am i gonna put you in the book acknowledgements am i gonna be able to say your name without flinching am i ever gonna get a word in edgewise am i ever gonna recover the time i spent with you. computer virus kid; i arrived in your life already begging to be let in. somehow insecure i could even be your friend. like you had a line outside the door and we were all shifting our weight, begging.

you're so fucking good at that - at making people feel like they need to earn you, like you're a commodity none of us can afford. no kindness or careful communication could work on you - you were so good at just going-ghost, about deciding someone just wasn't cool-enough. something about that is super ironic. even the parts of it that weren't romantic felt like a romance book. i wanted you to like me so badly i scrubbed myself clean just so you'd spare me - what. your favor? a look?

okay okay okay. it's just a friendship - if it was even true that we were friends, if you even saw me as someone you trusted. on reddit someone would tell me girl literally just cut her out of your life, it's not that difficult. even i was aware of how fucked up the whole situation was. like, why the fuck do i even care about your approval? you're like, not even that fun to be around. you are often a little bit cruel.

but for almost four years of my life, i thought i had found someone like me. somebody who liked the same things i do. someone who liked to read and who liked making jokes with esoteric references and who spent maybe too much time on the internet and who was absolutely a little bit pretentious. i don't know, something about that was powerful and addictive.

i keep thinking about our last conversation. about how i said - okay, enough is enough. you pushed me too far, you really hurt my feelings.

and how you laughed and said - you think you're the victim?

Cityscape Scenery

Pairing: Lando/Oscar

Remember the McLaren x Reiss Collab? Well, there was one picture where Lando showed Oscar a pair of shorts that looked a bit like a skirt (if you squinted). I could see Lando teasing Oscar about all the outfits they have to wear and then jokingly showing him an actual skirt, telling Oscar he wants to see him in one.

But what if Oscar was intrigued by the idea and buys himself a skirt? The outcome is left to the author.

DW: Humour

DNW: the teasing turning too mean, Angst

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Magma

if i knew dropping handles would get these ppl to block me i would have just done it from the start. like genuinely struggling to understand what goes on in their minds bc blocking ppl who i dislike instead of launching a whole campaign against them has always been my go to and pardon the assumption but what i thought any normal person would do as well.

I’m still fucking salty over the survivor finale last night.

Gabler’s whole game is boiled down to Ellie.

Ellie who’s not even on the jury

Ellie who hardly made the merge. 

He did nothing to deserve this win, the whole jury was literally bitter to Cassidy and Owen. fucking disgusting horrible awful winner.

I’m going to be salty about it for a while.

(made in heroforge btw aint no way i can 3d model bruh) a book reader has ATLEAST 1 dnd oc /j

uhh yeah anyways say hi to my kickass orc-gremlin gurliepop swag grandma that i will never use cuz i have no clue how dnd works :') ft: puppy dog ears cuz they glitched and i loved it so much that i kept it

oooh, a pose book that's relevant to my interests!

And I can get it off of Amazon (Japan). It's only $19? Hell yeah!

...ah, shipping costs.

you losers will see a thin woman existing and rush to let her know how sick and disgusting and starved she looks. I'm becoming so disillusioned with the body positivity movement.

can't even talk about how nutrition and being careful about what you put in your body are important without some performative insecure idiot having a meltdown about diet culture.

everyone's willing to make video essays and write theses on counting calories being "inherently unhealthy", "almond moms" and people who very obviously have an unhealthy, deficient diet. these same people will then turn around and pretend that stuffing your face with empty calories with no nutritional value, greasy, fried shit and ungodly amounts of sugar five times a day everyday is "self care" and "knowing what's right for my body and giving it what it needs 🥺🥰💖".

For the ROP asks, 12 & 23 please!

Thank you, Wynne!

Which outfit do you like the most?

I really love Isildur's yellow/brown-ish long sleeved tunic, it looks so comfy and practical (holds up well in the case of explosions and near drownings!) and there are some really nice details on the sleeves (the embroidery and leather wrist ties!). It's really hard to choose between that and the blue Sea Guard tunic he, Valandil, and Ontamo wear. I'm also obsessed with Eärien's costuming, in particular her blue dress, I love the detailing on the sleeves and belt and all the gold elements.

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I have to say surrendered at the start of the game by @monroesimons, I really can't stop thinking about it. I pitched the ot3 in a groupchat thinking "this is insane, no one else is going to vibe with this concept" but Valandil/Elendil/Miriel are so real to me now I'm losing sleep over them, and I'm not the only one apparently lol. Anyway, highly highly highly recommend that fic, it's a work in progress but regularly updated and it's truly the perfect blend of angst (the pining!), smut (contents extremely hot, handle with care!), and character study (such a thoughtful treatment of the history between the characters and the various power imbalance elements). Moral of the story: share your off the wall ot3 ideas, you never know when a friend will be inspired to write 34 chapter fic fulfilling all your hopes and dreams!

Tim is so confused as to what is happening to him, god bless

obscure crudely-made youtube videos with 832 views by accounts with no pfp and usernames like JohnRoberts64 are like handfuls of shiny and delicious birdseed and middle-aged fathers using their children's logins are like a horde of starving pigeons pecking at it blissfully

counting the amount of characters on the jack dlc carrd and crying violently

Anne Roger-Lacan

Like I think considering I largely have control over my own environment and can settle into my routines really well with minimal interruption just for virtue of living by myself, it can be easy to forget that being autistic isn't just the fun quirks and awkwardness, it can genuinely be debilitatingly upsetting very quickly with the right combination of factors and sometimes those factors are subject to change seemingly at random and i'm.

tired.

oh its late. im heading to bed, you should too. take care<3

Okie! Gn :3