know that’s right.

↳ carmyberzatto: please don’t advertise this.

WE HAVE THE BEEF 🥩

[ 8:25 am ]

y/n:

bruh im about to lose it. heads up when you guys get to work.

marcus: that catering order is about to be crazy

DO NOT REPLY: These white boards are stressing me out.

syd: we know, probably giving you ptsd from not finishing high school

DO NOT REPLY: Fuck you I did finish it.

y/n: oh i gotta change ur contact name richie

richie poo: ????? What

y/n: it was ‘DO NOT REPLY’ lols

marcus: valid

syd: real

richie poo: What? Why?! That’s so rude

y/n: cuz you piss me off

and you kept blowing up my phone yesterday

richie poo: You weren’t answering, and we needed help at the cook out.

syd: the one where you poisoned everyone?

richie poo: Fuck off.

y/n: when i’m off work, i’m off work.

marcus: don’t let carmy hear that, y/n

y/n: don’t remind me

syd: he’s trying at least, go easy on him. he really has great ideas

richie poo: You mean you have great ideas in that little notebook

tina: Never trust a broad with a notebook.

syd: hey! i’m just being helpful

y/n: do you guys think my ig post will hurt carmys feelings

marcus: it would make me a little sad if i were him, but i don’t think he cares

y/n: great i’m gonna cry now

syd: i doubt he even saw it y/n it’s fine

richie poo: Check the work chat. Cousin is in a mood.

y/n: oh great

tina: Help us all.

syd: be nice you guys

WORK

[ 9:15 am ]

carmy: Everyone, we have huge catering orders tomorrow to prep for today. Please get here as soon as you can, the earlier you clock in the better. Additionally, please be careful what you post on social media. I don’t want people to get the wrong impression

y/n: yes chef 👨‍🍳

syd: ok sounds good

richie poo: Cool it, Cousin. What’s the issue with the social media

tina: I use FaceBook. That not allowed now??

carmy: Tina, you’re fine. I’m talking about those who post work things on public accounts

marcus: facebook is crazy

richie poo: I can’t go private

y/n: he needs the likes

richie poo: No I’m disabled from doing so. Not sure why

y/n: liar

richie poo: 😑I don’t like you

carmy: Then please don’t post pics of yourself posting up with a gun and an air horn outside of my shop anymore.

marcus: that pic was fire can’t lie

carmy: Well, it’s bad for business.

richie poo: Fine, whatever

y/n: carmy

carmy: What, Y/n?

y/n: is this because of my caption on my post i’m sorry i promise i wasn’t being for real

carmy: I don’t care Y/n.

y/n: is that code for ‘i care a lot and i’m crying in the office right now and that’s why the door is closed’

syd: ? why the oh

y/n: he opened the door and yelled no 🤨 but i think i saw red eyes

carmy: Please get back to work and I’ll comp a meal for you later

y/n: OMG yes chef 😍

richie poo: Inappropriate emojis and you shouldn’t have to incentivize her to work

y/n: shut up acting like HR i’m gonna beat your ass

jealousy is ugly which is why you have that mug on your face

carmy: Stop

y/n: yes chef 👨‍🍳

i heard your giggle tho

richie poo: Again with the schizo episode

syd: you can’t say that richie

richie poo: Oh sorry

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jacesvelaryons · 15 days

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Can I get uh…. A social media au of Tom Blyth x fem!rockstar!reader? Just a tad bit of self indulgence, I guess lmao.

But in all seriousness, I ADORE YOUR WORK AND IT IS STELLAR!! KEEP IT UP AND DONT STOP WRITING 🥰☺️👏

Tom Blyth x Fem!Rockstar!Reader

social media au

sorry this took some time but hope you like it! 🥺i’ll try to post more now that i’m feeling better and have some time. please continue to request, as always, my inbox is open.

REQUESTS OPEN.

yourusername

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my life nowadays

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↪️ yourusername love of my life when I kiss you again

lilygladstone are you blonde or brunette? 🤔

↪️ yourusername both 🤭I change my mind

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↪️ yourusername so glad to meet you finally!

↪️ user wait if yn and nuria met..it has to be through tom right 👀she was with him in btk

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↪️ yourusername always!

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tom spotted at a restaurant in la yesterday

user he looks so good

randomfan wasn't yn on tour in la yesterday

↪️ ynfan yes she was 👀

user I saw him at this restaurant yesterday and I think he was sitting next to a blonde

↪️user that has to be yn omg

ynfans this has to be taken on a microwave lmao

user y'all better leave them alone if they're having a date if they want you to know they're together they will

↪️ynfan exactly

yourusername posted a story

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paradise.

russelltovey hope you had the time of your life mate!

↪️ tomblyth sure did thanks man! 🩷

carmenenemmi well deserved rest after a long strenuous shoot!

↪️ tomblyth absolutely! had the best time with you and the crew

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jonathan.anderson my darlings

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rachelzegler girl i want you and imma have you 😍

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conangray okay beach girl!

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↪️ conangray wanted to give you two lovebirds privacy dw 😝

user that’s got to be tom blyth her new man

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user theyre so cute

user before anyone calls them a cheater they’ve both been single for a while; y/n broke up with her ex last year while tom has been single for several months

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logically-asexual · 7 months

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deleted my post earlier but i’m posting it again im just upset.

everyone defended the gaps between videos with the argument that they were getting sooo good in quality and yes they did for a while but in like.. 2019-2020. but now we’re in 2023 and the editing looks like this

and sorry but the makeup sucks and the comedy is repetitive and the writing so far doesn’t look great (but that depends on how they manage to solve all the problems they’ve gotten the characters into) and also sorry but thomas’s acting is also gotten so.. weird, so forced and immature.

literally every aspect of the episodes has gotten worse in the past couple years. everything is so extra and for what. and i know videos in the past two years are all inconsequential short things to pass the time before the finale but i don’t think that’s a valid excuse for them to be like this. if these videos have those problems then so will the big ones. and that sucks.

if they’re taking longer and have more people working and they have a bigger budget it’s only logical to expect the videos to be better. but they’re just. not.

#ts criticism #sorry again i just watched that anime intro video today and those are my thoughts

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el-ly-sha-give-no-f · 2 years

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Camera and Blessing

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AUTHOR NOTE: hello, FINALLY I HAVE THE URGE AND ENERGY TO POST, I’ve been doing better now, so like I said before I've been working on father!reader imagine, so here's the first one, Wolff reader, Enjoy! let me know if anything wrong, enjoy and NO repost or COPY my work okay?! love you guys and have a great day! <3

WARNING: yelling? arguing? but flufffffffffffffffff

PAIR: Wolff!reader x Lewis Hamilton

PRONOUNCE: she/her

WORDS: idk

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Hi, Im y/n Viss Wolff, and yes daughter of the famous Toto Wolff, Im working with F1 as a Mercedes Photographer and my dad's Social Manager. Yeah, I’m actually not into the F1 world, I like Photography! I mean look at it! they're so peaceful. At first when I told my dad that I want to become a Photographer, he kinda doesn't like it.

I ask him why, first, it is because I need to travel and explore outside of the country, that means I have to go alone and it's dangerous then i’m gonna be away from my family, second of all, he said I need to become his Legacy, but I said that I’m not into racing, I was pissed off at that time but he still insisted.

After how many months I begged him, only God know, he finally gave up, he let me become a photographer but on two conditions, that I become Mercedes's special photographer and his social manager. I don’t care, at least I reach my dream work

The first year when I’m part of the Mercedes team, it's was the hardest year of my life, a stressful and depressing year. My dad and Susie have been helping me with a bunch of stuff, the other Social Manager helped me too and other people around the paddock give me a lot of motivation. Oh, by I mean people around the paddock including 'Lewis Hamilton'. When I met him for the first time, I was starstruck, I was so excited to meet him earlier that day, I know I said Im am not into F1 but, what did you expect when your dad talk about him almost every day, of course, I have a little crush on him.

But all of that happened 3 years ago. My feeling toward him become growing.

By that means I have been working with dad for 3 years, it's getting better now. They had my back since then and Im very happy that I live around awesome people.

Right now, I’m at Mercedes paddock , preparing my Canon camera that i bought it myself 2 years ago. I know Mercedes already prepared a camera for me but I don’t want to share it with other photographer cause I’m afraid that they’re gonna delete my works accidently or not.

But I don’t know what happen with my lense today, I’ve been wiping it for almost 6 minutes. I’m glad that today activities ir I can say “work” is not much. Just take some picture, handle my dad’s interview and edit some of my pic then send it to Mercedes Social Media Handlers. That’s it. Like usual.

I heard someone footsteps walking toward me, I look up from my camera lense, It’s Lewis walking toward me, he’s wearing Mercedes official T-shirt. I saw him him smiling at me I reply with my smile back. He gives me a tight hug. His hugs is my favourite thing in this world well other than “foods”. We pull away from the hug.

“Hi Darling, how are you?” He greet me

“Hey Lewis, not much, just preparing my camera right now, as you can see on this table, It’s a mess, I don’t know why my lense suddenly became blurry when I want to used it earlier” I hand the lense to him and he take the lense from my hand and take a look with it.

“well I don’t know much about camera, I’m not a camera nerd like yo-” I smack his arm as I give him a death stare, he raise his arm surrender “I’m joking, well lady, this is your sign to buy a new lense” he suggest made me laugh.

“In your dream Lewis Hamilton, I think it’s just because I don’t wipe it properly but I’ve been wiping it for 6 minutes straight, besides, this lense is my favourite lense cause’ my dad bought it for me as my birthday present last year and I use it since then, kinda hard to replace it with other”

“oh you’re very loyal to this one eh?” Loyal not just for the lense but for our love if you want to know.

“yeah, yeah, kinda like that” I reply

-we talk for a while-

“well Lewis, I think you need to go” I said to him

“why? you want me to leave you?” what the fuck are you doing Y/n. “wait no no, not like that, you still not changing into your into your race suit yet and I know my dad not gonna be happy about it, especially 30 minutes before racing” I rumble

“ He He He, his not gonna be mad at me, besides-” he wrap his arm around my neck “I want to meet my bestfriend before the racing start”.

ouch, that hurt. “bestfriend”. Not me hoping for him to call me his lover.

Like I said my feeling for him is growing, I mean three years! who doesn’t... I’m afraid my dad gonna be mad if I date his ‘Top Driver’, my dad has been teasing about this before but I keep denied it maybe he react is a good react. Well, maybe one day Y/n.

“LEWIS! we need you right now” my thought was interrupted by someone voice calling for Lewis. I see him nodding to the staff.

“I guess, this is it, goodluck for today, and don’t worry about your camera lense, I think you just need to wipe it little bit more” he suggest

“well earlier, you said you’re not one of a camera nerdy like me, I’ve been your friend for three years! I don’t know you’re an camera expert Lewis” I joke

“whatever you said nerd” I smack his arm again, he remove his arm around my neck and looking at me, “I’ll see you after race” he said and he kiss me on the cheek, even though it’s an a quick cheek kiss but it is enough to make me blushing. I look him and see him smiling before, he turn back and walk away.

I’m standing still, blushing, God Damn that smile.

I’m so gonna tell this to Susie! I pack my stuff not worrying about my lense anymore. I put all of my stuff in my backpack and run to find Susie.

Turns out, I bumping into dad instead of Susie.

“hey you,little miss! why so rushing?” He ask me

“nothing” I reply and laugh, I’m ready to go and find Susie again, I turn around and start to walking when I feel someone hand pulling my arm and I turn around. It’s not my normal dad, instead it’s my serious dad. I sigh. This old man.

“what happened?” he ask me again.

“what do you mean what happened? nothing happened” I answer.

“I’m your dad and your shit doesn’t work for mr kid so don’t lie, I know you for the whole of my life, and we made a promise before, no secret between us , no secret between father and daughter” He remind me.

“you done?”

he nod.

“Well” I smile and doze out while I’m thinking about what happened earlier.

I feel soft smack on my head, and I return to the present, this time it’s not only Toto but Susie too.

“ouch, what was that for” I ask, rubbing the spot where my dad smack me.

“I ask you to explain, not dozing out!”

“okay okay, but since when you’re here?” I ask Susie

“since earlier” she wiggle her eyebrow

“kay kay fine Lewis...” I see my father tense up and raise his eyebrow, “he kissed me-” I got cut off

“WHAT?!!” well here, I heard two types of “what” one is the fuss “what” and one is the excited “what”. But both of them caught everyone around us attention

“SHHHHHHHHHH” I put both of my hand on their mouth, they look around and look at me back, both of them remove my hand from their mouth, one harshly and one softly we all can guess who.

“No Y/n!” I look at Susie who already looking at Toto.

“what do you mean no?!” Susie ask his husband

“cmon his my driver”

“and?” I confuse

“if you guys together, yours relationship will distract him!” he state

“dad what? what about the tease before about me and Lewis?, when I close with Lewis, how come it’s not an issues and it’s never distract him before?”

“that’s different you guys are friend not dating” he’s argue

“what’s the different, he still your driver, not that one day if I date him suddenly he’ll move to Haas team” I argue back

“stop it y/n! you never discuss with me before you do anything that you want to do”

“what’s the connection with this situation?! this is nonsense!”

“y/n listen-” I cut him this time

“no you listen!, I’m not a child anymore dad, if this whole problem relate with my career path to you you are insane, you always remind me before, past is past! What’s up with you changing your mind?”

“y/n when I say no, It’s a no, can you please just listen to me”

“okay you both, stop it, three of us currently at public, it will get media attention! why don’t you guys continue discuss this at home tonight?” Susie try to remind and calm us, almost forgot that Susie here with us too.

“well here the things, we’ve not even together yet but I’m glad this all happen, cause’ at least I already know how you’ll reacted, whatever you said, handle your interview yourself today” with that I walk of from Mercedes Paddock and start to take some of pics.

-[RACE START/RACE END!!!!]-

Lewis did a really great job! P1! word can’t even describe how happy I am for him, despite what happened earlier. I’ll try to ignore it.

I make my way to Lewis, I call his name and he turn around, I see him smiling and coming towards me, his smile always light my mood up,it’s just, beautiful.

he give me a tight hug and I hug him back.

“congratulation on your win Lewis, I’m so proud of you! you deserve this!” I congrats him excitedly

“thank you so much y/n, this is for you and the team, without you guys I- I don’t know what will happen” he confess

we pull away from the hug.

“y/n actually-” someone call him and he turn to look at the Mercedes staff

“Lewis we need you at the podium!” he nod and turn to look at me again.

“I need to go, duty call, see you later love” he kiss my forehead before he walk and go behind the stage.

I smile and walking to the in front of the stage, me and the team cheering when Lewis standing on the podium, and I take a couple pictures of him holding his trophy with my camera, after that I see my dad looking at me, don’t want to argue again, I look at Lewis currently soak with champagne , I smile before walking back to the paddock.

--------------- TIME SKIP!

Me,dad and Susie arrive home, I look at watch on my wrist currently showing solid 10pm. Jack probably already sleep, it’s passed his bedtime, I miss him so much, even though we don’t share the same blood, but I treat him as one. Despite my mother don’t want to take care of me, she’s long gone, gone from mine and dad’s life. I walking to go to my room tiredly.

“y/n” I heard dad calling my name softly, enough to make me tears falling from my eyes, I stop walking, and slowly turn to look at him.

I wipe my tears, before I ask him

“what?” trying to control my tone

“I leave you guys alone, I’m gonna see Jack and Kate(jack babysitter)” she said and walk out from the living room and go to Jack’s bedroom.

My dad standing in front of me and start talking again.

“first, i just want to say sorry, it’s never been my attention to hurt you or your feeling or anything at all, as your dad, I know i’m not the want who will choose your decision, your career or who you will going to date, I am so sorry y/n”

“when I saw you and Lewis talking at the paddock earlier, I can see he’s the one for you, he’s the one that can make you happy in the future and he’s the one that can take care of you besides me” he continue

“I know my reason to why you can’t date Lewis is nonsense, like you said earlier, I’m just afraid that you will be far away from me,it’s not because it will distract Lewis no its not, I know I have Susie and Jack, but losing you is one of a thing that I’m not ready to face it yet, I realize i was wrong”

It’s makes me tears up more after I heard what came out from my father mouth, I hug him and continue crying on his shoulder, I feel he rub my back softly.

“Dad, it’s okay, you’re not going to lose me, I am your forever daughter, I’ll never gone from your life, I promise you, I will be with you forever, please remember that, and you don’t have to apologise, I also was wrong, I overreacted and I’m sorry too”

“its okay sweetheart, it was nobody fault, remember what I said, past is past” he remind me

“past is past”I mumble quietly.

“Please never leave me to handling my own interview again, it was stressful” he said and i laugh.

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after that happened we never fight after that and Lewis confess his feeling for me and I told him that I feel the same, my dad already warn him, if he ever makes me cry or hurt my feeling just know what will happen to him. Yeah typical dad things.

END!

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what do you guys think is it okay? let me know, i have one more fics, daniel ricciardo x reader, prepare! hope you guys safe and healthy, and thank you for those who have been waiting for me to post a new one shot I appreciate it and I’m sorry for making you guys waiting, I love you guys.bye

-elly

#lewis hamilton imagine #fomula one #fomula one imagine #f1 one shot #f1 x reader #lewis hamilton #toto wolff #toto wolff x reader #mercedes amg f1

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sleepgarden · 8 months

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I would love to hear more about that quote if you’re comfortable sharing!!

Yes! Okay I'll write it under a readmore- content warnings for abuse and trauma, in this specific case sexual. ...It ended up very long, I'm sorry >< !! I hope it all makes sense at least.

Now that I'm actually about to write it I realize how much context i need to give, so I'll try to do it as simply as possible but this is actually the first time im talking about this piece in depth, so it may still be a little messy..

At the time of making the piece I was at the end of a very long and hurtful relationship. During that relationship I was coerced, taken advantage of, and had my decline of consent ignored (that's one way to put it.. its hard to talk about lol). The timeline leading up to the illustration is hard to explain, but some time before is when i started accepting that i was trans. I allowed myself to see me as i am, explore my identity, approach my own thoughts/feelings with curiosity instead of fear. I gained a lot of confidence in that time (at least, compared to what i had before!) but i kept it a secret from my then-partner as they werent exactly accepting. With this newfound confidence though I expressed some desires to them that they gave a very clear and solid no to, so I immediately dropped it and moved on. (I should also say, i never really asked for anything in that relationship before. The things my partner did made me think that i was asexual for years, lmao) Later, nearing the end of it, is when i started realizing how truly awful the things they did were and how deeply it affected me. I felt like I had given (been taken from, actually) so much and had nothing to show for it. I also had the realization when thinking back about when I myself asked for something too but was told no, just how easy it was to accept that. In fact is was impossible to imagine not accepting it and getting them to do what i wanted anyways.

So to now explain the phrase "and now with thorns of his own, its the roses call to endure" The thorns are the shift of the dynamic, where as before the rose was the only one with them, the character in the illustration had now grown his own. Equally awful to touch or be touched by. He calls on the rose to endure just as he did. But, of course, I didnt feel that way. I would never want to do that to someone. I could never expect that from them, you know? How could I? And thats just it- thats where the anger came from: How could they?

The realization of what its like on the other end to be told "no" and to imagine pushing them to deal with it regardless was infuriating. The illustration calls on the rose to endure, but the anger in the piece is about asking it to do so. It's such an impossible thing to imagine doing, but something that I experienced for years. I was angry with myself for going through that, I was angry with them for everything they did, and i put it all in that illustration. It was genuinely one of the most healing illustrations ive ever made, and i officially ended the relationship soon after.

With all illustrations there really is more to it than can be said with a blanket explanation like that. But the major emotional force was driven by those things, if that makes sense? I am glad people can connect to this piece or see themself in their own way, however they interpret it. I've had people say they feel seen with it, or that its satisfying to them, and it fills my heart so much that it aches. As i said before, its bittersweet, but so meaningful to me.

I wrote this earlier today and while reviewing the draft I see how messy it is, but I'm going to post anyways! I apologize if it's incoherent- it's hard to tall about complex emotions like that. And due to how personal it is (the most personal I've ever been online I think) I'll delete it sometime in the future. Anyways, thank you again for reaching out about it! I don't get a chance to talk about my work very often. ♡

Thank you anyone who ready all that as well!

#Very messy and some parts aren't clear but it's okay. The gist is there I think #Have a wonderful day ♡

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ankhisms · 1 year

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ok beloved mutuals and friends who like ex aid im kissing you on the cheeks and patting you. now look away im going to complain but also am not wanting to be mean bc i know a lot of u love it so look away

the little devil on my shoulder who loves to torment me and be like AH HA! WHAT ABOUT THIS? GOTCHYA! CHECKMATE KES YOU ARE IN FACT A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE PERSON said earlier well you love enter and hes a very weird eccentric villain type character, so why do you dislike the weird eccentric ceo villain guy in ex aid? which is a fair question to ask i think. to be transparent i am not wildly attracted to the veo villain guy in ex aid like i am with enter and escape but aside from that i find gobusters premise and world and stakes at hand to be more interesting and compelling and thought provoking than ex aid and that includes enter and escape as characters! i have a lot of thoughts and questions about them! the entire concept of avatars in gobusters is fascinating and brings up a lot of philosophical questions for me! theres depth there beyond just being a little silly and goofy and saying random french phrases. with the ceo guy in ex aid he just has always felt... very flat. thats overall a complaint i have about ex aid where i like some of the characters bc they felt less flat but a lot of the cast of characters felt very one dimensional to me and that especially goes for the villain guy. this also could just be due to me not liking medical drama shows in general and not being a video game person but anyway i always just felt annoyed with the ceo villain guy. i will note two things though: i respect his actors performance in the role especially knowing that the guy wasnt much of an actor beforehand everythimg ive seen of him was a good performance! also i used to have a mutual (but they deleted 💔💔) whos favorite character was the ceo villain guy and i genuinely liked to see their thoughts on him and posts about them bc i like seeing ppl talk about the things they love especially if i care abt them and also they gave him a lot more depth with their thoughts so it was like ok i like your version of this character better than the actual character in the show gnmgmg which is how i feel about ex aid a lot in general? i enjoy a lot of fan content of ex aid! theres a lot of great art i love seeing the creative things my friends have made of it and i like seeing my friends talk about what they like about it!! i like it so much it makes me happy to see everyone talking about something that they love even if i dont feel the same way about the show yknow (:

anyway. is it possible that im biased about liking enter more than the ceo guy because im wildly bisexual? yes. but also i just find escape and enter to be more interesting and fun characters

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transfemlogan · 10 months

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i want to talk about something but. its posts from 2017 that have now been deleted, & ive only found people talking about it & taking screenshots (w/ thomas' user cropped out) & links 2 the posts that dont work anymore. & i know people like 2 take my posts & run w/ them.

so i will instead vague about it

jesus fucking christ. he makes a post talking abt [insert events] but doesnt even mention the Posts He Reblogged Earlier That Week and deleted w/o any mention. he's like "yes ive made mistakes" & "I’ve been doing what I can to make sure things were addressed!" in an ask but doesnt Bring Up the POSTS. THE VERY IMPORTANT POSTS. he does the same exact thing w/ [insert event] in [insert year] & also does it with a LOT of criticisms. like. avoiding the More Important Criticisms. that need to be DISCUSSED. SIR. SIR. i know people say [blank] isnt REALLY [blank] because its "supposed to be [blank]" but these posts REALLY prove otherwise.

this is a 34 year old man im going to lose my mind. whats going on in his head. i need to figure out what the fuck his thought process is.

#& then the posts by users talking abt it afterwards.#“calling someone a [blank] because they reblogged a post mentioning [blank] is stupid!!” ok. the thing is that it wasnt just. A Mention.#like. the post was. a joke about [blank]. in fact it was TWO jokes about [blank]. it wasnt... like.#a mention of . you know. it was . making fun & mocking [blank].#this is very hard 2 vague about #revy.txt #you are acting like it was just. a random mention. just randomly thrown in there.#no it was. like him being actively [blank]. holy shit. head in hands #thinking about when someone told me “you dont know what [blank] is if you think thomas is truly [blank]” & its like. ooh... ooohh.... man.

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tootyfruities · 2 years

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answering earlier than expected bc of a random burst of energy? couldn’t be me 🤭 nah but i actually feel kinda sad™️ rn and u make me feel better so here i am 🤞but OMGKEJFJWBFHE WHERE DO I EVEN BEGINNNNN

youcore fr bc you’re so smart and cool bae ugh your mind is everything OMGMGMGMM you got me wanting to jump through the screen to gently hold shin but also gently hold you bc KDNSJDDKDN the storyline fits so well and like,,,, suits him if that makes sense???? i’m absolutely HERE for this letter writing arc and im so fuckin excited you have no idea <3 <3 <3 (might inspire to make more playlists too, just for u <3) even despite all this, I can still feel his dorky and soft self and I JUST

there’s this cute comic from @/loweater of toshi using asl w bakugou and eri and if i can find it i’ll tag you :) OH and his dad being his therapist and all the other details about his family wE LOVE TO SEE IT 🗣🗣🗣 (this moreso relates back to the blog which we’re gonna get into- but i remember you writing abt his (3?)pet cats so just a little idea there for u :>)

last thing darling!! please please please don’t feel pressured to reopen that blog or talk to me constantly. getting a little more personal in 3, 2, 1~ for the longest time when u took your hiatus, i felt so bad and guilty bc I thought I was the reason and I took so much of your time and energy and I admit and apologize for being way more emotionally dependent than I should’ve been. things have changed now and im doing a lot better! i love and care for u vv much so pls don’t beat yourself up over it ok <3

wait no sorry THIS is the last thing I swear 😭 i was actually gonna msg u a couple days ago bc i actually had a dream abt the voicemail thing- long story short,,,,, i think i called shin back the next day, we said hello and i unexpectedly (to him anyway) asked him a question abt his new pet fish…??? OK before u think i’m crazy;;; i think it was smth that he had rambled abt in the voicemail and i was asking abt it just to talk and exist freely before getting into the Other Much Needed To Be Discussed Topics.

okay i went like way overboard im sorry 💀 ily forever my darling mwah <3

I NEVER GOT THE NOTIFICATION FOR THIS IM SO SAD :(

UHM 1) i hope you're ok w me answering this publicly w the more personal info shared, if not lemme know and i will, idk delete this post? that being said! between my own terrible unmotivation and personal issues, plus yes maybe a little bit with the emotional dependence, it just felt hard to keep up with the blog. but you were never, ever ever ever, a Big Bad in my life, never. overwhelming sometimes, yeah(BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR IT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW, OUR FLAWS MAKE OUR RELATIONSHIP STRONGER). but when i made the decision to close the blog it was not "riri makes things hard :(" it was, "things are hard and i gotta focus on myself :(". i appreciate and abs accept your apology though you are so cool and i am so so happy knowing that you're doing better <3

a bit of an extension on that;; i'm still deciding whether i wanna reopen the blog tbh. i've got a couple wips on there that i meant to finish but never did, plus small storylines i wanted to pursue thru shin's blogs that i can't exactly emulate thru I Am An Author Writing a Thing when it should be This Is A Guy Writing Stuff On His Tumblr Blog. plus publicly posting my writing is so rewarding to me :}

2) PLEASE DO JUMP THRU THE SCREEN and gently hold me n shin - woahoah we would both love that methinks. grrrr. i love you so much riri. no amount of poetic words can convey how much i love and adore you TRULY. you are a light in my life, i am happy and ready to have room in my life for you again :) <3

3) YOU DREAMED ABT IT AJFNNE. shin getting a fish... that would def clash with his, yes, 3 kitty cats. but also a calm pet that doesn't require love and affection? holy crap i shoulda considered it, that'd be way fitting for them,,, if not for the fact that fish are Slimy and shin likes Fluffy. in an alternate world where cats hadn't already stolen their heart, i can easily imagine shin getting into fish and maybe even lizards. he's got the range~

idk if i'm exactly gonna write what was said in the voicemail cos i wanted to leave that up to your interpretation, and tbh i'm GLAD for that cos your interpretation is great. muahaha

ilyilyily going to check out the mecore link now muah <3

#riri tag omg

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I’ve been thinking about talking to you for a while but I’ve finally decided to get advice. I have this friend who’s been really concerning me. I’m not naming them because that will give away both who I am and which person I’m talking about to any of my mutuals who see this. I’ve been mutuals with them for about a month or two. They’re really sweet but have posted some slightly off things. They’ve talked about their family problems pretty publicly. They never really said anything that gave away they weren’t safe, but they’ve been a lot more open about what they’re going through in dms. The first time they sent me something really concerning was a couple weeks ago. I don’t remember exactly how it started but I ended up asking them how they were doing in the comments of a post. They told me they were doing good, and they had cleaned earlier. I mentioned thinking cleaning was boring and they told me that wiping the blood off the walls made them feel like they were cleaning a crime scene. I asked them why there was blood on the wall and they said they spilled they’re mother’s glass of water. I told them that didn’t explain it, but I’d already gotten an idea of what happened in my head. They responded saying that it did explain things. They then moved to dms and asked me if I’d ever gotten in trouble. I said no not really, and they told me that’s why I didn’t get it. I told them I had a guess but didn’t like what it meant. They told me to share it and I told them I thought it was their blood. They confirmed that it was. I tried telling them that wasn’t okay but they wouldn’t listen. They kept telling me that was how parents disciplined their kids. Whenever I told them that it was abuse she asked me if I was joking. They didn’t believe me and the conversation ended with me giving them a link to a webpage on what their country considered domestic abuse that included a hotline number. They agreed to look at it and we stopped talking for the day. The next time they sent me something that made me worried was about a week ago. They had been told that their blog should be deleted by a friend of theirs. They decided posted about it and tagged their mutuals. They also dmed me, but I don’t know if that’s just because we were pretty close. I was asleep when they posted and sent me the dm so I took a couple hours to respond. I told them that they shouldn’t delete their blog of course. They told me they weren’t leaving tumblr only starting over. I was still against it since I thought it was pointless. I had reblogged the post and one of my other mutuals responded and told them to keep their current blog and make a new one. They could then see if they wanted to go back to their current blog. That other mutual also responded to a comment calling the mutual im concerned about’s blog stupid. Severall people responded to that comment and the commenter amended their statement by saying it wasn’t the blog but some of the followers and mutuals of the blog was stupid. Ok back to the dms now. I told my mutual that their friend shouldn’t care that much about something so stupid. I don’t really remember most of the conversation but I ended up asking them if they knew what a healthy relationship is. They told me yes and I asked if someone controlling everything about you was healthy. They told me probably. That kinda scared me since that’s so obviously wrong. I managed to get more details about what this friend did. They once ignored my mutual for a month over what flavor of pizza they wanted. My mutual also listed 6 other things their friend had gotten mad at them for. Those 6 things all happened in the of a week. One of the things they mentioned that made their friend mad was them being nice to their neighbor. I’ll call the neighbor apollo because it’s easier that way. Apollo and my mutual’s friend have a crush on the same girl. The friend really doesn’t like Apollo because of that. As far as I’m aware all the people in this situation are single. The crush they share is not dating either one of them.

Sorry I had to start a new paragraph because the text block ran out. I told my mutual to tell their friend that they should suck it up. That my mutual and Apollo could be friends. Apollo has done nothing wrong except catch feelings for a person. My mutual thankfully listened to me but their friend unfollowed them. My mutual had previously defended their friend by saying their friend was one of the three they had in real life. I don’t know if they’re still friends in real life anymore. I’m not sure what outcome I should be hoping for honestly. I just want to help my mutual and I don’t know how. I can’t do anything physically for them since we live on different continents. I’ve made sure to tell them I love them at least once a day but I want to know if you have any other ideas on how I can help them.

Hey Nonsie, that most definitely sounds like a scary and confusing situation for the both of you to end up in. It's nice that you're concerned for your friend and reached out because you want to help, but before I say anything else I just want to make it clear that I am not a professional. I can (and will) share my thoughts and what I think some approaches/next steps could be for you, but when doing so please be aware that I'm just another person on the internet and you may want to take what I say with a grain of salt!

(everything under a cut for space)

That being said, I think because you live on different continents and are limited in what you can do, it's important for you to take stock of what you can do and focus on that. You can't do anything physically, which is reasonable, so don't worry about those things. It'll only make you feel bad for not being able to do something. But you can interact with them, talk to them, and share links and online resources with them.

It sounds like you're already taking some good steps, countering some of what they've been led to think is normal. That's a smart decision. In this situation I'd continue doing that when they bring up concerning things they're going through. If they've gone this long thinking physical violence from parents is normal, it's going to take time to unlearn that and to realize it's not okay or healthy. Consistency and patience when talking to them will be helpful. We learn things through repetition and the introduction of something different will take time to stick.

Using examples from your own life or examples you come up with to show an appropriate reaction to what's happened could help give context and help show them how extremely out of proportion and bad the reactions they're receiving are. Spilled blood over a spilled glass of water may seem normal to them, but if you counter and explain that it was only water and the normal reaction would be your parents requesting you clean up after yourself with no punishment, it could help show that no, not all parents are like that and it's not normal.

Being clear and direct when you speak to this friend may also help. Saying directly "no, I'm not joking, what you are describing is physical abuse because" and then explaining things. You may already be doing that, in which case ignore me, but I figured I'd mention it. All of that to say that it sounds like you're on a good track right now and doing what you can to support your friend and help them realize the severity of their situation.

So my advice to you would be less "you should do these things" and more "here's what you could add to what you're doing." Perhaps ask them what they think abuse is. If they think it's a joke, learning what they think could help you figure out what you want to address or help correct them about. Finding resources not just about what the definition of abuse is, but on examples of child/physical/domestic abuse. Perhaps resources they can access that aren't a hotline, as hotlines can be intimidating. I know a lot of this is vague and probably not very helpful, but essentially I would make resources more specific so that your friend can start to work towards realizing their situation and helping themself. That's not to say they have to do everything for themselves, but for a lot things in order to get help you need to want it first and that's something you can't do for them.

This can also all be applied to the friendship situation you've described with the irl friend who's being very controlling. Resources about controlling or toxic friendships/relationships, contrasting their experiences with examples or stories of your own positive and healthy relationships to give something for them to compare it to. This is something you might be able to do more of because you are their friend, so you can actually be that example. It seems like right now it's about encouraging your friend to rethink what is and isn't healthy. Because you're right, someone controlling everything about another person isn't healthy, it's the exact opposite. Encouraging them to question that may help, asking them to explain things and bringing attention to inconsistencies or errors in that by coaxing them through their thought process. Sometimes we think we know things or they make sense, but once we actually go through them we go "hey wait a minute."

It absolutely sucks that your friend is in this situation. Like I said I'm not a professional in any of this, I'm just sharing what I think might be beneficial and what I would do, so you are more than welcome to ignore as much of this as you would like. My advice is essentially: it sounds like you've been doing well so far so continue with what you're doing, ask questions to learn more about how they think so you can better help address specific problems, be patient, and don't beat yourself up over what you can't do.

And please remember that helping your friend does not mean sacrificing yourself for them. If the situation becomes too much and it becomes damaging to your well-being, it is okay to step away. I know it sucks, but you are also important here.

Hopefully some of this helps or gives you some peace of mind in what you're already doing. If there's anything else I can clarify or do to help you or your friend please just let me know and I'll try my best. No promises that I'll be able to, but I can promise to try <33

#quil's queries #nonsie #it's wonderful that you care this much for your friend #and that you're doing what you can to help them #i know that might make you think 'wtf of course I'm trying to help it's the normal reaction' or something #but I just think your care should also be acknowledged #so wanted to throw that out there #i hope your friend will be okay <33 #tw abuse #tw child abuse #tw blood #tw violence #tw domestic abuse #tw toxic relationship #tw toxic friendship #long post

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I need to come on here and rant holy shit I’m pissed. I don’t know how many ppl are gonna take the time to read this but if this gets 0 notes within 24 hours I’ll probably delete.

So last night I was scrolling through Facebook and I came across to a post that my friends dad was saying some pretty homophobic shit about using pronouns like they/them and how those pronouns are used for more than two things. Okay yes, that’s true, but people who are non binary are just called that because they don’t feel right about their gender identity. I mean what else would they be called? It/its? Kinda offensive imo (unless if that what they prefer to go by).

Idk man, it just pissed me off. So then I commented on his post saying that it’s not the right place to post that kind of stuff cuz ppl can find it offensive especially if you have friends on your list who are non binary or LGBTQ+ friendly or are a part of the group. And then he goes on and DELETES MY COMMENT. LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW?! That was just unbelievable to me.

So then earlier today he texted me through messenger and said that he was “not homophobic” and yada yada and that he doesn’t care. And then I responded with how I found that post offensive and that he really shouldn’t be posting that kind of stuff and really just keep all of that to himself and that I don’t tolerate anyone who’s homophobic.

And then (this shit gets real) he goes on and says that the pronouns of they/them implies to more than one and it’s proper English and that we should’ve learned this in elementary school. Yes he was right, but they/them could also just mean for one person who is gender less (I guess I can say). And then. AND FUCKING THEN

HE TELLS ME THAT HE HOPES IM IN COUNSELING AND THAT I SUPPOSEDLY “NEED IT”

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK???????

Why do I need counseling for this kind of topic??? Like I really only need counseling if I’m depressed or have anxiety issues. Or even if I’m feeling s***idal. Which in this case I’m not either any of those. Then I told him to never ever tell me to go to counseling unless if I do NEED IT and that was just rude of him to say something like that.

And I just came across to a post he posted just a little bit ago and that this generation of fucked up (which yes it is) and that if we get offended by what he says then we “need to grow up and get thicker skin.” Okay, maybe just keep your goddamn mouth shut. It’s really not that hard to shut up about your opinions on specific things. You know the saying “if you can’t say anything nice, don’t say nothing at all” Yeah, not that hard to do that buddy.

He hasn’t replied to my messages yet but I’ll keep an update for yall (if you even care abt this post). I just really hope his son (my friend) is also not homophobic because I don’t wanna lose any friends right now. And also just to clarify, they’re both rednecks 🙄 so ofc they’re gonna have an opinion about this controversial topic. Unbelievable.

But yeah I take my support on lgbtq+ pretty seriously and if you’re homophobic, don’t come near me. Don’t even come in my vicinity. Simple as that.

#rant post #controversial topic post #lgbtq+ rights #deja rants #deja speaks

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post about wanting asks :') i‘m not interesting either so i don‘t know what to send u exactly but ahfjsjsja uhhhhh ! talk some more abt ur favorite characters!! or maybe about ur least favorite.. or maybe just abt bakugo because i love him too so maybe i‘ll have something to reply then ahah

not long ago i made this giant post about souda kazuichi that i might have deleted cuz it was so cringe but ill try not to write so many words this time.

you ever watch a show where a character has this almost overwhelming sense of regret and shame because of their past, genuinely bad actions? (yes this is also teru core) well i just love experiencing that (not myself, but thru a fictional character ofc).

for shows that i havent watched fully and get into instead by the fandom i find my fav character like this: see fanart of a cute looking ship, research more art of it, learn about the characters and show, search for fics and then land on that one amazing fic that makes u see the character in a whole new light and gets stuck in your head.

when it comes to bakugou, it was this krbk fic called "an abundance of penguin shit" (amazing ass fucking fic will never stop recommending i cant believe i found it when it hasnt even finished yet its so good!!!) (honestly everything that writer creates is so good my number one writing inspo!).

bakugou is a fucking asshole, and so it pre-mob teru. i dont like giving them excuses for why theyre such assholes... sometimes a person is fucking mean for no good reason and thats just how it is (tho for teru its much more understandable cuz of his parents and claw, but that doesnt excuse his actions-- ok im gonna stop comparing them now). like i dont like fics where the bakugou parents are abusive? mitsuki is not perfect but i like her!! i dont like it when ppl blame bakugous behavior for his parents. we already have early todo for that. its much more interesting watching a character struggle out of their own warped world view they created themselves and try to be a better person when, because of their earlier behavior, they dont have a good support system surrounding them (ok this doesnt rlly make sense i know cuz canonically bakugou has friends but my mind is still stuck on the aaops au lol)

basically i want to see bakugou try to be a better person, without erasing the severity of his earlier bullshit. i cant survive pure angst for too long so its good that hes generally an entertaining character and i like seeing the way the rest of the cast react to him. theyre mostly nice to him which is very wholesome, even tho sometimes-- especially early in the show-- he probably doesnt deserve it. i want to see him happy!!! in the end, hes just some idiot teenager with great potential.

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clulessmess · 2 years

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ohhhhhh my fucking god.

I need to get around to making that neocities.

EDIT: um. Ok. Accidentally Posted a vent mid typing

I dont feel like retyping any of that so ill just edit this in the morning since its getting late

So yeah here i go free write venting sawry <3

Just gettin them (unfinished) feelings out

fyi recently decided to check out what neocities is abt after hearing friends gushing abt it n after scrolling around sites I got hyped n decided to make my own neocities after I realized this could possibly solve all my problems sdhkhkfgd

first of all,

............. not to bring this up for the 7848234th time but. yeah Im still having spiraling thoughts abt my girl + the AU. Yes, as I said earlier the intensity of those spirals have died down significantly. but unfortunately its still there, at the back of my mind. and uh oh!!!!!!!!!! unfortunately theres days where it spikes!!!! and frankly brothers i cant take these thoughts anymore,, i need a place to get the fuck away from social media

I honestly feel thats the reason why I have these thoughts. I haaaate having to fucking overthink posting anything that could be percieved as cringe on my own fucking accounts to prevent the possibility that it could be the post could have me marked as a sort of “lolcow” or laughing stalk known to the internet. I haaaaate that when I have to talk to ppl, fuck even my own online friends, i haveta be walking eggshells via the irony mask and hide shit bc if i feel if i do i have justify my stance to not be seen as cringe!!!!!! I haaaaaaaaaate this fucking terminally online paranoia!!!!!!!!

and I know me saying “I need to get away from social media, im growing paralyzingly sick from my chronically online brainrot” and proceeding to still do this in an another online public space instead of just simply just stop posting abt Her + the AU and maybe even mass delete anything abt them if theyre doing nothing but causing me stress is a weird decision.... but ok.. hear me out

as a creative, the alternative (just mass deleting + stop posting) is just.....feels so alienating? Like we all crave..an audience??? idk how to fucking explain it but we all like the idea of at least a few ppl liking our stuff? And despite all this headache,,, i still care her 🥺

the thought that this thing I care abt, that I made with my own two hands, that I cannot ever show that to anyone.... thats devestating

I think the reason I keep spiraling is that I feel there is no safe space for me to post abt this. Perhaps specifically fear of the wrong type of ppl catching wind of it.

The current online landscape is fucking hell. Irony poisoned n the standards are so high, ppl will not put up with mediocrity or cringe and they will be LOUD and clear about that.

Not even tumblr is safe.

Neocities though, from what ive seen its the fucking safe haven for self indulgence. Its not uncommon for ppl to have these things called "shrines", a small subwebsite within a website commonly used to just like. Infodump abt whatever thing they like, often obscure and maybe a little "cringe" (i dont mean this to insult them but like. Yknow what i mean right)

Additionally, I wont have to worry about the Wrong People" finding out abt me and My Bullshit. Or most anyone discovering me and My Bullshit. Being into neocities is kinda a "niche", most ppl dont know anything abt neocities asides from programming nerds rlly nostalgic for the old days of the internet!

If anyone for whatever reads this made it this far... Yep. I finally actually went through with the decision of deleting any trace of her off both my tumblrs. I will no longer be talking about her on tumblr unless until this game releases.

Its the perfect place to hide her for now....

Besides, ive been let go of the only job my incompetent ass could ever do but probably still fucked up anyways. Think I need a fucking hobby that could maybe double as a skill so. Why not dust off what little programming stuff I know and expand upon in it in case my moms right and I cant rlly get my art career to pop off

Though... I guess the one downside for this is that while I hopefully wont be able to directly recieve hate about the AU...I dont think I will be able to recieve any possible love for it either.

As much as i hate to sound like some attentionwhore, and as much as i had a crippling fear of being found out by the Wrong People... there is a small inkling hope and..curiosity for people that might like it

Again, neocities isnt well known. The one upside to me posting my GLITCHED shit on tumblr is that this is prrobably? The only place where GLITCHED has an actual fanbase on tumblr, so i could like get engagement (ugh.... Hate phrasing it like that. Like im sort of numbers obsessed influencer. But i cant think of what else to call it. The possibility of the fans + the rare outsider interacting n being able to read nice or funny little notes), so I highly doubt anyone is going to think to click on the link to my Gina shrine since GLITCHED isnt well known either once I finish my neocities. Even if someone was curious enough to find my website + the shrine n wanted to express that they liked it, Neocities doesnt have a built in system where people can send messages to the creator.

I am going to post the link to my neocities, since well. I know that there is a small few who did like her (or just appreciated the passion i had).

#namii finally speaks #sorry. vent(?) time.#i hate ppl <3 #i changed my mind bros its both a rb acc + personal acc #im not sure if this'll happen often but if this shits annoying to u. u can unfollow i promise i wont mind #or just block vent and rant bc i promise u. once this neocities fully set up u will never hear my mopey ass ever again #vent #rant #i hate u the negative and maybe even traumatic effects that was the 2016 art community i hate u post 2010s online culture i hate u adults

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wandering-aloneo-o · 2 years

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alright, i forgot to post this and it's been a hot minute since this happened but i think it's too great of a story to just delete so here you go

okay so, it is finals week for me, which means projects, tests, and stress. yay!

anyway, for german we had to make a food thing, say german words, and bring the foods to school tomorrow. seems simple, right?

HA, NOPE NOT AT ALL.

we decided to make meringues, which if you don't know, is somewhat tricky. but we'll get back to that later.

the few weeks prior, me and friend decided that we'll probably have to sleep over to get the baking, recording, and editing all done. slight dilemma though, my dad, who's time i was on (divorced parents, woohoo!) is a bit of a square. and the friend i was doing this with is a trans male, myself being cis female. my dad is against opposite sex sleepovers (and even though im aroace, still understandable) and wasn't entirely sure how to deal with this situation.

now we had brought this up to him a few weeks ago, but only TWO DAYS AGO did he really talk about it and make a decision, which was thankfully a yes. so now we had to decide on a time, which ended up being 1:30pm.

now my friend THOUGHT (this im important for later) he had all the needed ingredients, besides melting chocolate. so on the day of the sleepover, me, my dad, and one of my siblings got in the car to go go go. (friends house is about 45 minutes away)

we went to smiths and got the melting chocolate, and two other things mein vater needed. should easily get there in time, right?

sadly, wrong. my sibling wanted to get a fish, and had made an appointment with some people to pick it up today. well, that's just a few added minutes, right? no, not only was said fish in the OPPOSITE DIRRECTION but it was also 45 MINUTES IN SAID DIRRECTION.

now, i'm a little ticked at this point, since me and my friend had tried to persuade my dad for WEEKS beforehand. but oh well, don't want to make him mad and change his mind.

so we go to get this fish, but on the freeway exit, theres a crash (no one noticably hurt) so we had to go around that. now the sibling is the one with the navigation, and no offence, but sibling is not the best navigator, so we get a wee bit lost for a little while.

now before we were heading to get the fish, we were going to be like half an hour late, due to my dad wanting to take a shower, but just,, not taking it for a bit? anyway, by the time we have this fish, we're going to be. a. hour. late.

is that somewhat inconsiderate of my dad? yes. but was i going to bring it up? no, my goodness no. that funny man when he feels like he's getting attacked has quite a temper.

so we keep driving, and get there at 2:25pm. not great, but what are you gonna do? now my friends family is going to have home roasted chicken for dinner, which takes time, and means we wouldn't be able to start cooking for our project.

dinner was good tho, and me and friend got to carve the chicken which was pretty cool. so now it's some time around 5 or 6, and meringues take about an hour to bake, two to cool, and we have to make and record parts of the process.

we record the into first, it took a few takes, but we got there. now, we needed four eggs, which friend had. the thing about meringues is they are not the easiest to make, as i mentioned earlier.

you only need the egg whites, and if any contamination gets in, INCLUDING A BROKEN YOLK, the you have to completely. restart.

friend has a nifty yolk seperator, so should be easy, done just like that, right? WRONG. we had two done good, but the third yolk broke, ruining the whole thing.

and. we only had. four. eggs.

by now, its like 8:50pm, but luckily a neibour near by has extra eggs, thank god. so we go over, get the eggs, apologise profusely, and go back.

we break another yolk, but we got more eggs than needed, so it's okay.

now we come back to where friend thought he had all we needed. turns out, there wasn't enough cream of tartar. oh dear.

BUT LUCKILY the SAME NEIBOUR also has that soo... back there we go! we finish up with the cream of tartar and bring it back, but friend doesn't want to bother them more, so we leave it on the doorstep.

by now we're tired, we honestly don't care anymore, we just want this done. and because of this, we forget. to add. vanilla extract. which was also one. of our. scripted. steps.

by this time it's too late, we've already funneled the foods, so what do we do? we position the camera so you can't see that the mixing bowl is empty, and we pour that bitch in there.

(this is the point where i had stopped typing)

anyway we cooked the stuff and recorded and ate some and it was good (even without any flavoring lmao)

#it was a struggle lol #but in the end we had fun and got a good grade #and that's all that really matters #food #meringue #school

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nofoodclub · 2 years

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Fucking bullshit tumblr deleted my last post but highlight by far is that j is coming over!!! ohmygosh im fucking excited i get to see my friend again its been just about a month now thats far too long without seeing my fp i would prefer a daily dose of j jf it was my call which it clearly is not...either way im just happy with what ive got i was all sulky for like 10 min that none of my efforts worked out then this! I was calling this outcome the least likely of them all even over e which may have been shortsighted but makes this the biggest conquest as well so i get that level of enjoyment out of it too not holding my breath hoping for sex but with how my luck this week has been...its a possibility and one that i would be estatic about i fucking love this man is he bad for me yes is that why i love him so much maybe one of the reasons but with as much processing over it as ive done theres 100% real reasons as well and best part is im pretty sure its not just one sided feelings....def heavily denied on the other parties side but still there im nearly positive...and with how excited we both were to fuck the first time likelyhood is probably pretty high that itll happen again...i really hope it does all of the others this week were to get my mind off its true desire that has finally agreed to come back! Eek im so happy i hope its not gonna be another night like the night before hospital where there was comittment to coming over then flake...actually speaking to him id say its a pretty good chance hes actually comimg but who knows ive freaked him out pretty good...well he did that to himself for committing legitimate offenses to get arrested for my dad would just be following orders, his own orderes but still lol its been 45 min im getting impatient....i wana see him he better hurry idk how much longer my excitement can be contained before i burst. Pretty sure ive already bursted anyways using smoking as an excuse to sit outside so i can listen for cars better so ill know the second he pulls up..any minute now....please i hope its soon i wana see him this is working out so much better than it would have had he come to ws earlier this way i get him all to myself and theres no surprises on his end, granted i bet im a pretty good surprise im kinda really cute and i know he thinks that if only he thought that enough to hurry his cute ass up and come see me already fuck evey car that drives past i get a little tingle of excitement hoping itll be him why cant it be him uhg my infatuation for this dude is a whole new level jk i always let myself get way too into people esp those i let become fps. I didnt even realize he was fp untill it was all over then i was just sad. Ive missed him i let him get so engrained into my daily life that the sudden lack of his presence hit so fucking hard i couldn't deal w it and thats probably why i stopped caring about keeping my shit clean and got the infection heh ill blame him for that im really good at blaming anyone other than myself for all my self imposed shit why take responsibility when i can pass it off on someone else completely undeserving of the blame works out so much better for me...like 0% of the time but i feel better about myself in the momemt and that's enougn for me god damn he needs to show up already i dont have anything elss to say but imma keep going with this till his arrival lol watch me be typing for the next few hours till i pass out i fucking hope not. Manefesting has been super effective for me so heres to manefesting the swift arrival of my love

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deeeelightfuldee · 2 years

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1. Do you ever go back and look through all the surveys you’ve taken? Are there any answers that make you cringe, or that you’d answer differently next time around? im sure that there are but i haven’t gone back and read too many. im sure that the ones from like october ish are not fun. nor the ones from last summer lol

2. What is something most everyday people don’t know or wouldn’t be able to guess about you? i was homeschooled.

3. If you could have someone make you breakfast every morning, what kinds of things would you want them to make? oh mannn. pancakes. oatmeal. GF homemade bagels omfg.

4. Where is the scariest place you’ve ever been? What made it so terrifying? uhhhh nearly out of gas in louisville. it was unbelievably sketchy. that was such a horrifying experience.

5. Did you celebrate Easter? Are there any holidays you are more inclined to celebrate than others? If so, which? I do. oh man my favorites are Christmas and 4th of july.

6. If you’re on the internet, what are you most likely to be doing? surveys, schoolwork (miss it so) emails, window shopping, etc.

7. When was the last time you experienced a pleasant surprise? ummmmmm. its been a smol bit.

8. What were your favorite parts of the previous week? Do you have any plans for this week? gym time, friend time. i do have plans this week.

9. What was the last thing you deleted? emails.

10. What colors make up the majority of your wardrobe? Is there any color you like, but don’t wear often? lots of grays in my closet. i want to wear more pinks. i want to expand into colorful clothing. i tend to wear drab colors and im sure its to blend in.

11. When was the last time you were in any amount of pain? my heel and my shoulder are EXCRUCIATING. its borderline unbearable.

12. Do you have any unusual habits or preferences when it comes to food? ummm i prefer my pizza cold.

13. Tell a fact about the last person you spoke to? hes awfully consumed with work lately lol

14. What is something you tend to carry with you everywhere? chapstick

15. What was the last thing you completed? all the requests K had for acnh

16. Do you take pictures often? What are the main subjects of your photography? Yes! nature, myself, other people, benny.

17. Post a picture of one of your favorite memories and tell the story behind it? lol pass.

18. If you’re reading a book, how close are you to finishing it? Do you have any idea what you’ll read next? I am a third of the way through. probably tomorrow.

19. Is there anything you’ve been more optimistic about lately? school. my strength.

20. What does the sky look like right now? its dark :)

21. What was the last thing you snacked on? uhhhhh boy i havent snacked in a while.

22. Do you prefer fruits or vegetables? both but probably veggies.

23. When was the last time you had to ask for help? What about the last time someone asked you? i am asked for help every day. I asked for help carrying something inside when my hands were full earlier today 24. Where was the last place you went? How long will it be until you leave the house again? picking up dinner.. ill leave the house tomorrow afternoon/evening for the gym

25. What’s the longest you’ve ever stayed inside? How about outside? loooooool. during co*id i was in mY room for 33 days straight.

26. Who was the last person to hug you? Do you hug this person often? mom probably. sure! 27. What are you most likely to argue or debate about? mental health.

28. What was the last show you watched? Have you seen it before, or is it something you’re watching for the first time? i have fraiser on right now. i tend to gravitate for things ive seen before. at least before bed.

29. How would you describe your taste in clothing? What would a dream outfit look like to you? my taste is different than what i actually get. i think my fashion would be quite fun if finances and my hips would allow it lol.

30. How has your day been so far? today was good.

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