hyperverbal autistic ✅️ valid

fully verbal autistic ✅️ valid

verbal autsitic with verbal loss ✅️ valid

semiverbal autistic ✅️ valid

nonverbal autistic ✅️ valid

★ verbility flags !

in order:

nonverbal | limited verbal | semiverbal

demiverbal | verbal/full verbal

hyperverbal | verbalflux | choice verbal

definitions:

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Could you do a “verbal, but saving limited energy”

sure here

Hengeveld, Kees (1992). Non-verbal predication: Theory, typology, diachrony. Berlin: Mouton de Gruyter.

Figure 7. Types of predication, i.e. copula clauses (page 27).

think a lot of ppl have wrong idea of alters and verbality.

M is nonverbal. Cant talk ever at all. Not suddenly verbal just bc Mr. Afton verbal. Not suddenly semiverbal just bc Jeremy (I) semiverbal. Jeremy not suddenly verbal just bc Mr. Afton verbal. Jeremy not suddenly nonverbal bc M nonverbal. Mr. Afton not suddenly nonverbal bc M nonverbal. Mr. Afton not suddenly semiverbal bc Jeremy semiverbal.

For majority of pwOSDDID, there is no "body verbality" bc verbality is symptom, not whole disorder. If it something like apraxia, then yes whole body will have to have it. But whole body not one thing. Body not verbal. Body not hyperverbal. Body not semiverbal. Body not nonverbal. M nonverbal. Jeremy semiverbal. Mr. Afton verbal.

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forcing yourself to be verbal all the time is exhausting. i like the silence..

being verbal is so hard and overwhelming can't do it can't do it

3RD HOUSE RECOLLECTION

I was just taking a walk in my head and a thought came to me , it was out the blue , just kept thinking about twins , idk why but every thought was in doubles... brain was on overload , which it is always but this time it was trying to steer me to a concept , my soul was at work at the moment , so i let it drive and let my brain take the backseat . Then gemini came to me , hmmmmmmm..... the 3rd the house , so my brain started to free flow with its random thoughts and deeep observations . It came to me not many people give the 3rd house in the natal chart attention like 1st house ( self , personality ) 2nd house ( value , material , needs ) 8th house ( merging , occult , sex ) and 10th house ( status , career , authority ) . So my brain begin to process and become more curious about this multiphasted house and its charactiristics . Every house in astrology is deeep to me , i guess i love learning and expand my brain . This house represents alot , its the house of communication , thinking , perception , reflection , gathering facts , learning , intellect , siblings , courage , interest , surroundings , skills , dexterity , i could go on forever but thats it on a short note . This is the house where you build yourself a body , the 1st is your body , 2nd is what you like about your body or want to add to your body , 3rd is how you can build it , something we all was never taught in are youth . The body is very interesting how it process information , moves , response to harm , fear , excitement , aroursal or just observing . The moon thrives in this house , why? it can be expressive , in alot of other houses it cant , even if it can be expressive its limited example ( 4th house its in its domicile , but its still limited due to this house being your private sanctuary , your deep secrets , personal desires , you cant expess those in public or just to anyone , only to ones you love , feel comfortable with ) the moon here in the 3rd can also consume all the desires and curiosity it felt in the previous house ( 2nd house ) where mars co signifies here and can bring differences , but also the moon too . Mars here can help you persue what you want , need , desire and give you the courage and assertiveness to make it happen . This is a fast pace house thats why having this house well equipped with benefics or even malefics could make you a person quick witted , quick tempered , good and fast talker , very articulate ( game spitter ) mastermind , fast runner , strong weight lifter , dexterous fingers and hands , good boxer ( fighter ) or just good at everything you put your mind to and be a jack of all trades . Alot of people like to call this house the house of twins , yes and no , Its more of a merging first , acually its the physical merging before 8th house merging with another intity and your fears etc... but you have to merge with your personality , image , and surroundings 1st . Its the merging of the masculine, feminine energy , mars and moon thats why these 2 planets does well here in the 3rd house . 1st house aries represents mars , action , what you see , assertiveness , self , 2nd house represents venus , what you want , value , makes you feel stable . When you bring these 2 energies together , creates 3 , so now you have to learn how to use them , merge them to meet your personal desires and comfortability ( 4th house ) . This is why people have debates , arguments , and opinions , because you come in the 3rd house with your own thoughts , values , wants , and needs now you have others in your surroundings , sister , brothers , neighbors who have their own opinions as well, views on certian perspectives , thats why its so critical for kids to get exposed to the world , surroundings so they can understand everyone is different and unique in their own way , sheltering a kid or anyone or afflicting this on yourself can be detrimental to your learning , processing of information . This is the house how you express and vocalize what you desire or want to be heard ,

also where you learn what your body is capable of , just because you love and value basketball doesnt mean you will be any good or successful in it , ( 2nd ) but if you try put efforts and courage and apply knowlegde and see what happens then you will see if its for you or not ( 3rd ) , you can also know how your body protects itself from danger , will you run , fight , hide , have courage and power or a stertigic brain to out think a person , the stronger you build this house the stronger the foundation will be for the ( 4th ) . Every house plays a crucial and important role in your life , when you follow the house energies and evolve with them instend of being complacent and stuck in comfortability and not liking change you will miss out on your mental , physical and spiritual growth . We all are here to experience , learn , grow , evolve teach and ascend . We usaully give are attention towards the house we favor more or seem to give us benefits on the short term and not thinking of long term or self develpment for growth . Once you find out what you value , are good in , need , and give your time to ( 2nd house ) then you try it , do it , show courage , skills , learn it , master it ( 3rd house ) then nuture it , love it , let it be your deep passion and secure it to your heart ( 4th house ) etc.... everyone has a talent and different types of skills just need to find out what it is , be curious about it thats why its the curious house , try new things , experience failure as well as success so you can grow and know where your strength lay . I would like to know and hear about your skills and talents , think everyone has unique qualities and skills that needs to be displayed to the world , so be verbal and open to what you have to offer , i would love to see how you work in your 3rd house , im all ears , eyes , and acceptance towards your abiities .

Alternate Verbalism Terms I [1]

Alt Verbalism/Alternate Verbalism

Verbalism is an umbrella term in itself. However, most find themselves not fitting in todays terms of verbalism. Alternate verbalism goes off what is deemed to be hyper, semi, and/or non verbalism. An individual may identify with alt verbalism as a way of saying, "Hey, I don't fall under hyper/semi/non verbalism but instead something else."

Choice Verbalism/Chosen Verbalism

Some individuals may find themselves simply not wanting to talk. Rather it be for long periods of time, short periods, or anything in between. The individual may not have a reason, or a reason that isn't physically/anxiety related which thus goes under this term.

Restrained Verbalism/Strained Verbalism

Where one finds themselves not being able to speak at all. Regardless of reason. However, when the individual tries to speak, it's almost like their voice is being restrained (metaphorical). Where even when the individual tries their hardest to speak, they cannot at all.

Fatigare Verbalism/Fatiqué Verbalism/Fatigue Verbalism

Where ones fatigue affects their verbalism in anyway. Rather it be only speak rarely, short sentences, not speaking at all, using other ways to communicate, and more.

Pain Verbalism

Where it is either very painful for some to speak, or their pain makes them unable to speak at all, or most of the time. This could be due to many reasons like a physical disability or vocal chord damage, but it doesn't have to be. Also, it may be used when talking is emotionally painful.

Psy Verbalism/Psychosis Verbalism

Where one's psychosis affects their verbalism in any way. May lead to being completely nonverbal, sometimes speaking, making sounds or gestures, etc.

Clusteric Verbalism

Where ones verbalism is affected by the clusters ABC of personality disorders. Rather, it be dramatic speech, barely speaking, cluttered, verbalism that doesn't make sense, and more.

Mood Verbalism/Moodic Verbalism/Moidic Verbalism

Where ones verbalism is affected by their mood disorders. Rather, it be they're too tired to talk, find themselves not wanting to talk, or hyperverbal. It's not limited to just that, though.

if I see another speaking autistic use semiverbal/nonverbal in the way meaning their temporary speech loss, I will bite. I will go feral.

I have had my semiverbal/semispeaking natural stuff tried to be taught out of me and for so long blamed myself and hated myself for why I couldn't "just speak" or couldn't "just phrase things right." I hated myself and thot I was dumb bc I would just not speak or only be able to speak in short bouts. I hate "go semiverbal" "go nonverbal" with a passion. Cause knowing now that I am semiverbal and it is a permanent thing and seeing speaking autistics use it for their temporary stuff makes me mad and hurt and sad!

I still feel need to mask bcuz I worry about how I appear. I still feel need to mask bcuz I don't want to be made fun of. It isn't just when I overwhelmed and shut down, it when I relaxed or have low energy day, it when I'm happy and excited, it when it just one of those days. My speech fluctuates still, but I is semiverbal! All the same! It takes actual physical effort to literally FORCE myself to speak in the "accepted way." Stop using our terms for your temporary state. I was forced into a temporary speaking state for so long and hated myself if I ever unmasked, thinking people would reject me.

Your temporary is NOT the same as my permanent. It's hurtful to see terms that I use filled with people who don't have difficulty speaking, don't have to use AAC for completely normal every day things, don't have to force speech when they're entirely calm and relaxed just becuz people expect it from you and you're too scared to stand up about but becuz u still deal with imposter syndrome & feel like ur faking so u can only fully unmask around safe friend. Speech loss happens, but it is not same as being semiverbal/semispeaking or nonverbal/nonspeaking.

When I let safe friend know I was semiverbal and we discussed how using semiverbal/nonverbal is hurtful, he asked what he use instead for when he lose speech. I give him options I see. Speech loss is personally the one we uses.

It takes so much mental and physical effort for me to appear speaking and mask myself. I still deal wif stuff from unmasking it. We are not same. You do not deal with same when you have speech loss or speech shutdown bcuz overwhelm. Is not the same as being permanently this way and forced to be other way.

It hurts to see. Plz listen. Plz no use those terms when you speaking. Nonspeaking/semispeaking are permanent states. You either are or aren't. You can't go semispeaking or nonspeaking. That is all.

(I not here to educate further since this is rant. If you want to learn more, there is others in the tags that will be willing to help u learn. But I am not the one to do it. Cause I tired.)

(also I mostly mention semiverbal since I is semiverbal, but it applies to nonverbal/nonspeaking too since it also gets used in that way and people don't listen. Being autistic does not mean you don't have internalized ableisn or anything. Plz listen & learn.)

forcing yourself to be verbal all the time is exhausting. i like the silence..

I want to voluntarily go non-verbal for a while (a week?) - I want to see how that would affect my energy level. What if I feel massively better?? What if it infuriates me?

And then when I go off of non-verbality, I want to just be verbal with people I’m comfortable with.

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I’m a huge verbal processor (and info-dumper (and no, I’m not always aware of when I do it but I realize after)) but not all of my processing needs to be spoken - I also am figuring out that I still mask a lot when I’m speaking, even to my friends and dating partners.

So this would be an exercise into reflecting on my own masking.

I have involuntarily gone non-verbal before due to overstimulation and exhaustion. What if I do it intentionally and track how I’m feeling? I know my brain will keep going and I can always text.

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This will be tricky to do because of work, talking with people in public (but I could get around that), figuring out who I’m comfortable with (my journey with discernment comes into play), and all the meetings/interviews I have coming up.

But I can put my intention out there.

Maybe I can do this in May or June?

heya! I saw ur “verbal I just like wordmojis” thing and I was wondering if u could do one for emojis in general? Like “verbal but I use emojis” or smth. Ty!!

i missread your ask at first. twice. also the "verbal i just like wordmojis" emojis are really old so i remade them too, the one you asked for is third. tysm for the ask btw :)

this user has unreliable verbal communication

Dark Red .

I just don’t want her to leave…me.

“Baby please…” He pleaded lowly with his lady as she storms out of the restaurant.

“You need to stop fucking playing with me!” She yelled in his face. He closed his eyes and flinched in caution of her being so close in this angry state. “I said I was sorry a thousand fucking times, what else could you possibly want from me?”

She stands there, water beginning to fill her low eyes. “What do I want?” She thinks.

She dabs her face, attempting to keep her makeup presentable. “I don’t know.” She says quickly and starts to walk away, picking up her stride as she gets closer to the Black McLauren 570GT. He follows her and gets in the car. It’s a silent ride home. He grips the wheel tightly with his jaw clenched. She sits there silently staring out the window into the darkness of the night. “Shit is crazy” She whispers to herself.

As soon as he pulls into the driveway and puts the car in park, she quickly grabs her purse and gets out, slamming the car door behind her. She unlocks the door and enters the house, her heels clicking fast as she walks upstairs and goes to the bedroom. “BABY!” He yells from the bottom of the staircase. He unbuttons his black blazer and throws it on the couch. He then loosens up his white long sleeve button up shirt and finally follows you upstairs when he hears your cries.

He opens the door to your master bedroom slowly.

“Baby I’m sorry.” He said softly, standing at the entrance of the bedroom. “I know I should’ve told you about her, I just didn’t think I had to ‘cause we weren’t doing anything crazy.” He said apologetically as he walked over to the bed. He placed his watch on the night stand and slowly rubbed your arm.

“Turn around and face me baby.”

She turned around to face him, then she sat up on the side of the bed.

“I’m sorry too; I shouldn’t have assumed you were messing around just because the person you were spending your time with was a woman. I’m just insecure-“

“Be quiet.” He stops her abruptly.

“What?”

“Be quiet. I’m not gonna sit here and listen to you tell lies about yourself. You’ve never been insecure. It’s my fault that anything even crossed your mind. It’s normal to assume things when the person is the opposite sex.”

“I guess.” She said, still feeling like her actions were one of an insecure woman. An insecure partner.

He slowly inched closer to her face while staring into her eyes.

“I love you.” He said. Then he grabbed the side of her face and started caressing her cheek. He started kissing her. Sucking her. Licking her as if she had his favorite flavor oozing out of her pours. He moved down to her neck.

“Babyyyy…” she wined as she rocked back and forth, seeking some sort of attention for her aching clit.

“You like it baby? It feel good?” He asks her lowly in her ear as his hand wandered down to her soaked pussy.

“I love it bae” she moans softly as she lays back onto the bed, allowing him to push her dress up on her hips so he can see her pussy.

“You want me in here ma?” He questioned the women as he unbuckled his pants, letting his slacks hit the floor.

She sits up to pull his boxers down, letting his dick swing freely. She spits on her hand and glides her hand softly over him.

“Fuck” he said lowly.

“Bae…” she said quietly .

He gets on top of her and lines his self up with her throbbing entrance

“Hm?” He questioned in her ear as he slowly pushes his dick in her.

“Fuck I love you-“ she said breathlessly as he goes deeper, and deeper, and deep…

“I love you too pretty girl” He whispered against her ear, dick throbbing inside just from her scent. The thought of her, cumming deep in her, giving her a child.

He didn’t want to loose her.