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silently-screaming-insidee · 1 year

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I try so hard and its never enough.

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connedcohn · 2 years

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Only tumblr knows my secrets.

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walrustrain · 2 years

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Do you ever feel like you’re just convenient?

You’re the convenient friend, convenient time pass, convenient relationship, convenient option for everyone.

You’re the person people hang out with because you’re easy, and always eager because you’re always just so desperate to feel wanted and not alone, but really you’re just convenient.

You know you’re not special, and that your spot in their life will be easily replaced and that they’d much rather someone else in their company- but again you’re just convenient. You’re the convenient option. The always available option.

I’m the friend who has best friends but isn’t the best friend. I’m the convenient friend. I’m the lover who falls in love but never the one being loved. I’m just the convenient route.

Im the ‘never says no’ friend. The ‘easy to take advantage of’ friend. The ‘can you do me a favour?’ friend. I’m the ‘useful until no longer of use’ friend. I’m the ‘I want to do something but everyone else is busy’ friend.

I’m the butt of the joke friend. I’m the punching bag friend. The forgotten friend. The one who’s feelings aren’t considered because I’m the ‘she’ll get over it’ friend.

I’m just the easy and convenient friend.

And that’s my own fault, thinking always being available, always being easy and giving more of myself will finally one day deem me worthy in someone’s eyes. Spoiler alert - it doesn’t. I’m still never enough.

I’m the ‘smile through the pain’ friend because being this friend hurts.

#depressed #depression #sad #alone #lonely #upset #ugly #fat #worthless #anxiety #broken #loneliness #no one loves me #nobody cares #unimportant #no friends

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hamburgertomyhelper · 9 months

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I don't feel like a real person a lot of the time. It takes all I have to even just exist most days. Everything's overwhelming and exhausting even though I don't do anything.

#sad #alone #ugly #fat #loser #worthless #hopeless #useless #depressed #suicide #sucidal #kill myself #depression #depressing #no friends #not human

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binart · 3 months

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your klance comics got me to watch voltron and inspired my own writing. thank youuuuu they give me so much joy. ive obsessed over them many late nights. your art is appreciated and enjoyed. <3 much love!! also catboys rule

🥺 i'm so happy i could inspire you!! thank you for telling me <333 waaa

#even if it feels like my existence is worthless i know that's not true 😭 and it's nice to hear it from other people..#thank u friend!#binask

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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Wait, but what is it about wally in the human au that makes him so weird?? Is it just an ableism thing or does he have like strange habits/interests

mmmm it's a bit of both kinda? more so the latter honestly! i mean by social norms & standards he's already a quirky guy, and i think he'd have a plethora of 'odd' mannerisms & habits on top of that. so yes, he's genuinely strange, but it's up to others to view/treat that as a negative or a positive or a neutral yk yk

#personally im standing off to the side sighing wistfully #wishing i could live my life so unbothered by how the world views me. oh to live your most genuine self without fear or compromise....#like for example i gotta stick with the apple theme. he fucking Loves those things. he'll talk for hours about them #like in his & barn's kitchen there is an Apple Basket for him to gaze upon or pick out an apple to admire or paint #and he gets distressed whenever he views someone eating an apple or cutting one up cause to him they're Not Food & he loves them yk?#and of course there's the intense unbreaking eye contact with literally everyone #unless he's explicitly asked 'dont look me in the eye' he Will Stare Into Your Soul #and if asked he'll Remember & will literally never make eye contact with that person again. he'd rather close his eyes completely #& in this au he's still Constantly Smiling & honestly is very hard to ruffle to the point of it being slightly unnerving #he goes through a haunted house with his friends and has them all cowering behind him as he strolls through casual as anything #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #i could go on! he's just... yk! he's Him! without compromise! he takes norms & expectations and crumples them up!#he looks at them and says 'wow! this is worthless!'#and keeps doing his own thing

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profoundbondfanfic · 9 months

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An Exercise in 'Worthless'

An Exercise in 'Worthless' by glassedplanets Rating: Mature Word Count: 26.5k

"I mean, you’re–” He gestures at Cas, in his neat oxford shirt and nice pants. “–and I’m a high school dropout who tattoos for a living.” Wherein Dean makes a hefty living as a tattoo artist who owns the space next to Gabriel's cafe. Sam attends the local university. When Gabe's cousin comes to live with him while starting grad school at Sam's university, Dean thinks for sure that all his negative karma's coming to bite him in the ass because Cas clearly has a thing for Sam. No one would ever choose him over Sam. That's just logic.

This is it. This is the first Destiel fanfiction I can remember reading. As such, it would have ALWAYS had a special place in my heart, but this fic is made even more wonderful by the fact that it is a fascinating character study into Dean. As someone who mourns over Dean's criminally low sense of self-worth, it's always lovely to see him gain confidence, as well as an understanding of just how much he is loved by everyone around him.

Dean's crush on Cas is pretty obvious from the start, but Dean tries his best to deny it, mostly because he doesn't think that Cas could ever return his feelings. Cas is delightfully intelligent and awkward, but he's not shy by any stretch of the imagination. He's sarcastic with a dry wit, and you can absolutely see why Dean would fall head over heels for him.

This fic is told from Dean's point of view, and he is, at times, an unreliable narrator. He misinterprets situations and statements, mostly because he has such a low opinion of himself that he doesn't believe that anyone could ever choose him. Throughout this fic, Cas does his best to make Dean understand that not only is he a good person, but that he's also worthy of love, familial and otherwise.

I'm also always a fan of a tattoo shop AU, and this one is phenomenal. The descriptions of Dean and his work are exquisite and you can feel Dean's care and passion throughout every description of his shop.

Though it's not shown explicitly, Dean does describe his past with Alastair, where he was made to hurt people via tattooing them. This guilt forms the basis of a lot of Dean's self-loathing, but it also leads to the fic's climax, where Dean learns how to let the past go and forgive himself.

If you're looking for a great character study of Dean, and you also love watching this oblivious man get everything he doesn't think he deserves, I know you are going to love this fic! 💖

#destiel #fic rec #1k follower celebration #favorite fics #mature #10k to 30k #au #modern setting #college #teacher!castiel #tattooartist!dean #tattooed!dean #coffee shop #friends to lovers #jealous!dean #pining!dean #an exercise in 'worthless'#author: glassedplanets

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thornsnvultures · 4 months

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why do I hate myself?? why am I in such a bad mood?? why do I feel like laying down and crying???

YOU'RE TIRED. YOU GOT THREE HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT, YOU BIG TODDLER. YOU DON'T WANT TO KYS, YOU'RE TIRED AND YOU DIDNT TAKE A NAP TODAY.

#im yelling at myself #because sometimes myself needs to be yelled at #but if this feels familiar to you let me remind you:#your friends don't hate you you're not worthless you're a good person #you're just tired #capitalism and the all consuming collapse of society as we know it can be exhausting #also you probably stayed up too late reading smut like me 😊

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bitebitesnap · 7 months

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I don't talk about Bardock much despite how much I love him.

He's not a cuddly type. He's worse than Vegeta, because even Vegeta can push down his pride just enough to let Bulma (or you) snuggle up to him every once in a while. Bardock doesn't-he just gives you a look of confusion and wariness before taking off with a hasty excuse of training.

But he won't lie to himself. It feels....wrong..that you want to be so close to him.

For Vegeta, he's been around countless others who want to do him harm. Anyone coming close to his personal circle is certain to be up to no good. In the Frieza Force everyone was trying to climb up bodies in order to make their own lives better. It's something he's used to and knows how to deal with.

For Bardock...it;s a bit different.

He had a team. Built up from scrap, with blood, sweat, and tears as the glue. They were people he trusted, Saiyans through and through who wouldn't ever turn on one of their own when the Force was already breathing down their backs. They destroyed together, conquered together, there was nothing else but them in his life.

And now here he is. With you-a weak, bird-boned freak willing to get within arms reach of him. Knowing what he is-what he's done, how many have been slaughtered at his hands. With anyone else it would strike sheer terror at just the sight of him.

But you don't. You push back-some half brained concept of making him calm down because your planet was full of weaklings who couldn't even stand a single punch-you argue, you outright attack him sometimes. If anyone else even tried, he would have reduced them to space dust.

Yet....

You also keep him company when he retreats into the woods for training. You tell him of remote places where he can get away from everything and be truly alone, where the larger reptilian game roams so he can feed himself plenty. You bandaged him when he bled, fed him when he couldn't do it himself.

You're just like......a Saiyan...

But they're gone. All of them. Because he failed. Because he was weak.

He can't just accept your presence. It would be as if he were relinquishing all his drive just to replace what was already lost. He can't let himself be distracted.

Yet he can't ignore himself when he glances to the side, expecting your surprised face when he tears into a mountain with his own hands, and cringes at the deep emptiness inside as he finds nothing but rubble.

#jawbones #dragon ball #bardock x reader #vegeta is there too as comparison #I see them as having similarities but different origins #Bardock is if Goku had a Vegeta storyline but still had friends to me #he feels fucking awful that they're gone but it drives him single mindedly into training #he has to be better #he has to be the one to destroy Frieza #he has to #otherwise he's worthless to everyone #including himself

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derpinette · 13 days

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SPERG YOUR HEART OUT

#EVERYONE #NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#& FOREVER #i love it when my friends &/or mutuals post about their interest & Passions i will like your posts but really i Loved them.#i deleted some tags because they might be interpreted as weird(er than usual) but 0_0 i am ♯Passionate about ♯Passion (for fashion - Bratz)#still kind of feel like a worthless human being but i secured another hangout in like a week so yayyy ^_^#I GET TO BOTHER SOMEONE TOO NOW i just wish people did that to me too why am i like always the one raving #literally have to beg my friend to give me updates on her things even if i normally hate it even i go out of my way to look for things #for us to discuss -_- GIRL please i am for real not just faking for politeness who do you think i am I WANT TO KNOW #so effin excited OMG i have like so much to say & the greatest thing is that this girl has no knowledge at all about my Thing #so i can explain from the very beginning You literally have no idea how much i practiced the conversation in my head #ever since she told me & she said she wanted me to go on & talk about it more i have been Devising My Plan #OMG YAYYYY ^_^_^_^_^_^ AIMU SO HEPI AAARRRGHHHHHGSJDJSHSJDHSHSG #& OFC i had to plug it in the first time i met her in person i just could not help myself there was an NF on that day & i told her i wanted #to catch it i had to go in the end for a different reason & BTW it was such a whiplash the show itself was so fun but the winner... 0_0 NO.#next i will ask her about berserk & maybe even read it so we can talk about it because she really likes it #i dropped it when i was 14 because the laptop i was using to read it was complete crap Just like mine is RN #like a section of my keyboard is completely dead T_T so i have to use the on-screen one...

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disguisedcheezed · 3 months

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people want the hs epilougues/hs^2 to be "canon" SO BAD, it makes them look stupid.

#disguisedtalking #the circle of stupidity is fucking complete.#you just found out that justifying something was completely worthless #what happened to do whatever you want forever instead of getting mad #its so funny how people hate to see a dirkjohn shipper win an argument lmao #its also the reason why i know a lot about the old hs fandom dramas in the first place. you dont understand our pai #im still stupid but i love my friends they tell me everything i need to know

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silently-screaming-insidee · 2 years

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What's the point in talking anymore no one listens to me anyway 😕

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hishoukoku · 2 months

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#I feel like I'm bothering ppl with my bullshit and i can't shake the feeling that everyone is fed up with me #I wish i could go live in a cave by myself sometimes #.....(let it be the 10k gods cave at least T.T)......#no but for every hour of intense serotonin i get from things i love...I feel like a worthless trash the next few hours #Almost like i don't deserve it because even saying HELLO sometimes makes me feel like a bother #and that's to ppl /I/ consider friends #ive lost the ability to even realize who considers me a 'friend back'#not that i have anything to offer #plus i have to do some shit at work that i dont like #and it's taking a bigger toll on my brain than i thoguht it would #but its fineeeee cause I have the ability to bury myself in the things I adore to stop even the slighest real world thought from occuring #hyperfixations ftw #'cept SOMEtimes like now when im overwhelmed that i feel like i dont do them justice #I'll delete this later I'm just.. Tired..#Ishidarambles #Personal shit #ranting in the tags like an OG tumblr user

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torbooks · 11 months

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no posts last few days bc we were painting a horror gnome

#look at all these horror and horror-adjacent titles #anecdotally the contents of this book stack will beautifully ruin a brain for a few days #the only reason manhunt by gretchen felker-martin isn't in this pic is bc a friend has our on-hand copy #forget what's in the bisac harrow is horror #didn't actually check the bisacs #last exit #max gladstone #a house with good bones #t. kingfisher #harrow the ninth #tamsyn muir #leech #hiron ennes #tell me i'm worthless #alison fumfitt #black tide #kc jones #piñata #leopoldo gout

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seraphicalsuccubus · 4 months

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I feel like my heart was just ripped out of my fucking chest and handed back to me with a knife stuck through it

#why do friend break ups suck so much #I’m really not doing well today y’all I can’t even hold myself together for more than 2 minutes before I start crying again #this shit just fucking hurts and I feel worthless and unwanted #I just miss having a best friend … mine doesn’t give a fuck about me anymore because of her girlfriend and I just feel so lost

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walrustrain · 9 months

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Sometimes I feel like I go above and beyond for people to make up for the fact that I’ll never be good enough and in hopes that it’ll distract them enough so they don’t notice and leave.

#no love #loneliest #alone #depressed #no friends #lonely #unloveable #replaced #not good enough #worthless #quote #sad

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