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bangcakes · 4 months
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#im sorry but if he really was waiting for me yesterday im gonna have a whole meltdown like oh my GOD??????#like THATS???????????????#n like... ugh that fuckin asshole that said something to him OHHHHHHH !!!!! UGH.#like....... god. ...... .. theres no other explanation. like usually he leaves right away ok. well until he started waiting for me NDNNDMDM#but to do that after an exam... when he like.... just wants to get out of there n study for the next one....#o bro i cant handle this. thats so sweet wtf..... like....... HHHHHHHHHHH GOD.#this Has to be going somewhere like i cant be imagining this. i cant be#n not only would he have wanted to get outta there bc of having to study.... he also literally doesnt like talking to anyone except me n#one of my other friends JDNDMDMDMMDMDMSM#and like he would have been waiting awhile bc like over 20 mins went by between him leaving n my other friend leaving... and then after tha#god im so sad...... i wish that JERK hadnt said anything to him. i bet he would have stayed 😭😭😭😭😭#hhhhhhhhhhh........#n e way NDNNDNDNDMDMMD. im gonna see this until the end.... like lmao theres Something here i can tell......#and like okay even if we just end up friends... like ok maybe i'll be crushed but JDJJDJDJDJDJFJ hes so cute. i wanna keep him forever.....#n like god. hes even cute in a grumpy way which... god thats my weakness forever im just 🥺🥺🥺#its just !!!! hes so honest !!! like always says what hes feeling n then once he says it hes over it. like idk hes perfect to me JZJJZJZJZJ#GOD. im so obsessed. help#and like GOD. i really keep coming back to this post and adding more im JUST.....#his eyes are so kind. like i cant even explain this. i just ... god hes so cute.....#personal
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wonhostiddymilk · 5 months
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just found some good instant coffee packets and it’s only 100 packets for $20 n*spresso you’re so fucking OVER
#that’s gonna save me SOOOO much money likeee#so like I’ve had a nespresso that I make my coffee w/ n like n*stle is on the boycott list I’ve just been finishing up the stuff I’ve#bought before hand (I usually buy a bunch at one time n it lasts me a few months)#but I’m probs gonna run out soon in like over a week maybe n I’ve been looking for something new n not owned by n*scafe/n*stle but anywaays#yeah. like i don’t think it’s directly on the boycott list but I just don’t wanna buy certain brands after finding out they support 1sr*el🤢#n I drink this coffee daily so like yea no . goodbye#I also bought that n*spresso myself n not my family so I don’t feel bad for just letting it sit there#like yea it was kinda expensive (I did get it on sale tho) but idgaf#ALSO that instant coffee mix tastes way better n less bitter n I have to add less stuff 😭#AND ITS CHEAPER LIKE IM CUTTING DOWN $50 on buying it dude idk why I spent that much for my coffee#I mean granted still technically cheaper than going to st*bricks daily for their shit drinks (which I never did in the first place) BUT YEA#cause that’s like $7 daily it adds up more 💀💀💀💀#idk if that’s right but whatever around that#I need to find a better way to hear water tho but I also value something that takes less time to make bc I gotta be up n out of the house#heat**#in the morning I’m not a morning person I’m not spending 20 min making breakfast 😭💀#save that shit for the weekends on an off day but usually not even then bc I wanna sleep in💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#yes I’ve been microwaving it idgafffff I feel like w instant coffee it’s okay bc u put in the packet after anyways 🕴#text
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camptw1nk · 8 months
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took a chance on a laundromat thats way closer to my house (10 min walk instead of 30) but only takes cash. The chance was it turns out a mistake
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astraysimp · 3 months
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♡Hi pookies! It’s 9mitm friday and boy have I been waiting for this one!I have been planning this one for soooooooo long….so I am so ready and excited to get this one out!♡ Nessa.exe has malfunctioned♡
Summary: Seungmin has never been into the party scene, but his friends still bug him about going out. But, why would he when he has you and his tiny pochacco at home?
Warnings: college!bf dad Seungmin,Seungmin’s friend are annoying, mad seungmin(not towards you or baby), FLUFF FLUFF MARSHMALLOW FLUFF, soft seungmin, cussing, petnames, fem!reader, lots of pochacco
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12.35pm
Seungmin had just been released from his last lecture. It was Friday, which meant that you didn’t have any classes that day. So, Seungmin knew you would be at your shared apartment with your baby Min Jun. He was looking forward to being able to have his peaceful weekend with you and his baby.However, Seungmin’s friends, Hyunjin and Jisung, had other plans. Seungmin’s plans never included going out and getting drunk. Typically consisting of going back to your apartment, wearing sweats or pajamas and unwinding for the weekend. Oh, and lots of time with the baby.
As he was walking out of his lecture hall and off campus, he felt two hands place themselves on each of his shoulders. “Hey, Seungmin! You down to go to the club tonight?” Hyunjin had asked, smiling at the younger boy. “No, I'm just going to go home to y/n and Minjun.” Whining, Jisung pouted, “But you never go out with us anymore! Come on!” He drawled out, stomping his foot. They always said this, every single time. Hyunjin nodded, “Yeah! Just one night, come on man! It’s been so long since we’ve gone out together!” Hyunjin added.
Seungmin could feel himself getting frustrated. No matter how many times he told them he didn’t like clubbing, he didn’t like parties, he didn’t like drinking…..they never got it. Groaning, Seungmin rebutted, “You guys know I don’t like that type of scene.Why do you keep asking?” He argued, adjusting the straps of his backpack on his shoulder. Quick to butt back in, Jisung replied, “because, you never go out with us, anymore! We’re young and in college, for God’s sake!” “Yeah, we gotta enjoy our youth, bro!” Hyunjin chimed in. Seungmin didn’t care that he was in his 20’s and in college or that he was ‘supposed’ to be out getting drunk at any chance he got. What was in the fun in waking up with a massive hangover, pounding headache and nauseated feeling the next day?
They were soooooo persistent, and Seungmin was growing mad. Usually, he would say no until the two boys gave up and went on their ways. But, for some reason, today they never gave up. Only continuing to badger, pester, poke and prod at their friend until the rubber band of usual his calm collective demeanor broke and all hell broke loose with it. With each playful shove, his anger only built, nearing the end of his rope, before he snapped. Seungmin was practically seeing red. He was livid.
“Maybe, I don’t go out because I DON’T FUCKING LIKE IT. I DON’T LIKE PARTIES AND CROWDS AND GETTING PLASTERED. I LIKE QUIET AND CALM AND DID YOU FORGET I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND BABY I GO HOME TO?! I KNOW YOU TWO LONELY FUCKERS DON’T HAVE SIGNIFICANT OTHERS OR BABIES TO LOVE ON, BUT I DO! AND I WANT TO BE HOME WITH THEM SO STOP FUCKING TRYING TO GET ME TO GO OUR AND FUCKING PARTY! IT’S NOT HAPPENING!” He snapped, shoving their hands off of him and storming away from them and towards your apartment building, still cursing under his breath. Hyunjin and Jisung’s jaws dropped, never having seen Seungmin so mad.
But, they were the ones to cause it.
Hopefully, the 10 minute walk to the apartment complex would cool him down. Maybe, feeling the wind blow through his soft brown locks, or the sun on his face or the slightly chilled breeze would help him relax. He didn’t want to return to your apartment, to you and your baby, with a sour attitude. So, picking out his airpods, he pushed them into his ears and hit shuffle on his playlist, already feeling slightly more calm.
When he was about 5 minutes away, he heard a soft ding play through his airpods, causing a brief and momentary pause in his music. It was a text from you, with a picture of your baby asleep on your chest, both of you clad in pochacco pajamas and a pochacco blanket strewn over you.
“Little pochacco is resting before papa gets home <3”
You had sent that text, albeit sleepily. Your fingers tiredly swiping over the keyboard, before you hit send and set your phone down. You, too, fell asleep waiting for Seungmin to come home.
Making his casual 10 minute walk to your apartment complex, he felt himself cooling off. But, he was still mad. He told Hyunjin and Jisung time and time and time again that no, he doesn’t like going out and partying. Why couldn’t they get it through their thick skulls and stop pestering him about it. Seungmin was never the one to go out and party, much preferring his peace and quiet.
Before he met you,while other college kids were partying, he would be in his dorm playing video games, or at quiet cafes with an iced americano or in the library studying. You were the same way, and in fact, that was how you met.
You were freshmen and it was a Friday night, and Seungmin had just entered the cafe he normally went to, and saw you sitting at a corner table, sipping an iced caramel latte with sweet cold foam and caramel drizzle, made with oat milk instead of dairy milk– which he came to know as your favorite drink and one he would order many many times in the future– perched in your hand. You were wearing a cute soft blue hoodie, the words “it’s okay” embroidered on the back, a pair of black leggings on your legs, white converse and baby blue fuzzy socks on your feet. He remembered how you had glasses perched on your nose, slightly falling as you read your book, and how your hair had tied up into a loose bun with a scrunchy.
Mostly, he remembered how nervous he felt when he saw you, the air having been knocked out of him when you caught him staring and gestured for him to come to your table. A soft smile on your face, you pushed your glasses up the bridge of your nose. “Hi there….I’m y/n.” You had introduced yourself, a soft giggle leaving your pink glossed lips. “Hi. I-I’m Seungmin.” He stuttered back. From that day on, 4 years ago, you and Seungmin had become inseparable. So inseparable to the point that everyone on your campus knew you two as “Mr and Mrs.Kim”.
When you were pregnant, you two were always together. Finding out you were expecting was scary and you cried as you told Seungmin.The two of you were still in college, your futures not even started yet. “Minnie, I’m pregnant,” you cried, burying your face in his chest. “I know, baby. It’s going to be okay,” he shushed, rubbing soothing circles onto your back. Peeking up at him you sniffled, “w-what? What do you mean ‘you know?” He only chuckled, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Bubs, I know you like the back of my hand. We’ve been together for 4 years, I track your periods. I figured it out when your app said you were late.” Oh. You smiled up at him, soft sniffles still escaping your, “Oh, okay.” You, in the end, knew it would be okay. With Seungmin, it would always be okay.
As your pregnancy progressed, he was there through it all. Every craving, every bout of morning sickness, doctors appointment, parenting class, baby shower, gender reveal, every Braxton Hicks contraction. He was there through it all, and the same went for your labor and delivery. It was a long 25 hours, but he was there for it all. Letting you squeeze his hands as contractions ripped through your body. He saw you get the epidural, even though it scared him watching the doctors push the needle into your lower back. He held your leg as you pushed, he cried when the nurses announced your baby’s head was crowning and he sobbed when he heard the shrill cries of your newborn son and saw him be placed on your chest.
Finally approaching your apartment complex, he let himself in with his keycard and walked to the elevator. Going home to you and Min Jun, who was now 8 months old, was his favorite part of the day. Humming, he pressed the button that would carry him to the 3rd floor of the complex, where you and Min Jun would be. He was growing giddy as he stepped into the elevator, hearing soft music play as the electronic doors closed. The short minute and a half ride felt too long for him.
Smiling to himself, he saw the panel show that he reached the 3rd floor, and the doors opened. Almost home, he was almost home. Holding his key in his hand, he speed walked down the hall, his eyes beaming. Ah, his beloved apartment 306.
You and Seungmin had gotten your apartment a year into your relationship having decided that 1. Dorms sucked and 2. It would just be better to live together. You were always together so it just made sense. Plus, you and Seungmin preferred the quietness an apartment offered. Your apartment was the perfect mix of you and Seungmin’s personalities. It was cozy, homely, warm and inviting. The walls painted a creme color, soft creme colored furniture making itself home. The apartment always smelled of a soft vanilla scent, thanks to your candles or wax melts or baking.
Unlocking the door, he toed his outdoor shoes off in exchange for his pochacco slippers. He saw how the kitchen was clean, dishes washed and on the drying rack. Min Jun’s high chair sitting next to your small dining table. Smiling, he softly shut the door and left his backpack on the table. “Baby, pup, I’m home!” He called out, after shrugging his denim jacket off, and walked towards the living room.
He loved the living room, pictures of you, Seungmin and Min Jun adorning the walls. Your soft cream colored couch and recliner facing opposite the tv. On the couch were soft powder blue throw pillows that you picked out, claiming they “added a cozy touch.” There was a powder blue blanket laying over the back of the couch, added for cuddle sessions or just being chilly. Next to the couch was a cream colored round coffee table, with a lamp and framed picture of the three of you seated on it. In the space between was a cream colored coffee table. Littered with pictures, a baby bottle(usually), occasionally a random plate or mug. Then, there was the rug. Which shockingly was hard to find, some being too bad and some too small. You and Seungmin thought it would be easy to find, but it wasn’t. So, you two were elated, when you found that one. It was soft, plush and powder blue in a rounded square shape and the perfect size.
Then, some of his favorite pieces of furniture. Baby Min Jun’s play mat and tummy time area. Baby toys messily scattered around the floor. Both are pochacco themed, obviously. You and Seungmin often laid on the floor, playing with Min Jun, playing blocks with him, showing him baby books or just simply enjoying tummy time with him– you loved tummy time.
It was quiet when he called out, where he’d normally be met with a “Hi baby!” and baby giggles. Seungmin was confused, as he walked into the living room. Then, he saw you and Min Jun. The two of you asleep on your couch, you and your back with Min Jun laying on you. His cheek was pressed to your chest, pochacco pacifier nestled between his lips and a pochacco blanket laying over you two. It melted his heart. Seungmin knew you didn’t have classes that day, you never did on Fridays, and that meant a day of relaxing with your little pochacco.
With soft footsteps, he approached where you lay on the couch, you looked peaceful and content. He knelt down, placing a soft kiss to your forehead and gently swept a few stray hairs from your face. “Hey, lovebug. I’m home.” He whispered, the back of his knuckle grazing your cheek. His heart swelled, overcome with love at the sight of his girlfriend and son.
The sound of his voice woke you , causing you to softly whine, as your eyes fluttered open and fell upon the sight of your Seungmin. Yawning, you sleepily smiled at him, “hi Minnie,” you whispered, your hand securing a still sleeping Min Jun to your chest. “Hi my girl, you do anything fun ” he asked. Nodding, you rubbed your eyes with your spare hand before pecking his lips. You shook your head, feeling your little pochacco wiggle on your chest. “No, just cleaned and relaxed, waiting for you.” You answered.
Min Jun has always been a heavy sleeper. So, you and Seungmin never had issues with getting to sleep through the night. However, as heavy a sleeper as Min Jun is, he always could sense when mama or papa pochacco moved, arrived, or left. It was almost as if his mama and papa senses set off alarms in his little chubby 8 month old body; that told him something was adorable. You supposed that he got it from you and Seungmin. The two of you, also being able to sense any slight change in movement when it came to each other. It was the cutest thing, truly.
Seungmin had just placed a short quick kiss to your lips, before the sounds of soft whines and whimpers were escaping from Min Jun’s pouted ones. Chuckling, Seungmin kissed his forehead, smoothing the rustled soft black hairs on Min Jun’s head. “Ah, why is my pochacco whining?” Seungmin asked, as Min Jun’s eyes, identical, to his own, looked back at him. As if he were responding, Min Jun whined again, one of his chubby hands reaching out towards his papa pochacco, Seungmin.
Holding onto his papa’s finger, Min Jun blinked his big brown eyes up at Seungmin. Min Jun put Seungin’s finger in his mouth, the pacifier long forgotten. It was a sign that he was hungry and it made you giggle. It made Seungmin’s heart melt every time, looking at a miniature version of himself. Smiling, you patted Min Jun’s, pochacco onesie covered, bum and rubbed his back. “Are you hungry, my pochacco?” You asked, as he started gumming away at Seungmin’s finger. The feeling of his son’s wet, saliva covered, gums mouthing at his finger made him cringe– affectionately, of course. Nodding his head, Seungmin smiled and placed a soft kiss against Min Jun’s chubby cheek and made his way towards your kitchen.
Seeing his papa walk away caused Min Jun to whine, longing for more love from papa pochacco. “Baby, have you eaten yet?” Seungmin called out, already grabbing ingredients for ramyeon along with a bottle, jar of pureed apples and peaches and a pochacco spoon. “No, not yet, honey.” You called back, carefully moving yourself to sit up on the couch, cradling a still whining Min Jun to your chest. “I’m making some ramyeon with eggs, honey. Is that okay?” You heard Seungmin call out, as the scent of the broth wafted its way from your kitchen to the living room. Bouncing Min Jun on your lap, you smiled and held his hands so he could stand. “Yes, bub, that sounds yummy!” You replied, as Min Jun babbled and bounced on his legs. Babbling, Min Jun placed his hands on your cheeks, effectively squishing them together and causing you to purse your lips. As best as he could for being 8 months old, he pursed his own lips and pressed them against your own. “Mwah Mwah Mwah” you managed to get out, as he still had his hands on your face. He was all giggles, loving his mama’s kisses.
Being so enveloped by kissing your baby pochacco, you hadn’t heard Seungmin call out that lunch was ready. “Babe? Pup? Lunch is ready!” Seungmin called out, only to be met with no response and the sound of baby giggles. Setting the table, he placed your steaming bowls of ramen on the dining table. Chopsticks, broth spoons and glasses of juice set alongside. “Babe,” he called again, turning to grab the jar of baby food and spoon, setting them on the tray of Min Jun’s high chair. Again, no response.
Once the tables had been set, he walked back to the living room, his eyes landing upon the sight of you and Min Jun sharing sweet kisses. He smiled to himself, quietly padding along the floor, until he was standing by the arm of the couch that was closest to where you were sitting. Leaning down, Seungmin placed a kiss on your forehead, which startled you. “Babe, lunch is ready,” he called out, chuckling as you jumped back in your seat. “Oh, sorry Min. Pup was too busy giving mama kisses. Isn’t that right, my little pochacco?” You smiled, as Min Jun’s eyes shifted to where Seungmin stood he giggled, holding his little chubby arms out to him.
Scooping the 8 month old baby into his arms, Seungmin smiled and made the short walk back to the kitchen. You were following behind, smiling at the sight of Seungmin and Min Jun. “Lunch time for you, huh bub. Are you hungry?” Seungmin smiled, as he placed the baby in his high chair, securing a (pochacco) bib around his neck. Pulling up a chair, Seungmin sat in front of the high chair, one hand holding the jar of food and the other holding the spoon. Turning to where you were sitting, Seungmin shot you a soft smile. “Babe, you go on and eat. I’ll feed the pup.” He said, carefully scooping an appropriate amount of food onto the spoon and lifting it to his son’s mouth. “Ah, say ah, bubba.” Seungmin cooed, watching Min Jun open his mouth, his lips enveloping the spoon. “Mmmmm, is it yummy, my little pochacco?” He crooned, as he continued feeding the baby.
You could only watch with love filled eyes. “The ramyeon is really good, babe. Good job.” You told Seungmin, as you picked up another bite of noodles with your chopsticks, softly blowing to cool them off before taking the bite in your mouth. “Thank you baby. Glad you like them,” he called back, still feeding Min Jun. Smiling, you move to sit next to Seungmin, carefully holding a bite of ramyeon to his mouth. “Open up, honey. You need to eat too.” You smiled, as his lips parted, exposing his beautiful smile and took the bite of food in his mouth. “Mh, thank you hon,” he said through chewing, a bit of broth dripping from the corner of his mouth.
Nodding, you smiled and continued to feed him and yourself as he fed Min Jun. “Of course, Minnie. What are we doing after this?” You pondered, seeing Min Jun get his baby food smeared around his mouth. Shrugging his shoulders, Seungmin carefully scooped the food from around the baby’s lips and fed it to him. “I don’t have anything planned. Was there anything you wanted to do, bub?” He asked, setting the now empty jar and spoon down.
You shook your head no. “Not really, maybe just go relax at the park or something later, the weather is nice.” You answered, as you and Seungmin had finished eating. Taking your dishes to the sink, you washed them clean of the food and set them in the drying rack. Seungmin had scooped Min Jun from his high chair and sat him on his lap, his small hands holding his bottle as he drank from it. Sitting down and leaning your head against his shoulder, you nuzzled into him. “The park sounds nice, honey girl.” Seungmin smiled, gently kissing your forehead. “The weather isn’t too cold,either.”
Nodding, you and Seungmin made separate ways to your rooms to get dressed. Taking Min Jun to his nursery, Seungmin laid him on the changing table. “Hm, what should we wear today, little pup?” He asked, already knowing it would be something pochacco themed. Smiling, he changed his baby’s diapers, holding his wriggly chubby legs still before sliding on a pair of baby sweatpants. He opted to go for a comfortable yet cute vibe. “So cozy, huh, bubbly?” He asked, as Min Jun looked back at him, with his brown brown eyes. “Alright, let’s get a shirt and hoodie on you. That sound good, pup?” Seungmin asked before carefully dressing him in a simple white tee shirt and a pochacco hoodie— of course with a little tail on the back and floppy black ears on its hood. “Now, for your little feet,” he cooed, kissing each of Min Jun’s feet before sliding a pair of white socks and little baby converse on his feet. “All done, my boy. Now, daddy has to get dressed.”
Meanwhile, you were in yours and Seungmin’s shared bedroom. You were humming to yourself, sliding into a pair of soft black leggings. “Hmmmm, what to wear, what to wear,” you thought aloud to yourself. Grabbing a powder blue shirt, you slipped it over your head and grabbed your hoodie. It was, also, powder blue and had a little pochacco printed on the chest area. It was well loved, and so oversized. That hoodie felt like home.
It was your favorite hoodie. Seungmin had gifted it to you on your three month anniversary, telling you “I noticed that powder blue is your favorite color, and pochacco is my favorite character. So….it’s perfect and I have a matching one. “ He blushed, watching as you hugged the hoodie to your chest.
Smiling, Seungmin had quietly slipped into your bedroom, Min Jun in his arms. “Still love that hoodie, don’t you baby?” He asked, setting Min Jun on the bed so he could also get dressed. Startled, you clutched your chest, turning to smile at your boyfriend. “Geez, Minnie. You scared me. But, yes, I still love this hoodie, it’s my favorite one,” you smiled, slipping socks and converse on your feet. “I know, I got you it, 4 years ago.” Seungmin laughed, changing into jeans and his matching hoodie. Not paying him any mind, you turned your attention to your baby. Picking him up, you smiled taking in his outfit. “Oh look at my little pochacco! Did daddy dress you! I know he did! My little cutie pie!” You cooed, as he giggled at you, his small hands waving in the air.
Not noticing that Seungmin had finished getting dressed, he called out. “Picture time!” He waved his phone, standing in front of your full length mirror. It was a tradition to snap a selfie of your outfits. “Smiling, you held Min Jun on your hip as you walked to where Seungmin was standing. Taking your place by his side, he slung his arm over your shoulders and you cuddled into his side, Min Jun balanced on your hip. “Smile!” He called, you two smiled, the shutter of his phone camera going off.
Once the picture was taken, you grabbed your purse and made your way to the kitchen, so you could get the baby bag and stroller ready. “We’ll be in the kitchen, honey. Don’t take too long.” You said. Quickly, he nodded and rushed to grab his keys and wallet. “Gotcha babe! Be right out,” he rushed as he slipped his feet into his shoes . Once he finished getting dressed, he looked at his phone, setting the new picture as his Home Screen and Lock Screen. Lowering his phone, he examined the picture and thought….
Diapers over clubs, any day
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heartbeat-eras · 2 months
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Just a little exercise.. right?
TLDR - I’m newly on meds and my heart. Well she doesn’t seem to like them. I did three rounds of 20 squats. After trying to get her to calm down (spoliers she didn’t) I laid down. This caused an immediate extreme drop. I then did a push which brought her into the 60s. I don’t think she threw any pvcs but you be the judge.
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If you saw my intro post you would know that I’ve recently been prescribed dexadrine. Dexadrine is an amphetamine that can raise blood pressure and heart rate. In my other post I thought it was high time I tested my Heart’s response to these meds. I know she’s been a lot more poundy and faster than normal but.. I thought I would do some of my own tests.
Firstly was tracking her all night with a chest strap monitor. I followed this up with taking my meds before getting out of bed and waiting for them to kick in. The result was exactly in the small range they said it should be. So my faster rate is clearly the meds and my heart working against gravity.
I’ve been looking into if exercising on meds is safe. There are split opinions if you should do it after / before or if you can do it while medication is in your system. I decided to try a small run. Let me preface this with a couple of years ago I was a runner. My heart always was reactive and fast to exercise but not like what happened here.
So imagine. I’ve put on my workout gear. Taped my Stemoscope to the loudest part of chest and go into the room with the treadmill. I set up my chest strap monitor with the treadmill. Perfect.. she’s beating at 142 and I haven’t done anything. I start the Stemoscope recording. 2 mins standing with her pounding away - not yet exercising. Ok this is gonna be fun. At 2 mins jump on at a brisk walk. She immediately drops to 113 - no there’s not wrong with the monitor. I can hear her. Then she slowly climbs. 117, 124, 131 and back to 142 and beyond. Within 1 1/2 mins we’re at 156. I’m not tired or out of breath but I also know I probably shouldn’t do this for long so I think- ok let’s try max her out. I break into a jog. Nothing like I used to, but a slow recovery run. She’s climbing and fast. Within a short space of time she’s now in the beating at 182 - I usually couldn’t feel beats like this before but I can feel her rocking my chest. I’m oddly out of breath for something I used to be able to sustain for over an hour. I jump off and bend over, trying to catch my breath. My heart thrashing in both my chest and my ears. My head spinning as I try to get her oxygen. I’m watching the number on the treadmill with the little heart next it. It’s not going down. It’s going up. At 187 she peaks and is pounding away. This is 2 mins after ceasing activity. She drop quite quickly.. not this time I guess.
I grab my gear and go back to my room. She’s settled a little bit. She keeps calming down then speeding back up. Down to 151 then up to 176. She’s all over the place like she doesn’t know what she’s meant to do.
Well that’s enough. I need to take some stress off her. I lay down, resulting in an immediate drastic drop to around 100. Finally. The break she needed. I go back to the recording… and we’ll I deleted in my zoned out state.
So this time I’ve recorded some squats. I was only able to get her into the 170s but you can hear just how unconditioned she sounds. This was not what she like pre meds and I will be asking my doctor about this when I see him next (well maybe leave out the constant stething). A part of me is slightly worried about this, whereas another part of me is like…. Oooo well. That’s a fun sound . Damn cardiophile thoughts right?
I hope you enjoy her first try (tech second) at exercise. She would love to hear your thoughts and support. She’s literally pounding in my ears as I share her with you.
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mamoonde · 9 months
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thinking about wcz seeming the "calmer/less reactive" parent (and he usually is) so wwx typically confided in his dad more... until wwx tells his dad "offhandedly" about his cool new friend in school who's really smart and funny and "perfect-looking, honestly" for over an hour, to which, wcz just "hmm"s and "ahh"s and "i see"s from where he's "tinkering w a talisman" (but has actually ruined the paper with huge blobs of ink).
wwx retires to his room with a, "we're gonna be best friends, i can tell!" and wcz chokes out a, "uh-huh, that's nice, a-ying."
and the moment the door closes, wcz dashes out of the study to where cssr is rush-ironing out their formal robes for the conference tomorrow (like he knew she would even though he'd reminded her about it everyday for the past 2 weeks) and blurts out in a panic, "A-YING IS IN LOVE!"
CSSR: He is? Really? And he told you that?? WCZ: Well, no, not exactly, he claims to wanna be this boy's best friend, but- CSSR: so why are you freaking out about this? it's just a friend- WCZ: No, you don't understand, he's your son, he had that look and- CSSR: Hey, what's that supposed to mean?! WCZ: He talked about the boy's 'perfect hair' for 15 mins and every other way he's perfect for the rest of the hour. CSSR: Oh. Huh. He is my son then. Who's the boy? Did he say? Maybe we can look him up! WCZ: No, he didn't, but that's not the point! A-Ying, our baby!!! Is in love!!!?!?!! CSR: And? WCZ: And!! He'll want to marry the boy!!! And move out!!! And never wanna see us again!!!! 😭 CSSR: Hold your horses there, buddy. If they do get married, which I imagine isn't going to be any time soon, I will demand visits, especially with the grandchildren- WCZ: Grandchildren!?!??!?! Nooo, not my baby!!! He's still too young for such things! CSSR: Our boy is almost 20, baba. WCZ: Yes, but he's our boy 🥺 CSSR: And he always will be, but remember, we weren't that much older when we made him- WCZ: Cangse...! CSSR: -and anyway, if you're feeling the empty nest now, we could always make another... 😘 WCZ: 😳 A-ahem. You should, uh. You'll burn our robes again.
Much Later in the Wei Household
CSSR pats WCZ's hand where it lay on her bare stomach. "There, another one cooking."
WCZ snorts. "Your period starts in two days, love, I highly doubt it."
"Spoilsport." CSSR blows a raspberry at him, then sighs with a smug smile. "Wait 'til I tell Qiren about this! We may not be Lans, but we Weis do fall pretty hard, you know." She boops his nose.
WCZ smiles. "That we do."
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AITA for telling my two friends that they might be “soulmates”?
okay for privacy sake i will use abbreviations… so i (27NB) have two coworkers-turned-friends named T (28M) and B (27M)… they had known eachother before i ever met them and were both to my knowledge straight and cis
the three of us game a lot and have hung out every week over the past 8 months since i met them. T and B feel like they could have been my brothers separated at birth; we get along great and have the same humor. they treat me like “one of the guys” and it gives me a lot of euphoria as a transmasc enby
some nights we spend listening to eachother talk about specific interests that each of us has. B is a DM and is obsessed with D&D, T loves politics and history so he rants about it a lot, and i’m into psychology and personality typing. we each like talking about these things but are casual-enjoyers compared to the respective person who has more of a die-hard obsession. it’s a good way to unwind; getting drunk or high and listening to somebody else go off the rails about a topic you enjoy
i just recently got a new book about personality typing. to sum up, it deals a lot with how others interact with eachother and what each person values (it’s a socionics book). tbh it’s all just fun for me, i love reading theories about behavior. both T and B have had me “type” them and they’re entertained by it so when i got this new book and we hung out two nights ago i was excited to have some drinks and rant about the book i’m reading…
they were excited, too. i was tipsy while ranting but i remember a lot of laughing and me pacing around while i talked. i may or may not have accidentally knocked over one of B’s lamps when i walked past it. but it was all just positive reactions to what i was talking about. i talked a lot their own personalities, but neither of them seemed bothered. they’ve said before that they kinda like it when i “psychoanalyze” them…
here’s where i maybe am an asshole.
after i got too drunk to keep ranting, we started playing mario kart. playing mario kart while drunk is hilarious tbh and we aren’t competitive people much. T and B are always pretty nice to eachother about it. so, in the last round we were playing B knocked T out of first place at the last second and other than a playful slap on the arm/joking insult T didn’t really seem to mind. he even complimented B on managing to do it while drunk. i’ve definitely had friends play mario kart and attack me for doing a lot less than what B did
so, stupid and drunk, i made the connection in my brain what two types they might be from the book i’m reading. i told them as much and they both seemed interested but want to know why i thought that. i pointed out that they are both a little soft around eachother and tend to have similar values. i explained the two types i thought they each fit and they seemed to agree up until i explained… that those two types are considered “soulmates” (the book also calls it “duality”) which might be why they are so close
immediately T got kinda defensive. he asked me what i meant by that and i stupidly told him more about it rather than noticing his tone. he was a little too quiet after i finished talking so i tried to make it better him by telling him it was “just pseudoscience” because honestly it is. when T didn’t speak for a minute or two after that, B got up to go to the bathroom.
i don’t have a super clear memory of what B’s reaction was since i was focused on T, but i vaguely remember him looking happy about it before T spoke and until i saw his face when he got up i figured he hadn’t been bothered. B is a bubbly kinda guy, always smiling, but when he left he looked hurt, sad…
i was pretty confused. i’m not great at social cues and even worse if nobody tells me how they feel. jfc add drunk on top of it and i’m lost. T and B are usually patient about that and talk it out with me but we only ended up hanging out for maybe 20-30 mins afterward and when T and i left to go home nothing had really been resolved.
i had kinda forgotten about it when i went to bed that night but the next day i woke up to a text from T that essentially said “can you not talk about B and i like that we’ve had this issue before and we’re not gay”
as a queer person, both trans and bisexual, this is always a weird situation for me to be in. i’m not sure how to explain to a straight cis guy that “soulmates” can be platonic. i just texted back saying okay and kinda left it at that and B hasn’t mentioned it not even when i saw him at work yesterday. he seemed kinda quiet once or twice but not much different.
but tonight i have a shift at the same time as T and i’m worried i was already an asshole but that i’ll be an even bigger asshole if i push this topic any further. idk it feels unresolved
tl;dr i implied two of my straight cis guy friends were “soulmates” and one of them got very awkward/defensive about it but the other got kinda sad. i want to ask them more about it and talk about it with them. AITA?
What are these acronyms?
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indieyuugure · 7 months
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Aside from the space arc what would you say are the worst episodes of TMNT 2012
Oof, uh, well I think I actually have a few controversial opinions on some of these, but there are definitely a few that really stand out.
Alright top 5 LEAST fav TMNT 2012 episodes:
Mazes & Mutants, I get that it’s just supposed to be silly but I really don’t really think the jokes landed on me or something cause I skip this one every time. It’s just a really weird episode.
Mutant Apocalypse Arc, you all saw this one coming. This episode is angsty in the cringiest way and the plot/backstory doesn’t makes sense if you think about it too long. I might have forgiven this episode/arc if they had done a better job on the character designs, but I think we all know how that went.
The Usagi Arc, yes okay, yes. I will just say it now, I don’t like Usagi. 2003 is the closest I’ve been to actually liking this character but 2012 Usagi is…ugh for some reason I find him extremely annoying and it’s only made worse by the fact that everyone fawns over him. There’s nothing wrong with liking him, but I just don’t. Also the pug kid is some how even MORE obnoxious than Usagi. This was on of the arcs that I was checking how many more episodes I had to watch.
A China Town Ghost Story, basically the same reasoning for Mazes & Mutants. Like, why does this episode even exist?
A Foot Too Big, idk this episode always makes me so uncomfortable. It also always kinda pissed me off that even though they try to make it plot relevant but throwing in the “oh, is Donnie gonna learn his lesson about respecting April?” Like if he had actually learned the lesson I would see the value in this episode, but he doesn’t which makes me wonder why I just suffered through 20 mins of bad fur rendering and psychotic Sasquatch hunters. I know the Donnie x April shippers out there will be giving me crap for this one but i feel like from either side of the shipping war, this episode is completely redundant, you can skip it and nothing happens.
Well anyway, there’s my rants on my top least favorite episodes. I still like 2012, but I usually just try to pretend these episodes don’t exist. I will say this, there are a few more(like maybe 2 or something) that I dislike, but I felt like I didn’t hate them enough to put them on here.
Good question! :]
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sporesgalaxy · 23 days
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Talking about reading fanfic when you haven't interacted with the source material:
I think there's a lot of depends, especially when it comes to multi-player video games. There's not a lot of story and the game costs money, so instead you interact with fan artists & writers to get your fill.
I love horror games, but hate playing with random people and my friends don't play those games. Dead by Daylight has a lot of fanfic and fanart I like and I adore the original killers they have.
This happens with a lot of horror movies for me too just because there's a lot of meh movies with good concepts and fanfic writers often do that concept better and/or I'm more interested in the killer's story and character more than the leads.
I guess I technically interact with the source material if you count watching 20 min of compiled scenes from a movie. I love horror but there's so many tropes I hate about it that I don't want to sit through. Part of that may also be because I'm not a big scare person either. I'm not here to be scared by horror I'm here to find beauty in the disturbing and disgusting! And when I DO want to be scared, fanfic writers tend to do a much better job with how they make things feel so much more real
Video games are I think where a lot of people misunderstand what I (personally) mean by taking in the source material. How much you can engage with the source text without playing it yourself can vary a LOT on a case-by-case basis in games.
In my limited experience with multiplayer online game characters, playing the game yourself isn't as important as engaging with the character writing, which is usually more separate from gameplay since there's not normally cutscenes in online play.
I'm biased because I suck shit at games, but in my opinion, if the story of the characters in the multiplayer horror game is told through text blurbs and cutscenes and advertisement clips, and you watch/read all those things, just like someone who played the game would, that's close enough to engaging with the source material to me. You've taken in the tone of the source writing and you have most of the facts. Maybe there's some context lacking if you don't listen to every possible in-game voice line, but I think the effort to understand whatever you can get your hands on counts for a lot here.
With the horror movies...I guess I can't totally discount watching clip compilations based on what I just said about engaging with certain video games. But I stand by my assertion that you're missing out on valuable intertext for the parts of the movies you haven't seen, and I think it still takes away from your overall experience.
If there's a terrible sexist trope in the source movie, and the fanfic author changes how that scene goes, doesn't it matter how they changed it? How exactly the scene went originally? Did the original sexist trope fall in line with the themes the movie meant to convey? If it did, how does changing it effect that? Does it make the theme feminist-inclusive, or does it just gloss it over and pretend sexism doesn't exist and doesn't tie into the theme of the movie? If you never watched the scene, you can't entirely know / have formed an opinion!
I understand avoiding stuff that is too anxiety-inducing (I've done that with tons of stuff for most of my life because of my OCD). I can't really help you with dealing with when the movie just Is Successfully Scary. But for the stuff you read fanfic to see rewritten.........I feel like ignoring "sitting through" the shitty parts in the source material is robbing yourself of valuable experiences, too, even if those experiences kinda suck?
Understanding the structure of the shitty parts of media (and how one could disassemble them, if so inclined) is how we can learn to recognize shitty patterns we're otherwise accustomed to in all the other media we engage with regularly. It's a really valuable skill to have. So I think that specifically getting into stuff that HAS problems you KNOW about, and yet making no effort to Understand those problems fully (not that people can't fail to understand even if they engage with the source material, unfortunately), is just...a waste of a perfectly good learning experience?? I'm not the boss of you obviously but that's my two cents.
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what's ur fav meal to cook? i usually do stir fry or fajitas but my roomates are getting tired of those option and its my turn to cook dinner again lol
Ack! Okay so I actually try to opt out of cooking whenever possible 😅 I used to like it but then burnout brain got me so I stopped. But! When I'm trying to be a team player, I'll make Cuban-adjacent style black beans (I say that because it comes out nothing like my abuela used to make but I stopped caring a while back) :
saute onion and garlic in olive oil in a big pan until translucent, add three cans black beans (2 cans drained, one with water) when it's simmering cover with lid and bring down heat. Takes about 45? Ish? Minutes, but check it and stir every 20 min to make sure it's not burning on the bottom. It should have no more liquid, but not in a dried out way. It should be kind of creamy but not a paste. Then add some cumin and serve with white rice (Cuban approved version) or tortillas (NOT Cuban version but it's easier than messing with making rice so I usually do this. Maybe add some avocado to it)
If you want to really get into it, you can also make tostones with it:
green plantain bananas (bigger than regular bananas, with super thick peel), slice the peel off and take out plantain/banana inside, cut into inch thick rounds, put them in hot oil in a pan until both sides are a little yellow, take them out and stick on paper towels. With the bottom of a bowl or cup (something flat) smoosh them flat, put them back into oil until golden brown, put on paper towels and pat out extra oil, sprinkle with salt. Done.
Or if you want something not so oily, there's this recipe my husband has been into making lately, it's the weight watchers version of Arroz con Pollo, which is pretty easy and makes enough for leftovers over here.
Hope that helps! Let me know what you wind up doing for dinner!
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lcandothisallday · 2 years
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I’m out of ideas but maybe a fluffy concept of Angie (yanno the interviewer he was with a few days ago) asking him about the reader because they were maybe photographed together out somewhere and he get all red and just explains how him and the reader value their privacy. maybe a little teasing from Angie’s part lol
Thank u! 🫶🫶🫶🫶
Lil Secret - Jack Harlow x f!reader
a little fluffy twist on this song😋🤍 hope yall enjoy!
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Jack took a seat in the spinning desk chair, quickly glancing at his clock for the time. All he had to do was bare 30 to 40 mins of his time to another interview with someone who most likely was gonna ask the same repetitive questions before he was finally gonna head home.
He was now about 20 minutes in, and he was pleasantly surprised with how well the interview was going and how down to earth Angie was. He found himself smiling often and cracking jokes here and there which she absolutely ate up.
“So I saw you and Emma on the carpet at the Met...are you naturally flirty like that?” Angie began. “Is that like you trying to shoot your shot?”
Jack let out a chuckle as shrugged. “I wouldn’t say I'm ever shooting my shot. You know--it’s never strategic. I guess it’s just a natural thing but I usually don’t mean it in any way.”
Angie looked at Jack with amusement. “You know this is the type of shit that would make a girlfriend-if you had one, furious!” she exclaimed. “I’m sure you’ve had this problem.”
Jack grinned as he nodded in confirmation. “Yeah--trust me,” he replied matter of factly. “I know the feeling.”
“Okay but you know I have to ask because it’s the number one question we’ve been getting...are you dating anyone?” Angie asked with a knowing smirk. “Because there were some photos that came out last night showing you walking down the street with a mystery girl... and with you being the internet’s boyfriend, it definitely sparked a fire with rumours,” she chuckled.
Jack’s cheeks began to heat up, “see I fucking knew you were just itching to bring it up!” he exclaimed with a laugh. “But to answer your question...not quite,” he replied honestly. “Leaning towards a no.”
“How do you mean?”
Jack shrugged again as he dragged his fingers around the table, his face now visibly tinted pink. “Well you know...we’re takin’ things slow,” he mused with a smirk.
Angie raised a brow. “So you wouldn't classify it as exclusive?”
Jack instantly shook his head, giving her a playful and weird look. “Nah--it’s exclusive,” he confirmed firmly with a bit of sass. “I can’t have her going around seeing other guys...I’m too prideful for that kinda shit,” he joked.
Angie scoffed playfully, “yeah must be the alpha male in you,” she mocked with a laugh, rolling her eyes playfully at him. The audacity that men had with their misogynistic mindsets. Jack lets out a small chuckle, “you not wrong.” 
Soon, two of them enter a moment of silence, Angie observing Jack curiously the entire time. “You wanna keep things private huh?” she asked. 
Jack went red as he nodded, his fingers running through his curls. “Um yeah I’d prefer it that way but shit happens like that photo coming out that I got no control over but uh...I really fucking like this girl,” he mumbled into the mic, now as red as a tomato.
Angie smirked, “yeah I can tell with how red you’re getting,” she teased. “But what is it about this particular girl?”
Jack licked his lips, his gaze going from staring at the table to looking up at Angie. “She’s um...she’s just a sweetheart,” he shrugged. “Got a big heart. And she ain’t got that toxic energy you know-never purposely tryna start any shit with me and she’s just understanding with everything going on in my life. She’s smart as hell too-can keep up with convos and she’s funny,” he mused. “And um...I like that I got an affect on her,” he said with a grin. “She blushes so easily and its the cutest thing. I get high on the thought of making her feel good.”
Angie grinned as she listened intently, finally letting out a laugh. “You sir seem down bad,” she teased. “So she’s someone you see a future with?”
Jack shrugged but a grin was still evident on his lips. “I mean--never say never right?...I’m just wishing fans don’t scare her off first or start getting mean,” he chuckled, scratching the back of his neck nervously. “But for now...she’s my lil secret.”
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fuck-customers · 11 months
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Got a new job recently, which I love.
Sometimes I'm more or less alone in my dept for a few hours to closing. For the most part, it isn't bad, just a little boring. But, last time... this dude came in, maybe 40 mins to close, needing help with printing/faxing. He came right to the threshold of my cubicle area and leaned on/in it. (There's just a little swingy half-door that we usually keep open because we're usually getting up/out to help people anyways.)
I didn't love it, but I know that's not exactly unallowed, and he was a bigger dude, breathing really heavy from the climb up the stairs, so I didn't want to tell him he couldn't do that if it was helping him.
So, I was helping him at my station with a lot of time-consuming stuff, and he's talking me up. At first he asked me my horoscope (should've been a clue, but I have one of those zodiacs people are scared of and he also reacted badly to it lol), then he asked me about the girl who had my position before me and got irritated when I couldn't tell him where she was working now/when she left/etc. (Not that I would've anyways.)
Anyways, I'm holding down the fort, even as he's offering to teach me how to play chess, trying to see if I like karaoke, what kind of food I like, movies, etc., he eventually asks if he can sit in the empty chair--and I still don't like it, but it's been like 20 mins, he's still clearly having trouble regaining himself, and I feel like a dick to say no when there's literally an empty seat right there, so I say sure, even though I don't really want to.
So, fortunately, the machine FINALLY finished a few minutes after that. He paid and tried to TIP ME, which infuriated me--still does--I even said, "No thank you, this isn't a Dairy Queen" and refused even when he got pushy about his stupid dollar.
So there's this awkward silence and finally he shoots his shot, trying to get me to leave early to go to dinner and karaoke and was a little belligerent about taking no for an answer, like he kept on asking, but fortunately our night custodian started his rounds before close and I think that helped get the guy out of there because he could see I wasn't all alone... He was also intermingling his probing Qs with me with racist comments, so I think the custodian being black shook him up a little. So eventually he left, and I think he tried to wait around in the foyer, but our security guard shooed him along.
ANYWAYS. It's been a long time since I've had a front-facing job like this, but I remember this happening a lot at my last one, too, with the same type of dude. Old enough to be my dad, racist, bad hygiene (he smelled really bad, but I wear a mask at work so it was cut down a little, I think) and really presumptuous. Conveniently ignoring my engagement ring (which I was fidgeting with the whooooole time because I was super nervous). The fact that he was asking about an old employee makes me think he knew he wasn't allowed to be in my space or really be asking to sit in the cubicle, either. Why are these types of dudes like this, ESPECIALLY in a workplace environment? Where do they get off? It's not worth wondering, but I can't help but wonder, you know?
(Oh and I pointed him out to my other coworkers who were on the clock in the other dept and I'm planning on letting my supervisor know the next time our shifts overlap.)
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beanswrites · 2 years
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"Care When He Doesn't" Bakusquad Boys x Reader, from MHA
Here you guys go, a cute one-shot for the Bakusquad boys where they take you out and care for you (as they should)!
Also this one-shot gets kinda unsolved in the end so tell me wether this should have a part 2? And who should you end up with? Tell me in the comments!
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Word count: 2156
Pairing: Katsuki Bakugo and fem! Reader, Eijiro Kirishima and fem! Reader, Denki Kaminari and fem! Reader, Hanta Sero and fem! Reader
Trope: fluff, jealousy, very very minor angst
Warnings: mature language, a random creepy guy, reader harem, cheating
Requests open! Check out my rules for requesting before placing your requesting, or just pick anything from my prompts list!
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Another hour passed, but still nothing. You've been waiting for your boyfriend to pick you up for almost three hours, but all you got from him was a short text saying "I'll be late" sent an hour and a half ago.
It was a shame. You got dressed up because he promised to take you out on a nice date since the two of you haven't seen each other in a long time, but your boyfriend didn't seem to care at all. You sent him another text, and this time he replied, but his reply almost broke your heart.
After that text, you just silently cried on your bed. When a couple of minutes passed, there was a knock on your door.
"Jesus, Y/n, I obviously can't come, I'm busy! If you're gonna be this clingy and obsessive, I'm not gonna take you anywhere ever again!"
"Hey Y/n, it's us, the squad! We wanna know how the lunch date went! Let us in!"
You heard the familiar voice of your friends from the outside of your dorm, and you quickly realized who it was by his Spanish accent.
"Um... Come in.."
You called out, trying to stop crying, which was pretty unsuccessful. The second the four boys walked into your room, they immediately noticed the tears spilling on your cheeks.
"Hey, it's your favorite boys coming to - OH MY GOD Y/N ARE YOU CRYING?!" Denki exclaimed.
"WHAT?! ARE YOU OKAY? ARE YOU HURT?!" Sero panicked.
"Y/N, WHAT'S GOING ON?" Kirishima joined.
"Tch, dumbass, you're so ugly when you cry, so why the hell are you doing it?" Welp, that's Bakugo for you.
Sero and Denki sat next to you, while Kiri crunched in front, and Bakugo stood next to the spiky redhead.
"Y/n, please, tell us what's up! Did one of the girls do something?"
Kiri asked, but you shook your head and mouthed "No".
"Okay... Did one of the guys do something?" Denki tried to guess, but the response was the same as Kiri's question.
Katsuki seemed to realize that this wasn't something he should joke about, so he asked: "Did.. Did we do something, nerd?"
You quickly shook your head, and managed to say: "NO! No, you guys are great.."
Sero, just as the other guys did, looked a bit sad for you.
"Then, what is it? Are you hurt? Listen, we can't help you if we don't know what's going on.."
You sighted, and Denki put a hand around your shoulder. Maybe it was alright. You could tell them. You knew they would listen.
"Well, you know how that guy who asked Mina out wanted to take her out on a double date with my boyfriend and me?"
They all nodded.
"Yep, she called us about 20 min ago and said that her date was wonderful and that she's going to spend some more time with that guy, so we assumed that yours went well too.." Sero said, gently stroking your back with his hand to calm you down.
"Oh yeah, she called me too.. Except, I didn't even have a date! He cancelled on me.."
"WHAT?!" The four boys yelled in unison.
"He CANCELLED on you? After he hasn't seen you in four and a half weeks? Why?" Kirishima asked.
They all started saying stuff like "damn, that's crazy"; "that must be very hurtful" etc., which reminded you of how your boyfriend didn't show up or care. Yeah, they weren't as helpful as you thought they were going to be..
"I'm sorry, guys... I know I'm not usually like this, but can you please not make fun of me now?"
Kiri softly looked at you. "Yeah, sorry.. Hey, don't be sad Y/n! I'm sure he had a good reason to not show up.. Did he say anything?"
"Well, he just said he was busy.."
Bakugo started to flame up, with small explosions visible in his scrunched fists.
"WHAT THE HELL?! You mean to tell me that that jerk left you alone for no real reason, just because HE COULD?! THAT ASSFACE, WHEN I GET HIM I WILL-"
"Calm down, Katsuki, it's fine.. Don't do anything, I'm used to it, it's okay.." You tried to calm your friend down.
After a while of pitiful silence, Kirishima got an idea, so he got all the boys in the corner, and they all whispered something among themselves.
You looked at them with confusion. Now's definitely not a time for secrets!
"C'mon guys, I told you not to make fun of me!"
They completely ignored you and continued their little chat.
"Okay guys, this is not funny anymore, I mean-" You started speaking but were cut off.
"Y/n, we're taking you out tonight," Kiri said, with a big smile on his face.
"Excuse me, WHAT?!"
"If your boyfriend isn't going to take you out as you deserve, we are!" Denki added.
"Yep, we're gonna be taking you to dinner, or dancing, or.. Whatever you'd like!" Sero smiled his big grin.
"But.. Why?" You were confused, and honestly, a bit shocked.
"Because we can, dumbass. Just like
he didn't because he could, we're gonna because we can. And you are coming with us, nerd, and you're gonna enjoy yourself! But before that, fix ya' makeup, it's all ugly now" The angry blond Pomeranian said.
They left so you can change and fix your hair and makeup (if you wear any). As you were doing that, a smile grew on your face. They were the best of friends you could ever ask for.
Forty minutes later, they were outside your dorm, waiting for you to come outside. They have also dressed up for this because they wanted to give you the full experience of being taken out.
When you stepped out of the room, you were surprised at how nice they looked. It's been such a long time since you went to a club or a party with the squad that you almost forgot how good they could look. They also seemed to not remember how you could look, as all of them were staring in awe at your outfit too. It was the same one you were supposed to wear for your date with your boyfriend, but nobody minded. You'd have more fun with the Bakusquad anyway.
You walked towards them, and Sero dragged out his classic mischievous grin: "Looking nice, Y/n"
You laughed at his silly comment, complimenting them back: "Thank you. You look very nice too, guys, I didn't think you'd get dressed up at all"
Denki took your hand and gently kissed it.
"Anything for the special, mademoiselle"
You blushed and rolled your eyes, mostly wondering where the hell did Denki learn French. While getting into the passenger seat of the car, you couldn't help but feel excited. With these four, nothing was certain.
The only ones old enough to drive were Bakugo and Sero, but nobody trusted Katsuki behind the wheel because of his aggression, so Sero was driving you to wherever you were going.
During the car ride, you guys were singing along to the radio songs, when you noticed that Katsuki's been quiet. Turning back to look at him, you noticed a particular accessory around his neck.
"I like your choker, Bakugo!"
He scoffed at your sentence. You didn't want anyone feeling left out, so you added: "And your ripped jeans are so cool too, Eijiro!"
His shark-like toothy smile was spread wide over his face when he exclaimed: "Thank you!"
Denki pouted and acted all offended, so you complimented his shirt. And, because you've noticed that Hanta stiffened a bit, you've told him just how great his hair looked.
"Uh, guys.. You know, you didn't have to dress all up for this, we could've gone in sweats and I wouldn't care. This is about having fun, it's not a date or anything..."
Denki flashed his bright smile.
"But Y/n, of course it is!"
Your eyes went wide in shock.
"What?!"
Kirishima opened your car door when you arrived at your favorite restaurant. The place wasn't exactly a fancy five-star restaurant, but it was your favorite because of the diversity of delicious food.
"Well, of course, it is, pebble! Since your so-called boyfriend didn't fulfill his promise of taking you on a real, proper date as you deserve, of course we're gonna take you out!"
You were speechless. You knew the four boys cared about you, but damn, did they care this much?
Surprisingly of him, Katsuki held his hand out for you and helped you out of the car. After you came into the restaurant, you were surprised to find out that they had a reservation.
After you asked them about it, Sero shrugged, scratched the back of his neck, and said: "Yeah, we kinda had a table ready in case something happened.."
That information blew your mind.
'Did they do this every time I went out?' You thought.
Everybody ordered, and your food came pretty quickly. Sero had some tacos, Bakugo had a steak, Kirishima had some sushi, and Denki had chicken strips.
When you finished dinner, you started to pull out your wallet to pay, but Denki stopped you and started fighting about it, saying that it wouldn't be a real date if they let you pay. With all of them fighting, Bakugo just pulled out his wallet and grunted: "Shut the hell up, you nerds, my treat."
His sudden gesture was very caring and incredibly unlike him,
so you mouthed a quick "thank you" and gave him a warm smile, which he replied to with a small grin and a nod.
After dinner, the boys planned on going to a local party to dance, where the five of you would laugh and have fun. The Bakusquad was dancing, laughing, and talking, having the most fun they've had in a while. Eventually, you've all split up, so the guys can say hello to their friend (who was hosting the party) and you went to get yourself some more soda.
Soon, a guy came up to you and casually asked you to dance. You politely declined, saying that you came with some friends who were probably already waiting for you. Now, the guy wasn't as polite as he was before: "C'mon now sweetheart, dance with me! I don't even see those 'friends' of yours, I think you might be lying just to get away from me!"
Now, you were becoming very uncomfortable. The guys quickly noticed because they were, indeed, looking for you.
Bakugo quickly shoved the guy off as he was getting dangerously close to you. Eijiro and Denki both put a hand around your shoulders, one on each side, dragging you out of there.
As they were hurrying to get you out of there (and as far away from that jerk as they can), you noticed a familiar face in the crowd. Tears started to pool in your eyes as you realized it was in fact your boyfriend kissing another girl not even four feet away from you. Bakugo, who was dragging you by your wrist, noticed your tears, so he looked at the same direction you were, in hopes of finding out what did upset you so much. As soon as he noticed your boyfriend being unfaithful, he almost blew up your hand from how mad he got.
"That MOTHERFUCKER! I will rip you to sheds, you ungrateful fuck-"
Katsuki was fully prepared to kill him on the spot, and so were the other boys, just as soon they saw what happened. To not cause a scene, you pulled them by the fabric on the back of their shirts. Through many tears, you tried to whisper to them: "Guys, lets just go.."
No matter how badly they wanted to get revenge, the guys respected your decision and left your (now ex) boyfriend alone. Hugging you tightly, all of you made your way out.
The whole ride to the dorms was filled with their questions, like:
"Are you okay, did that guy touch you?"
"He shouldn't have laid an eye on OUR Y/n. Did we come too late, pebble?"
"Next time we're at a party like this, WE will get your drink, half of us getting it, while the others protect you from jerks like that! Understood, dumbass?!"
But nobody dared say anything about your boyfriend, or the girl he was kissing. They know it would hurt too much, so they simply haven't mentioned anything. After you came back to the dorm buildings, you were walking a little behind them, and Kiri slowed down so he could catch up with you. The redhead instantly noticed your sad frown, so he ran a thumb up and down your cheek:
"He didn't deserve you anyways, pebble.. Gosh, there are so many people, so many other guys who'd treat you like the absolute perfection you are, so why are you stressing out about a jerk like that..?"
They walked you from the car to your dorm, when it was finally time to say goodnight.
"So, this is it, princesa. How did you like your date?" Your Spanish friend asked, and you blushed a bit over his playful nickname.
"Well, mademoiselle, we hope you enjoyed your evening and that you would rate this experience a 5 out of 5 golden stars!" Denki added, smiling.
"Yeah, pebble! Thanks for letting us cheer you up! You needed it... You know that we hate seeing you cry.." Kiri softly joined.
Bakugo rolled his eyes, with the biggest grin on his face. "And dumbass, if you ever need anyone to help you get rid of the annoying guys at any party, you know who to call! Even if that imbecile of your boyfriend doesn't, we care, dumbass! We'll always be here to move you from jerks like that, teddy bear".
They thought that you will just say your usual goodbyes, giving each of them a quick, friendly hug, but what you did left them completely speechless.
You grabbed them all in a huge, tight hug, softly whispering: "You're the best, guys.. God, I love all of you dorks so much..", And pecked each boy on the cheek before you ran off into your dorm.
Maybe it was the fact that they had taken you out, or their charming outfits, or perhaps the sly nicknames they've called you, but something about that night made you completely forget your cheater of a boyfriend and the failed date he was supposed to take you on.
Now that your mind was clear as day over the fact that you should break up with that jerk, there was only one dilemma left.
Sure, you liked all of their nicknames and gentle gestures tonight, but who did you like the most?
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minquiec · 5 months
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Jia's MJ
Tbh, with full clearance, I haven't read a lick of spiderman comics (except for like hobies one but that's a different story) which in hindsight makes me look like such a faker but OH WELL I CANT BE BOTHERED AND THE TINY TEXT IS TOO HARD MY MY BLIND ASS TO READDDD also it seems complicated and my brain is too dumb so idk the parallels or anything so 🔥🔥 just lemme bullsh my way thru this please (like I always do)
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First of all I just wanna say
She is so fine OEUGH
Also idk if anyone notice the tattoo is a mini easter egg for the gr+s au (grim reaper and swallow it's too long to keep repeating I swear)
Anyways I haven't decided what her full name is I just know alot of people call her Mei and especially if they're younger than her call her Mei Jie (Jie means older sister in chn so it becomes mj HAHAHA BIG BRAIN WAVELENGTH)
Mei has this tattoo parlour in one of the more quieter streets of New Yan and Jia knows her vaguely prior to The Fire™ bc it's like maybe 20 mins away from her apartment and she was doing her spider girl things and beating crime. EITHER WAY she knows abt it.
I was thinking abt what her personality was like and then at one point I was like 🧍🧍I feel like I'm just ripping off hb's and watering it down ARGH cause what I was thinking is that Mei's someone who's clear in what beliefs she has. It's kind of a my life my choice kinda thing. So basically head strong, confident and kinda stoic sort of gal. And then the watering down gets even worse CAUDE I WANTED HER TO LIKE HELP JIA BY HOUSING HER TEMPORARILY AFTER THE FIRE HAPPENED?? BUT THEN I WAS LIKE ISNT THAG JUST HOBIE SND GWEEENNNN❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓❓ ARGH EHERE R MY ARTISTIC LIBERTIES THIS IS SO CRUNGE defaming my own name smh 😞😞 but like it makes more sense why jia would like hb if this happened bc she would've been subconsciously subjected to this type of personality prior to meeting him ❓ she also thinks mei is so cool in the way she carries herself so it would make sense for jia to like these personality traits ig
Also my favorite trait abt her is the crane motif (animal symbolism my beloved) cause I thinkkkk one of the things cranes symbolise is wisdom and in some form, Mei offers her own wisdom to jia after her having lost everything during her stay at Mei's. So TRULY SHE LIVING UP THE THE OLDER SIS IN HER NAME
Anyyays I might update this as usual if anything else comes up cause I can never have one train of coherent thought yippee
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please recommend some asmr channels 🙏
ok i'm going to assume you're familiar with the big names like goodnight moon (big favourite), latte, tingting and ppomo. if not...get the hell on youtube.
i almost exclusively listen to female voiced roleplays so that's going to be really obvious here.
one of my favourite channels i've ever found is moonlight cottage asmr. her voice is beautiful, intelligent and a little bit more mature and the french accent just hits. her historical videos are compelling, you can tell they're passion projects and she is quite an actress.
another definite recommend is ALB in whisperland. she has a gentle voice, her soft speaking is so good, and she has a lot of videos where she delicately does things with her beautiful hands, which i like a lot.
some more in no particular order:
-aen ani asmr. i feel like she's so underrated. she mainly does fantasy roleplays in costumes and the channel is still a bit small so you have a good chance of getting a reply or your request being included in a video. it's not like, insanely polished and high production value but i like it.
-asmr mood. speaks russian but many are subtitled in english. oftentimes has fanservice and is one of the few asmrtists (on my list, maybe even in general) who usually presumes the viewer as male. i don't care about it but it means there's no makeup videos (which i find boring). and as i've said before, when the russian language k and t sounds come out in asmr i... no, i shan't say.
-amy kay asmr. pretty much exclusively roleplays and usually has interesting concepts (ie not the 5 millionth makeup and cranial nerve exam). confident and charismatic and is a bit more peppy in the way she speaks rather than the, like, pure bedtime voices.
-eunzel asmr. korean with english subs + english spoken videos. roleplays, also weird and odd triggers. i've rewatched both of her "doctor asking you insanely personal questions" videos many times.
-bluewhisper. first asmr video i ever watched was her (sadly quickly deleted) "rescuing harambe" video which got screenshotted and i think gave her a lot of negative attention because her sense of humour is playing it completely straight and people are obsessed with being smarter than the person being ironic. she does simple roleplays, vlogs, flips through the new burpee seed catalog once a year for her garden and opens pokemon cards.
-seafoam kitten asmr. if you remember the "adorable organ harvester uwu asmr" screenshot going around, that's her. she does weird, cringe-humour roleplays. she also has a slightly risque one where you get indoctrinated into being a "love pet" puppy which i think would do numbers on here.
-myaling asmr. english with korean accent. mostly long roleplays, very sweet voice and puts great effort into having a lot of props, background detail etc. often has cinematic intros which i love. her "aesthetic school outfit styling" has probably my favourite intro scene i've ever seen in asmr.
-callie blossom asmr. she's strikingly beautiful and has a "girl who's secretly obsessed with you" series that is very popular with lesbians for good reason.
-maya winky asmr. silly, fast paced humour asmr. i feel bad not saying more but like just look at her channel lol
-mid mod meridian asmr. american accent. older lady who does 50s, 60s and 70s themed roleplays. not to be like aww sweet grandma but. yeah.
-ella asmr. korean with english subs. a lot of scifi themed videos with special effects, surgery on you and mechanical equipment sounds.
-whispering willow asmr. nice, simple, basic roleplays, usually in the 20-30 min range. i like when videos aren't too long because i usually clock out after 5 minutes anyway.
-african xhosa asmr. criminally underrated. she speaks and has a few videos teaching phrases in xhosa, a south african language with clicks that i've never even heard before. also talks about history and culture often.
-90sfairyasmr. relatively new channel with not too many videos, she mostly flips through y2k/1990s teen magazines so far.
-asmr emiko ffujio. no talking, but has cool slimes and fake cooking.
-gentle whispering asmr. a very big channel, russian accented. i like her voice and soft speaking a lot but her topics tend to bore me a bit. it's generally beauty focused.
-triniti j asmr. american accent. i havent watched a lot of hers because they're usually beauty focused, but for example in the "best friend picks out your smell goods" she gets really close to the mic and chews gum which creates a speaking sound i like a lot. idk how to describe it lol
-pelagea asmr. doesn't upload on youtube anymore but a lot of backlog. mostly more or less fanservicey videos that get a bit unintentionally silly and too much sometimes. i mainly recommend her "100 ways to kiss" video with the lesbian bait thumbnail that got her 13 million views.
now feel free to recommend ME some i don't know yet.
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