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saintflint · 2 years
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black sails (2014 — 2017) / obi-wan kenobi (2022) / star wars – episode iii: revenge of the sith (2005)
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saintflint · 2 years
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pressing them against a wall & messily making out with them is not enough i need to be nestled beneath their rib cage cradling their fluttering heart in the palms of my hands
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saintflint · 2 years
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our flag means death (2022–) — 1.01 pilot, david jenkins | the tale of despereaux, kate dicamillo | i. | ii.
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saintflint · 2 years
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our flag means death (2022–) | jane eyre, charlotte brönte
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saintflint · 2 years
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enough post credit scenes. enough prequels. enough sequels. enough mcu phases. enough disney+ series that only serve the purpose of launching the next box office hit. enough remakes. enough reboots of the same franchise over and over again. enough capitalized entertainment. enough million-billion dollar budgets for movies. enough cgi effects and animation. enough. enough. enough. ENOUGH.
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saintflint · 2 years
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had a mid morning epiphany just now that the reason i’ve been obsessed with the love between jane eyre and edward rochester since i was sixteen (and still am to this day) is because they’re both misfits who can’t relate to the lives they were given and the others in their own societal classes not because they’re apathetic but because neither of them can grasp the concept of “this is the way your role in life must play out” and find any kind of rest there, this not to mention the many individual traumas they’ve each experienced, but anyway what i’m saying is that from the moment they find each other, they’re immediately thunder-struck with bone-deep recognition in each other such as they’ve never known and from that point on they both cling to it as closely as humanly possible, and anyway, anyway, this is all a prolonged way to say they’re both autistic
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saintflint · 2 years
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stress manifesting itself inside the physical body has to be the greatest evolutionary backstab for anyone with anxiety it’s like, “not only are your innermost thoughts going to rear up and attempt to trample you whenever they feel like it, but on top of that, you have the back of an eighty year old and your gut health is completely shot at age 26. have a nice life.”
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saintflint · 2 years
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IT’S THE WAY OBI-WAN’S FACE SHATTERS WHEN FINALLY FACED WITH THE OPEN, BROKEN SLIVER OF HIS LOST TRUEST AND DEAREST FRIEND, HIS EVERYTHING. IT’S THE WAY HE STUMBLES AND ALMOST UNCONSCIOUSLY TAKES AT LEAST THREE OR FOUR FALTERING STEPS FORWARD TOWARDS THE MAN WHO COULD END HIM IN SECONDS, BECAUSE ALL HE CAN SEE IS THE BOY HE GREW UP ALONGSIDE, THE WARRIOR HE FOUGHT IN TANDEM WITH, THE ONLY SOUL HE UNWILLINGLY ALLOWED HIMSELF TO TOTALLY LOVE. IT’S THE WAY TEARS SLIP DOWN THE GHOSTLY, UNDEAD CHEEK, THE WAY THAT FOR JUST A FEW MOMENTS, YOU CAN SEE THE FORMER BLUE OF ANAKIN’S EYES PIERCING THROUGH THE SICKLY YELLOW. IT’S THE WAY ANAKIN BRIEFLY SHOWS HIMSELF WHEN HE CHOOSES TO ABSOLVE OBI-WAN OF THE GUILT THAT HAS CONSUMED HIM FOR THE PAST DECADE RATHER THAN CONTINUE TO BURY HIM IN BLAME, ALLOWING OBI-WAN TO BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY AND RELEASE THE TORMENTED IMAGE OF ANAKIN HE’S HELD CLENCHED IN HIS FISTS FOR ALL THOSE YEARS. BUT LASTLY, OH, IT’S THE WAY VADER CALLS OUT, ROARS VICIOUSLY FOR HIM AS OBI-WAN LEAVES HIM BEHIND BECAUSE WHILE HE HATES HIM, WHILE HE CRAVES HIS SUFFERING AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT AND DESTRUCTION EQUALLY, THE FAINTEST FLICKER OF ANAKIN THAT REMAINS IN HIS DEPTHS CANNOT HELP BUT CRY OUT FOR HIM TO EITHER END HIS SUFFERING BY DESTROYING HIM OR TO TRULY COME BACK FOR HIM, WHICH HE REFUSES HIM AGAIN.
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saintflint · 2 years
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so this is what i’m understanding. you’re telling me that it isn’t coincidental that both ahsoka and obi-wan during their separate encounters with vader mirrored each other in the fact that neither of them could remove his helmet, how they could only violently slice through to catch just the barest glimpse of humanity imprisoned within machine, and that padme couldn’t either, for that matter. like what you’re telling me is that all the three had individual standoffs with vader where they each offered him compassion and love even while knowing all that he’d done and still he turned them away. so, so, so what you’re saying is it’s like only luke could remove the helmet in its entirety, only luke could remove the shell of vader encasing anakin, only luke could be saved by vader rather than harmed or rejected because he only knew what anakin had become, not what he had been. so if i’m getting this right, what you’re telling me IS THAT ANAKIN ONLY FINALLY PERMITTED HIMSELF TO BE LOVED AND FORGIVEN ENTIRELY AND BROUGHT BACK FULLY TO THE LIGHT BY THE ONE WHO LOVED HIM ENTIRELY AS VADER. WHO HAD ONLY EVER SEEN THE DARKNESS BUT STILL SAID WITHOUT FEAR, “COME WITH ME, LET GO OF YOUR HATE, THERE IS GOOD IN YOU.”
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saintflint · 2 years
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thinking about my own transgenderism and thinking about my earliest internal comprehension of knowing i was different and akin to something i didn’t have the words for yet and thinking about all of the children’s stories of little animals experiencing loss and heartbreak and learning bravery and love and hope through tragedy and through their heroism in the face of all that fear and impossible odds, they gain some form of rebirth that gave my young bewildered heart a deep sense of comfort and self recognition and inevitably shaped me into who i am today
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saintflint · 2 years
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physically shaking from the fact that i just– finally –verbalized to my dad that i’m not a girl
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saintflint · 2 years
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i told my dad i’m trans tonight and he asked me, “do you think god makes mistakes?” i don’t remember what i answered him, something about how i believed i was meant to be here, on earth, as this, me, my truest self. and that’s true, at least for me, but looking back i wish i’d asked him something like, “who’s to say i’m not god’s miracle of creation incarnate? who’s to say the great potter didn’t place in my own palms the tools from his table with a smile and sunlight in his eyes? what if the maker of all preordained that i and my fellow brothers and sisters would live as beacons of his endless good work? what if god, in all his infinite perfection, watched me shear my locks, bind my chest and wash my face clear and sighed happily, ‘now it is good,’ what then, dad?”
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saintflint · 2 years
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anakin: if it makes you feel any better, i haven't considered killing you in months.
obi-wan: (smiling at the ground) a little bit.
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saintflint · 2 years
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might’ve uh. might’ve started a ofmd playlist :)
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saintflint · 2 years
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ok but what’s worse? that’s what i’m still asking myself. is it better to let feelings die softly & hidden away safe or is it better to just be stupid and open with love when it makes an appearance? i think of them, or think at them is probably more accurate– you’re wonderful, i want to know you more, i care about your joy & your pain equally, i hope you don’t mind that i love you, i hope it’s not too much trouble, i don’t want to bother you with it, i’m sorry. the words haven’t even left my throat yet & i’m already practicing apologizes for them.
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saintflint · 2 years
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tagged by @fig (ty friend!) to post my current top 5 songs atm <3
1: running up that hill – placebo
2: coping (get over) – MEBO
3: memoirs of the melancholy – BLESSED
4: hanging on – active child
5: self control – frank ocean
tagging: @greenmatter – @sweatermuppet –@aseaofhoney – @cartoonsun – @blacksailsgf – @girldaddy –@clutchingsoftly – @blushbf
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