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bog-bitch · 8 months
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consider: intrusive thoughts described like shitty Buzzfeed articles
“Top 10 Reasons Why You’re Actually a Pedophile”
“People Are Sharing the Best Slurs to Scream at the Top of Your Lungs and Honestly I Am So Here For It”
“Tell Me Your Favorite Color and I’ll Tell You You Can Jump In Front of A Moving Train Right Now”
“You’ve Heard of [Normal Activity], But Have You Heard of All the Horrible Ways You Can Die While Doing It???!!”
“This Quiz Will RevealWhich Hand You Could Hypothetically Stick in a Blender!”
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I want to kill myself thank you for asking
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greyssketches · 4 months
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Yummy venting through fiction character
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bisexualcage · 4 months
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when people figure out that intrusive thoughts aren’t quirky thoughts about wanting to paint your hair or get a piercing but literal disturbing horrid revolting socially unacceptable unwanted thoughts then I’ll applaud, until then y’all can stfu on something you don’t know. “Oh that’s weird :/ u need help” yeah no fucking shit honey do u think I wanna be plagued w these unwanted thoughts all day? it’s not a damn choice
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januscorner · 4 months
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st-hirudinea · 2 years
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I am an ouroboros
~ A poem about mental illness, healing and snakes
Inspired by the works of @headspace-hotel and @tamiscolaris
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I'm not really sure the point I'm trying to make in this; it's more an exploration of my own mental health, how I view it, and, in turn, how I view myself
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poeticblogname · 7 months
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i think something we should talk about more is how OCD can sort of traumatize yourself? like my religious trauma is from my religious OCD, no doubt. no one was telling me demons were following me, watching me sleep, in the shower, chasing me or waiting behind closed doors, my OCD did, but that was traumatizing. i mean i couldn’t even say demon for years because i was convinced it would summon one, i couldn’t even think it. to be constantly on edge for years because of demons was traumatic for me, but that was no one’s fault but my own in a way.
i don’t know of this is even a thing? has anyone else experienced this?
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sainticides · 1 year
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we-hate-plantains · 6 months
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i want the "omg the letters aren't straight my ocd" bitches to sit in on one of my ocd attacks
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notabled-noodle · 2 years
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in case anybody hasn’t learnt this already:
OCD is not an adjective. you’re not “very OCD” or whatever, you just like things tidy
it is not funny to make up other things those letters could stand for. you do not have Obsessive Cat Disorder
people with OCD deserve access to resources without having to dig through misinformation and ridiculous unfunny jokes
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the-kestrels-feather · 6 months
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Harm OCD is great because it targets the thing you love more than anything in this world and suddenly you don't wanna be in the same room as your dog because you have intrusive thoughts about hurting her and it terrifies you
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belle-keys · 6 months
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okay but this is what ocd feels like
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atlas-ghoul-account · 5 months
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Aether, who's seen as the 'strong ghoul', has ocd. 'Just right' ocd, as well as checking and harm ocd.
Aether who subtly touches wood when no one is looking.
Aether who has to run through his memory over and over to make sure he didn't hurt anyone.
Aether who does things multiple times, until it feels just right. Who, when playing on his own, will restart a song again and again until it feels right.
Aether who avoids cooking when other people are in the room because he's terrified of hurting them.
Aether can't focus on a conversation because he's going over the previous one with a fine comb to make sure he's not offended anyone.
Aether who forces himself to be the last one to go to bed so he can go round and check everything is turned off because what if something happens whilst they're all asleep?
Aether who desperately hides all of these from Papa and the other ghouls.
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assaultmystic · 3 months
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when my ocd is bad everything in the world is balanced on a fine series of pulleys and weights and wire that is so thin and it is only through your disturbance that the perfect order of everything might be disrupted. you know intuitively what it would mean to pay your way for the disruption you cause by being in the world and by having a body. you can bargain by washing your hands, confessing, looking up symptoms, checking the oven is off, if she’s mad at you. again. again. again. these things open you up and make you less. or they make what you are public, and so make you less responsible. people are responsible, objects are not. ive said before that the fantasy is for me to be a gallery, so that people could walk through me and judge everything about me. is this okay? good? bad? alright thank you. no matter how awful the judgement, it cannot beat the relief of no longer being responsible. in practicality the effect is to automate yourself, to subject yourself to codes for the mitigation of potential of irresponsibility. for every movement to be constrained by wire that is so thin. a marionette, unpersoned in the pursuit of doing no harm.
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januscorner · 4 months
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You’re not “A bit OCD”
OCD is fucking horrible. I have massive meltdowns over losing small things. I can’t eat most foods. I need to wash my hands immediately if I touch something that my brain said no to. I need to make everything equal no matter how inconvenient it is. I have to fight horrific intrusive thoughts and remind myself that other people can’t read them. I’ve had friends who wash their hands for hours on end scrubbing them raw. And yes SOME of us need things neat, and it’s because we’re convinced something horrible will happen if it’s not. OCD is a fucking mental illness not a quirky trait. Shut the fuck up.
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cotttntail · 5 months
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OCD (feeding what hurts you)
by me
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