#wow is it apparently very easy for me to just spiral the second someone doesn't love me correctly | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

raveartts · 1 year

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*person posts art in an art focused channel on an art focused server*

me: oh fuck you how dare you post your art here, are you trying to show me up (I haven't posted anything in the last 3 years) how about you stop showing off you're just posting here for attention I literally hate you for this, if you have nice art you should just keep it to yourself instead of making everyone else feel bad why don't you just die and let someone else (me) have the spotlight. I'm killing and biting you right now how dare you

#YouTube is really out here recommending a video to me that was like #'oh if you're struggling with your art just go with the flow feel free to make something bad *drawing something gorgeous and perfect*'#like shut up do you WANT me to be in a bad mood #fuck you how about I just draw NOTHING and QUIT FOREVER IF I CAN'T DRAW PERFECTLY #if I can't do something perfectly than what's the goddamn point in doing it #I'm not crappy enough to be pitied for it #and I'm not good enough to be adored #damn I really thought 'oh I have free time today I could draw something since I've been too busy to lately'#but I guess those plans are going out the fucking window #... and just a moment ago #I remembered that it's supposedly very very easy to get attention on TikTok with little effort #and (horrifyingly) I spent a good few minutes hovering over the download button. prepared to start my TikTok art career #but I'd probably quit in a fit of rage when I don't know how to play to the algorithm and nobody cares about my stupid cutthroat fanart #.........#wow is it apparently very easy for me to just spiral the second someone doesn't love me correctly #like the Parents Didn't Fully Approve Of Something I Liked #to I Should Just Quit Drawing Forever Because Nobody Could Ever Love Me Without Pretending #is a very weird pipeline and I have no idea how these things correlate but somehow they do #.. I should go do something else before I get too deep into this #rave ramblees #vent

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