#y'know my health is so shit and it's so variable and i don't know how long this treatment plan will run for
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oh we are in full sobbing range folks. we are floods of tears not getting words out
#i can't begin to explain how much this means and changes things for me#everything the past 3 years#and i've beat myself up so hard for not doing this as an honours bc i had to be online bc y'know dying in bed#and now#not only have i got the smartest people i know telling me that i'm so capable they want me there and i can skip to a masters#but just that i can#y'know my health is so shit and it's so variable and i don't know how long this treatment plan will run for#before it fails#and#now i get to try#to do this#and fuck i didn't know if i'd be alive this semester w how bad things were in April#and this just doesn't even feel real#i'm happy to just to be alive#and all this on top is just#insanity#i just cant emphasize enough i thought id be dead#and im#ive veen so happy just to be here#just to be loving and living#and now this? this accolade? it doesnt feel real#its so much more than i could ever have hoped for myself
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