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#watchin animals at the zoo through a thick layer of glass and throwin rocks at them from safety. u know theyre real but they can’t affect u
neon--nightmare · 2 years
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What are some songs that remind you of fresh?
OH OH OH!!! I ACTUALLY HAVE A. cough. Almost seven hour. playlist of songs i associate with him!!! ITS ON SPOTIFY HERE!! some songs are there just for psychic damage like caramelldansen and casin, id recommend listenin on shuffle so u can have the intended experience of going from Hey Ya! by Outkast to Back and Forth by Dr. Steel to Karma by AJR to Purple People Eater. as someone who’s special interest and ID has been fresh for,,, *checks* seven years strong, it’s definitely. The playlist i’ve made of all time
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#doodles#freshposting#UGH I LOVE TALKIN ABT HIM SO MUCH DUDE please send more asks abt him bros i need a distraction rn AVSNA;VDNSBFB#EVERY SONG IS ON THERE FOR A REASON!!!#even if the reason is ‘Yeah thatd be funny’#LIKE CARTOONS IS ON THERE BC. fresh doesnt view the people around him as REAL people#like he knows theyre real but he like. cant.. rlly UNDERSTAND or process it he jus sees them as pawns!! and its his way of like#not dealin w like… their emotions or thinkin any further abt it bc he just cant understand ITS HARD TO PUT INTO WORDS BUT I HOPE THE VIBES#THERE like he knows rationally they’re alive but he only rlly comprehends it w very few people (like pacifrisk in canon!!)#HE ALSO HAS A HUGE SUPERIORITY COMPLEX THAT HE DOESNT KNOW IS A SUPERIORITY COMPLEX unrelated to the song but bc of that#HE SEES HIMSELF AS JUST. BETTER. ABOVE. BC HE WAS *MADE* TO BE IN HIS MIND. and that’s why he refers to any of his emotions as like#ITD LIKE. not just having to deal w his own mind turning against him but he also has to deal w. just being like everybody else. he sees them#as WEAKNESS and therefore to him having them means hes weak and turns his entire worldview on his head#EVEN IGNORING THE WHOLE THING W THE HIGHER UPS AND FRESH 2.0 WHERE IF HE STOPPED BEING ENTERTAINING TO THEM HED LITERALLY BE KILLED ND#REPLACED WITH A ‘BETTER’ VERSION WHOS EVERYTHING HE CANT BE BUT REFUSES TO ADMIT IT EVEN TO HIMSELF#ITS ALL SO. MAN people overlook his superiority complex a lot and I think that needs to be explored more in fanon bc itd be a huge part of#his struggle w emotions; and he wouldnt even ADMIT it was a complex bc to him its just. the truth. he IS better. hes above all the ‘weak’#people w their confusing emotions and boring lives and happiness sadness love attachments unchecked anger#hes ABOVE that and bc he cant comprehend it it’s like#watchin animals at the zoo through a thick layer of glass and throwin rocks at them from safety. u know theyre real but they can’t affect u#they can react but theyre helpless and at ur ‘mercy’ for entertainment NOT SAYIN. ANYBODY WOULD DO THIS BUT.#and that in ur mind ur better than them; because youre FREE arent you? you’re not caged#but in reality you’re inside an even bigger glass cage. you’re an experiment just as much as they are. you’re not better you’re the same as#the animals.#HES SO COMPLICATED DUDE AAAGH this is what happens when u ask me one sentence i turn it into a completely different essay on freshs#COMPLEXES IM SORRY AJDBSJFBDKFBDMFBS#HES JUST. AAAHHH STAMPS MY FEET I WAS PACIN NONSTOP AS I WROTE THIS i love fresh so much#I MISS RPING HIM SO BADLY EVERY DAY I SWEARRRRR#it’s just an energy issue unfortunately ADKJSMSBFNBD#asks
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