it's fine, it's cool you can say that we are nothing, but you know the truth guess i'm the fool and when you think about me all of those years ago you're standing face to face with "i told you so"

“you are here. you are here. you're still right here." — crush | richard siken

i think i've seen this film before...

(for @tommykinrd beloved <3)

[ID: four gifs of Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz in 7.05 and 6.15. GIFs 1 and 3 from 7.05 are in color, and GIFS 2 and 4 from 6.15 are black and white.

GIF 1: A close-up for Buck's face, a shy smile on his face as he watches Eddie, telling him about Tommy. The text reads, "I kind of can't stop thinking about him."

GIF 2: Buck looking pensively into the distance as he and Eddie stand in the cemetery, talking about Natalia. He says, "There's something...different about her. I feel like she sees me."

GIF 3: Eddie looking lost in thought, his expression unbearably sad for a long moment before he gathers himself, his eyebrows going up as he takes in a breath before continuing to speak.

GIF 4: Eddie's head snapping over to look at Buck, his expression creased at he watches him. He does not look happy with Buck's words.

/end ID]

The Tortured Poets Department - Taylor Swift

Yellowjackets (2021-). My Immortal by Evanescence.

happy (belated) birthday, virginia!!

who else is gonna know me?

I see bad guys love their abandoned warehouses on your Earth, too, huh? ↳ SUPERGIRL 1.17 & 1.18

until i can't deny this loving feeling, make me long for your kiss

buddie & bucktommy | 3.2k words | general audience

eddie watches buck with his pilot boyfriend at maddie and chim's wedding, and he just hopes buck is loved by tommy as much as he is by eddie

read on ao3 | preview:

Eddie stands in front of the bathroom mirror, and in front of him stands a man, happy and messily hungover, but happy nonetheless. It had been years since he had gotten that wasted. Something he now understands why it had been an absent occurrence for so long. He feels like shit. Like his body had been tossed in front of a train that wasn't stopping at a station any time soon, and it had hit him with reckless abandon. Sure, he took some painkillers earlier, but they only worked for his splitting headache, but hey, tiny miracles. He doesn't remember a lot of last night, and what he has been able to, has been flashes over the last few hours. It was the most fun he'd had in a long time. Drinking who knows what alcohol - probably mixes of vodka and tequila with maybe some wine in there too - and singing karaoke.

God, the karaoke. He remembers that part most vividly, treasures it most ardently. He had happily slung his arm around Buck's shoulders as they sang for way too many songs. Neither of them had wanted to give it up, much to the chagrin of everyone else at the bachelor party. But they were having the time of their lives, singing mostly 80's hits, because it was a themed part after all. Buck was Tubbs, Eddie himself was Crockett. Why they had chosen a "couples" costume, well that's between him and a god he isn't quite sure he believes in

With a contented grin, he casually draped his arm around Buck's shoulders, pulling him in closer than strictly necessary. He relished the sensation of Buck's hair grazing his arm as he leaned back, attempting to hit the higher notes with moderate success. He knew he wasn't destined for stardom, but compared to Eddie's own vocal prowess, Buck sounded positively sublime. It was Buck's average singing ability that endeared him even more to Eddie.

🍓🍓 reblog to give some chocolate covered strawberries to your beloved mutuals 🍓🍓

how it started vs. how it's going

#that's family

PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS — 1x03: We Visit the Garden Gnome Emporium

karen wilson in every episode ↳ 2.18 — this life we chose

it took the ocean, the greater opponent, to just hold me under and say, it’s really horrible. and sons have been losing their mothers for thousands and thousands of years, and they will continue to, and you’ve just been initiated into that awareness and into that reality. some illusion has been lifted. you’re in a realer version of the world now, and it’s painful. (—andrew garfield)

narrator: that's when everything changed

(or, if i had a nickel for every time disaster gays told each other nothing would change when everything did, i'd have two nickels.)

[ID: two color gifs from 911 7.05 and two black and white gifs from Red, White and Royal Blue, alternating.

GIF 1: Eddie leaning towards Buck, his expression open and earnest as he reassures him, "This doesn't change a thing between us, okay?"

GIF 2: Henry holding Alex against the back of the cough as they kiss, his hands moving to Alex's buttons as he says, "To be clear, this changes nothing between us."

GIF 3: Buck watching Eddie expectantly, his expression looking lost as he nods, looking down as he says, "Good, that's a relief." His tone is flat, as if he was waiting for something else.

GIF 4: Henry continuing to unbutton Alex's shirt as their noses bump together. Alex holds on to Henry's waist as he says, "I was about to say the same thing." Henry laughs as his hands move to Alex's chest, saying, "No you weren't."

/end ID]

Down Bad - Taylor Swift

Tommy, yes, I would teach you Muay Thai to get close and sweaty with you. Tommy, yes, I want to take you on multiple dates.