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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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we are discussing our childhood passions on the dash tonight
#normally i dont do these 'my dash did a thing' posts#but like. i had to#mine#[tumblr]#1k#in less than 24 hours#jesus christ#2k#3k#technically rn it's at 2893#but it's gonna get to 3k soon#for some reason#4k#almost#this has now reached at least 2 of the 6 blogs in this image#3/6 now#5k#WHY#also i did not anticipate how weird it is to see all those urls on the top stacked on each other#10k#15k
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Pain is a great motivator…
Part 26 || First || Previous || Next
—Full Series—
Meanwhile Toriel:
(Loud noises don't wake her up usually.)
Artist note: I’m so proud of this :))) I know it’s a lot of dialogue and reading, but dialogue is grueling work for me. I’m glad with the art and for the amount of pages I made in such a relatively short time span -w- page 5 was super fun to work on. A lot of blood, sweat, and hours here... :) The backgrounds were a big bore tbh, but I finished them! Yippie!
#CHARA WTF DO YOU MEAN “COMPUTER”????#lol i hope you guys dont hate me for what im doing in the next update.#IS THAT A MAC OS???#Yes......owo''#Kris and the Gang are LITTLE now. I've pixelated them and turned them into little game characters!#FINALLY!!#I never thought I would be going so far in the story to explain WHY Kris pulls out their SOUL and opens Darkfountains even when they killed#Berdly in Chapter 2. Pain can make people do horrible things.#Uhhhhhhhhh anyways. :3 I hope you liked it! I made this post a little too long for my liking and didnt get it out when i wanted too-#but thats okay! As long as people enjoy it :)#bread#art#deltarune chara timeline#deltarune chara timeline comic#seriously though#long post#man am I glad I switched over to the limited color palet! It helps me feel alot more relaxed uwu#This is....way over 16 hours of work q-q#chara#asriel#susie#kris#asriel dreemurr#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#susie deltarune#deltarune#comic#my art
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ELEKTRA: I am the shape you made me. Filth teaches filth.
(prints)(process video & high res)
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#the vampire chronicles#claudia iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#amc iwtv#iwtv fanart#ive been working on this between commissions since ep 5 came out two weeks ago but luckily for me ep 6 was even more thematically on point#anyway someone made that web weave about lestat being claudia's mother and i haven't been the same ever since#also this is an ode to my lovehate relationship with backgrounds#THIS TOOK SO MUCH WORK AND IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO. WHY CANT I JUST DO A QUICK DOODLE. A LITTLE FLAT COLOR FANART. I AM CURSED#horreurart#anyway this is going on ig and twitter tomorrow at the appropiate algorythmic-posting times but for you tumblrinas#you can have it at my organic unhinged hour#illustration#art#artists on tumblr
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their love language is quality time
(close ups under the cut)
#stranger things#steve harrington#robin buckley#stobin#stranger things fanart#they just......spend so much time together#literally attached at the hip#this isn't new but gahdamn was i in my feels drawing this#this and the camp counselor post really just let me spend hours staring at them and deciding how they blend together#also peep the fnaf reference. i really need a fix of those two being there for the bite of 87#also DO NOT ASK WHY their faces look so different in each one. Don't. I'm sensitive.#dtus art
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revstar emu save me
#please watch revue starlight#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#Im so mad i wrote 8 million tags stream of consciousness style and then aposted this to the weong account#im not rewriting all that. you get NOTHING.#actually i will say again i have no idea why this kind of blee up on twit please WATCH TEVUE STAKRIGHTBTNGL#i KNOW 4 thiusand of you did not watch it Watch revue starlight Do not speak of yuri unless you partske in the revue#sorry. anyways#the jist of it was ahh the assignments -> making cosplay -> might post it here if i can take a bice photo for once in my life#because im proud of it. as mortifying as it is.#my best friend is cosplaying an im the clown Two lesbians walk into the metro convention centre(is that where toronto comicon is????)#Oh right i was thinking of making little drswings of pjsk charas or at least exs and printing them out in bulk on a dheet of paper#and coloring them in w markers and giving them to people at the pjsk meetup or vendors i get merch from..#i thought itd be fun. Also i swear to god i have a sheet of like MAGNET paper somewhere i want to make people emu magnets#Ok i fucking for real have to go to sleep i have to get up for class in 5 hours. wuit your college join my emo(daily affirmations)
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Pokemon Masters’ new photoshoot feature is so much fun lol
#Rei was not ready for the photo he’s halfway through a blink#I LOVE THE PHOTO FEATURE A LOT ITS SO FUN#I do feel limited by it though#I’d like to see if we could add pokemon to it as well one day#and I wish we could rotate characters around 360° and zoom them in and out further than we already can#but I understand why we can’t lol#BUT I STILL LOVE THIS FEATURE A LOT#and the title feature is so fun too!!#still waiting for that hashtag system to see what that’s like though unless it’s already come out and I just didn’t notice lol#scheduled post feature I am once again putting my trust in you please post right on the hour
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The long-awaited school break
Idea from Blue Archive short dj
#Having an infertile love interest is like free real estate#dollya art#robin the orphan#dol robin#dol pc#lya the blossom#dol#dol fanart#degrees of lewdity#Be a good trophy wife and fill your lover up real good Robin that's how you keep her energized to make more money to secure both your asses#sigh#I really should stop eating so many creampuffs#shouldn't be posting at this hour but oh well#I rarely do color but once I do I remember why I don't
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It's Will that gives him the idea.
"we don't really celebrate father's day anymore," he had said awkwardly, "but I can't hang out anyway."
"why not?" Dustin demanded. He was gonna end up bored and alone because he didn't celebrate the holiday and everyone else had plans. he had been counting on Will to keep him company.
"I'm gonna get Jonathan a new record and I want to listen to it with him," he said.
"can't he get his own records? C'mon, we could go to the arcade or something."
"no, Dustin," his tone took on a stubborn edge that made Dustin pause. "He's my brother and I love him, and he's the only guy besides Bob who's ever even tried to look out for me. So I'm sorry but I'm gonna be busy on Sunday."
Dustin didn't argue after that but it did get him thinking which is why on Sunday morning he biked all the way over to Loch Nora and started banging on Steve's door.
"what do you want, Henderson?" Steve sighed the most dramatic put upon sigh Dustin had ever heard.
"you're not my dad--"
"wow you really are genius!"
"shut up, shut up, listen to me!"
"okay, geez, I'm listening."
"you're not my dad and I don't want you to be my dad. I don't even really want a dad! Lots of dads aren't even that great and my mom already has the single parent thing down. But you taught me how to do my hair and how to talk to girls - even though that advice sucked, I didn't need it to get Suzie at all - and you're gonna teach me how to drive--"
"woah, hey, no I never said I'd do that, wh--"
"--and you've saved my life but I think we're even because I've saved your life too."
"Henderson don't you have anything better to do than harass me in my own home?" Steve said. he was using that exasperated tone he got when he knew he wasn't keeping up with what was going on but didn't want to admit it.
"actually no I don't but I'm here for a reason," he reached into his backpack and took out the gift he clumsily wrapped with scraps of brown paper bags. He shoved it into Steve's hands. "You're basically the only adult male figure in my life. And I appreciate you."
Steve squinted at the gift and then at Dustin and at the gift again before he said fussily "is this a prank? If something gross explodes from this, I swear to god, I'll--"
"Just open it, Steve!"
"Fine, fine, keep your shirt on," Steve said and tore off the paper. He blinked and in a softer tone said, "Oh."
"I don't know if you even like making models but I know you love cars and this kit looked just like yours, so yeah."
Steve stared at the kit some more. Dustin started to fidget. It was always better to be honest with your feelings but maybe this was too much for Steve. Maybe Steve didn't like him as much as Dustin did. Steve was not as enlightened about these things as Dustin.
"I've never made a model before."
Dustin hunched his shoulders and tried not to feel stupid or hurt. He should have expected this. They weren't even related. This was probably too weird. He reached out to take the gift back.
"it's fine, I can return it, whatever."
Steve raised the kit out of Dustin's reach.
"Hey, this is mine," he said.
"you don't even like it!"
"I never said that! I'm just gonna need a dweeby little nerd to help me build it. You know anybody like that?" Steve asked, batting his eyes innocently.
"you're such a dick," Dustin grumbled, fighting back a grin.
"watch your language!"
"shut up, you're not my dad."
Steve laughed as Dustin shoved his way into the house. Hours later, after much shouting and ribbing and one incident of spilled paint, a small model of the beemer was left to dry while Steve forced Dustin to watch the baseball game on TV with him. It wasn't the worst thing ever, and after Steve mentioned the statistics involved, it got way more interesting ("of course you'd like the math part, you weirdo" "you don't understand the stats do you" "shut up and watch the game, Henderson"). When the paint was dry, Dustin followed Steve upstairs and watched him carefully and deliberately place the model between a couple of sports trophies.
"yeah, I guess it looks pretty cool," Steve said with exaggerated nonchalance. "Now beat it, kid. your mom's gonna freak if you're not home when she gets back from work."
"can you give me a ride?"
"ugh, fine."
Dustin grinned. This had been, hands down, the best father's day ever. From the look on Steve's face when he placed the model, Dustin was pretty sure he agreed.
#stranger things#steve is an honorary henderson#steve harrington#dustin henderson#trensu tells stories#i almost forgot i had this in my drafts!!#i wanted to wait to post on actual father's day but i was busy all day#(went to a cubs game with my dearest friend and it was so good omg)#(definitely worth the headache that hit me when i got home)#the smart thing would've been to schedule the post but why would i do that lol#anyway there's still an hour's worth of father's day left so it counts
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[start ID: a golden star with text on it that says: I survived Day 1 of Purgatory /End ID.]
anyway. i need to go to bed now. im fucking weeping <3
#they speak#qsmp#sanguine's purgatory counter#i didnt make this image btw i just kept it open for 7 hours#i watched red btw. @ everyone in the tags. I Know.#now w/ image description bc apparently this post was important enough to get one from accessible-qsmp!#im crying laughing why do you guys like this post so much#100!#200!#300!
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mid week klance because my queen @klanced is on the struggle so I made lawyer au
#klance#hope this invigorates you in these turbulent times Katie klanced#they would work at the same firm I think but like fight over cases and be rivals#I think it would be so bad at one point they’d be the reason some dude gets convicted guilty#but only for something small and funny like now he has to do. 5 hours of community service#and it’s like. voltron law. and shiro runs it#Keith is the hotshot up and coming nepo hire. but he’s good#lance has been there only barely longer but acts like he has a 10 year lead#why am I kind of cooking this up rn….. hold on…#idk how law firms work or courts. someone finish this#voltron#vld#art#my art#also midweek klance bc it’s not heynhay posting klance Friday this week it’s heynhay posting ****** Friday
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drew them smoking weed again im so sorry he's literally green
↓ og comic under the cut ↓
i really like this comic i love saying HE IS GOING TO TELL MY FUCKING MOM with anything ever
#art#my post#my art#rasey#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt raph#tmnt casey jones#i spent like one to two hours every couple of days rendering this#why did i render this and not simply color under the sketch? i dk i like doing it but it takes a whiiiiile#ummmmm im so sleepy im scheduling this at 3 am
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star trek fans specifically are crazy for that. you say "im not really comfortable watching tos because of the way captain kirk interacts with women" and 900000 people come crawling oit of the woodwork to say UM ACTUALLY kirk is a GENTLEMAN FEMINIST who is ALWAYS NICE and VERY BISEXUAL! and the only people who think he acts like that are the DUMB PIG CHAUVINIST MEN who think kirk is LIKE THEM! okay im actually referring to how he constantly grabs at women esp when they're unhappy and physically restrains them. or the weird sexually charged comments he makes. or his persistent assumption of all women as available and simple things to be acquired or controlled. and sometimes they lobby back with the "well Its Made In The Sixties so of course its Dated but its still PROGRESSIVE!" okay well its so dated that im not comfortable. i cant just say to myself "oh well it was another time" and immediately become blind to whats happening before my eyes.
#same with the ppl who watch profit and lace and then walk away and the only comment is “WOW free and simple sex reassignment surgery!”#like i refuse to watch p&l bc i know it'll just be transmisogyny from cold open til credits but like why is it that ive only seen like#maybe three people watch the episode and then comment on it being transmisogynistic. usually in passing. people do NOT want to think abt#this stuff . and like i get it i dont really enjoy it either but like. you are the star trek analyzer you spent 5 hours yesterday posting#about the gay sex symbolism of alien rituals so maybe take some time to analyze the actual text of the show
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it's so insane to me how differently jonah treats jon compared to how he treats everyone else. throughout his life he treated people like tools, like something "to watch, to know, and ultimately to discard". he doesn't care about their suffering as long as it benefits Him. but even though he separates himself from other people, puts himself on a higher pedestal, it never seems to apply to jon. with jon it's always "our master", "our victory", "the world that we have made". everyone else is for us to use. the world is our playground. he’s been living with this "use or be used" mindset for centuries, always on the run, never safe, never trusting anyone, just to meet jon and decide to include him in his life-long plan… and yes, part of this was out of the necessity (he did need to get an archivist for this to work), but if it was purely transactional, then why would he say all that. gayass
#maybe that's why elias was so pissed at jon's “am i still human”. because he believes himself to be something more than a human and treats#jon as an equal so him clinging to his humanity so much is irritating. like why do you want to be a human when you can be my archivist#when you Are my archivist#there's also something to be said about how jon's like “noo i'm not like youuu” at every chance he gets even if it's Clearly not true#but jon's Issues is another topic that i will probably talk about when i stop being so scared of sharing my thoughts#i spent 2.5 hours on this post solely because i kept getting sidetracked by reading transcripts while fact-checking myself#jonelias#mine
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day 1547 and day 4 of amphibiuary
prompt list
#amphibian#frog#amphibiuary2024#3d model#moving#animated#video#i tried to post it as a video but i THINK tumblr just ate it so#if you see the exact same post but a video that's why#anyway copying the tags from memory#this was supposed to be a coqui but not sure how succesful it is#thought id do a quick one by just modifying an existing model but nope it's an hour past my bedtime already. drawing would have been faster#the model is from the poison proimpt from last year except i tweaked the proportions a bit#and obviously a new texture#the animation is using a shape key/blendshape#this is blender again mostly because it's way more convenient to texture paint and do materials and render
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they need to invent toothpaste that just fucking kills you at this point, fully blasts off everything above the lower jaw. It'd be better than mint.
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