Within an hour of eating my breakfast I am fighting back sleep again. It's as if I've been drugged with the strongest sleeping pills or am being put under general anaesthetic for surgery. "Count back from 10" but I can't even get to 9.
My eyes just want to close. Every time I blink, my eyelids want to stay shut. This is physically painful to fight. The body jerking. The straining. The force to fight myself into awake mode. It's not happening.
I'm gonna have to go back to bed. I wouldn't drive in this state. It's similar to being drunk. That drowsy, uncontrolled feeling you hold about yourself after one-too-many.
My shoulders are heavy, knees weak, vomit on my sweater already, mom's spaghetti, my whole body is simply aching. Is this dying? Where has my energy gone even after a night of sleep? Why does my brain have this relentless desire to simply rest & enter sleep mode?
When is this going to stop? Will it? I don't want to be here in this state.
GREAT news for everyone whos been wanting me to draw Vex, one of my alters (Miu) took to liking him a lot so I'm screwed, here's a pic they drew of Vex and our Sackboy lol
The current event has Gilbert's most flashbacks (16 frames idk what to call that so I'm calling it as frames xD)
This is kinda confusing cuz Gilbert is talking to someone, but instead of indicating as ギルベルト or ???... There's nothing, like literally nothing. The story is just going on with their dialogues in " "🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
And speaking of flashbacks, Gilbert is actually spacing out while thinking about his pasts and Emma's voice snaps him back to reality