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mooncoloredpeaches · 2 years

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the glimpse of us tiktok trend but for mav it just hits so much harder because when he looks into rooster’s eyes when he sees the rivalry between him and hangman he’s not only reminded of goose, but now of ice too. two of the people he loved the most.

‘cause sometimes i look in your eyes

and that’s where i find

a glimpse of us

#top gun maverick #top gun #why do i make myself cry #this has been haunting me forever if i have to suffer so do you #this silly movie abt men piloting their silly planes has a chokehold on me #send help #pete maverick mitchell #tom iceman kazansky #bradley rooster bradshaw #jake hangman seresin #rooster x hangman #hangster #maverick x iceman #icemav #goose

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lady-charinette · 1 year

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Since I just finished Kotaro Lives Alone (which destroyed me body and soul), I was thinking about Anya from Spy x Family.

What if Anya also developed survival tactics and unhealthy coping mechanisms while she was passed around from orphanage and family?

What if, even if she doesn't eat tissues like Kotaro, she got addicted to eating peanuts because she found them on the street whenever a family would drop them on their way home from a festival?

What if Anya insists on calling Loid 'papa' and not 'father' is because the 'father' in her life was always a very cold, distant figure that commanded obedience and never cared for her and Anya didn't want to associate Loid with that?

What if, some time down the road, it's revealed that on a subconscious level, Anya loves all things to do with spies and detectives, not only because Loid is a spy, but because detectives solve cases and mysteries, and Anya wants someone to solve the mystery of why no family wanted her longterm before? The mystery of why she got abandoned?

Could Anya's "Starlight" phase and her moments of creativity and independence, the moments where she tries to help Loid fulfill his mission, be because she wants to feel important? Like she plays an active role in bringing success? Because she had so little agency in her own life until now? Was "Let Starlight Anya handle this!" be a indirect coping mechanism of emotionally/physically neglected children to depend and rely on themselves in order not to feel so helpless in their situations?

Will Yor recognize some of Anya's behaviors that don't really add up as suspicious? Because she knew what a well looked after child looked like (even if both Yor and Yuri lost their parents, Yor went above and beyond to ensure Yuri had everything he needed and grew up well even if he grew up into...well what he is now XD)?

Or will neither Loid nor Yor recognize any signs of child neglect in Anya because when they'd been children themselves, they'd been neglected as well, growing up without a family and see themselves in Anya?

#why do I make myself cry #take two #spy x family #kotaro lives alone #sxf #anya forger #loid forger #yor forger #yor briar #yuri briar #child neglect mention #child abuse mention #spy family

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invisible-and-forgivable · 9 months

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Babes... I'm crying... Neil Gaiman this is your fault 😭❤️‍🩹

#good omens #why do i make myself cry #innefable husbands #neil gaiman

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megsdirectionog · 1 year

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Louis loving us as much as we love him melts my heart so much.

Like he is fully out here showing us his love to a degree other artists don't and I can't cope

#made myself cry #louis tomlinson #one direction #faith in the future #walls #why do i make myself cry #he is too pure #deserves the world #go stream

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mylifeingotham · 3 months

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theforbodingboglands · 2 years

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Sooooo that infamous sentimonster theory amiright? 👀

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carpetbug · 1 month

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more Duvet brain rot! Gotta have a lie at the ready when you time travel to take care of your literal inner child 🐇

and a bonus

#carpetbug art #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #ml #miraculous fanart #bunny!chloe #chloe bourgeois #chloe #duvet #duvet: what I do in my burrow is my business and no one elses #ladybug: ITS A LITERAL FUCKING TIME MACHINE WHY WOULD THAT NOT BE OUR BUSINESS #you can really see i gave up on the last two panels <3 i love and hate drawing this shit is both awesome and so dumb at the same time #anyways baby chloe is hard to draw and so is crying WHEN ITS ALL SIMPLE AND TINY #ignore me i just make myself do things the hardest possible way every time #i know the burrow is the same for all rabbit holders but idk. Duvets burrow is all disorganized and chaotic to me

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juthemagicalclown · 9 months

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thinking about captain xiao saying that lu guang treats cheng xiaoshi like a child and qiao ling replying that lu guang is more mature and about how xiaoshi was forced to grow up too fast for his age and take care of himself after his parents had left him so he never got to enjoy his childhood and now with lu guang he can finally allow himself to act childish and carefree without a worry because he trusts lu to always look out for him all the while for the same reasons surely loving the attention and care shown by lu whenever he 'babies' him or scolds him for his brat-ish behaviour

#i think everyone who relates to cheng xiaoshi will understand #im literally the same with my closest persons in my life #thinking about it makes me so sad :')#i love them so much #why do i like to make myself cry #link click #link click 2 #link click season 2 #shiguang dailiren #shiguang daili ren #shiguang dailiren season 2 #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #qiao ling #xiao

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no-brain-just-good-omens · 2 months

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genuinely crying again they love eachother so much TwT

LOOK AT THE WAY AZIRAPHALE IS LPOKING AT CROWLEY!!1!! I AM SICK!!! I AM DYING!!! THAT IS A MAN WOMAN PERSON NOT PERSON ANGEL THAT IS SO SEVERELY IN LOVE!!!!!

#anyway what im saying is im lonely #i’ll never have anything as good as what they have #why am i genuinely crying over how much they love each other #good omens #good omens s2 #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable divorce #ineffable husbands #good omens brainrot #good omens is making me sad again #i need to stop doing this to myself #HOW TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THESE GAYS

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marblerose-rue · 2 years

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click for better quality!!

lionkit/hollykit/jaykit

big, big plans

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #lionblaze #hollyleaf #jayfeather #warriors #warrior cats #wc art #MIXED FEELINGS ABT THIS but at the end of the day i like it . i wish i made the stars a little bit whiter but my back is super achey #I ALSO FOUND OUT THE LAST UNICORN IS ON YOUTUBE FREE WITH ADS after i got my autism diagnosis my mom was like #and i was like (TO MYSELF I DIDNT SAY IT TO HER) that #wouldve been nice to know but at the end of the day i dont think it wouldve added much bc my psychiatrist knew off the bat so AKHBFDKJHBDFH #ANYWAY ENOUGH UNICORN SPEAK they r so so small . and so so... baby #i hope the symbolism is like . there and Obvious but not the kind of 'im holding your hand and showing it to you' obvious #OH MY GOD THE TAGS GOT FUCKED UP NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #MY MOM SAID I USED TO MAKE OTHERS WATCH THE LAST UNICORN WITH ME A *LOT* IDK WHY THE TAGS GOT MIXED UP im crying profusely this is such an #expected betrayal from tumblr

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my-maehem · 11 months

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“I never want to let go…”

“Then don’t… never let go… don’t let me go…”

“Not until we die…”

She’s not dead— I swear it…

I wasn’t initially going to reference the bad ending of the HL story but I was inspired by this post and wanted to make my own ending… so… 👉👈

Context:

The one thing that I was upset about with the choices at the end of the game, was that there wasn’t an option to take the repository with a good purpose.

I believe that my MC would take the repository so that someone similar to Ranrok wouldn’t try and take it again and, you know… destroy the whole school in the process. Hemera is willing to sacrifice herself for the safety of the present and future of the school.

Although she can be a selfish brat person from time to time, she becomes selfless when it comes to others getting hurt.

((Ref))

#being honest… I was listening to the old Minecraft soundtrack while making this—#why do I do this to myself #cry with me 🔪#hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow #hphl #hphl mc #hphl oc #maeartworks #hogwarts legacy mc #sebastian x mc #sebastian x oc #hogwarts legacy art #hemera fotia #slytherin #bad ending #follow vibes #please ignore the hands— I didn’t use a ref so they look bad 😀#I need to draw more hands ;^;

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verxsyon · 6 months

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canon compliant ptn. chief!gn!reader

! contains major character death !

hey, what’s up? finally started playing ptn. does angst exist in the ptn writing community? if it doesn’t, lemme introduce myself— /shot.

as i was saying! i finished chapter 3 so i don’t know much about the lore yet. but something came to my mind the last few days since i finished it. okay, sinners are unshackled if the sinner themselves die or if the chief dies. zoya wondered about the chief’s shackles, one of which being the side effects, and even the chief doesn’t know the content behind their own powers (amnesiac protagonist amirite).

so this is my idea: what happens if you, the chief, dies? the sinners you shackled finally gained freedom, but why does it feel so empty? and as time went on, their unconscious reactions of grief, sadness, and other negative things that are indescribable caused their mania levels to spike, losing control over their powers and themselves, to the point where they start to hallucinate you being alive.

they hallucinate an alternate reality, maybe a dream. in one life, you and them are strangers. in another, you’re friends. in another, you’re lovers. in another, your relationship with them could be something else. why do their hearts ache when they see you? shouldn’t they feel overjoyed that they have control of their own powers back? to kill you over and over again, the cause of their misery, without the shackles holding them back? but, why is it…regret? should’ve they done something to prevent your death?

when they call your name, depending on your relationship with them in that alternate universe, either you’ll give them a confused look but ask for their name, give them a hug, or kiss their face. and when the dream ends, when they soon succumb to madness of mania, the grief, sadness, and pain finally hit them. they want you to call their name so many times they won’t forget, to hold them a little bit longer to feel their warmth, and to take your breath away as if their lives depended on it. afterwards their mania peaks. their dreamworld starts to fall apart, and you’ve become transparent, slowly vanishing from their memory.

as they inch closer to death, they can feel your presence enveloping them. it’s warm and safe, as if death never came knocking on their door at all. as their consciousness drift away into nothingness, all they can hear are muffled noises, except one: your voice. in that moment, they found you in a field of flowers (the scene in the beginning of the game), in another place of existence where their darkness can’t reach.

“see you in heaven, those who have sinned.”

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noname-404s-blog · 9 months

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liziocit · 11 months

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sad thought but what if wen qing's ghost stayed with wei wuxian during his death, because she wasnt gonna let another brother of hers die a lonesome death.

And when Wei Wuxian died, he found some small comfort in Wen Qing's steady presence beside him.

#yall why do i make myself cry like this #;-;#they all deserved better #mdzs #wei wuxian #wen qing #thoughts

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lunarharp · 2 months

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